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I'm in med-school looking to be a surgeon. I want to do it just because I like cutting someone open and toying with their insides... I wish I was one of the 'bad' guys in the movie Hostel.

I'm sleeping with two guys at once - they are both the best friends to my ex boyfriend. None of them know they are being double played.
I dont feel bad at all.

Im laying in bed in nothing but a shirt and a diaper

all i think about in class is fucking a guy i like or sucking his dick or something and it makes me so wet in class

Shrek is love. Shrek is life.

but why tho?

Tits or GTFO

Harambe died for our sins.

Someone has to avenge Harambe.

I masturbate before going to work and i dont wash my hands, then i go put my hands over all of your fruits and vegitables

I fantasize about being raped. Like a home invasion gone wrong by me surprising them, and then those men dominating me completely

Trump is actually a trumpet. Toot.

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I licked my older sisters pussy many times when I was a kid and started fapping to her panties in my teens. Found her twerking videos on her old camera and fapped to those too, but I deleted them out of guilt. Tried making a move on her one time, didn't end well lol

have you had the talk with either of them about exclusively dating? If not, that's completely fine. not even vaguely misleading.

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I got a blowjob once

>what is the most common fantasy
you and about 50% of the population

This is why i hit women

I know that my ex-roommate/best friend's girlfriend is cheating on him with 3 different guys.

I can't say anything because i fucked her while with my current gf (before they began dating) and she threatened to tell her if i told him.

pics or it didn't happen

I'd say the so called best friends are the ones to be angry at in this case

I was recently told by my mom that I was extremely sexual as a child. Like.. Extremely. Nobody hurt me, but I got fucked by a bunch of boys I knew and taught a bunch of kids what sex was by the time I was 9. Not sure how I feel, but it makes me understand some stuff about myself.

what does it help you understand?

Why were you doing it? Story time please!

You definitely need to fuck her again

Love my wife. Constantly want to get my balls drained by other women. Don't feel bad about it

I'm cheating on my 40yo wife with a 21yo cam model. Wouldn't you?

Why I'm such a sexual person as an adult. It's pretty hard to deal with. And why I'm lowkey a female pedo (wouldnt act on it. Don't worry.)

I just wanted to explore. It felt good and it was "naughty". I have no memory of this, but I was told that when I was 5 I was caught with a 3 year old boy. I don't know why I'm like this, but I know I just liked how it felt.

lowkey female pedo is the best kind, plenty of kinky fantasies without the whole crime-and-ruining-lives thing.

Being that sexual as a kid can sometimes be a sign of being abused when younger. no chance of that being the case?

My girlfriend cheated on me for some other asshole. I played it off around my friends like I didn't give a fuck when it actually really depressed me and I thought about killing myself. Now my best friend is going out with a girl who I have feelings for and he always makes me go and hangout with the two of them. It makes me so fucking depressed and now I feel like I just wanna die.

I thought about that, but I don't think I've been abused at all. I just.. Learned stuff earlier than other kids. My grandpa was a kiddie diddler and LOVED me as a baby, but he was never left alone with me. That's the closest I've gotten. I'm not really sure why I was so sexual.

At least you got trips, also he's a giant faggot for that. One of my friends had his gf give him the succ while we played street fighter he knew itd mess with me :(

Sometime ago i throw away a dude from my car, who had drugs overdose. Later i heard he died at that same spot where i left him.

How did you find out your granpa diddled kids also are you truely sure no one was at fault? you may have been too young to remember or just repressed it.

I guess sometimes you just never really know what happens before you can remember things. maybe something happened, maybe it's just how you are.

does it affect you in any other way?

When I got older my mom confessed to me that she was abused by my grandpa since she was a baby up until she was 12. And there is a chance you're right. My memory is just awful so something might've happened, but I don't know for sure. All I know is I'm kind of disgusting now.

Affecting me in any other way? I don't know. I'm just extremely sexual. Lots of kinks, as well as an attraction to little boys, which I'm sure is directly related to me fooling around as a kid. I want to try finding someone on Craigslist so I can relieve some of it but I'm too anxious.

