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No, I just want the damn image

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He is actually hs for highschool

>tfw finally given up on life goals
>tfw just want to drink through every waking hour until the day you finally enter the grave

>be me
>homecoming is tonight as we speak
>choose not to go because i know it would just be humiliating and unfun
> spend the day with family but im pissed all day for no reason besides hormone memes
>browsing Cred Forums while all my peers party it up and have a great time
>seriously considering ending my own life tonight
>take blood thinners and slit my wrists in the bathtub
>"high school is gonna be fun, user"
don't believe the lies they tell you.

Go for it

pls cont

Please do

When you have a gf for 2 years and you come to realize all the book club meatings she had were really her cheating on you with all ur friends and the money you have been donating to the club all went to her Xanax addiction and to top things off when you found out her and her friends broke into ur house and took everything you own including your last box of lucky charms, but it's okay because life goes on I geuss, plenty of other fish in the sea

I did the same with prom and everything else......started college 2 months ago at tops, and I'm forecasting it'd going to be exactly the same way....I know I'm not ever going to meet a girl, get laid, or even get a good laying job, so still seriously Contemplating it.

It only gets worse, faggot. Play some Katawa Shoujo and get over it.

i know it isnt gonna get better. so why keep going, right?
my family doesn't care. my alpha brother is in college and he's the one everyone cares about,
i love my dad unconditionally but my mom kicked him out the house and i never see him anymore.
no girls even look at me twice.
i dont see the point to keep on going through this torment

this one gets to me

After my gf of two years dumped me about a month ago I think I have now gone from the crying and drunk all the time phase to the utterly dead inside phase. I watch funny stuff and it has no effect on me one way or the other. I find no interest in anything. Can't sleep and can't focus. Fuck this is shit.

Tbh high school doesn't madder at all but it madders a lot

>2 best friends
>one is a skater (actually really good)
>other is a really cute girl
>go out to film for my friends street part after school
>spend a hour filming him trying to
front blunt a hand rail
>he finally lands it
>go home
>about 2 hours later i get a text in our group chat of a hospital wrist band and a text saying "fuck"
>our other friend is spamming the chat trying to find out what happend
>no response
>get worried
>next day go over to his house
>parents answer the door and we talk
>he died in the hospital that night
>kidney failure
>at his funeral
>my friend tells me she liked him since 5th grade
>that fucker died last month and it still hurts to think about

Wisdom from a dropout?

My brother/sister died in the early stages, 2 years after I was born........be happy you have memories of him.

On the other hand, my story is that I went to a Catholic school for elementary years, and thought it was eh. Went to public middle school in town just north, and loved it. Made friends with almost everyone there. Then, high school started. I was the only one of my entire grade in that middle school to attend the highschool I did. I only made 10 friends out of 3255 people throughout the 4 years. At the very last year, one of my 10 friends said to me that people were legitimately betting if I was going to shoot up the school. I often ask myself why I didn't....to top if off, best friend from middle school, the only one I stayed in contact with (the rest all abandoned me) died in a motorcycle accident just 2 weeks ago. He was 18 when he passed.

I honestly forgot that it was tonight and instead went on a d8

Forgot to mention, during my middlleschool/highschool transition, my parents got a divorce, and my dog died.

this feel

Cont.

