What happens when I finally close my eyes for good?

I imagine you just become unconscious forever. It's kind of sad

There ain't no rest for the wicked
Money don't grow on trees
I got bills to pay, I got mouths to feed
There ain't nothing in this world for free
I know I can't slow down
I can't hold back though you know I wish I could
No there ain't no rest for the wicked
Until we close our eyes for good

I have this one, kinda cringy but whatever.
Been feeling down.

no other world or some shit. I'd like to imagine there's more out there than this but I'm guessing this is it the older I get.

I was thinking of that song when writing the post lol

Niceu

you become several sausage patties for the McDonalds breakfast menu.

qt
u should post more often
and take some hot pics
like this i took last month

I'm more into /ss/. Been trying to get out there but I'm not the best on social media. I'm too nervous, scared and insecure.

some /ss/ is pretty gud
do u have kik?
mines dantin99

Is this really you?

yus

Would you please sit on my face? I'd like a taste c;

How about you post more cutie c;

I feel the thread got kinda derailed but who gives a shit I guess

How old are you?

M-Mods?

ur kewt

I am 18 years old, almost 19 in a couple months which. I won't lie, I'm getting scared of growing old. Thinking I could do much more with my life but then again, what is there to do.

the soul of you existed before the physical and the soul carries on. perhaps eternal progress of the soul is too much for you to wrap your brain around. asking stranfers about the afterlife is very retarded and to be expected from the internet. please spoon feed me knowledge cuz i am such a lazy monkey. you need to be beaten with a banana

Don't get it twisted, you're a cutie too. Would definitely eat you up

haha thanks, though I was refering to this becoming a boibutt thread

underage b&

Let me put my face between your legs.. That's something you could do ;)

2lewd
>last pic I've got in this suit lol

OP why you feeling down?

Not lewd enogh OP. Show whats behind those shorts?

>Anonymous
Agreed, OP with great power cums great respons...

I get get worse c; like how I'd kiss and lick your bulge over your suit while I squeeze your booty and listen to your moans.

Doubt it

This man sings to you for eterntiy youtube.com/watch?v=tVj0ZTS4WF4

You're all sick pedophile faggots wanting to see this underage child show you illegal pictures.

OP ignore. Show little/big guy!

Can't pin point exactly, just not feeling it recently. I talk to myself most of the time and I while I'm ok with that. I sometimes want someone to talk to and stuff, so I post pics of myself in hopes I talk to someone for a little bit.

this is getting way too lewd

that's a first

When you close your eyes forever
It will all remain the same.

is this now a femboy thread? because if so I'm not complaining

Thats a first what?

it's usually mods mods mods, blahblhablah

example:

I can keep going ;)

OP what would you talk about

This is a heaven I don't want to be a part of.

Deff. not underage user

Its a blank. Been under anesthetic several times. Literally nothing. Dying is just like an overdose of anesthetic.

OP Dude, sounds bad. Wanna talk?

anything really, this right now is fine tbh. Just anything with other people.
you can if you want, let it all out dude
Now that I think about it that's kinda comforting. You don't have to worry about heaven or hell, you just get to lie there and finally get some peace.

OP I had a similar problem, been trying to fix it. 19 y old amd already bored of life

I came here to find answers for a depression similar to OP's. But all I see is faggots.

Faggots, faggots and more faggots.

Hey, it's me from kik last night. You doing okay? I sent you a message.

shut up!

when are the nudes coming OP?

OP can I haz your kik?

dick fatter than peter griffin and the head bigger than stewie

man in the time it took me to scroll through this thread i could've gotten more from someone cuter with a webcam on twitter or instagram. fuckin cocktease

No. Thats literally how they put dogs down - overdose of anesthetic. Been under for medical reasons.
It was peaceful. The waking up is hard. Mostly because Ive had to bowel prep every time Ive gone under. Hungry as shit afterwards.

Nope. Its probably samll af, right OP?

hahah is OP even here?

you'll stop the suffering.

you almost had trips but you're a cuck

will it though?
waking up is hard? is it worth it though?
yus
cracked me up a little

op be more leeewd

sad boners are worst boner user

It was.

worst boner better than no boner tho

Op, suffering is a part of life, if you stop that you stop life, if you commite only to suffering you end life, same goes for joy...gotta walk the fine line.
Now wheres that D?

I think its cute, op be brave show more

the final line actually made me laugh. haha. It's gets kinda harder though, you wake up and tell yourself in the mirror "I'm going to have a great day today", then a couple hours pass and it just gets exhausting.
drugs are kewl V/\

youtube.com/watch?v=NuKqPuOJtOM

Fuck the mirror op, I broke mine long ago. It lied to much, set standards that weren't mine own. Toke my backpack and went through rest of Europe. Didnt find my sefl but I came back more calm.
Op, still no sign of that D?

thristy af dude. Sure screw it what is there to loose.
I just hit a broken microwave. Kind of a stress reliever. It has to be a solid object though, I don't understand how squishing a foamy ball or something can relieve you of stress. It doesn't have that umf.

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Fuck yeah op, brake some shit. Dont hurt your self. I meet a Italian dude who gave me his blade and we went into a small french village started choping down all the wooden post boxes. Year before that was mopin around my bedroom.
Op, cant seem to open that pic of D?

Too bad it aint OP

It's me dawg. I forgot to add the pic. I haven't hurt myself yet. Made a hole by accident on my wall which is going to cause problems when I have to move out but hey, whats life without a little bit of risk I suppose.

Checkd

You're cute.. What kind of body/person do you like ?

oh hell yeah dude.
I think I said this before but women I guess. Can't think of anything in particular. This is girl is pretty awesome. awesome possum.

Nah that aint you op. Also, traveling helped a lot. Try europe it helped a lot, tottaly cheap, got some good recomendation if you need any.
Proof that your D OP, gotta have proof.

According to the Bible when you die you enter a sleep. Then you awaken and rise up for the resurrection.

Jk op! Hahah
Also, nice D

Come on bruh I don't want to get a marker, a piece of paper, write on said piece of paper the date of today, too much work. Trust me.
Define rise up for resurrection.

Hahah was kiding op, nice bod brah. So you thinking about traveling? Really changed me

feet plz

nah, too expensive and not really into the whole traveling and findng yourself sort of deal. Not against it just not my style.
thanks brah

You decompose and your atoms and molecules go onto other things. Some of them might even make it back into another human body again.

So wats your style then op, cant keep on smashing microwaves hahaha?

Why dont you just roll a fat joint and veg the fuck out, It's good for centering yourself after losing grip on your introspective.

I don't know. I just know that I won't find my "inner self" by traveling. I do hate staying in the same place for more than a couple of years but still. Besides i'd probably get killed or worse if I did that.
I don't do drugs though. I won't lie, I've been offered and considered it but I just never felt I needed them.

You should stage a socialist coup and dismantle the Venezuelan Government. Maybe that'll distract you.

I heard they cant even afford to print money. Now thats just impressive dude

Your brain goes into overdrive just before you die trying to hold on and essentially have "one last hurrah". That will, from your perspective, last forever since afterwards there is nothing and your consciousness will be gone for good.

you become blind

Why dont we take Venezuela,
AND PUSH IT SOMEWHERE ELSE?

lmao
I dont know if thats horrifying or awesome

Well I think this thread will die any moment now, thanks for the chatter dawgs

Hope you feel better OP, btw if you're interested in the coup were all meeting at Denny's

Thanks dude
hahaha what? Dennys?

Yeah, pancakes, then power to the people

Oh hell yeah, pancakes

and a new world order

...

You won't see a thing.