Well. Possible last greentext. My life. I am having a mental breakdown right now and nobody knows except me...

Well. Possible last greentext. My life. I am having a mental breakdown right now and nobody knows except me. I am constantly afraid, and worrying. I've become so fucking anxious and irritable I just sit in my room. Here go.

>be 16
>Middle class white kid
>Good life, no real worries
>Live with dad, bit of a cuck
>Drinks too much, yells a lot
>I am pretty buff kid, nice biceps, abs, decently attractive.
>Dad yelling all the time is why I am so conceded and don't talk much, I guess my mind thinks everyone will react the same way he does
>At the point where whenever I'm yelled at it almost brings me to tears
>Like girl, 10/10 in my eyes. Not perfect body, little muffin top. Idk why but I suddenly fell hard
>Due to being conceded and withdrawn I can't bring myself to talk to her
>She dated a cuck fuckboy
>Managed to fuck their relationship by telling her stuff he said about her anonymously
>Said I would talk to her once they broke up
>Didn't do it
>2 weeks to homecoming and I don't know how much longer I can last
>Dad screaming and yelling driving me over the edge
>I just play vidya after school when no sports workouts
>Starts yelling at me for playing vidya
>Just sit in room all day at this point
>Depressed in my room wishing I wasn't alive
>He's so harsh abouy everything I fear failure, being wrong, doing something wrong
>He's ruined my self confidence, and my mental health
>I have no self confidence to talk to grill, makes me feel even worse and pussy like
>Only thing keeping me from ending it right now is the thought of how my dad and mom would be ruined if I killed myself, despite my dad acting like a total cuck
>Would probably kill himself
>I've honestly stopped caring about that, school, or anything. I just think about how much of a pussy I am to simply talk to a person, feels bad
What do I do Cred Forums? I am at my lowest. I don't care if my parents are ruined anymore. I just want the constant fear and self deprecating thoughts to stop. But they just wont...

You're 16?
In b4 ban

But seriously user if you have this much of a problem talking to people just do what I did and force yourself to talk to her.

I talk to people just fine. Especially if I've known them a while. But women is where I become a puss and spaghetti comes out of pockets

>Dad is projecting
>There will be other woman
>You're in highschool, nothing you do right now matters, I'm 20 and I know literally 3 of the people I knew in highschool still, and I don't even regularly talk to them
>The worst thing that can happen is you get rejected, then you can find someone else to go after
>You're in the middle class, your dad is an asshole. If your mom isn't in the picture, tell your dad to fuck off, give him an actual long speech about how badly you want him to shut the fuck up
>Get out of the house as much as you can, get a job, start saving up to move out
>Stop using the word "cuck" like it's cool, it's a fetish not a real thing you fuck
>You're 16, you're going to get banned so you better screenshot this advice


The girl you fall in love with in highschool will probably not be the girl you end up marrying/dying with/living with. She dated a fuckboy, think about that. How great can her decision making be? How much do you think she actually thinks about who she's being with? Probably not a lot. That's what highschool is for. Your first dose of reality can be knowing that if you do get with that girl, she's going to break up with you/cheat on you before you're out of highschool.

It happened to me, user. I was 16 and desperately in love with a girl named Selina. She was perfect, in my eyes, until shit hit the fan and we broke up. It took months for me to realize all the reasons she WASN'T perfect. Don't view your reality through rose tinted glass, it fucks everything up. Be realistic.

UNDER AGE BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN!!!!!!

B4 you get banned, the first thing you should do is beat the shit out of your dad if you're as buff as you say. You're probably a fat depressive, loser who listens to Sleeping with Sirens and Pierce the veil

Here's your answer.

Still user just force yourself to talk to women. Still works for me even this day.

Ow

more pics of the girl OP

>upset over some standard teenage bullshit

Mate, every teenager goes through this stuff. Quit being a pussy. In 10 years time you'll laugh about it at afterwork with your collegues

At least you didn't get rejected and ignored. My high school was shit

/thread

confidence comes from doing courage. which means to act despite the fear. and confidence is translatable across domains of life. so if you can do something that gives you confidence in one realm, you can apply it to another.
confidence is also measurable. assign a number score to the level of fear you are feeling that prevents you from taking action. if you do take action, that is the exact amount of courage/confidence you obtain.
if you have trouble talking to people, try starting out making eye contact and/or smiling at people/strangers. next time you're at the store, say hello to the person at the register. ask them how their day is going.
start lifting weights or exercising. even walking around your neighborhood for 30 min will give you a sense of accomplishment.
the little things will add up, and just keep building on them and becoming bolder with expanding your comfort zone. then when you've developed a capacity to push yourself, take the leap and talk to her.

Not even two decades.

Think before you make a choice you cannot take back.

You'll grow out of it. We've ALL had a period in life (mostly puberty) where we contemplate ending it.

It's a miracle any of us make it to our 30s. Just buckle up, move on, and focus on bettering yourself.