Every other night im fucking both of my 2 best friends girlfriends. it started out as a joke. but slowly its becoming more. during my lunch break i have to fuck one of them or it throws my whole day off until i fuck one of them before i go to bed. its hard hiding it from them. especially from my girlfriend.

the other night we had a double date and his girlfriend kept playing with my dick with her feet under the booth. afterwards we all split a cab until it was just us two then i fucked her in this gas station.

its gotten so far out of hand but i cant stop. theyre my best friends since 2nd grade. I dont want to lose them.

Are you ugly?

No, I'm decently attractive. Just shy and don't have any friends I want to fuck.

Fuck you

What kinks?

Been single for about 9 months now since my ex left me. Some days I can move on like everything is ok but some days it hits me like a semi truck. I feel so lonley at times and everyone around me (friends/family) is getting engaged and married.

Sometimes i feel like on the verge of depression/extreme sadness

Honestly, you name it and I've probably gotten off to it.

You fucked 3 guys in the same friend circle and you had to lie/keep secrets to do it. That says so much about you, but it's nothing worth being mad at. More like disappointed

i literally have been going through withdrawl from alcohol and fucking dick and fucking pussy like shit i am gunna go fuckinh insane

No we don't. I don't anymore I think. Thank you for that. I mean it.

Fuck it, I'll bite.

I never actually finished college. I've gotten every job that I've ever had through networking and no one's ever bothered to make me fill out a degree verification form. I'm only six hours away from completion, but at this point have zero incentive to finish.

I constantly worry that my HR department will figure it out one day and fire me with cause.

im already fucking myself in my own hell. dude, you have no idea how much this kills me all night. at first i got off to the idea of my girlfriend unknowingly sucking off other girls juices from my dick. but now im showering all the time. i cant sleep. and i know that when this ends its going to end terribly.

I've been in a three year open relationship with my girlfriend and her ex-boyfriend now.

I fuck my gf around 2-3 times a month. I fuck other girls 2-3 times a month. Waiting to get caught.

Oh well

Been turded on?

I'd maybe try fetlife. craigslist is good for casual encounters, but sounds like you want somebody with specific interests.

I love a girl with some shameful kinks that I can use to get her off when we fuck, you might enjoy something similar. Talking about things that would be illegal to actually do isn't bad.

Sometimes I write edgy combative shit on /b but I'm too much of a pussy to read replies so I find a different thread.

I'm a closet weeb. Yeah I said it. Going through school liking anime is hard bro. Being lonely is hard too but that seems to be common on this thread so let's not mention that anymore.

P.S send your best anime webms this way

Sure.

You think so? I'm pretty open to casual fucking, as well as something more specific. I'm pretty chill about it. I'm just scared of meeting up with strangers.

I want to cheat on my girlfriend but I'm too lazy

I'm 30 and I've fucked over 45 girls and have cheated on my last 3 girlfriends. My current girlfriend is a 10 but I constantly think about banging other bitches (some 6,7s) when I'm having sex with her.

if casual fucking is the aim, craigslist/tinder will do fine. fetlife is if you've got kinks in mind already.

as a non-ugly girl you should get plenty of responses so you can filter out the obvious creeps. just apply the usual rules: meet somewhere public first to vet them, make sure somebody knows where you are/has his contact details, etc.

I fucked my best friends drunk girlfriend

I have given herpes to 4 different women confirmed. I am working on the fifth right now. A bitch gave it to me and I will make it my life's work to give it to as many bitches as I can. Fuck a bitch that gives you herps and blames her ex.

I've been cheating on my wife of 5 years with two co workers, one of which I raped a couple of years ago and got away with.

hypocrisy much?

You raped her, got away with it, and then started cheating with her? How the fuck haven't you been caught?

Something's wrong with you.

I've been slowly fucking my way through this girls entire family(the females, that is) and I can't stop myself.

