Feels thread. I throw my story:

Feels thread. I throw my story:

>Be 18
>I start dating a girl who was one of my best friends since years. The perfect girl. It wasn't like my first relationship but i still involved a lot.
>I soon fell in love with her and she did the same with me
>it was so intense that i completely forgot the pain from my other break ups.
>everything wonderful, months passed, no arguements, not a single fight.
>we decided to live together. Best time of my life.
>she was the kind of girl that you know is far more intelligent than you, but is still a donkey at the most ridiculous things.
>she always was honest to me, said thing clearly, no matter how painful it could be. I always was thankful of that.
>she was beautiful. TRULY beautiful. She have that kind of beauty you'll never think you deserve.
>of course sex was perfect too
>3 years living together, i was almost 23 by then.
>I realize that she could be the person i'm gonna spend my life with. At first it felt weird but soon it seemed like the perfect idea.
>One day she came to me, very sad.
>Says that she met a gut two months ago and thinks she love him. Says she loves me too, but can't deny her feelings for the guy.
>Says that if i want to break up with her, she'll understand, but it would kill her.
>Be me, full of anger and the most filthy feel of betrayal.
>Break up with her.
>I move with my best bro, it was 50/50 best days and worst days of my life.
>After a couple of months, i'm told that the guy was a jerk and dumped her because whatever the fuck reason.
>My darkest sides feel relieved, "you got what you deserve bitch" and all that crap.
>Suddenly, one day she calls me and wants to talk.
>"Bitch is regretting and want to come back" "hahaha this bitch" and all that crap again
>i met her and of course, she regreted, but it wasn't like in my mind.
>Be me, watching the person you love the most cry rivers. Being so sorry that my skin bristled.

cont.

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>i had a sudden rapture of anger, remembering our last conversation.
>Said no, and leave her there.
>The most ridiculous feeling of victory came up to my insides, beneath all the sadness.

>6 years passed since then
>not a single word with her
>i frequently stalk her facebook and shit, but only for the nostalgia.
>i moved 600km away from where that all happened
>started a new life
>got a new girlfriend, 2 years of relationship by now
>feelings for the previous girl completely kill (or i think so)

>Girlfriend and i one day at home
>run out of shower gel and we go to market to buy new one
>come back to house with grocery and shower gel etc.
>take a shower with her.
>gigglin and shit, i smell the gel as i pour it on her body. it smells too familiar
>It was the same gel that my old girlfriend used almost every day i spent with her.
>I start to cry with my mind full of memories.
>But not for the memories itself.
>I cry because i don't know how to tell the cutie i am with, that i never loved her, and i will never love her
>not as much as i sill love that angel from years back.

I understand.
>Be an insecure newfag
>meets amazing newfag
>loves her
>confesses love
>gets rekt with regret and remorse

Was about to post this on the last feels thread, i was late
There's nothing really wrong in my life, I live on my own, have a job etc, i have all the ingredients for a good life, no mental disorders or anything, sounds pretty good right?
Well, my life is not good. Hasn't been since i moved away for a new school. Friends stopped calling me, wont even return calls, parents are long dead so social contacts cozy little cafeteria
>sit down
>she asks me how i'm doing, says she's never seen me with anyone
>she knows i'm lonely
>tell her yes, i am lonely
>don't even care if i'm lying or not
>i can't really tell the difference anymore
>she asks to be my friend
>without thinking, ask if she feels pity or sorry for me
>awkward silence
>she says a little
>stand up, say i don't need your bullshit how you pretend you care about me, you don't even know me
>walk away
>get home
>cut myself
>finally i can feel something
>then it hits me
>what the fuck got into me in the cafeteria
>back to school after a monotonic weekend
>everyones creeped out by me
>after school, go to work
>im free only on weekends, otherwise studying or working
My life is completely pointless, i have no general direction in life, i'm a cold hearted outcast who gets his rocks off for cutting himself.

Local priest told me hell is worse, that there's only pain and suffering. I told him that's already double the feelings i have.

Wanna cuddle with me, a 180 lb 6 foot man?

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thanks

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>Be 17 almost 18
>Dress in all black and have a lot of friends
>listen to only metal
>very friendly
>walks into English class on first day
>sees a beautiful girl who looks emo
>become friends with her
>talk about dank memes
>social awkwardness kicks in
>go to football game with her
>tell her I like her on the way home
>she tells me it's okay to share my feelings
>feeling stupid I stop talking to her
>overly text her
>feel even more stupid
>can't even look at her at school anymore
>no idea what to do

if she didn't reject you it is time to start meeting up with her, maybe

Too afraid to do anything

i feel you buddy

i am on the same train

it is called apathy, and i don't know how to go out of this.

zero friends

family gone

alone with a shitty job, some money and no aspirations...

come on man, just try, you have nothing to lose

Holy shit your right. Damn.

a simple breakfast or lunch, a simple walk and talk, it will clear things up

My life isn't particularly the worst. It's mostly stuff that's my own fault but it still sucks. My body is more or less destroyed from years of heavy drinking, football and training in pro wrestling(Some will find that last one dumb, but it was a dream of mine since I was a kid). I can't keep a job mostly from lack job experience, I've only ever had 3 and those were manual labor, which I have trouble doing now.
I spend most of my days alone in my room because I only really have 2 friends, outside of my room mate, I haven't had a good nights sleep in 3 years. I just don't know what to do anymore. I haven't even had sex in 4 years, which was when I last had a girlfriend, who moved to a different state without really even letting me know.

fuck

If you don't like something, and I mean really don't like something, you owe it to yourself to change it. I don't mean best around the bush and attempt to change it, actively throw yourself into the fire of the problems you have. Be strong, you know you can.

Bump

I've tried my best to change, it ain't the first time I've heard to. I just wouldn't know where to start. At this point there's so many things wrong I wouldn't know where to start.

I repeated myself there without realizing, whoops.

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>be 19
>have 13yo who likes me
>i like her too
>parents find out
>being observated for the time being
>cant get alone with her again until shes old enough
>i know it`s wrong but no pedo feels just liking the girl herself


fuck me
what do when you actually start liking a young girl not because pedo but because she`s what you wanted in someone?

Guys, I don't know what to do

Is it sad that I find the reality one more pleasing?

fuck, hit me hard

Norwegian fag?

Det går bra kompis, vi er i samme båt.

ouch

nope.

some people are genuinely better off alone.

not if you saw the movie

Can you explain some more?

I think I might be, my life was great when I was alone. Of course I was lonely as fuck, so then again I would cry like a little bitch.

Pretty sure I've seen it some time ago, but I just find the look of the situations the one where hes alone looks more cozy.

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(OP) DUDE DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT HAVE YOU DONE????
I had the same experience, but dude you are a real man!
The point is, if you feel things for your ex gf you either kill that feelings and build new ones for the new people, or you either accept that love and try to be with your ex again, theres no more options for you this time.
But remember, whatever you chose, be always loyal to yourself.
AKA: a fag who fought for his ex gf, discovered the truth and won the battle

I think you're emotionally retarded.

