Feels thread? I'll start if you'll listen to my story

I don't relly feel lik writing too much, but

>me
>23
>live in a flat, uncle's family live one floor above
>married for 15 years, 3 children
>she is a complete dope head
>since childhood she had some serious mental problems, psychosis and such
>on medication since 16yo
>she did a lot of drugs as well
>finally she comes to me (after living right next to me for a couple of years)
>comes to talk, we get along well
>asks to get her some weed
>I doubt if it's a good thing, but after asking some friends I decide it's her decision
mistake, of course
>about a month passes, she comes almost every day
>we finally fuck
(too boring and lame to greentext. I did it because lonely af)
>he calls her during sex
>gets the idea
>is there right after we finish
>I put her in my room, answer the door after like 5 minutes
>he gets inside, finds her
>I try to convince him it's only drugs
>he gets it out of me anyay
>beats me up a bit, goes upstairs, presumably for a weapon of choice
>but calls his sister, she convinces him not to
>I have some hard talks with most of the family
>that's not as bad, but anyway
that's mostly it

I don't get it , op. I think I can't imagine your situation having no similar experiences.
but bump for you

She was a valued friend, but I had to cut her loose. She was/is turning into someone I shouldn't associate myself with.

I love threads like this, you all makes me feel like i'm never really alone. You guys (and girls) aren't alone neither, you have me and not just me but this whole threads, it doesn't seem like much....

But whenever your feeling down or you want to get something off your chest, just make a "feels thread" and we will always be here to ease your mind or comfort you. You always makes it so easy for me to keep going so many times i wanted to give up and kill myself, hearing y'all stories help ease the pain of the world

I love this thread and I love you

When I come on these threads I see people with worse lives then myself. I take my own life for granted and I don't appreciate what I have compared to others. I feel sadness often and I try and tell myself that it doesn't matter seeing as worse people need help. I've always been there for my friends to help them when they're down but I never tell them I'm sad because I feel like I don't matter. I know this is selfish in itself and yeh I hate writing it, but I need to explain to someone that I'm not some fucking twat who's always optimistic. I apologise, sorry

>we will always be here to ease your mind or comfort you

then please tell me how to become a good person, bro

Love you too user, thanks a lot

We had the same thing in mind about these threads

I do the same thing with my friends and family, pretend like im the happiest person in the world so they wouldnt worry about me...your carrying a burden user, but if you dont no one else will. Stay strong user

>left me months 7 ago
>still miss her
>tried going out, dating other girls (she won't have sex with me), doing sport, reading, shitposting
>nothing works
>she probably already forgot my name

You too user

When did baw threads become feels threads

Thats hard for me to say really...im only 20 and most of my exp with life came from me having hardships (REALLY bad hardships) and ironically enough Cred Forums

Biting the bullet, making sure everyone around you is happy and safe, cheesy but hard to do. You have to always worry about doing the right thing for other people while most of the time no one will ever do anything nice for you. Putting yourself at risk, while trying to help other, like those stupid comic book heros....

Sorry if my answer is confusing i hope someone else can help me explain it

s-sorry

What are you sorry for, faggot?

you see, the problem is that you described the result, not the actions needed to achieve it
anyone can say you should be strong and succesfull. And people aren't because it's not an advice, but merely an expectation

for being a f-faggot

youtu.be/BluLQ2QwZgQ
Feelsbadman

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This one broght me to tears

Well duh, It's dads that pull the disappearing act when you're non-white

I guess thats the part i lack the answers too

Sorry i cant be 100% helpful

Does anyone have the image of the greentext with the "A girl will never look away when you look at her" teenager love thing we all missed?