I met the first girl when I was in hs, but it didn't turn into anything until I was 21 and she was 25. Since she saw me as a punk kid when we first met, it didn't start off like a normal relationship at all. We'd see eachother around every couple of weeks, I'd hit on her no matter the circumstance or how much of an ass I was making of myself, and she denied me/laughed it off so many times that it became more of a game than anything. I ended up seeing her at a dive bar like a week after I turned 21, and I hadn't seen her in a few months at that point, so I started laying it on extra thick and kept at it for the rest of the night

We ended up being unofficial fuck buddies and we still are as far as I know. The problems started when she started getting comfortable with inviting me over to her place. She lives with a sister who's a year or so older than her and their younger sister(who recently turned 17, the age of consent where I live) visits almost daily to get away from their psycho mom.

I fucked the older sister within two weeks of meeting her. With the way they both flirt with me while we're all in the same room, I'm inclined to believe they both know what's happening. What the two older sisters don't know is that the youngest sister stole my number from one of their phones, and she's been texting me for the past couple of weeks. She says she knows that I've fucked both of her sisters, but that she isn't sure if they both know, and she flirts with me constantly, even joking occasionally that I should let her know if I want to go for the trifecta. She sent me a nude once, but she swore up and down that it was meant for someone else.

And what none of them know is that I fucked their psycho mom in their apartment on their couch when I was house sitting for them.
I'm pretty sure my car will get keyed before this is over. I'll deserve it too

Probably. As for getting caught I don't know how she'd know. It was under different circumstances.

I have herpes. Since I've found out I've fucked 9 girls and didn't tell any of them.

Sounds hot, do tell!

At least wear a condom you dick

Well I mean, it's Florida. Nobody gives a shit anymore.

I don't do anything of importance,I'm just a dot in a sea of billions of dots

My parents and relatives doesnt know that im having regular casual sex with my younger cousin. Few occasions i came inside her and that got her pregnant. And they dont know im the father

I don't

It's generics, user. Your grandpa was a bit fucked sexually, you are a but fucked sexually. It's not that big of a deal.

I spend 4 weeks each summer as a crossdressing sex slave for a wealthy banker.

When his wife goes to Milan with their kid I dress up in her clothes.

She suspects something, but has no idea of the truth.

I fucked my step mom behind my dad's back. She's not even hot.

At least you won't be lonely you dot faget

Wait so you only have sex like 4-6 times a month and you have a gf... is that her choice or yours

You're real fucked up piece of shit, you should just give it back to the girl who gave it to you

I regularly smoke with the coworker I raped a couple years ago. Let's call her A. She brought up that we smoked with another coworker, call her S, and S had been dry since she moved to the area. I didn't feel comfortable brining another female coworker home to smoke and shot the shit with so I brought a blunt to work.

This became like a biweekly thing with the three of us and I started flirting with A during work hours. It use to be playful flirting between us but I started getting bolder with it. One day she dropped that she was going through a dry spell with the dick and I said it was a shame since she had a nice ass. I started occasionally giving her motivation ass slaps, like baseball ass smack, nothing serious until one day she gave me the hungry look.

We were smoking out back by ourselves that day and I ended up eating her out and got blown. Started fucking soon after that. Eventually S came out back to smoke with us and caught us in the middle of petting while we waited for her.

This is getting lenghty so I'll end it here unless you want the rest.

Finish the story user

Du it

cont pls

The only way I got anal from my ex gf was by raping her analy. Fucking hot

I am falling in love with the girl I work with. I have to stop myself from texting her and telling her how truly special she is to me and how she brings me happiness in my depression riddled world for those few hours a day I see her when our shift crosses. Its hell.

I have to be nice to the two people who ruined my wifes childhood with physical and mental abuse because shes such a loving and forgiving person. Those two things are few of many reasons why i love her so much, but i have to hug and be nice to these fuckers who treated this blessing so poorly out of respect for her.

So S didn't seem to care she was kind of interrupting us while we smoke. I was fucking diamonds the whole time and A was giggly. After we finished the blunt S came out and said she was sorry for getting between us. She said please continue like she wasn't there and lit a cig.

I could tell A was kind of put off by this but I didn't give a fuck at the time. I started kissing her neck and rubbing her thigh while S watched. She started cooing soon after and I knew she was getting into it so I whipped it out.