I have anger problems, real bad anger problems, I had to chose between prison or an 18 month anger management course after I bottled a guy in a bar. I start next week.

And the way you handled your anger is just appalling. You dont vent your anger on someone you love after they come out to you. She was obviously trying to solve this with you.

And instead of dealing with the situation at hand, you hid behind your anger and allowed it to destroy your relationship. You're a coward OP, plain and simple. You're just a fucking coward, and I hate cowards more than anything. You are a miserable pitiful creature.

I'm more social, hanging out with friends a lot.
But I would so much just want to sleep or be in my room, and if I do end up doing that I regret.

I'm social, but stil feel so fucking lonely and sad all the time. Fuck, man. Wort part is the random days with anxiety.

what more is to explain, what do you want to know¿

Ja, det er ganske jævlig.

but she moved on years ago, i don't even know nothing of her since then.

And i dont think i'm capable of leaving all what i have behind to pursue a person i don't actually know at this time

Oh its the tomboy dude, kek

Man, you guys are sad for stupid reasons.

1) take a chance, doesn't matter if you get rejected
2) if you broke up, try and get as much closure as you can

There, all the problems in this thread solved.

>Be me
>Still in secondsry schoo
>Highschool for those Amerifags
>Get exam results back from summer
>Failed only maths and got passes with C's and D's in every other subject
>Dad yells at me to do better
>I try my best but all i want to do is go to college and become a teacher
>Mom tries to defend me but it fed up as well
>twin brother laughs like a faggot even do he ditched a subject that could have gave him an easy job as a Gardaí or Primary teacher
>(Elementary to middle school)
>Fed the fuck up,have whole life planned
>got few friends to talk too as well
>My parents love me and its not a bad life but im sick of it

i always had recognized it, i am not afraid of saying a was a cobard when i was 23, now that i'm almost 30. i think i was stupid and selfish and i didn't realized the value of the person i had in front of me.

i am really sorry...

Det er det, men vi er her. Det er det viktigste.

>be 17
>January, just got back to school from winter break
>parents go away for a week camping trip
>sitting in school and I get called down to the office
I don't vividly remember what happened for sure because it all happened so fast
>aunt, uncle, and grandma are sitting in the main office, all visibly distraught
>worry floods over me
>I'm dismissed from school and they all take me home
>my parents both died in a car accident
>I loved them to death and they tried their very hardest to give me the best life imaginable
>beginning of the end
That's just the beginning of my story

Don't be telling us that shit retard tell her that.

Be strong, user. Be strong.

>be german
>be in 5th grade
>slightly overweight
>gay
>lesbian mother

>get bullied from 5th to 10th grade
>some kids make several plans to kill me
>some plans include a rusty scissor

>11th grade. Finally no more assholes.
>mfw more assholes
>get picked on
>start to see a cool girl more often
>best friends for several years
>meet one of her friends
>really cute guys. smaller than me, little belly, curly hair. Beautiful.
>mfw he's in love with her.
>mfw she's in love with him.
>Both don't want to do the first step.
>Force them.
>They start dating and seeing me less.

cont.

After 1, she said no. Now what?

cont. from
>After some time we meet more again
>sitting together in her room.
>She's on the pc playing some games.
>I lie in her bed with her boyfriend.
>He starts kissing me for fun. She sees: "Have fun!"
>total insecure. Don't know what to do. go home

>They broke up.
>Got back together.
>Broke up.
>And so one.

>12th grade
>pc is broken. She's in England
>Go to her home everyday to use her computer
>befriend with her mom.
>she comes back.
>make plans for more fun things.
>She's not there. No sorry. No explanations. Nothing.
>Happens more often.
>Starts to be more reliable again.
>They get sued for downloading music (top 100 charts)
>trie to blame me.
>leave them. never go back.
>mwf lost my only friend in school.

>go to a "meeting point" for gay people.
>find some friends.
>find best friend.
>really cute guy.
>Start talking to him.
>meet several times
>Me; "user... i think i like you more than a friend"
>He: "I love your best friend"
>some day's later: they fuck.
>today the guy who was my best friend is alcoholic. The other guy goes to poetry slams.

cont.

Sorry for my bad english.

Move on. Duh.

English is good
(I might of missed this but are you a man or a women)

I would like reality more if you add in a buddy.

Gay man

cont. from
>from then on no more dates. all guy's i like are hetero or dont like me.
>just sex. not the best but sex.
>used condoms every time.
>mfw std. 2 operations. maybe there must be a third one.

>Going to university. some kind of software development.
>Fucking best time of my life.
But:
>total insecure. Scared to speek to new people. Think nobody likes me because i'm fat and gay.
>Start to make some friends. They are cool. Go to some parties.
>Everytime i meet them i'm scared to hell that they dont like me.
>Think im bad in everything i do. Scared to hell before every exam.
>get good grades. be good. nevermind. be scared.

>This year
>go for a walk with dog. was our dog since my 3rd grade.
>her last walk. she's taking a shit. fell.
>her abillity to walk slowly fades. cant stand up.
>we had to bring her to a doc so that he could free her from the pain.

>today
>sitting alone in my room
>playing dark souls and watching doctor who
>thinks nobody like me.
>searching for a place for my bachelor thesis.
>dont know what i want to do. dont know how to find a place.
>more insecure. more sad.
>Going to speak to my doc in a few days.
>I think im depressed and that i should talk to someone.

Could be that i forgot some things.

- is wright. im a gay man

>dates girl
>thinks he loves her
>girl fucks other guy
>says she loves them both
>guy breaks up with her
>other guy breaks up with her
>whore gets what she deserved
>beta male is still in love with a cheating whore
>cries about it

stop being a pussy, and if you try to get back with her because you THINK you love her you're in for a shock. You don't love her, you love the idea of her because you never accepted what she really was.

To all the guys (and girls) in this thread talking about a person they loved and lost because they cheated on them - imo for many people, love is a short-term intense attraction towards a person they think looks good or find hot for whatever reason. When they spend more time with that person, they get bored of them - the love feeling melts away over time, like a snowman left to its own devices come spring. There are, however, the few that do have the feeling of true love - the long-term feeling - where you feel that your other half is your true soulmate, that they will be there for you until you're in your 60s, 70s or older and as you sit in the park on a Wednesday morning on the bench you reflect on life with them. You anons just gotta hold out for the one that you can spend your life with, I know you guys (and girls) can. I believe in you.

I have have literally (not used figuratively) 1 friend. I'm pretty sure he just sticks around out of pity.

Hey anons, i have a bit of a story to tell.
I'm not going to greentext it, i'm going to tell it instead, so bear with me.