>Torn between "Good things come to those who wait" and "If you want something go and get it"

Story of my fucking life right there

don't be sorry, there is no fault in you
but I'd like you to acknowledge you're not advicing people, but only consoling them. It's important of course, but the lack of differentiation separates your intentions from your actions

I had to read over what you said a few times, but i think i get what you mean.
I'll keep that in mind user

Bump, also here's a song that I think would fit for this thread
youtu.be/b-qZzZDIxq0

>Op blaming parents for his own shitty behavior
>On the road to success but bitches
>Doesn't know true struggle
>Conclusion : Op should an hero for being a faggot

I remember when I had a my gf about 6 months ago we lasted 3 years then things took a turn for the worst and i honestly have no idea what went wrong she was perfect and we were the best together but once she went to college she got this sjw mentality and me always on Cred Forums I had opposite views from her we had arguments always fighting about the prettiest of things she eventually kept going out and doing shit until one day we finally broke up she kissed another guy and begged me for forgiveness and of course I did forgive it wasn't until a week later when we broke up because the fact she kissed someone else killed me. For a whole month I cried I stopped I told myself there no point she's just another girl and besides I had no one to talk too after months pass by I thought I was over her but then I get a text it was her I haven't talked to her in months she texts me saying happy birthday ...
3 months early I haven't felt that shitty since our break up and I just burst into tears it hasn't even been that long and she already forgot I have no idea why I typed this out I guess I wanted to vent like everyone else

Poor you. GL

>meet 10/10 girl
>She's basically a female version of me but slightly less lazy
>We instantly become awesome friends
>actually, frist time we met we talked for about an hour while we were on the beach in the middle of a party (Saint John (?) in June)
>Everyone "ships" us or whatever that's called
>I have to move away to another part of the country for a couple of months
>Text her and skype her every day for those 2 months
>At this point we are talking like if we were a couple
>Shit like "Love you, good night, I can't wait to see you"
>Finally come back
>she is in this summer house with her family for another week
>Go visit her
>make lots of friends, end up talking more to them than to her
>I want to talk to her so badly, hug her and tell her I love her
>No chance to do it, day's over before I know it, and I've barely talked to her
>Feel bad as fuck
>From then on she's kinda colder when texting me
>She finally comes back from that summer house and we talk about hanging out at my place, watching a movie, playing vidya...
>There's a problem and she can't come
>Repeat last two things for weeks, from end of July to right about today
>Still haven't seen her
>Since last week it seems like our convos are more like back before I came back but it doesn't feel the same anymore, something's wrong
>tfw I've gotten more hugs from GenericSchoolSlut.324545 than from her

It's really fucking me over

I hate this shit, why do I waste all this time worrying about something as stupid as "love" (if this is even love). I don't want to worry about it, why do I? Why can't I just avoid it?

Same man, it's really something else

>There's a problem
Please tell me more. What problem?

youtu.be/clI-Oswg1ZA

First time it was her having to go visit her uncle because her aunt was going through chem (brain cancer)

I got it was pretty serious so it was no biggie, but every day since then it's been smoething, sometimes she already was hanging out with someone (her bff actually, every time), other times she was gonna be out with her family or just wasn't feeling alright that day

Every single time there's been something to keep us from meeting

What are some good feels songs? I like stuff like those:

youtube.com/watch?v=iV5VKdcQOJE

youtube.com/watch?v=opeETnB8m8w

Wew lad, seems suspicious. Also, at the summer house, if things were that good with her why didn't you only talk to her and care about her instead of talking to other ppl?

Great song. Thx m8.

I tried, I really did, but for some reason it seemed like we were distant, she looked really happy to see me when I arrived but as the day went on we talked much less

And also we spent most of the day in the beach with some friends of her and her family

So basically you got screwed over outta nowhere?

Ive been really down today. I just started college across the country and left everyone I know behind, and I cant adjust well. I told my parents im being social just so they wouldnt worry about me, which basically cuts off my only emotional support. Im falling behind in classes, and have nobody here that cares. Got fucked up around noon with my "friends"(my roommate lets me tag along with him to parties because I have no actual people to spend time with). I just found out that I cant go to my best friends graduation from airforce basic, and I havent heard from him since he started despite my letters.

I just needed somwhere to vent to because I cant tell anyone here anything.

You mean that your all alone and have no one you can turn to or count on? Man up Faggot, it's called being a fucking adult. Wait till you get older and cynical and wish for a day where everyone fuck right off and leave you alone.

Yup, I couldn't figure out why we didn't talk then

Next day I was texting her and mentioned that we barely talked, we kinda laughed it off and kept texting

I really don't get it, it's as if she didn't want to meet me but every day she talks to me right after waking up and then on and off the whole day untill we go to sleep

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