A started jerking me off, I started rubbing her pussy through her pants and S said she'd give me a hand before she went back in. She walked over and undid A's pants and pulled them to her knees before winking at me and left. A and I had an awkward laugh about the whole thing but I fucked her with extra vigor that day.

Next time the three of us were smoking again before we even lit the blunt S asked us to start playing with each other so she wouldn't have to deal with any awkward silence she might have instituted from the last time we smoke.

I went at it with gusto, A was into it. After the blunt was done A and I were making out and S helped herself to my zipper and started blowing me. Had a soft threesome that day at work. Eventually grow into the three of us fooling during our lunches occasionally. Sometimes there's only two of us but I'm not complaining.

I feel like I should feel guilty for doing this but how many people get to do this shit in their life?

played doctor and shit like that with my sister when we were younger

proceed

I swapped girlfriends for a whole week with my bestfriend for fun once.

I'm glad I have your backing user, really means a lot to me.

you're fucking a woman you raped on the reg? how does she not know!!!

glad I could lend my support

I was molested by mother when she was drunk and asleep and I was 10 years old.

I could ignore that, but she's schizo-bipolar, and I haven't had a healthy relationship with her...ever.

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It was under different circumstances bruh. Plus we've been work buddies for a long while and she didn't see my face when I raped her. Why would she suspect me?

Tits or GTFO

I fucking love seeing this slut posted and hearing what people would do to her, even if op doesn't deliver new pics of her often

Oh fuck off pussy. If you hit a weaker woman you're weak af

As a younger teenager I masturbated a lot to articles I read about female prisoners being forced to spread their vagina lips during strip searches.

KYS

Honestly, yeah.

Dude throughout the ages of 15-17 i had an intense fantasy of an older woman taking my virginity for some reason. Luckily my girlfriend was a year older than me (18) when i lost my virginity so it was pretty cool.

When I see a hot milf, i still get weak in the knees though. When i was 17 i feel like my best friends mom wanted to fuck, and i still fap about her to this day.

I wonder why i have this fantasy

Cut them out for the love of god

Well it doesnt sound like your fault but if you wanna fuck a younger guy that's like 17-18 there would be soooo many dudes down

Feel your pain

>this is why I hit on women
Ftfy bud np

Lucky bastard

Story time

Disgusting fuck

I have creutzfeldt-jakob disease and I don't seed torrents

I like that you say you tried to make move. Usually people say that my sister started it. I would like to hear people talking about how they worked on their sister for years. And what happened

You stupid fag. You have it. You have there is no God damn tag backs.

And your mother thought it was okay to let him around you as a child even while supervised? Yeah she totally wouldn't catch him molesting you and lie about it later. She sounds like a really level headed person that makes good decisions.

Tits or gtfo!

Tits or gtfo!

Just finish it. Why risk your job over 6 hours of boredom
?

Faggot

I don't really care about myself or life in general, so I wake up each day and kind of view the experience as just "going along for a ride", so to speak.

I enjoy spanking girls. Every aspect.

I've been single for around 6ish months now. I was dating someone online and then one day... he stopped talking to me. It messed me up, and I don't think I can date for a long time. This depresses me and I think that's why I don't mind casual fucking.
But I've been fucking this one guy for a while, and only him. But that has to change soon since school started, and he's back in my hometown while I'm in college.
Eh, I doubt I'll find someone who I feel that comfortable with this year..
Kinda sucks when my libido is quite high as a female...

Related to my secret actually. I hit my woman. She's a masochist though. It starter with a spank now and then. Moved into light choking. Now she likes shit like caning and genuinely getting smacked around. No one would ever guess we do this and we're careful not to leave marks when she goes out. Biggest surprise is how much I love it too. I swear I didn't use to be this way.

I like posting my dick on Cred Forums

Before I was a teenager I used to fantasize about the girls I liked at school being made to stand in a line, then shed their clothes for an inspection. In the open.

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Tit or GTFO

Nigger?

I cheat on my wife of not even a year damn near everyday. If I cant pick up a girl in a bar, I pay a hooker. I blow my entire paycheck on drinks and hookers. It wouldn't be a problem if she still sucked dick and took it in the ass.

same bro.

now I'm older I fantasize about being the teacher doing it.