I'm 18, and a year ago i felt so massively bored and lonely that i got into a "9gag" whatsapp group with some randoms from all across the world.
Group was filled with 9gag users but nobody really cared for 9gag, but more for each other when we got to know each other.
There were three girls in there, and basically everyone made cheese lines to them, at some point Cred Forums got me so far to try and get nudes, so i forced myself into talking normally with girls.
It's worth noting that i've had zero friends irl, and no close friends online, and never talked more than 5 minutes with a girl.
I got close with one of the girls let's call her (F), and we're good friends now, we can tell each other anything.
A few months later i got close with both the other two girls, (M) and a "girl" in her mid twenties (K).
I had lots of fun on snapchat and whatsapp with M and K, while regularly talking to F during my summer holiday.
At the end of my holiday, contact with K faded out, and same was for M.
But after a few weeks, i started talking with M more often.
Fast forward 2 months, to about now.
M and me are pretty close, M doesn't have a bf anymore, and we like each other.
We've talked about a lot, often flirty but a little serious, and when we meet, we both get laid.
Both M and me are a bit shy, but i often push myself to not show it.
M and me don't just want sex, but also someone to sleep with so you're not alone.
I've started to like her a lot, because i haven't met her yet, i can't say if it's love or not.
But i sure miss her, even though i never met her.
Holding my pillow in my arms in bed, wishing it was her..
She says she doesn't want a relationship, but more of a friends-with-benefits situation, but i think that can still change when we meet.
If it weren't for M i would have stayed in the depression i was in two months ago.

Ask/discuss/et cetera

Just noticed it's a little ambigious, i never met any of these three girls, it should be "when we meet, we *would* both get laid", M wants to meet me as much as i want to meet her

>9gag
>mrw

eh similar story to mine, met a guy on a chat program started out as kind of a booty call sort of thing but then we started talking and we really like each other so we're "dating" even though we live several time zones apart.

I say just roll with it and try to make it work.

It was like people talking about life and stuff, it had nothing to do with 9gag actually.
I just needed some way into a social group, and this was the quickest

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M lives "just" 500 miles away, but since we both live at our parent's and we don't have the means of travel or an explanation for our parents why we disappeared for a week.
Meeting her is unfortunately very difficult because of that, but we both want to, so i'm sure it will happen.

I was just kidding user, just trying to lighten the mood a little.

>But i sure miss her, even though i never met her.
>Holding my pillow in my arms in bed, wishing it was her..

This is definitely love, if you miss a person for whatever reason, they mean something to you. Looks like this M person is more meaningful to you than just being a fuck buddy. Maybe try not to hook up each time you meet her, just go out on a date or something?

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Dude I want to die most days. You gay.

just gotta stay strong and talk everyday and shit, long distance relationships are difficult but if they are worth it then they are worth it. Me and my BF will make it and you and M will make it.

I've talked with her about things like that, we sure want to go on dates, and she knows that i feel something for her but have no idea what.
Fun fact is that i've never, ever missed a person before, not even my parents, so i know i'm in some way attracted to her.
I'm sure that when (i hope soon, before next summer) i meet her, i'll have plenty of chance to just spend time with her without sex.
From the beginning we determined that the sex (when we meet) will be more than just some fucking, it will be kisses, cuddles, and all.
Now i just need to travel through two countries to her, or she to me... but sadly i can't disappear for a week

I am slowly making my way to the zero feels stage. I don't know where to turn, only that I should try to get some help. Then I realize the right kind of help is never there. Vicious cycles. They are so hard to break when they are so deeply engraved in you

We talk every single day, i'n more worried that it's too much.
It's good to hear that at least two other people have a similar setting, i hope you will do very well, and i hope M and me will do equally good.

She made me realize something i never knew, that someone could be in some way attracted to me, even if it's just purely sexual.

you have a job? assuming you're at college/uni depending on what country you're in?

Dude I haven't even had sex in like 8 years. Why should I NOT kill myself. Honestly

I need some help Cred Forums
>be me
>18, 6'1", physically fit, happy, everything is perfect in life
>Drive a nice truck, have a lot of friends, go out often, spend time with family
>feelsgoodman.jpg

>be in gym sophomore year
>qt3.14 sitting in front of me
>igotdis.jpg
>conversation, flirting etc

>invite her over for a movie
>she says yes
>we cuddle on my couch
>i make my move, making out, touching.
>Imonmyperiod.jpg
>Say okay we hang out again we do it.
>She's in love with me
>I-I think I love this girl.

>first year things are great.

Junior year of HS

>gf goes behind my back talking to another guy wanting to buy pot off of him.
>tfw called her out on it and she lied to me even though i saw the message
>be pissed trying to figure what to do
>9/10 blonde girl in my class takes her chance on the emotionally vulnerable horny teenage boy.
>I hook up with her - Turns out shes crazy and tells gf
>break up &makeup
>Things were good since

>Senior Year

>Things arent the same anymore, I dont know how I feel about her anymore.
>I'm not happy anymore
>I'm not productive anymore
>I make excuses not to go out with friends
>try to find anytime alone
>I dont hang out with my family
>I sit on my computer and play csgo

>>i frequently stalk her facebook and shit, but only for the nostalgia

You went full retard. KYS

Studying IT, final year in the netherlands.
Mofos at school have been very slow with teaching us shit, so they did next to nothing for two years, and in the last year they're giving us a lethal amount of study-material and homework.
Even if i could somehow get my parents to approve that i will just disappear for a week, i would fail my year, and that means i get a study debt and other nasty stuff.
Besides, she lives at her parent's house, and her mom will murder her if an english speaking stranger sleeps with her daughter, and there's almost no time to do things together, because she has school too and a job

>She made me realize something i never knew, that someone could be in some way attracted to me, even if it's just purely sexual.

Haha holy shit i've gotten that as well with my BF, first person to convince me i'm not as terrible as i thought i was.

And i don't think it is too much, as long as one of you isn't getting annoyed, and it sounds like she likes talking to you so i wouldn't worry.

Where does she live then? Poland, Germany, Austria or somewhere?

I've had a few times when i was busy with school work, and i would decide to talk with her later on the evening.
She would send me a message and start a conversation.
It's nothing big, but it meant a lot to me and made my entire week.
Two months back i was in a depression, and she basically got me out without knowing she did.
I owe her so much already.

Did you get anything for the depression?

Scandinavia.
I know that i would need to make sure she's real and not a catfish, but no worries, i'm 100% sure she is real.

>be me
>be in middleschool
>one day grandmother takes me home early
>wonder why
>turns out my parents died in a car crash
>depressed until highschool
>meet cute girl
>9/10 hottie
>her personality makes it a 10/10
>date qt for 2 years
>move in together
>skip forward 3 years
>still with the same girl
>almost have my psychology degree
>find out hf cheated on me
>confronted her
>"I'm sorry I lied to you user, but I never loved you."
>she lied to me for 5 years
>slip back into depression but, now I know what's happening to me so it's easier to get out of.
>fast forward 2 years
>start working as a shrink
>the pay is good, and I love talking to people
>meet depressed qt, who's depressed because of a breakup
>we end up dating
>move in after a year
>everything is perfect
>peers think I'm a master psychologist. I'm happy
>one day I come home
>don't see gf anywhere
>"darling, where are you?"
>go to her room
>she fucking hung herself
>she leaft a suicide note, apparently she was pregnant, but the baby died early on, she had depression.
>some fucking master psychologist I am, couldn't even spot depression in the woman I love
>fast forward to now, I'm mostly over it, but the shit changed me
>I put no value on the human life now, I'm a nihilist
>I'm still a psychologist, semi rich
>I drink whiskey all day and live a miserable existence.