>Olivia obliged and told me she would walk home with me after school
>school ends and we start to walk
>its fall so its like ultra cold for some odd reason
>she tells me its cold AF and to be a gentleman
>start to take off my jacket
>"no dumbass, I meant.... Never mind."
>didn't get it through my thicc skull she wanted me to warm her up by me wrapping my arms around her.
>realize this 5 years later
>continue walking normally with all the jokes and fun banter
>get to my house and parents arent home
>"user, are you an orphan or something? "
>laugh and start to pull out my n64 with sicc golden cartriged MM
>she actually sprints over to me and sits down next to me
>"I can see you're excited?"
>"Hells yeah user!"
>game boots up and I look at her
>her eyes are so wide, and a deep blue.
>never realized how pretty her eyes were
>she looks at me and her joy turns to concern
>asks me if I'm okay
>realize I had been staring at her for the whole beginning scene
>ohshit.PNG
>apologize and play it off surprisingly well
>start tonhand her controller and she turns it away
"You play, you're bettwer at it apparently. Show me your skills."
>oblige and play game, occasionally glancing over to see her huge smile
>play for about 2hours
>parents get home, forgot to mention we were stationed in the living room
>"who's this user?"
"Oh, its Olivia, sorry I forgot to ask if she could visit."
>parents are chill AF and let it slide
>Olivia introduces herself and says she ought to get going.
>I tell her I'll walk her home
>on the walk home we talk about MM
>can't stop studying her face
>constant talking
>get to her house
>she turns around at her door and looks at me
>awkwardsilence.webm
>"Thanks user, that was great,Majora is the best I guess. You win."
>she laughs and hugs me
>I hug back
>say goodbye and start walking home.
>thought about her the whole walk back and all night

Cont?

Planning on going into detox for a month next week. Fuck am I ever looking forward to it. The booze has completely fucked my life up.

cont

Quit asking and just type it already, damnit.

Don't keep asking just write it.

bamp

Bump map

I got a story, I'll keep it short.
>HS Junior year
>Date friend from 7th grade
>Being edgelord causes end of relationship
>Trying to impress edgy 'friends' ended the best relationship I had
>Girl won't even loom at me
>For a while I hated her
>Graduate next year
>Lose a friends
>Think about how the girl who was so nice to me left me for being an edgy fuck
>Hate myself
The end.

How long does it take u to type....jesus christ hurry the fuck up, faggot

Cont

>after that night I go back to friend mode, forget about her amazing eyes and all that
>best friends for about 2 years

>JUNIOR YEAR IN HS
>Olivia and I are still bestest of friends
>they say good looks come with age
>Olivia pretty much stays the same, but taller and more full IG
>she had come over more often and my parents almost talked about her more than me
>I never went to her house
Anyway
>her birthday is on December 15th
>never got her a present before
>decide I'm gonna do it
>don't tell her I'm doing it and buy an orange n64 online
>ships in the day before
>put it in a pretty bag and
>forgot one thing
>slip in my golden copy of MM
>Dont know what possessed me to do it but I did
>wrap that shit up
>birthday comes
>no school bc Christmas
>ask her if she wants to hang out
>"sure user, why don't you come to my house?"
>holymotheroffuck.jpeg
>agree and start walking
>suddenly remember the last walk
>start to feel a weird chest pain

i feel hungry.

Me too. Time for some chink dumplings.

Pretype next time you tell a story.

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>ohfuck
>is this....
>IS THIS LOVE?!
>realize why I put mm in the package
>realize why I couldn't help but laugh at her jokes
>realize that I love every single thing about her
>her laugh
>her genuine joy for things
>her smile
>her bad jokes
>her FUCKIN EYES MAN!
>her
>I'm at the door
>hearts pounding
>knock on the door
>she opens it
>"user!"
>bigasshug.webm
>"happy birthday Olivia!"
>she thanks me and invites me in
>her house smells like candy canes
>parents are in the kitchen cooking
>she tells me that I can meet them later and to come upstairs
>somehow she didn't notice the big bag behind my back
>walk into her room
>pretty generic room, one poster of some poppunk band I forget the name of
>TV and computer
>has an Xbox and a Wii for "the family" but with her obsession of Animal Crossing I doubt it
>she notices the bag finally
>"oh? Oh, you didn't-"
>"oh I did!"
>snags the bag from me
"I told you no presents you asshat."
>"I know but ive known you for 3 years now, that's gotta be some sort of milestone."
>she laughs and starts to open the gift
>opens the box and sees the n64 original casing and starts to squeel
>stupid ass grin on my face
>*unintelligible babbiling*
>smile and wait
>she looks in the bag and sees it
>gold cartrige MM
>Looks at me
>tears running down face
>"user..."
>"I know its your favorite Zelda game so... So I thought I'd give it to you."
>She stands up and rushes over to me
>everykissbeginswithZelda.gig
>pull back to look at her
>dem eyes are bluer than ever

>nostrils on the frog

Got OC greentext I will write if interest is shown and thread is bumped. Just say the word and I'll hit you with it anons.

