Shota thread

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why couldn't the artist have made the picture just a little taller so we could see the boy's bare feet up in the air

shitposting namefag, but doing well, gonna sleep soon, getting some faps in before bed.

Oh come on user. that would be too much to ask :P

genial.

Anyone have any shota butt they could dump? My folder is small.

Shitposting... here? yea im bout to fall asleep too. I'm here to donate faps :P

Genial.

Lyk Dis?

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[spoiler]Go on...[/spoiler]

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Yup.

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Ok then :)

I gotta wake up in 6 and a half hours. Should I fap?

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Fuck. I can never get it right the first time.

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If you dont, will you quickly fall asleep?

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With reall stuff

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If all goes well I get to shitpost, but I also post faps. Who is the artist btw?

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Prolly not
Meh

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ha ok i guess i get it. I dont know but its a really cute pic

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:D

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Fuck I need me some weed and someone to hold and smoke it with

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Then use your time wisely! FAP FAP FAP FAP FAP FAP FAP FAPF APFAP FAPFAPAFREOenaevohaehou yea!

Sounds fun

I know that feeling, user.
that it is

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The weed part easy enough when I have some money,Really I could even just do the holding part without the weed but the weed would definitely help the stress

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You anxious bb?

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Always, just one of the joys of a miswired brain

Some weed for daddy

AYO WHADDUP BOYS

I feel ya bro, one of my best friends has anxiety and I'm depressed so i know those feels

Ok if I had one of those in front of me I guess I probably be fine at least for a little while

Eyyy user hows it going?

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Whoo, I've got em both good times huh? (he said super sarcastically)

just woke up, how u?

do you talk with people about it?

literally bout to pass out. I;'m posting with the last awakness i have :P

I don't really have anyone to talk to. So yay

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don't fall asleep, user, there's still more shota to be had.

If i wasn't about to sleep. I wouldn't mind talking to ya bout it. sometimes a good conversation can help a lot with that stuff

Its not up to me man. My sleep is medicated. Ill be out soooooo no matter what.
There still must be more shota

Talking about it just makes me feel worse most of the time, I just try an drown it out with drugs an cute boys

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Sorry to hear that mate :/ we all have to figure out the best ways to cope

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if there's shota in a shota thread and nobody is around to see it does the shota make a sound? or something like that, maybe.

What i DO know is i miss saving a lot of shit

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That's about the only way I've found that even semi works I just haven't been able to be happy without altering my perception for a long time

poor Guts

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why cope when you can just hide in your house

I don't know about you but my thoughts follow me into my house

beats working and going outside

This thread reminds me of my 13 year old cousin who got suspended for sucking dick in the school restroom

where do i go to find lots of shota

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here

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Schools, jk mods I would never recommend that

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>Be three
>Parents are druggies
>They sell me, probably for drug money
>End up in a cult of sorts in the middle of nowhere
>Handful of pedos grooming young boys
>First few years are hazy
>Most early memories are me fighting off advances
>Learned quickly that I shouldn't do that
>Eventually settle in as much as I can
>Make friends with other boys
>Always being recorded doing lewd things
>Sometimes with boys, sometimes girls
>Sometimes men
>Get frequent visits from outsider men
>Treated nicely besides the sexual parts
>Gradually get completely broken
>Forced to watch/help while other boys are tortured
>Forced to do things with younger kids
>Our captors treated it all like some cheesy porno
>Lose a few friends who decided to end it
>I tried the same
>By the time I was ten, I wasn't much more than their personal toy

Reposting in case any can relate. Don't know how many of you have went through anything similar.

>Pedo cult ends up getting busted when I'm 10
>Playing outside when it happened
>Most of it feels like a dream, pretty hazy
>Get rushed to a police car by an older guy
>Covered up because I was naked, hot as fuck though
>Watch through the window as the scene unfolds
>End up breaking down in the back of the car
>Can't really describe my feelings
>I knew the guys were evil and I just felt liberated
>Car eventually moves but I'm out of it
>Next thing I remember was being with a man in the backseat
>He patted my back and told me I could take my time
>I eventually go inside with him
>Lengthy process begins
>Get questioned, medical care, cleaned, dressed
>Feel guilty about some stuff I was forced to do
>Tell them anyways
>This process lasts for what feels like months
>Eventually learn about the men, the other boys, my parents

Mom got arrested, dad killed himself before be was. Most of our "caretakers" we're arrested, but I'm sure some involved got off.