You cunts are amongst the only people that make me happy anymore.

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Nah I wasn't checking for that, I was maybe seeing how far the two of you might roughly be so you can both compromise a little and meet midway or something? Provided you can get maybe a weekend off at the least, and you can handle you work whilst she handles her work and her job.

Nope.
I never told anyone, tried to go to a doctor once, but he failed to see what i tried to describe, and he sent me home with a half-assed reference to some autism care (i was diagnosed when i was 8yo or something).
She knows i was feeling depressed, but i don't know if she knew how bad it was, looking back it was pretty bad.
Just the sheer happiness i got when talking to her got me through.

Well, practice makes perfect.

here's some good kek 2 maik u feel gud

Thanks mate

>being 3 people at the same timw

jesus you're a bit behind the times most of us are at least 6 men simultaneously

fucking normie

Yeah its shit. Never had it myself but my friend did, they had him on some medication shit which made him act strange doesn't help the problem just masks it. Hope it picks up for you anyway

I know, but i just mentioned it for nobody in particular.
We could meet halfway, but neither of us have a car, driver's license, or other means of transport.
I'm also broke because i need to pay for my study.
I'm also afraid that a weekend will just be too short, and leave us both with an incomplete experience that will negatively affect what we have

This.

Christmas holidays then maybe?

>friends with girl since 3rd grade
>her name is sarah
>best friends by 5th grade
>she had moved in down the street from me in elementary school
>Had most of our classes together in middle school
>always ate lunch together
>went home together every day and did our homework together
>we almost always ate dinner together at one of our houses
>our families inevitably got really close because of this
>by the 8th grade hormones happened and I didn't look at her like she was just my friend anymore
>skinny, got picked on, no balls so I said nothing
>in the winter we went with her family up to the mountains to ski on saturdays (we live in colorado)
>for the first 20 minutes the car was always freezing
>it also seemed colder because we woke up early and the sun hadn't rose yet
>we would always cuddle under a blanket
>I remember listening to her breathe softly, pressed up against me as we both fell back asleep
>those car rides always felt so warm, however cold it may have gotten outside
>always had a great time skiing, nothing that really stuck out other than she would always hug me when the wind picked up on the ski lift
>we would always go somewhere after, wasn’t always the same place but it was always something great
>a lot of times we went to get food and watch a game or something, especially that year (8th grade)
>sometimes we would go tubing/sledding after 8th grade year.
>sometimes we would just go somewhere with a spectacular view, I remember one view very well for a special reason. But, we’ll get to that later
>by the time we drove back down it was always nighttime
>her and I usually just cuddled and stared out the window and listened to music, or fell asleep together
>high school started, I was still skinny and awkward, but she was pretty and social and popular

I don't believe in taking pills for everything, especially when the problem has an emotional cause and not a medical one.
I've seen what you described a lot, and it's all true.

>we have several classes together, she’s still my best friend
>people make a few comments about it, but I don’t catch hell or anything
>her popular friends repeatedly question why she even talk to me
>she always just tells them that we’re best friends and they should shut up
>still always went home, did homework together
>ski season started back up
>back to the good ol days
>It was just her and I in the backseat of a Chevy Tahoe on those long, cold car rides
>she was so warm, everything about those trips was pure bliss
>by the second trip, I had fallen for her completely
>on the third trip, her family wanted to drive up a road called loveland pass
>we stopped near the top, view was pretty breathtaking. she sat with me on a rock for a few minutes
>just talked, I don’t even remember what it was about
>after a few minutes she kissed me out of the blue
>then she pulled back and said “you know, user, I love you”
>just kinda stared for a minute while my extra chromosome loaded
>finally registered, said ”I love you too”
>car ride home was the same old, except I would duck under the blanket to kiss her probably a dozen times or so
>we got home to discover our neighborhood had their power out
>my dad was on a business trip, my mom had gone to her friend’s house, but sarah’s dad offered to just take me to their house instead of to my mom, because they had a generator
>hellyeboii.mpeg2
>they either were ok with it, or suspected nothing because we were such close friends, because they brought out a blanket and pillow for me into sarah’s room
>nothing really happened that night, just turned on a space heater and fell asleep together
>we were out really fast, but I remember how soft her hair felt

Damn. How old are you now?

I could see about that, but families want to be together with christmas, so we would both have a hard time explaining where we're going.

Is there more?

>inb4 involved somehow in 2013 avalanche on loveland pass

also intently waiting on the next part of your story

I have anxiety and can't talk to others very good. I have 5 close friends and that's about it. I try to avoid social arrangements or talking to new people

It is best if you see each other before summer as it may be kinda hard to keep it up, especially with not seeing a person for quite a while. But if it isn't possible then you'll have to make do with texting or w/e. Do you skype or facetime? Probs the best alternative if you can't meet in person

Well at least 'M' is still in the situation and something to keep positive towards.

Hun gikk ikke på hadeland folkehøyskole...?

Best thing to do is to get out there I struggle with the exact same thing

My depression is over, i'm out of it thanks to her.
Just talking to her got me so happy that i got out of the depression.

I wake up in the morning and the first thing I remember is that I have my goddamn degree in shitposting and testicular cancer, this results in an immediate rush of memes and cancer which will last for the rest of the day. I then get to reddit writing down all the shitposts that i have stolen from tumbler. After that I go to Cred Forums and fuck my 3/10 gay boyfriend while thinking about my threads in Cred Forums and all the anons who called me a fag. I then get banned by moot for being too faggot. Next follows a prolonged period of multiple deep layers of unhealthy crippling depression. The rest of the day I spend drawing various sex toys and rubber dicks in MS paint and masturbate to them, the results of which applied can be used to spread all cancers and building a super efficient cum sucking machine. As the day winds down I ponder my faggotery existence, I have to dig up my asshole to remind myself of the reality that I do in fact have a AIDS and HIV. Finally I fall asleep holding my dick and and 3 original stolen memes in my hands to be prepared for the next day.

And then I do it all again.

Good man.

We have snapchat, but i want to skype.
Problem is that i can get into trouble by just talking english with someone on the phone, or skyping (my dad is an autistic POS who has a serious generation gap), and her mom will start asking difficult questions too.
And she's very shy, so i'm not sure if she wants this before we meet in person.

I have been going out and speaking to people a lot more recently. Only because I'm forced to.