>we hook up n64 and start up MM
>I look at her when it begins
>she's looking at me already
>we kiss again
>make out sesh for about 15 minutes until hwer mother yells to her for dinner and asks if I'll be staying to eat
>"yes he is mother!"
>apparently I'm eating here tonight
>text mom and tell her I won't be home till late
>eat dinner with her parents and her
>they seem to really like me
>finish up and we go upstairs
>she asks me to stay the night
>tell mother I'm staying at a friends house and I'd be home in the morning
>we play mm until 3 in the morning
>she hands me the controller very sleeply
>I take it and continue to play
>she starts to lean on me
>falls into my lap and falls asleep
>I notice and continue to play
>its like 5 when I stop and don't save so I don't ruin the game for her, we got pretty far
>pick her up and put her in her bed
>take a hello kitty blanket and a big stuffed dog for a pillow and lay on the floor
>wake up about an hour or two later and shes cuddled up to me, head on chest.
>feel alpha AF
>stay put for twenty more minutes until she wakes up to change her sleeping position
>tell her I have to go
>sleepy eyes are so damn cute
>tells me alright and starts to get up
>I stand and gather my things
>turn around to be greeted with a kiss and a big warm hug
>leave through the window
>get home and sleep for another two hours
>for some reason I don't talk to her until school starts back up
>unintentional but still
>school starts up and I see her again
>we just hug like we missed each other
>as friends
>we don't talk about that night at all

You git my atention faggot. Type.

Literally me

Ok keep thread bumped pls.

My bf has jacked teeth, doesn't smile because of them. Only occasionally brushes them. It's gross and irritating.

He has legit the best hygiene of any dude ever, with bathing and our room. He's icd about his gaming area, keeps shit pristine. Never even gets any kind of dirt under his nails. Everything else in our lives is decent and clean. I just feel like his mouth is gross, I barely kiss him . It sucks because I want to but it being so germy turns me off. Dude has immaculate spic and span balls but ivky mouth.

I'm getting him a pricey electric toothbrush soon. I mean sure his teeth are fucked but should still keep his oral hygiene up to par...

Me too. More and more each day.

Rgr. I popped some pills just b4 u said this, so idk how long I'll last.

*cough*

[Akward silence continues]

Pt1: The beginning

>Be me
>High school Sophomore, awkward introverted type but make up for it in intelligence.
>This consequently gets me to be seen as naught but a walking encyclopedia by my peers.
>The only time anyone would pay but the slightest inkling of attention to me was when they needed help with some stupid bullshit.
>"user, how many moles are in 14.6 grams of potassium chloride:
>"user, what are the zeroes of this polynomial"
>Shit drove me insane because after I was done answering it I didn't exist to them.
>Live in the middle of Small Town America 50 miles North of Chicago in some Town in the middle of buttfuck nowhere.
>High school only has around 1400 total students and all the people in my town pretty much knew each other
>Nobody really came nor went, the whole town had about it a real sense of community.
>Except for me.
>I just felt isolated and detached from it all.
>Have like 2 or 3 close friends who go to the HS a town over from me that I only get to see like once every month or so when there's a sports game.
>Even then nobody came just to see me.
>There was always some primary reason for coming to the town, seeing me was just an unintended consequence.
>I was never the really the focus of attention of anybody in my school nor in my town for that matter
>Until I met her...

High school is by far the least inconsequential part of your life. All those chads and jocks will eventually realize that reputations dont mean shit outside of hs.
I mean I was prom king and ended up failing out my first year of college. As long as you graduate that's literally all that matters. Just go to college or start a career as soon as you graduate and you can so easily reinvent yourself, especially if you go far away and nobody knows you.