She's not. She's responsible for a good portion of abuse in my childhood, I'm not surprised she'd be fine with letting me around her pedo dad

I would also like to be the teacher in charge of spanking. Then when I wasn't teaching, I'd run a discipline clinic. Like the dentist but there'd be tears at every session.

I'm 18, so unfortunately when I mean "younger boys" I don't really mean legal.

i fap to my gf's tales of the first times she had sex as a teen. she had a killer body and she was giving blowjobs at 12.. she did anal in public (on a beach at night) at 14.
i have some bikini pics of her from the time and they make me diamondz.
she told me all this stuff after two bottles of wine

>18 year old
>mild pedo
>misc kinks
>up for casual sex

this just got interesting. where are you at?

how much younger is your ideal age?

Different user but what's your preferred age?

I was sexually abused, as well as just normal abused, as a child and am also disgustingly hypersexual. I think I have been so disgusted with myself and my rape fantasies lately that I can't even eat.

Post pics

Not even sausages?

who was abusing you user and from what age?

Rape fantasies are super-common but if they're fucking you up then maybe see a therapist.

Pics

One time I tried to eat my own poo. It's not that I have a fetish or that it makes me horny, I just wanted to know what my shit tastes like..

what's wrong with rape fantasies and hypersexuality? that all seems fine.

I don't think she is your friend. How could you have any connection with her if you are completely okay with destroying her from the inside?
You're either selfish and delusional or simply not someone who is even capable of having friends.

user you replied to here, and honestly, I understand. I wish you all the best, and I hope things get better for you in the future.

Canada.

Anywhere from 7-12 are attractive to me. I hate myself for it, but they're just so damn cute. Once again, I'd never harm a child. Ever. I just find little boys attractive.

It's quite complicated and not something I could get into easily. Basically they feel like I only like those things as a survival mechanism to cope with the abuse. Thats gross.
Yeah I really should. Age 7.
Thanks, you too.

you like the idea of having sex with them / breaking them in?

I assume you imagine yourself with them and not, say, a man or a young girl with them?

Ever seen pics?

Almost every night I think about my pussy getting eaten out.
I mainly like receiving than giving. But I usually give, cuz I'm so nice :p

What kinda drugs did he OD on?

They are cute. Which features do you like most?

canada is a bit far.

What sort of fantasies do you have about them? Are you their age or yours, are you or them in control, etc?

I think about suicide, homicide, and cheating on my woman of 5 years.

The suicide isn't really hard to fight off. Death is inevitable and i'd like the full ride of life.

I wonder if video games have made me more violent, i daydream about being a hero, villian, and everything in between constantly.

I love my woman, but occasionally she rips into me when I spend a weekend with other friends and she has no ground to. I see her the same weekend but it isn't enough time. I can't wait to start a life with her but i catch myself flirting with all these girls at college. If a girl i was crushing on started to seduce me, i'd be a cheater in an instant, try to keep the facade going, and then go down as a horrible piece of shit.

You know those people at work that you chat up at work but wouldnt do so outside of that enviorment? That's what she is. I wouldn't call her a friend. Sometimes she'll come by when she's out of weed, we use to lift weights together, and now we fuck about once a week. But not a friend.

Fucker, you deserve to loose those friends!

I secretly like having heterosexual sex in the missionary position for the sole purpose of procreation.

dubs, dubs and then real trips.

who was abusing you and how far did it go? Was it forceful/rape?

What sort of rape fantasies do you have?

You have to stop man! You've already destroyed a lot, and it'll only get worse

yeah, and it's very common. I'm into some kinky shit and most girls into that have been through some kind of abuse.

It's a pretty healthy way to handle it. You're provided an outlet for all these fucked up feelings and associations you have, and you get to have some fun doing it.

Not sure how to handle that level of self hatred. have you tried humiliation/degredation? somebody else telling you and treating you the way you feel inside. It helps some girls.

Yepp. The idea of teaching a young boy about sex and helping him feel good/discover new things is my kinda shit. And I've only seen pizza accidentally.

Oh boy. Their kissable cheeks and soft hair, as well as their curiosity and innocence. I'm also in love with boys with big, adorable eyes. You get the jist.