>Shortly after, I start therapy
>Split between a few facilities with other boys
>Get taught how to behave properly
>Deal with what I was forced to endure
>Never forget it
>Feel alone throughout it all
>Somehow get the go ahead to be released
>End up being adopted by a big Christian family
>Expect to be touched for the first few weeks
>Don't know why else they would want me
>Start homeschooling, still go to therapy
>I don't really fit in
>Brother my age was understanding
>Showered, slept, and sometimes cuddled nude
>Didn't feel dirty because I did it with other boys
>Deep down, I think I enjoyed it
>During all of the the abuse, it was the only affection I felt
>Eventually settled down because of him

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>About 13 at this time
>I love my new family but have anxiety around others
>Never really deal with it
>Hit puberty when I'm almost 14
>Go into an emo phase
>Mostly fueled by hormones
>Also by the fact that I was learning I'd never be normal
>Be by myself in my room most of the time
>Still homeschooled so it's not an issue
>This phase eventually passes
>Graduate at 16 because I didn't really have anything to to distract me
>Fuck around for a year until I go to college
>Still feel isolated, but I do well
>Start getting letters at this time
>From my mom, sent almost daily
>All of them telling me she's dying
>I'm a bad son for not visiting her
>Don't reply
>Stop opening them after awhile
>She died about six months after the letters start
>Feel nothing
>Continue college and make friends for the first time in years
>Start volunteering with young boys because it makes me happy
>Seeing them happy makes me think maybe life's worth it
>Also start looking at shota/loli
>Not attracted to them, but seeing them enjoy sex helps me imagine I felt the same
>Life is pretty good now
>Still live with the mark of my childhood
>Know if I ever really tell others about everything, a normal relationship wouldn't be possible
>Thought about ending it but I like to think I took that abuse so I could be compassionate to others
>Still don't know if I'll ever make a difference to anyone
>Usually pretend abuse didn't happen, just bring it up if I think I can help others cope
>Continue living because I think if I can help anyone avoid/cope with similar things, my abuse would be worth it

dark if true
not how bl should be if possible at all

your brother sounds like a good person, user.

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>if possible at all
is it possible for a boy to love a boy?

Of course, that's the most pure love.

but SHOULD a boy love a boy?

who cares? Take a cock in your ass once and im sure you wont either

ofc boys were made for loving boys :3

i'd rather be putting it in the butt tbh

if boys were made to love boys then how come the bible says it's wrong?

Shit happens. I don't think there is a "right" way to be with boys like that.

He was pretty nice. I don't know if he knew about the abuse or if he just thought I was a weirdo.

aw shitt!!>///

what do you do now user? still at college?

lewd

Yep. I work/volunteer with boys in my free time though. Camps, after school programs, etc. Also lurk here, but not as much as I used to.

what are you studying in college, user? sounds like you've adapted really well to a normal life.

I went through a very similar experience user, if you wanna hear the story i'll type it up for you,

Computer science. I'm pretty happy with life now.

are you a fag/g/ot?

Try taking it in the butt once. Trust me. I was like you before. Now I prefer bottoming. I still top sometimes.

And the bible also says that tattoos and drugs are wrong. Still going to trust it?

You can if you want to let it out. I don't mind either way.

I don't really like or dislike anything specifically. Not sure if that's a symptom of the abuse or not.

i meant do you shitpost on Cred Forums kek

i've taken it in the butt before, would still prefer boning some qts.

i don't remember the bible saying drugs are wrong, but to be fair i was high while reading it.

I've never posted on Cred Forums, why do you ask?

lots of compsci shit on there, programming threads and stuff.

Dunno if anyone would be interested, but I'm looking for a fun partner for a walking dead-esque role play involving shotas. Anyone up for it?

It does. Modern interpretations don't allow people to drink, and excuse drinking in those days as all they had that was safe to drink since the water could have been contaminated.

These's been a distinct lack of shota for the past half-hour.

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And if you've tried it, I guess youre fine. It blew my mind tho. Like I still like going ballsdeep in my boyfriend, but when hes pounding my ass its just magic

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I might take a look at it. I don't start to other boards much.

sorry, last computer was taken back by college. I don't have shota on this one.

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maybe i'm the wrong person to give you advice, cause i'm hate all church shit out there.. but the bible is the worst thing to give you advice. if you go for the original (the old testament) it says it's good to kill all non-believers.

listen to your heart and your brain, i mean, why da fuq should it be wrong to life in a consensual relationship with a boy? btw: animals also do it sometimes (and yes, we ARE a sort of animal, we are not something "special")

try to be good to other people/animals, it's best for you. beside that, do what the fuck you want :)

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Sadpanda

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Sounds like a real go-getter.

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i didn't evolve from no monkey, i'm a god-loving christian that evolved from a lungfish. and god says it's okay to be gay as long as it's being gay for a little boy, so i'm in the clear.

ive never managed to get exhentai to work, my account is like 4 months old, i've posted on their forums, i played their stupid game thing. still nada.

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You have the extension, right?

yes, still doesn't work.

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sorry father

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this reminds me so much of when i used to take trips with my friend and his family
had to try so ahrd to fap without waking him up,

and yes if anyone was wondering he caught me once and it ended in some sexual play
most awkward morning after ever

Guess you need to manually copy the cookies then. The extension didn't work for me until I did so. Afterward, even when I cleared cache, the extension worked.

i tried copying the cookies manually. literally nothing i try works.

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Walked in on a similar scene involving my cousin. It'd be nice if I could come here without being reminded, but I suppose I shouldn't complain if I'm not contributing pics on my end.

