So, I came to the conclusion that watching sissy hypno is ruining my life...

So, I came to the conclusion that watching sissy hypno is ruining my life. It plays on low self esteem in order to manipulate one into indulging masochistic thoughts instead of striving and raising their self esteem.

I never use Reddit, but I created an account and asked for advice. They pretty much told me to not worry about shame/guilt, but to indulge the feelings and explore them.

Is that not overly hedonistic and unhealthy to chase a chemical release in your brain caused by unhealthy thoughts?

when not watching sissy hypno, I feel great in day to day life.mwhen watching it,minuet a major dopamine release and get lost in fantasies. But my day to day life struggles.

How can I get my masculinity back and forever stay away from sissy hypno?

Bump

You ever tried a thick cock up your ass? You'll probably love it. You sound like a cock-craving twink who'd get off on being someone's little human fleshlight.

Don't watch it

I never tried. I feel like I wouldn't want it if I had more clarity.minalso feel like I would never be the same.

Do I really seem like a cock craving twink?

You bring up a good point.

Well you enjoy sissy hypno for a start

Clarity. Give yourself a month. A full free month. After that, if you think you life was better with it, go for it user.

Yeah, but I also feel that it's a form of self-harm.

It sucks realizing you have an addiction. Especially it being a frowned upon addiction.

What I mean is, there's a lot of ways to harm yourself. You specifically enjoy watching sissy porn for that purpose. So maybe you enjoy humiliation and all, but you prefer watching CDs over hetero BDSM.

So maybe you're a little gay. And that's okay you little rascal

Sissy hypno to be specific. And who says anyone should harm themselves at all.

Also, why did I like being called "little rascal?"

I'm still in the stage of watching it sometimes when I get really horny but constantly being in a state of "I don't like this, I don't believe in this" and then cumming and feeling ashamed. I'm scared of it getting to that point.

Saying that you shouldn't harm yourself is common sense. That doesn't mean you don't have to if that makes you get off

I'm an alcoholic and heavy tobacco user probably for the same reason. You seem like you'll last longer

You liked being called little rascal because it is a bit paternalistic and dedramatizes your whole inner torment thing

I've been touching myself for 2 hours obsessively. I feel like a receiver instead of a penatrator.

This is from watching it two nights in a row.

I should have accomplished a couple things by now.

Then it seems that we should work n these issues instead of indulging them.

I tried for a long time but shit's always coming back. I saw a few psychologists to try and change the way I use but in the end I always relapse. That doesn't mean I'll never change but I'm clearly not able to do so right now.

These behaviors happen for a reason. You're always punishing yourself about something when you're into humiliation. The fact that it's about sissies might mean that you are punishing yourself about your secret gay thoughts

You little rascal

Idk. I've had thoughts, but I was never freaked out by them.

I think they spawned from not feeling man enough. Not the other way around.

If you're human you should stop having problems with it the day you realize there's always gonna be someone manlier than you and that obsessing about your manliness only makes you insecure and a little gay

Stop giving a shit. Women dig all kinds of men. Or gay dude like all kinds of gay dudes I guess if that's where you're going

This would mean that no matter how successful I am, there's always going to be a man that any significant other that I am with will want.

There will always be a taller, bigger, richer guy. So how can I truly be king?

Why do you have to be king to be happy ?

Your significant other can watch someone else and be aroused. Because anyone does. That doesn't always equal to you being cucked. In fact if you're good to them they won't bother risking all this for a furious fuck or two

>you little rascal
kek

Transpotting

I don't like people being perceived as better than me.

I hate it actually.mand it's why there's always a part of me that doesn't want to be in a relationship or seek sex, but just seek financial gain, artistic fulfillment and impacting the world.

Get over to /fit/, read the sticky and literally nothing else. Be outside at least half an hour per day. Start making bulk batches of oats on Sunday so you can have fast healthy breakfasts. Bulk prep veggies, potatoes, and meat for lunch so you can work through lunch and have more free time. Sleep 8 hours. Quit porn but not fapping. Brush your damn teeth. Only post or read Cred Forums on your phone while taking a shit. There. I fixed you.

You are being programmed to like that kind of shit OP, notice how lately there has been a cuck thread on almost every board? A black male on white female thead also? The same with traps/sissyfication/gay

Be on the lookout for everything friend they ARE out to get us.

You hate it but it will happen anyway.

Why would that part of you be a problem ? Apart from impacting the world which is a bit delusional, the other two are fine

gb2/pol/ you filthy alt-right demon

Never in my comment I implied racist shit, I'm just telling what I see on an average day on Cred Forums.

Nothing's wrong with it, but it may leave some relationships behind.