> I'm into some kinky shit

what kinky shit are you into?

I regret having a kid so much it's causing me mass depression and I get so angry and every little thing he does I self harm to keep myself from hurting him. I know its not his fault for being alive and I'm trying to love him, it's just not working

Which pair of cheeks are we talking about here? Yes, they can be very delightful. The ones I have looked after always brought a smile to my face. Keeps you thinking.

I have a sexual relationship with my step brother who is married with a baby, and no matter how much I try justifying my actions,I can't deny the fact that it's wrong but I don't want it to stop.

fuck outta here sjw

Sorry, didn't see this while I was replying. In terms of fantasies, the boy and me are our respective ages. It's all about nurturing and loving, being gentle and motherly with them, making them feel good. There is a slight power imbalance because I'm more experienced, but overall I'm being kind and equal.

OK user I get it. Giving him his first touch of a boob, playing with his little cock and taking it all into your mouth easily. Him sliding a dildo into you.... I see the appeal I guess.

Have you seen the relevant (boy/woman) pizza accidentally? Doesn't seem like it's dumped very often. Did you like it?

What does he do that affects you the most? Yes, you have to be patient but at the same time, he does need to do as he is told and you shouldn't tolerate disobedience or misbehavior. How old is he?

>I have creutzfeldt-jakob disease
You really do? Fuck user sorry to hear.

But seed those fucking torrents!

I don't.
also, nice trips

most D/s to some degree but nothing gets me of the way humiliation does. Public exposure, reliving past trauma, forcing them into things they absolutely hate or despise, and making them get off. Nothing turns me on like a girl feeling helpless and worthless and sobbing uncontrollably as I do what I want to her.

fuck i'd hit a woman that needed to be hit, i'd hit a guy that needed to be hit.

If the person is being a cunt, you can either refer them to an authority, or be the authority and risk an asswhooping or lawsuit.

ah yeah, we might have spoken before. talking about DD/lg (MD/lb) as an possible outlet

Sounds like you got it bro. Theres billions of girls on this planet, start filing.

Holy shit user, thanks for summing up my fantasies. You should write novels with descriptions like that.
And funny enough, when I accidentally saw pizza it was on an "ask a pedo" thread, hah. Of course I liked it, though. I'm not gonna look for more despite that. Not in the mood to get arrested.

I remember those days user

actually that might have been me rather than the kinky shit user. Did we discuss roleplaying stuff?

L, you're the most brilliant and beautiful person I know. We talk every day, but I'm not sure how you feel about me. I don't care if you're half way across the country now - we could be amazing together.

But I'm afraid that telling you any of this might fracture our friendship, and I'd rather this unrequited love than nothing at all.

Oh hey! I thought I recognized you! Do you just find proper outlets for people with weird attractions?

He's only two, he's just at an age where everything causes him to act out. Even if you give him what he wants he's still unhappy and throwing a tantrum. Most of the depression comes from the fact that I never wanted kids. The reason I have him is because my ex took off the condom during because "it was making him last to long". I wanted freedom and financial stability but with a kid I get neither. I see all my friends living their lives, going to concerts and just all around hanging out, while I'm stuck in a loop of waking up, caring for a kid till he's in bed, and being to tired to do anything. I haven't left my house in the last year for more than 10 minutes without him to just go to the store. I haven't bought myself anything in the last 2 years cause I can't afford too. The most outside time I have is taking him to the park but even then he just throws an attitude and I have to go home again because he won't play. I feel trapped and alone. I have no friends and even if I did I wouldn't have time for them.

thanks user. Novels seem like a lot of work. I prefer helping people's fantasies come to life.

What was the pizza you saw tho? Was it a boy and a woman or did you discover you like other sorts too?

sounds like me, that and how hard it would be to find somebody who's smaller than you and looks youthful enough.

at 2, the decision-making part of the human brain develops and so kids suddenly want to exercise it. You can restrain the tantrums by giving them lots of little unimportant decisions to make.

what the fuck? is it her personality or what? If its a ten outta ten and she's your best friend you have insatiable appetite.