Ive seen a lot of feels threads but this one hits me hard. Thanks for sharing user

It gets better the more you stick at it, from speaking to my friends a lot of people struggle with it just some worse than others.

>woke up next morning at about 10am
>dumping snow like a MF
>ridiculous volume of snow for colorado (not a lot of precipitation at once in colorado because no big lakes)
>her brother came in and asked if we wanted hot chocolate
>didn’t really want chocolate flavored sugar water but it was warm so whatever
>downed it and laid my head down in her lap
>told her how much I appreciated having her in my life, told her how much it meant that she still was by my side even though she was popular and I was weird
>told her how much going on those ski trips with her means to me
>told her that I love her again
>she gets emotional easily with stuff like that so she hugged me and cried
>went to the kitchen after just laying there 20 minutes or so
>made waffles with her dad
>watched billy madison the rest of the morning
cont?

Will post some favorites here and there, surprised this thread hasn't died yet.

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I just stand there like a lemon not knowing what to say

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please do i need to know how this ends depressingly.

> be me > drop a snickers > pick it up > eat it > feelsbadman

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This made me spasm with feels. RIP

i came here for sensible feels not hard feels

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"lol" Thats what gets me

I need the Lolita story. Because feels.
Also,
I'm watching my best friend going deep down in his depression and I can't react. I'm just watching it
Feelsbadman

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>power still down, Xcel energy said it would be at least 24 more hours before power was back
>secretly hoping there was no power for at least a few days
>we had a generator powering the entire house like normal anyway
>got kinda bored just laying there
>sarah looked outside and then at me and asked ”hey user, do you wanna go sledding?”
>”yeah, let’s go get our ski clothes back on”
>walking upstairs and down the hall to her room
>phone rings
>school is cancelled tomorrow and tuesday for sure
>praying that the power doesn’t come back anytime soon now
>get to her room
>without really giving it any thought, go to my ski bag, get my stuff out and start changing clothes
>get under armour/under layer pants on, turn around to ask her something
>don’t even remember what because my train of thought was completely derailed
>she’s standing there in just a bra and underwear
>I’d seen her in swimsuits etc before plenty of times
>but she didn’t look like a little girl anymore
>also, something about the context of it plus the subconscious thought that it was her underwear, not a swimsuit sent me into a trance
>stared for 20 seconds, not thinking
>”what is it, user?”
>”nothing, sorry” turn away
>don’t think too much of it, head off to go sledding a few minutes later

Okay never posted this before and its not as bad as most people but its my story and problems and stress so fuck off

>be me, 13 y/o kid, having the time of my life
>oh fuck whats this? M-m-middle school?
>fucking hell

Dont really remember much from this period, mostly just a blur of my weak ass self getting beat up. I was a late bloomer so i was under 5 foot till 7th grade and even then it was pathetic. 5'3"

>starts highschool
>freshmen year, strangely happy! New school, new people and most of all new tech!
>get a phone, first smart phone of my life
>starts texting girls
>akward as fuck but i manage to snag a solid 7/10
>dont ask me how, i guess i was some sort of project to her
>start dating girl, lets call her amy
>amy was amazing, so cute and silly, all smiles
>also she had massive tits and ass but yano prioritizes mang
>for two years we date
>fucking amazing, i gain another 50lbs of pure muscle, and hit 6 foot finally, redo my hair to a undercut that actually works instead of my old loaf of a bowcut, and i work out insanely for football and my girl
>life is good
>16th b-day comes along
>oh fuck yes nigger
>gril wants to talk
>lol kay whats up babe
>sends me a pic of her making out with this guy we know, her best friend
>confusion.jpg
>"ive been cheating on you this whole time user. Im so sorry i love you more than anything but i love him too"
>no sadness
>no anger
>nothing
>im usually this bright energetic guy that gets annoying but is genrelly friendly
>nothing
>i feel...apathy for the first time
>i hang up, walk to my room and sit. The party passes by, i dont care, life passes by, i dont care
>start failing school, lose what friend's i have either to apathy or rumors started by ex
>feel nothing
>date intermediately throughtout this time
>feel like i should care about these women
>i just cant seem to enjoy it, sex is boring, food is tasteless, life is just grey.
(Cont i guess)

Finding a hobby helped me. Gardening that is. Eventually started growin marijuana and selling to people. Moved to Colorado and now I'm a gardener for a commercial grow op. Feelshappyman

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Does your school name start with an a in a state that ends with a.

you better finish this you bitch

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I think everyone goes on these threads hoping that someday, sometime, someone might write something that just clicks.

Something so profound that it finally fixes something so terribly broken inside them...

Maybe, or maybe not. But it's the reason I look.

Faget

At the time i had been dealing with alot, my parents we're very abusive, physically and verbally, my classmates for the most part found me annoying( this i understand), and the woman i had fallen for had betrayed me. Something just snapped and i broke inside
>no more happy user
>no more anything
>fast forward to midsenior year
>17 now, im 6'3" 180lbs and fit as a fiddle
>quit football because i cant afford it
>get transferred to a newer, bigger school
>am the brooding quiet kid apparently
>not going to lie im fairly attractive, maybe a solid 8/10 at this point, self confidence isint an issue
>my personality though is non existant
>dont care about much, get hurt in some relationships now and then, this adds no pressure, i dont care about it anymore
>fastforward to now
>im 18, living in an apartment, working to save up for college, gona join the marines for a military scholarship
>apathy
>Literally to this day feel no real emotion
>sure i can fake it when i want to but no feels truly reach me.
>i feel like killing a man wouldn't faze me
>joining MARSOC so who cares anyway.

Your thoughts Cred Forums?

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That's the last I have right now. I hope all goes well with you in the future, Anons.

I played csgo user, ive avoided friends to play csgo, i got to global and had dreams of going pro. But then my grades go down, I have no friends, i gain weight I don't go outside etc. Videogames are fun but real life is a higher priority, play with real friends but don't trade something real to sit inside all day, you're 18 and have a lot of your life left to live still

I've gotten so much happier just focusing on life and starting to do more things like take walks and watch movies with my family and go to parties with friends. You don't have to stop playing now but you will regret it when you have to stop playing or when you move out and You'll wish you spent more time with them, there's never enough time to do the things you want so you should do them now, before its too late

I feel like I'm getting better at this. Got rejected yesterday and find it hard to imagine being so in love ever again but at least I did what i could and it feels good to know i can finally try to move on.

forcing yourself to do shit you might not want to but could potentially make you better leaves me feeling good at the end of the day and i will keep at it until i make it one day, yo

Over a stupid bitch? Come on dude

third time's the charm?

What a load of drivel. Spare us user

Bra det er flere som har det jævlig ikveld

"my life has become grey"
over a girl in highschool at 16? holy fuck man

>be 20 y/old virgin with few friends but many, "friends"
>feel only discomfort around people cause so horny mind is fried
>pathetic 5.5 inch dick
>really weird, hyper sensitive and judgemental
>trying to accept whats to come for the next horridly lonely 40 years

Fuckers enjoy what you have.