>Senior year comes
>best of friends again, hang out still but more like a couple
>we both remember, we just can't show it to the world
>not yet
>watching a movie one night at her house
>start to cuddle
>she holds my hand
>I pet her hair
>stupid gay relationship shit
>she falls asleep as I'm petting her
>kiss her forehead and start to get up
>"user..."
>"yeah?"
>"do you love me?"
>silence
>"user?"
>"Olivia, i-"
>"answer the question."
>"I do..."
>"for how long, user"
>"since freshman year."
>silence
>"why?"
>more silence
>"a lot of reasons Liv..."
>she sits up and looks at me
>"user, I'm moving ."
>stare at her stunned
>she stares back for what seems like an eternity
>her eyes are a pale blue now
>she isn't smiling

I feel like I am losing my mind

Just ate a candy bar, getting fairly tired.

Pt2: Typical Teen Infatuation

>This was back when I was a sophomore in HS so give me some slack when I write about this
>I was young and inexperienced, which now that I look back upon is something I would kill to be now.
>Anyways back to the point.
>In my HS chem class there was this qt3.14 half Korean chick, let's call her Jennifer.
>Jennifer lived next door to me all my life but I never really saw her outside when I would go.
>Her parents were much like mine, making her do schoolwork all the time, which gave her a really alluring studious demeanor about her.
>She was obviously mixed because A. her dad was white, which I knew and B. she had the most beautiful chestnut brown hair in the world.
>Eyes were still Asian shaped but not as pronounces but the best part was that they were emerald green.
>Instaboner.rar
>So high school me, being the beta I was decided not to go after her nor to even consider the fact that she even liked me.
>I have never been so wrong.
>One day Jennifer comes up to me and asks to borrow my notes for Chem
>I reluctantly agree and pass her my notebook in a somewhat begrudging manner, thinking it was just like all the others who used me.
>Lo and behold she gives me my notebook back the following day.
>She said she was done with it and didn't need to study anymore.
>Which was odd because she always took good notes in class and our test as I recall was fairly far away at the time she handed it back to me.
>Sense something is up and decide to open notebook.
>Right around the middle of the book there is a page with a phone number written on it with the cutest looking heart sticker placed at a playful angle next to it.
>Boner.jpg

Sleep meds are working fairly quick at thiz point. Taking them so I can sleep More than 4 hours, bc I won't without them.

keep it going guys

>I lay back down
>she rolls over to look at me
>kisses me
>keeps kissing me
>itsgettinsteamy.webm
>end up having sex that night
>both of uas our first time
>I watched enough porn to know what in was dong tho
>so did she
>best sex ever, and I've had sex multiple times afterwards
>stay night again and walk to school with her the next day
>still on DL in public
>go through next week completely depressed
>she's moving
>help out with putting stuff in truck
>I was a respected member of the household there since I visited so often
>finish loading and turn around to see her with a small box.
>not big enough for a n64 so I sigh in relief to myself
>she walks up and hands it to me
>tells me not to open it until she leaves
>cliche as fuck I know
>she kisses me and walks back inside
>I walk home and sit on my bed staring at the box
>I get a text saying that she had left. And everything else she wanted to say was I'm the box.
>rip box open at mach 5 speeds
>take a guess Cred Forums
>It's a golden cartrige Legend of Zelda Majoras Mask
>note inside
>more like essay
>three pages confessing everything, from the day we met to our last night together
>I cri
>send her a text with all my reasons I love her, seeing as she asked and I never answered.
> I love every single thing about her
>her laugh
>her genuine joy for things
>her smile
>her bad jokes
>her FUCKIN EYES MAN!
>her
>send
>she reads and doesn't reply
>last time I see her forever
>never fill void for as long as I live

Sorry it took so long, this was spur of the moment and I'm typing on mobile forgive me Cred Forums

Pt3. "True Love"

>At this point my mind starts considering the fact that maybe she did like me.
>The thought was in the back of my head for what must have been three days but I refused to call or text because beta.
>One day decide to work up the courage to do it.
>Text her something basic like "hey" or some shit, this was before emojis.
>She responds nearly 5 minutes later with something along the lines of "Heyyy" or some other generic flirtatious response.
>We hit it off and begin to discuss our interests.
>She was really big into Halo 3, which at the time had just came out.
>Decide to invite her over to my house.
>Her folks let her because they knew me and thought we were studying.
>We were not studying.
>Playing Halo 3 in basement when all of a sudden she kills me with energy sword.
>Get sorta frustrated so she pauses the game.
>Gets real close to me.
>She says to me "user, I've always had a thing for you."
>Get my first kiss that night.
>Best feeling of my life to this date
> She goes home around 9:30
>While I lay awake in my bed, happy for the first time in God knows how many years.