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We should talk. I think I can help you find a better balance.

That's kind of you to do. The shit I saw was a woman sucking off a bunch of young boys, not much else. It was good shit though. You seem pretty curious.

oh yeah I remember now. You thought small and youthful looks were important to maintain the rp fantasy.

coming to terms with my own kinks and dealing with them healthily helped me a lot, so If I see somebody struggling with theirs I'll often chip in.

Both are good, haha. And that's true, it does keep you thinking. You sound like quite the mother, user.

i read through these threads to remind me how not fucked up i am.

also, i masturbate to panties. not women wearing them, just the panties themselves.

I've regularly cheated on my partner of a year and only fulfil their sexual needs when I'm visiting them out of state. I love them, but I want to have sex with other people regularly and I'm not waiting for them to give me the okay to do that.
Pic Related: They cosplay Josuke.

I think that the party van will come if I tell my secret.

I feel that. My womans mom is the verbal and her dad used to abuse. Her dad apologized though with some genuine tears and a verbal apology. It hasn't happened in awhile and it doesn't excuse it, but nothing would and being a man to own up to it put him in a nomans land of not being someone i hate or love.
I wish i could kidnap that fat fuck and beat every bone broken in her potato ass body.

These are my panties... I have a dick. If you masturbate to these, your fetish is strong.

what guilt? the rape thing yes, you are a piece of shit in that regard. But yeah dude threesomes with bitches that are into it and not fucked up, go for it man.

you're not the first girl I've heard that story from.

Who do you have in your life you can talk to or get support from? Boyfriend? Parents? Got a mom group of some kind you can talk shit out with?

i would have no problems doing so. i have a decent collection, but nothing too flashy because i worry about the cashiers judging me .

QG is a curious guy.

great for helping your fantasies, but don't give him any identifying information. He's a collector.

I ruin relationships by being a cool, crazy, no fucks giving kinda guy, but as soon as I get into them, I become hugely emotionally fragile and cringey.

I also got let go in work recently, and I'm only 18, but I don't go to college because I was going through a rough time in school and dropped out, so I basically am doing nothing with my life right now, and it's making me extremely miserable, and I don't have too many close friends, but nobody knows how I feel because I always feel like I play this chill, laid back happy person.

i get turned on when i remember my own molestation and i have rape fantasies.

probably not normal.

I'm autistic. That's not really a secret, I'm convinced that I'm a waste of human life that will never have any significant purpose but I don't have the guts to kill myself. On the one hand I want to live a normal life but on the other hand I know I never will. I have fantasies about a girl I barely knew in high school because she's the only one I had any kind of friendship with.

But if you want it it's not really rape anymore.

Not that stupid. And by collector you mean..?

Not that weird user, I've roleplayed a girls molestation with her repeatedly before.

People don't usually talk about it but it's not uncommon.

I cum on my wife while she is sleeping and gently rub it in. She wakes up 'feeling weird' and is convinced she's having a reaction to new detergent.

I have a humiliation fetish and I'm really raciss, but I love interracial fucking. It's pretty uneventful really.

I know. I've been looking at and reading into things to help with his attitude. I know it's not his fault he's acting out, he's just 2. And again it's not him particularly that causes my depression, it's have a kid in general. I'm actually lucky, aside from his 2 year old tantrums, he sleeps decently, and so I sleep fine. But every store we go into, I have to rush because he throws fits, I can't browse for things because he'll start screaming and flailing. And even if it's normal, you still get glares and old shits whispering some nonsense about "kids having kids". All in all Im not fit to be a parent, I have no patience nor do I like children. Ive always had anger issues and depression problems but he just being alive causes them to be much worse. I don't really have much feeling in my hands anymore and I have some areas on my head that don't seem to have feeling either from me slamming it against walls. I needed help for my issues long before he was born and honestly I have horrible thought of murder and suicide that I have to chase away with more hitting. I don't mean to feel this way or be like this. I'm trying to give him the best life I can and to make it seem like I love him and he makes me happy. I'm fighting my feelings the best I can for his sake because it's not his fault. But I think I'm starting to cause myself issues. I'm becoming very forgetful and it seems like it takes me longer to answer simple questions. My words get jumbled a lot and I have a small stutter now. Idk if I've caused that or if I'm just paranoid. Either way, the self harming is getting worse and I'm scared I might end up hurting him one day

if you weren't a good student in highschool, you would get nothing done in college. take advice from someone who took 2 years in college to figure this out.