Apparently you didn't read my story, it was a build up of me being generally hated, bullied, and an abusive home life. Gf was just the straw that broke the camels back

>topkek
>this man speaks the truth
>op pls kys

I totally get what you say.
I hate my dad, i got no friends, and no gf.
I've had a few breakdowns too.

>sledding was kind of a dreamy blur
>for those few hours there was no high school drama, no social heirarchy, nobody looking down on me for not being as big as the jocks
>we were in 5th grade again, not a care in the world
>I had fun, she had fun, I felt even closer and no fucks were given
>around 3:30 we were exhausted beyond belief and it was getting colder
>wind and snow were picking back up
>go home
>get inside, her dad had gone to the grocery store and picked up a fuckload of food
>sat around the kitchen with the rest of her family and ate
>ate a lot
>pretty tired
>we went up to her room to take our ski stuff off
>didn’t turn around until she walked up to me and said “hey user”
>in her underwear again
>had the nerve to not stare
>she looked up at me and kissed me
>grabbed my hands and put them on her waist
>it was awkward, but looking back, I wouldn’t change a thing
>cuddled and made out in out underwear
>after a little while we just kinda spooned and drifted off to sleep

Nigga ill skin your firstborn after raping him with two niggers with 11 inchers by my side if you dont finish , i wanna feel bad , you hear me ???! I wanna be fucking depressed

I did while it lasted. Every second of it. Still can't accept that she died and I had no power over it.

smoke weed instead

No its not just a break down you know? I mentally just dont feel things, im not sure why, maybe just the stress building up, maybe when im in a less stressfull situation ill be able to feel again? But at the moment i just dont know

About a year ago a bunch of faggots from these Feels Threads got to know each other, sharing our stories right here. To continue to stay in touch with each other we decided to make a Kik group and get together there.

Some people have left, some new people have joined, but we are still alive and kicking.

As part of us now being a year old it would be nice to have some new lonely, broken and/or fucked up brothers joining us. With new stories and new feels.

We are a pretty friendly community Basic rules are: No CP, and don't be a dick.

Posting Kik code here to join, but you can also PM me on Kik if you want to join. Username: Closescape

Much love, many hugs.

>be me
>dating trap since highschool
>feelsgoodman
>be in college
>gf tells me she will be leaving school in month
>yeah homofags i said gf
>tells me she will be moving to ca for job
> ask her to stay
>she moves 1 week later
>we talk on skype , phone etc.
>3 months later she tells me she wants to break up
>long distance isnt working for her
>we broke up 3 months ago
> it still hurts
>feelsbadman

Look at it this way. You experienced jt once already, you know what intimacy is.
I am going to die without knowing what being with someone is, I wont experience touch or the sound of someones breath close.
You mighy have lost it, but you already demonstrated you could get it once. And ofc im not talking about pussy but love.
7 billion on the planet. 100+ you could meet right now feasibly. There is no one true love, "love the one your with"

there's sad parts, but this story has a happy ending.

Fucking kill yourself.

Then fuck you and your funking long ass story.

I am spam-refreshing all that time

How the fuck is this feels?

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yeah, that last part isn't true though. We told each other we loved each other in 6th grade. We went through life in it's entirety together. I cannot feel anything for other women.

Faggot , not gay , you are a massive faggot.
Let me explain gay person loves same sex .
Faggot gargles cum and keeps his huge ass buttplug 24/7 while injecting hormones masturbating over traps claiming its straight. You are a faggot in denial , suicide is the only way , fucking end your filthy pathetic live sincw you cant get over "losing" another cum gargling woman wannabe piece of useless faggotry , that will soon realize that having a dick means being a man , and even if that faggot in California chops it right off he will know that hes a man anyway and end his also pathetic useless life. Cheers!

sounds like the perfect inspiration for a linkin park song

this !

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Yeah well I honestly dont know what affection is. I got abandoned and my brain is fucked, so I try to rationalize. I lost my will to live, I guess its kind of the same for you. But someone loved you, you are fucking trash if you stop living cause she is gone.

I actually would like a happy ending user

If he wanted to be a woman , why didn't he make an extra hole? With a bullet for example?

fuck that's exactly what I was thinking. Somehow reminded me of their second record

I just need a hug, Cred Forumsros

samefagging that hard

Damn I have a birthday in a few days and I asked my friends if they would like to come and have dinner with me. 3 out of 5 of them agreed but one of the guys that agreed backed out because he's at work that day. The 2 guys left probably won't come either. Thing is I ordered a cake and now I'll probably eat it alone, even if they come one of them doesn't even eat sweet things. Oh well more diabetes for me I guess.

You, join us :

bump

no, Knut

my god, this the type of shit i could never deal with. hope you get out of that state user and forgive yourself

This shit hits me hard. I'll be thinking about you user, happy birthday.

happy birthday ++user_age

I think I know who you are... And if it is you... Man, I've missed you and hope that you are alright!

can the ski dude with the happy ending finish the story

Everybody waiting for the ski dude , thread may 404

#bump4skidude

I just found out that I literally don't matter.
>Be me, sitting in some fuck off math class, in front of a group of cunts and a faggot.
>they're talking about how they can't find a boyfriend for their friend, who happens to be a girl I've had a crush on since I was 10.
> They go through 98% of the males at my school, which is fairly big
MFW I'm not even on the list, sitting right in front of them

MFW They consider the hamplanet local faggot before me.

ski dude don't leave us hanging

FINISH THE FUCKING STORY

I'm not whoever you think I am.

#bumpForskidude

Come on man what the fuck are you doing?

>be 19
>birthday coming up
>gf takes me out for my birthday dinner
>tells me she has something to tell me
>Figure it's a present or some kind of gift
>she tells me she went to a party, got drunk and cheated on me
>Try to stay calm. Ask her how it happened
>She tells me some guy came over with his friend. She got horny, she let guy 1 bang her
>guy 2 came in mid fucking and joined
>she had a mmf/DP and told me on my bday.
>feel sick. Leave
>College semester, we have a class together
>Rage
>Years later. Going away party for some friends
>She's there. She's drunk as fuck. DDs look amazing spilling out of her shirt.
>She comes up and starts a conversation. Be cordial
>She gets up to leave, spills her purse all over the place.
>doxycycline prescription falls out
>She tells me she got gonorhea from "some asshole" trying to make it sound like it was his fault
>Laugh and call her a biohazard.
>She flips thefuck out and leaves.
>Calls my phone and continues to yell
>Gets interrupted by a cop. Apparently was peeing in between cars
>He gives her a public urination ticket.
>She's flipping hte fuck out, would have been shot if black by now. I ask to talk to the cop
>Cop gets on the phone. I tell him that she's planning to drive home and she's extremely intoxicated
>Cop thinks I'm a concerned friend. She gets taken in for public intoxication
>Laugh

>Ten years later and i still post her nudes on Cred Forums.

will start new thread for ski dude if this 404's Cred Forumsrahs

>be me
>dating this qt redhead, high school sweetheart
>relationship starts when we are 17
>drove on empty just to see this girl
isthisreallove.jpeg
>Sex is 10/10, would fall asleep holding her
>I join the Army
>In training for 7 months
>Month 4 of training she leaves me cuz "she loves me but doesnt know if we can have a future together"
>She leaves me alone, while im miles away from home
feelsbadman.mp3
>go through wierd cathartic depression
>finish training
>get home
>drive 3 hours to her college
>"i still love you user, Im sorry I ran away"
>we make up, have sex, things look good.
>2 weeks later she ended things with the same reasons as before

this was only a month ago, Im 20 now and I dont do anything socially, I live in the country, I dont meet new people. Lost and confused how someone can love you but not want to be with you. Burying my emotions in alcohol and meaningless sex with 3/10 randoms.

