Hello Cred Forums I'm 29 and I'm willing to kill myself since I was a kid. I think about it every day...

Hello Cred Forums I'm 29 and I'm willing to kill myself since I was a kid. I think about it every day, but I've never tried it. I've researched a lot and found that the Exit Bag (Hellium) or LPG in a closed environment is the best option (can't buy a shutgun), I know some sucessuful cases with LPG. Anyways, the reason I'm creating this thread is to ask all of you that also want to kill yourself and never had tried it: What makes you postpone it?

My reasons:

> I feel for my parents.
> I'm afraid something could go wrong and I woke up in a worst situation
> If successfull I'm afraid of the mechanisms of the universe if karma is true (I'm agnostic btw)

What's yours?

nigga you can't SPELL shotgun.

Nag, op needs a shut up gun.

Look op what kind of life have you lived that makes you want to kill yourself? Medical reasons as to why you wanna off yourself? What happened?

I thought Cred Forums were full of fagots willing to end their life while watching porn. But I think the traps maintain their lives.

Just by making this thread Op you just proved you still want to live.

Also
>le exit bag meme

Unless you hand cuff yourself your body is going to react (probably violently) when it realizes that its not getting oxygen and us going to try and get the bag off in a state of panic. And when that bag comes off your brain would have died so much in that time without oxygen you'll become a retard or a vegetable.

Well, low self steam... for various reasons. It's worthless to point them. I'm thinking about what makes people postpone

self esteem* lol

I'm sure I wouldn't refuse a happy life.. but i'm trying to be happy for many and many years

That's one of the problems. But if correctly done it does not causes panic

Low self esteem isnt really a good reason. Why the low self esteem? Micro-penis? Acne? People telling tou you're ugly or somethin? Weight?

If you really are looking for reasons why people postpone thier own suicides its because they're scared. Scared of dying, scared of the unkown, scared of their feelings, their own thoughts, and how they view themselves.

Look OP, i feel like you should give your own reasons as to why you wanna die more thought.

You're reasons as to why you yourself is postoning are the reasons of many others who feel the same way as you.

Also buml

Thank you user. That's what I was thinking. As for the reasons. It's almost the same as everyone else... the same pattern... I wish I was more attractive socially speaking.

>I feel for my parents.

don't worry, it's not like they give a shit about you

>I'm afraid something could go wrong and I woke up in a worst situation

don't fuck around with helium
use nitrogen instead
it makes up 70% of the air you already breathe so you won't even notice a thing
the key is to make sure they don't walk in while it's happening
and all you need for that is a lock

>If successfull I'm afraid of the mechanisms of the universe if karma is true (I'm agnostic btw)

that's retarded
the universe doesn't give a shit either

I have, and I woke up. Used a few hundred Pills. Got my stomach pumped. Think hard, it will be hardest on your parents, guaranteed. I didn't tell anyone, but I passed out and they figured it out, I was not at home. What is your reason?

Well in the case of the universe you're simply implying that everything that happens here is random

It seems like if the helium is not mixed with oxygen it's as good as nitrogen.

Socially speaking? What does that even mean? We talkin hunch back of notre dame lookin? Don't worry OP i'll fuck ya.

Just seems like you have become locked on the idea. If you are, nothing will stop you. but do your research. But your reasoning isn't very strong OP. Not a great reason to an hero.

Bullshit, as long as the air he exhales is vented out of the bag/mask, he won't feel a thing. The body doesn't react to low O2 levels, only reacts to high CO2. So if you breathe shit with no oxygen but you can exhale freely, and a steady flow of fresh oxygen-less gas reaches you, you won't know a thing. You pass out with little to no warning, and shortly die

You know, it's hard to get laid, hard to get friends, hard to get money. So the only reason I would keep trying is the fear of death. It seems so simple to end something that's going wrong for years.

>Well in the case of the universe you're simply implying that everything that happens here is random

No.

>It seems like if the helium is not mixed with oxygen it's as good as nitrogen.

Have you ever breathed helium? The advantage of nitrogen is that you breathe it all the time. Your body won't even realise what's happening.

Pills are stupid anyway. If you're using the bag, you don't need anything else. If anything, the reaction pills might give you makes it less likely to succeed.

That answers your question?

Helium is pretty much unnoticeable. But Nitrogen is better, because you can buy huge cylinders cheap from welding shops. LPG is not the best idea, they usually add shit to make it smell and irritate the airway, y'know, for safety. So I wouldn't do LPG unless you can't find anything else.

I friend of mine successfully used LPG. She just entered in the bathroom and opened the LPG with closed windows, no bag.

user, if you can't get helium or nitrogen, just buy a charcoal grill or two, find an enclosed space somewhere nobody will be around to poison themselves with, and burn shitloads of charcoal. Putting a slightly damp towel over it once it's burning, or just making sure you're in an airtight space, and the carbon monoxide should knock you out within an hour or two.

The more confined the space the better. You won't wake up as long as nobody finds you.

>Exit Bag (Hellium)
apparently helium is now diluted with oxygen to prevent the exit bag. i've heard argon has the same effect but idk. if you do it however make sure that mask sitting tightly on your face and that you are in a firm sitting position or lying down. also make sure that no one will find for a good while. if the mask is entirely or partly removed while you are not entirely dead you will wake up with brain damage.

For all we know she could have toughed it out. That she succeeded doesn't mean it would be painless. It would work, of course, but OP sounds like a pussy, so I'm just trying to steer him to the path of least resistance.

I´m concerned for my parents too. I´m also afraid of not dying end ending up as a paraplegic, quadriplegic, or just as a vegetable. I´m not so concerned about the afterlife; I´m fairly sure there's nothing ahead of the curve. Still, there are a few things I want to try before throwing it all out the window. I still want to get laid at least once and check some TV Shows that are coming up. After that, there's not much for me.

im too lazy to actually buy an gun.

nitrogen used in welding can't have oxygen in it, or it would be dangerous to use for arc welding, so using nitrogen will definitely work

Yeah, that's the main problem, I don't even know how is a life with a damaged brain. I could try again if it goes wrong, if not vegetable.

for all you know he could be in fucking spain, not everyone can get guns, even if they want to.

>If you really are looking for reasons why people postpone thier own suicides its because they're scared.
maybe but in my uneducated opinion it is mostly because dying is fucking hard. you're survival instinct is one of the most basic and strongest instincts you have and if you have a sliver of hope left you won't have the motivation to pursue suicide or it will be a half-assed job.
my experience is that i would really like to be able to kill myself but life is somehow getting a little better and i have a little of hope left so i'm just incapable of doing it.

don't you believe that everything happens for a reason. Like, a bad life could be the consequence of something else that we don't know