Fag who just posted this here again, forgot some things

>If you get yourself into actual trouble for cutting yourself/trying to kill yourself you'll fuck up your life when you aren't a teen who isn't depressed because life seems "hard"
>You do not understand the gravity about how "tough" life can be. If you think your dad yelling at you is the worst thing that could happen to you, you are naive.
>Woman are a dime a dozen, they are not hard to pick up. When I was 16 I had trouble getting girls, too, because I didn't understand how they work. They're like guys, except instead of doing anything for a reason, they do everything for no fucking reason. Being able to pick up bitches is not something to brag about, it's literally as easy as having moderate looks and moderate conversation skills. PRISONERS get bitches, user. That means ANYONE can.
>Your self confidence is just that: self. You shouldn't let your dad get your self confidence down. Look at him, look at what he does, look at if he's happy. If he were happy he wouldn't be that way. He wouldn't be a divorced fuckhead who screams at his kid. I had a dad like that. Once I moved out I didn't say a fucking word to him. Still haven't, still won't. Your family is not something you have to hang on to just because you were born to them. They're the temporary friends you don't get the choice of experiencing or not.
Do whatever you want that makes you happy. Go for the girl. Go for another girl, jerk off, get them to give you head. Do SOMETHING. I wasted my time in highschool not making bonds with people I could be friends with later in life. I was worried about the little shit, like pimples and class and girls. Make friends, user, make actual friends. Learn about them, remember things about them. Get close with them. If you don't you'll regret it. Life is short, being in highschool is even shorter. It feels long now, but once you're out you'll wonder where the time went. Don't squander your time like me.

You said it yourself, your DAD ruins your confidence and everything else. So YOU'RE not the problem, that cunt is....
Leave the prick to his own mental demise and figure out a way to get away from him; child services etc etc or just get a job and move with some others.
Dont get caught up with that drugs bullshit that most teens do when they do this just live happy.

OP. Read this post. It is wisdom.

Tears my dude. This is beautiful. Fuck if I get banned. I gotta at least try.

Enjoy your ban. Oh and get the fuck out a here with this fag shit. Don't want or have to listen to your teenage crybaby bullshit. For fuck sakes do your god damn homework and go the fuck to bed.

Lol I wish I could do this. White people have it so easy.

I'd get my ass beat if I did shit like this to my parents. Probably kicked out too.

Godspeed OP. Remember, your happiest times are what will be remembered as your saddest if you make a mistake. Let that sadness drive you to never make that mistake again. We are built on change and growth. Don't stagnate yourself because of fear. Be an adventurer, make a difference for yourself. Do what makes you happy. You are the only person you have ANYTHING to prove to.

Cmon now don't post porn without sauce

You SURE?

Does Cred Forums even really ban people cause of their age? It's like underage kids watching porn.

You're right. Sorry fam.

Her name is Harmony Reigns. Enjoy.

You're right, we do have it easy when it comes to parents. You could tell yours off and they'd probably smack the shit out of you, but that should be even more reason to make something of yourself so you can move the fuck out. You're your own person, why deal with their shit? Even if you're young, what's stopping you? The only obstacle you have is your own laziness. Push yourself, make money, save it. A year of a part time job saved up with no money spent will leave you with enough to move out. You 100% have the ability to get out of anywhere you are, on your own, 0 help. You just have to FULLY try. No half assing. "I'm sick, I don't want to go to work", well do you want to move out? Your parents won't give you advice like this. Don't be fooled, they made the same mistakes I did. They don't know any better, that's how they were raised. Get a job, get money, get out. It's really that easy.

Only if a mod is watching.

nice dubs also u give really fucking good advice u should help more people more often my steam is lonelycactus1 id love to talk to you

Ahhh. Im just waiting for someone to troll this shit out of you.

dont worry ill be asking for proof and shit im not stupid i kno what Cred Forums is full of

Seek help? Like not fucking Cred Forums but actual mental help if you have anxiety. Seriously, I was pretty close to ending my marrage with my wife because she went fucking mental after our second kid and she got help. it saved us because I was fucking done. Just do it. go get help.

Brb sending dicc picc

I've seen it happen.

Or you could just suck it up and not bite the hand that fed you for the majority of your life. Have some respect even if they did give you shit throughout your life. You most likely wouldn't have been a live and kicking without them. Cut they venting bullshit, stay humble and push forward. Yelling out just causes more problems in the end. I've learned that the hard way.

Advicefag here, my steam name is PurplePresent if any of you need more advice, I don't do anything since I work at home and don't go anywhere, ever.

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK offffff


go to your high school psychologist and stay off Cred Forums until you have some life experience.

>conceded
kill yourself
>16
underageb&

seriously you sound like a faggot and your dad is probably right. literally nothing is wrong with your life you spoiled first world piece of garbage.

Actually I'm going to get subway. I'll be back in an hour if anyone has added me.

Wrong username

Fob?

Will you give me advice on how to become a fully self-sufficient NEET so I can stop being a wage cuck?

>Stop using the word "cuck" like it's cool, it's a fetish not a real thing you fuck
Fuck you cuck>Advicefag here, my steam name is PurplePresent if any of you need more advice, I don't do anything since I work at home and don't go anywhere, ever.
faggot. you sound like the kind of person people should take advice from. /s

Talk to your mom. Get the fuck off of Cred Forums

Sounds like your the cuck and your dad is pretty awesome. Would drink beef with.

Do you browse the TERA forums?