Damn dude.....

Also, developing raging headache. If I die, my final words are "eat shit Bob ross".

He landed that front blunt tho so it's not all bad.

Pt4. The conclusion

>Big gap in time occurs at this point but Jennifer and I were in a relationship
>We were dating, going to the movies and out to the drive in movie theater (Yes we had one in our town) a few times.
>No sex yet.
>Beta me was still too nervous to ask about it.
>Luckily my prayers would be answered.
>Finals week rolls around and we decide that after school we would go spend the day at my house playing Halo 3 and then look at the stars at night.
>Nighttime trolls around
>We sneak out and make our way to this spot me and my friends would go to smoke pot.
>This clearing in some patch of woods overlooking a small pond complete with a hole in the tree canopy to see the stars.
>There's this little hammock me and my stoner friends propped up against a tree when we were high but it still worked.
>We climb into it an just look up.
>Silent for a solid 5 minutes, I can feel her soft breaths against my chest and smell her hair we were that close.
>The silence breaks and she turns over to me and say "I love you user"
>I say "I love you to Jennifer."
>We start making out then and there and proceed to get busy.
>After about an hour of this we both fall asleep in each other's arms.
>Never been happier before in my life.
Wake up
I see nothing but the plaster ceiling of my dorm and the "Jennifer" I was holding in my arms was my pillow.
Realize that I'm still a kiss less virgin in uni and that I drempt that I was in high school again, reliving a past that I so desperately wanted then and still do now.
That feel when the happiest I've been in years was in a goddamn dream.

youtube.com/watch?v=4gzfQ7NSs1c

That hurts

Nothing quite good
>be me
>unsocial
>scrawny
>hairy as fuck
>ugly
>exaggerated features like nose and what not
Not to sound so edge lord but i hate life, being young is fun but thing is when i left elementary school i became so detached from everyone. Social media became the norm and the middle school i went to everybody basically knew each other and i was just an outcast. I stick to myself and keep it going. HS became fun to a degree, like i said i was quite an outsider so i wasnt known or into a lot of groups, so all the fun i got was from little shit that happened around me in the hallways and classroom. im quite smart but i play dumb to fit in, and being smart is pretty boring and the more i learn shit outside of school and just realize the way the world works i get upset about life choices and the upcoming end. I havent gotten serious on the relationship thing but recently im curious about it, ive just now starting opening up slowly in general. Usually i avoid relationships because i know its some bullshit that you fall in love and eventually ends because of school. Whenever I get the hint that someone is slightly interested in me, i purposely do the opposite, like ignoring them or just doing things they dont like just to toy with them for fun. Last year this one cute girl seemed to try to talk to me but i never tried to associate with her because i didnt know how to cope with emotions n shit like that. Usually when I talk to people i joke around with them or just go into the conversations in a nonchalant way, not caring about the outcome. I feel like Im now open to want a relationship. Anyways this currently her last year before she goes on somewhere. I dont take any classes with her as of this year, nor do I see her around much, I tend to see her once every 2 weeks in the hallways. I get that people come and go but Im just breaking down because Ive been on my own my whole life and I dont want to go on the rest of my life lonesome. 1/2

2/2 This last part is pretty unnecessary but its late and I dont care.
Ive been upset with life since Kindegarten, I just bottle up emotions as I go along. My first few years in elementary werent that bad but that was when I stop being genuinely happy with myself. 2013 became a small glimpse of a turning point but nothing really happened, surprising that 2016 is the year I've been quite happy with, the past week was the greatest i ever felt in my whole life. Anyways I'm just glad Im witnessing some happiness out of my life I would talk about some other sad shit but this thread looks to be deleted soon, noone will probably read this, who cares. I just want to wish all the lurkers and other anons that posted the greatest time of their life. Wish me luck with life and possibly with the right girl.
- Rest be assured my beloved cucks