You are not the droid I am looking for?

Screen posts if on pc , i am too sick to lurk on pc Cred Forumsro

GODDAMNIT SKI DUDE FINISH THE MOTHERFUCKING STORY JESUS FUCKING GODDAMN CHRIST

I've been here 4 years and never rolled dubs.

on mobile ;_;

I'll roll for u

well, I tried.

My life isn't awful, and so many have it worse than I do, but I'm just so lonely. I have lots of friends, and it seems that there are also very many who respect me. I appreciate all of it, but all the time I feel so hollow and lonely. I've never been in a relationship, and I wouldn't even know where to start with one had I the opportunity. I think I've accepted that I'll probably just be alone for the rest of my life.

You're a good man, user.

Try meditating. Honestly, it sounds gay, but it helps. You start thinking about the purposeful nothingness you feel, which makes the unintentional nothingness feel less empty. You start to notice things that you didn't before. I've been doing this for a couple of years, and it gets so much better over time. I've gotten to the point where I can feel heartbreak, panic, love, all this faggot shit again, and it feels great.

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Bros, can anyone help me?

I've had depression and anxiety since as long as I can remember (both parents have it, it's a genetic thing).

I'm currently non functional.

I never had issues in forcing myself out of bed and starting to do stuff, no matter how miserable I felt. But now my brain isn't working. I can barely do basic stuff, and whenever I try to concentrate on doing something mildly hard, my brain goes to shit. I can't do 2 things at the same time. The mood swings are worse than ever, and everything hurts. Last week I literally forgot who I was and that I was in my house. I can't even take proper care of myself.

I still have to wait for a full week until my doctor's appointment, I truthfully don't know how I'm going to make it. Any tips?

keep rolling them dubs and let lord kek Almighty guide you.

fuck a trap

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Trap lovers are fags who know they will never smash some puss and try to find anything feminine in a dude

You know though, this may be true for many of us, but these threads saved me. Im with her right now Cred Forums
And because of you stupid fucking niggers I know to hold on to her and never let her go no matter what
Because in the end ill always regret that I didnt hold on
So thank you, all you cock gobbling mongoloids
Its not too late and the only reason I know that is all of you

love u too cok gomply mongy wongy

>gets puss
>Cred Forums
>alright newfag pick one

not supposed the green text the pick one part

Hold on tight user, because you are experiencing something that many of us dream of having at night.

Carry on, hunter.

Listen faggot, she's gonna change. A lot. You're fucked in this situation. Im with a girl that's 16 and I have to wait for her and I am scared out of my mind that she is gonna change but luckily I can find ways to see and talk to her enough that I can believe in her and I can still maintain the love that I miss so dearly every second of every day since she stopped being allowed to talk to me.

chekd sir

> not retarded
> you

Would be nice, but I have a deadline tomorrow and I can't even bring myself to start the thing. My brain just fries up.

I don't know any. I can't even bring myself to have set with the bf either. (Biscum).

It's all nice and all, but I have shit to do. The worst part is that I don't have any major issues, it's just that my brain decided to go full retarded and give me crippling pain for absolutely no reason.

no, sorry

Sex*

Fucking autocorrect

Yeah. You do not write like he did.

The question then remains. Who are you... ?

Bump

Ski faggot get in here i wanna feel

I'm just text on a screen

Sorry. Nice tits tho.

>16 meet girl on stickam also 16 qt3.14 deluxe edition.
>we talk for a while she gives me her number and I call her.
>talk on phone for hours until school the next day, at end of my conversation tell her I love, she loves me too.
>always talking on skype and stickam, decide to run away one day a year later
>parents catch me
>get in trouble
>get talked out of running away
>keep talking to girl
>rents think she has a problem and that I may be a predator
>rents get her on dr. Phil
>she cuts ties and joins navy
>a year later she hits me up
>love of my life is prego with some other dudes kid
>offers for me to move in with her and she will pay for everything for me forever if I marry her and stay with her.
>turn her down as I have high hopes of seeing my bastard child that I've never seen one day, who is at this point 2 y/o.
>fast forward to today.
>now 24 with another child.
>am single parent
>never got to see my oldest daughter who is 6 now.
>TFW I could have been with the love of my life and never had to work again and been a stay at home dad with a damn decent companion and didn't.
>TFW had a kid with someone who won't let you see your kid and then had another kid with someone who got addicted to heroin and bounced.
>TFW you haven't killed yourself only because your daughter depends on you.

More?

Of course.

So you seems to know who I am but don't wanna join. With this I recon that you are not already with us. This leaves me with just a few alternatives... maybe Kes... or Sam... Oh well.

Take care anyways!

Can someone screen cap skidude's story please?

Honestly user, I think this will work for me. Thank you

For some reason I can't stick up for myself. In school, I get fucked with all the time.

Gotten so used to being told to ignore it but now I'm being told to stand up for myself, and now its hard.

>gay
Yeah no my sympathy gauge for you is at 0

Basically a jew asking pre fehrer Hitler for sympathy

Literally go die

Where is the ski fag? You left us all in a cliff hanger here. Damn it.

Kek
Stop lying, we all know you're a dog

That's about it, I ran into her sister a couple weeks ago. Her sister has way bigger tits than hers and she's way more slutty, it's ridiculous. Runs in the family. Plotted how to fuck her.

Let me tell you a story about how I became a broken man

>be me
>be 16
>never had a relationship
>girls start showing interest in me
>confidence grows
>flirt with 6.5/10 cutie
>have a couple really awkward dates because confidence doesn't = knowing how to date
>we become bf and gf
>she's my first kiss
>feelings are intense
>we eventually have sex
>mfw she's my first again and I'm her 1st too
>mfw she's now 1st gf, 1st kiss, 1st sex
>mfw 1st love

>Be 17 almost 18
MODS MODS MODS

cont.

