Im a literal faggot

well listen to 20 jazz funk greats and hounds of love anyway

i took xans and went out drinking with my friends one night and almost fully blacked out but remember bits and pieces like going to a gay bar and waking up in his bed with a sore asshole

yeah, that's not it.
look into your drug habit though.

you're probably fine unless you think about dick/men while sober

if you do it's still no big deal, you don't have to act on your impulses and it's not like you'll turn completely gay after one gay experience you dont remember

Chopin

Lana Del Rey
Milky Chance

no it makes sense...I was never that much into girls I never really cared about sex. I remember as a kid feeling gay sometimes like wanting james bond to tie me up and gay shit like that

Hahahaha bro that's so funny. I'm not gay though.

>found out you're gay
>been thinking of joining the military

I gotchu senpai

youtube.com/watch?v=InBXu-iY7cw

well you either accept it or you dont
the former option leads to less stress imo

I'm a literal faggot and I'm in love with my best friend who is, of course, a homophobe.

Music for this feel?

oof bro
definitely do not listen to down colorful hill

have a beer instead

idk man, pick your favorite method of an hero from the Cred Forums Guide to Suicide chart and listen to whatever it says is the proper soundtrack to killing yourself

>have a beer instead
Former alcoholic, seven months sober.

Any other ideas?

does he know ur a fag? i Don't wanna tell anyone that's why I wanna join the military start a new life I have nothing going for me anyway

same minus the homophobe part

i want to fucking die

maybe take up painting

or songwriting/composing

or yoga idek

I'm a literal homophobe and I wanna kill my best friend who is, of course, a faggot.

Music for this feel?

see

youtube.com/watch?v=w7wnyDBr-9M

No. I doubt we'd still be friends if he did.

Songwriting/composing sounds good. I've been meaning to learn about theory so I can discuss music on a more profound level than "it's good, yo"

yeah just find a way to take more time for yourself. find something to do that you love where you can look at the finished result and think "damn i made that"
itll boost your self-esteem and pretty soon you wont rely on some homophobe friend for your happiness
and maybe youll find a qt boi out of it who knows

soundcloud.com/mileycurseword/miley-curseword-im-hot-explicit

Fingers crossed.

pls don't make homo themed songs

Probably gonna do American primitivism or something.

youtu.be/p4nAdjlZ0UM

Here you go OP.