How do you tell someone you are sorry for something that they probably don't want to be reminded of?

but carbon monoxide is odorless

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nothing famalam

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Thats cool

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youtube.com/watch?v=4gzfQ7NSs1c

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Tfw you typed out a paragraph to vent, but are so useless that you delete it all and just post this.

was just thinking this.
did the biggest rail i've ever done yesterday after lik 100 tries and my friend deleted the footage by mistake

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I'm sorry about that... I too used to steal from my boyfriend (and parents) back when I was an alcoholic

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Thread was shit on /r9k/, so its going to be shit on Cred Forums

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heartbreaking

Idk i think this is going pretty well

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Ayy kingdom hearts

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I'm still going through the crying and drunk all the time phase but I can feel myself slowly upgrading to the emotionless phase. And I dont know how to stop it

how did he go from skating to two hours later dying of kidney failure?

Eh its part of the healing process only choice you really have is to either let it happen and eventually heal up or to stsy in that phase to never get hurt again

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Same but I'm too scared. What if my life is gonna be even worse without my drinks

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That's copypasta that everyone has seen. Only a pleb-tier newfag would think that is original.

Lmao no one said it was original all the shit i post is just shit I've gotten from past threads

i just miss him

I felt the need to say that I read it and good luck. You sound exactly like me. I got into that relationship and got too attached it's just now really ending 4 years later and I wish I could go back and never begin this in the first place. Just don't get your hopes up. It'll be rough.

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the girl i loved past away several years back,
what i would give to see her again.

i hope there is an afterlife so maybe one day i could see her again.

youtube.com/watch?v=okjIa0ijRe4

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Plainly and cleanly. Say what you need to say and then let it rest. Don't look for a dialog or try to gauge/ask about the other person's response. This way, you do what's important for you, while still leaving the other person with all the power to decide for themselves how or if they want to respond. That's the best you can do, really - say your piece and don't force anything beyond that.

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faggot

Jokes on you when you allow the first person you've actually gave a shit about in a long time to ghost you not once, not twice, but three times. I don't think there will be a chance for a fourth time.

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>I mean I was prom king and ended up failing out my first year of college.

but you got some mad dick suckage, right? i mean, there's no downside to being prom king.

It's too depressing. I don't think Cred Forums can handle all my feels, it would result in a mass an hero..

pasta. i've read this before

or wait, maybe i lived it. was so long ago...

im broke and depressed. the usual

Been dating my boyfriend for 5 years and he tells me tonight that he wants to break up with me because I'm the only girlfriend he's ever had even though I'm perfect for him. He just wants to fuck other people.

im sorry user

did he dropped any lucky charms?

It's all good. He'll realize no one else will love him like I do. But it's also awesome that he decided to do this the day before my birthday

Sorry to hear that user. I hope you find someone new soon and don't end up forever alone like me.

>the day before my birthday
that really fucking sucks.
Where you from, user?

:( I'm interested if you want to write it again

That's the story of my life, text and pic related.

I'm from Dallas but I just moved to Arlington

>Tfw you typed out a paragraph to vent, but are so useless that you delete it all and just post this.

how many times have we all written something out to just delete it when we realize no one wants to read it

you're fucking up a feels thread with facebook bullshit

Last call I got from a "friend" is 2 months ago, kinda wondering why I even have a phone sometimes.

Also the only call from a friend I've got since march.

Forever alone.....

T_____T

you're fucking up the internet by being a nigger.

faggot

My now ex gf of two years blocked my number friday, and had blocked me on facebook for the last 5 months. She also started talking to another dude, who works right across the street from her. The best part she told me she loved me and it was not perm. She just blocked me friday when I wanted to confront her, about a lie. She said not today, please not today, that I was scaring her and kept asking me to leave over and over. So I did