You can't spoiler on Cred Forums

Here's a nice cock filled butt for you

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>I spent most of my life in and out of adoption.
>The main center I lived in was a Roman Catholic run youth care center for young boys.
>I had the fear of God scared into me at a very young age, and was pressured to worship and pray that he delivered me a family.
>I have no recollection or paperwork, photos, nothing of my biological parents.
>They must not have given a shit about me, because my admittance papers into my first orphanage were half-assed at best and gave no real information about me
>The earliest memories I could recall were around 7 years old
>I'm not sure if he was a priest or a deacon, but the man that adopted me was closely affiliated with the church adjacent to the orphanage.
>He lived on private farmland outside of town
>He was well respected, charitable and known to help troubled youth.
>He had 4 other boys around my age that lived with them
>All adopted, not from the same orphanage
>The oldest was 10 and the youngest was 5
>I was very shy and introverted, but I knew how to get along with boys my age from being in the system since birth.
>He was very sweet and touchy, he liked to comb my hair and rub my stomach, and as time went on he wanted to fondle me.
>He assured me that it was all ok.
>I tried to fight it, but he would always yell at me.
>He'd always threaten me with thorwing me out on the streets if I didn't comply
>He also said that he was a man of God, and that God would punish me if I didn't do what he asked of me.
>Slowly as time went on he made me go along with the customs of the house
>Showering, sleeping and lounging around naked with the other boys.
>The other boys told me to go along with it or be punished.
>I couldn't complain otherwise, he fed us, homeschooled us and let us watch tv and play video games.
>The other boys became my brothers and my best friends, we did our best to shut out the things he did to us and try to act like everything was normal

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you say that like walking in on your cousin with a vibe in his butt is a bad thing.

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um hi

hi, user

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>Often he would record us bathing together
>That was his favorite thing to do.
>I was slowly getting used to it, and I stopped complaining, because If i did, he'd shake me so hard that it would give me vertigo, or crack me across the chest with a belt
>The other boys would always console eachother after, and we looked out for eachother alot.
>The oldest didn't handle it very well and would burst into tears afterwords
>One day during the winter he had enough and ran away.
>He never took anything, he just booked it and ran away as far as he could
>The precint picked him up earlier the next day and admitted him to the hospital
>He died shortly after from hypothermia
>The next few months were confusing from how much went on
>As a family we tried to stay together through it all as our father was being investigated.
>They eventually found out about what went on in the house and put us into CPS

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Why the fuck is this a thing
Nobody fucking cares about these characters

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He's eleven, so it kind of is. It was a massager thing though, and it may have just been massaging his balls. I'm not sure if that makes me feel any better about it all.

And that's all I got. Just in time for image limit, too.

you still make it sound like it was a bad thing. how old was he?

>The next few years were a blur due to the amount of trauma that I went through
>I was put in and out of care-centers for that time, I never made any long-lasting friendships or any relationships for that matter
>So there was nothing really to remember, just a scheducled life of eat, play-time and sleep.
>Around 10 years old I was adopted again to what would be my permanent family
>Average suburban mom and dad with a son and daughter.
>I made a much more close bond with my brother than I did my sister, for obvious reasons.
>Later on in life I would tell him what happened, but at that time we kept it very hush hush, and he understood.
>I tried to continue on what I had with my first siblings with him, and being experimental, we would fool around all the time.
>It was never really romantic, it was just boys being boys, bathing, sleeping and playing naked.
>That was just normal for me and I'd be lying if I said I didn't like it.
>We eventually grew out of it in later years as we all went to public school
>My education started off very early, so school was a breeze, academically.
>Somehow I integrated well and was making friends very quickly.

I said he was eleven you dip. Did you skip my first sentence?

you said he's eleven. present tense. but you said this happened in past tense.

It happened a little over a month ago. He's either trying to pull a huge joke on me, or he actually has feelings for me. He has been inappropriate lately, but this thread probably wouldn't give good guidance on that issue.

>but this thread probably wouldn't give good guidance on that issue
it's like you read my mind, user. i was just gonna tell you to bang him tbh.

The rest is a story for another day, but
TL;DR
Puberty was a nightmare
It got WAY better after I matured and coped with my sexuality and my sexual interests.
(Which is kind of why I'm in a shota thread)

He's cute but I'm nine years older. He's obviously too old to be fucking flashing (and me seeing it as just innocence) but I don't have a clue what to do about it. Not like I can mention it to his parents without causing a shit show.

being serious though, if you think he has a thing for you you should definitely talk to him. tell him it's not okay to flash older people, and tell him that being a fag is okay. i'm sure most people in this thread have wanted older people to bang us when we were younger, so you should talk to him about it. make sure he doesn't get diddled by a paedo.

I'll see what I can do. Thanks for the advice user.

np user, just don't diddle your cousin unless he's really cute and totally asking for it.

Both of those things are true, but you know how it goes.

maybe just talk to him about it first BEFORE diddlinh him, then.

Bump

Thread's done m8.

>thread full of cp
>people discussing fucking little kids
MOOODS!!