>months later now
>she tells me about a gay friend who has a 10.5 inch dick
>tells me he is very touchy and flirty with her
>mfw 6 inches
>extremely insecure about myself now
>start having arguments and breaking up and making up
>both jealous and controlling and insecure now
>still have intense feelings for her
>by this time she's discovered make up and puberty has blessed her
>she's 9/10 at least
>same shit for months
>arguing
>intense love

>another couple months later
>accidentally find out that 10 inch gay best friend doesn't exist
>he's just a made up account that she uses to talk to herself because she's got some stupid fantasy about having a gay best friend
>all because her friend has one
>tfw she destroyed my self esteem and confidence
>eventually break up with her
>she begs and pleads for me to come back every day for about 2 weeks on the phone
>I refuse

>on the third week I realize I've lost someone special regardless of the shit times
>realize I've made a mistake
>she's literally the most beautiful girl I've ever known
>she was loyal (despite the lies that ruined me)
>did everything in bed that I wanted
>loved me intensely

>I try to get back with her
>she has found someone new
>still loves me but can't hurt new fag

>mfw it's been 7 or 8 years now and I've still never found someone else
>mfw had plenty of opportunities to fuck girls and never took them because she fucked my head up bad

You did the right thing by leaving her OP. Fuck the nostalgia, things would never be the same if you accepted her back.

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Finish the story you fuck

Threads almost over but fuck it, i'll start, i'll go in detail if anyone wants.

>Be me, be 13 at school
>Become friends with bro girl, not great looking but into the same vidya and stuff
>Become best friends
>Spend every day at hers
>tfw puberty hits her
>tfw shes now a solid 8/10
>Still a bro
>be 17, best friends for years, realize im in love with her
>Pluck up the courage to ask her out
>I bullshit you not the day I do "I'm going out with this guy user" before i can ask
>"oh, awesome"
>Get angry, date some random girl who im still with
>Tfw bro girl is now asking for me to cheat on my gf with her while shes dating this guy
>Tfw i do, happiest moments of my life
>Tfw she leaves her bf and i prep to leave mine
>She starts talking to my best friend
>She cucks me with my own best friend

Karma hit me fucking hard, there's a long ass fucking story behind it but thats the gist, a fuck ton has happened since then (its been two years) between me and her but im heartbroken still, I love my current gf sure, we're great together.

But i really fucking miss seeing her every day and just being her friend. Oh well, that's karma i guess.

you know what
I'm settling with my life right now
I don't even care
I'm probably barely halfway through but then again I could be more than halfway through depending on how it plays out
I'll be fighting one way or another, it doesn't matter what the fight is for
I'll settle for the life I've made for myself
and let circumstances rule what's next for me
maybe something big will happen
maybe it won't
there's not much else I can do about it
no sense needlessly caring about things I ultimately can't change
I've got what I've got, that's enough
as little as it is, I'm better off than some

it was all a dream

This is why i dont study medicine

No

yep

Nooo

Fucking normie.

threads dying
let's all get super drunk and not care

wtf is this autistic shit?

I am too poor to get drunk , i am broke and semi russian. Getting drunk is a hard task for me , even when drunk i am fully able to control everything except body movement

Also check'em

Go fucking get her.

Do not let go. Please.

Promise me, you fucking cunt.

He prolly ledt anyway, they all leave , the5 all do ...

Im lil drunk. DoNt mind me

I'm drunk too. I'm drunk every night I don't have work the following morning. Sometimes even when I do.

Fuck it, right?

this guys got the right idea
King of the dogs.

He wasn't my favorite Doctor, but I had feels when he regenerated, too, OP.

When I get super drunk I care more. I've conditioned sober me to absolutely never feel/show emotions no matter what because it makes me feel like a pussy.

Whats your poison , i drink Georgian wine

Are you me ?

i wish I could, but I have to do stuff later

are you me from a different country because I feel like you are.
it's like I can't care about anything until I'm buzzed, then I find the effort to care.
unless I'm drunk I just get angry like at everything.
I'm only just realising as I type this that it could spell a horrible future for me if I keep going down this path.

My favorite drink is neat Jim Beam Devil's Cut. Tonight though I'm doing Pinnacle vodka

I always care about the shit that hurts me deep down, I have a knot in my stomach 100% of the time. I'm just amazing at not showing it or even recognizing it internally until I get drunk. Even buzzed I just laugh shit off. It's only when I get smashed to the point where I can't stand, like now, that I acknowledge how fucking fucked up I am.

Here actually decent homemade wine costs 1,9$ a bottle.
Its actually natural and tasty

What if you can't move on because your ex just lost her father and you know she won't open up to you if there's a new girl involved

currently gin, but it's the only thing in the house. it's not even mine.
neither was the can of bitter before that.
I drink more double Jim beam than anyone I know so I guess that's my poison. I'm partial to cider.

My Jim Beam nigga.

this is good shit, user

you know it, specially when the local is selling doubles /w mixer for £2.99. can't frown.
shit pass some over bruv I'm running low

Somebody should start a new feels thread. I'm too drunk to trust myself.

What cigs are you smoking guize? Parliament night blues , after a year they still give that high feelin

hits to hard

it's amazing how untrue this is

I'm out. I need to start thinking about doing other shit before sleep, then work.
maybe I'll hit up any other feels thread I find though.

Ikke jeg som posta bildet, men jeg kjenner også en Hedda som gikk på HAFOS. Gikk du der?

all you fags need to follow my plan. put the idea in your head that you're a fucking badass. start lifting weights, STOP WATCHING PORN AND MASTURBATING, join the military or some shit, spend your time going outside. Get some hobbies. learn how to talk to girls. its pretty easy if you just act like like youre better than everyone else and have confidence even if its fake it works. act like a jokey confident asshole in front of girls but dont go overboard. this has worked for me for a few years now. just go with it. Ive fucked a good amount of women after shitty relationships went down the drain after high school and shit.

if you dont finish i fucking swear........

Lmao! I test ANY guy that tries to put on this display. You're a badass? You're so confident? Okay, let's find out why!

Why are you intimidated by another human being? You know that EVERYTHING they do, puffing their chest, getting in your face and all that are just moves that get classic instinctual human reactions from you right? It's the same thing as gorillas running up really quickly on each other beating their chests, seeing which one will chicken out. Only, you're a human, so you should be WAYYY above your animal instincts.

You should be completely aware of when another guy is trying to trigger an instinct out of you. And you should be SO beyond falling for that shit. There's nothing he can come up with, unless he's got a PhD in psychology, that you can't come up with. And if he DOES happen to throw you off, well just be amused/amazed by it and give him his due props.

Though, the world is not meant to be a battlefield. And the FIRST TIME a man tries to manipulate you, have no mercy on him. Now it's war. And you will fuck him over as easily as he was going to you.

>b
test me faggot

>mfw I've been waiting for skidude for 2 hours now

holy shit finish the story man

Hey user r u like me? I'm guessing you don't know her irl. Cause I have a girl I go to when I'm emotionally distraught cause I know they won't do anything unlike a irl friend which will do something.

youtube.com/watch?v=HsixXCnYVfA

This threads are fucking depressing but i cant stop reading.