dont stress too much about your future until 25. just stick to the now, or check out vocational training or a trade or something. or, if you got the guts, scrape together 400$ and do travel work. check out alaska for the salmon season. 16 hour shifts for 6 weeks, walk away with 6 grand easy. with that you can jumpstart something or do what i did and coast on that until you find some other travel job.

Same, but yet you masturbate to sexualized underwear. You come here to remind yourself how unrooted you are from you Cred Forumsrethren, but you will always be a Cred Forumsro

No you didn't

I have a bf currently who does help a lot but I kinda hide the self harming thing from him because Im more concerned with making him happy and his life less stressful. I've looked into mom groups but they always end up with "loving your child will solve your problem" like it's that simple and last time I did an online anonymous group they wanted my information to "monitor" my child's health because they thought I was abusing him.

good job user. now go rape your mommy.

Die

bitch ive been fantasizing about dying since i was 8 years old. my advice to you is to become a cereal killer. its been too long since there has been a good psycho killer,

dont i know it. i love all of you guys. the greatest thing about this place is i can just be me and talk. i dont have to worry about what i say, because it all fades away after 30 minutes. i can be as true to myself and you guys as i can, because i cant really get hurt here.

thanks for being here for me guys.

dont i know it. i love all of you guys. the greatest thing about this place is i can just be me and talk. i dont have to worry about what i say, because it all fades away after 30 minutes. i can be as true to myself and you guys as i can, because i cant really get hurt here.

thanks for being here for me guys, for letting me be me

Email me (posted above). Forget the stupid 'experts' and supposed support organizations. They do have a hidden agenda. I won't try and convince you to be all rainbow and muffins.

yeah, they dont sound like the mom groups you want to be part of.

A lot of them are full of people who think they know best (because moms) but there are others with people in similar positions to you.

Wanting to make your bf happy is good, but if you're struggling this much it's probably harming as much as it helps. He doesn't want that for you any more than you want it for him.
If you tell him how much getting out by yourself/with friends occasionally would do for your mental health he'd probably be fine with it.

I'm a pedophile (technically hebe though)

Same.

I am a paramedic and get hit on a lot by older women I take care of (like 60-80 year olds) and I have sort of developed a fetish for the ones who are still well taken care of and we're probably hot as hell milfs 20-30 years ago. Sometimes I'd just like to respond to their very forward likings to me by offering to come over when they get out of the hospital but I don't want to lose my job or my coworkers to think I'm a freak if they overheard the discussion. Like I'll be helping a cute old gal to the gurney with my arm around her holding her tight or lift her shirt up to do an EKG and get semi-erect. I'd never act inappropriately in my line of care though.

>(technically hebe though)

wtf is that?

I want to have gay scat sex.

He wants to fuck teens.

i think hebe means past puberty, but still underage

How is this clever or funny at all

Thinking about offing myself but im scared of cutting and don't have the pills to do it and no access to guns so im just a super depressed pos with nobody

yeah, that. not little children but young teens, anyway I'm into into adults as well

The truth is what it is fam. Sometimes it isn't funny or interesting or juicy. it just is.

how is this pedo? my mother met my father when he was 25 and no one gave a shit.

then again, they are not americans.

Your welcome user.
You know its the threads like this and the random threads that i keep coming back for. YLYL threads were nice, and typically fit the category for random but theres always gif for that, essentially cousin to this board.

Bobo?

Oh he is fine with it, he encourages it, problem is I don't have any friend to go out with. All my friends are past friends that have since moved to far away to spend time with. Going out on my own though, he doesn't encourage cause, while he doesn't know about the self harming, he does know about my feelings and doesn't want me to be alone because he's worried about my safety. He lets me retreat a lot to our room to hide from my responsibilities but again I feel bad putting my kid off on him while I "relax". I know I need to talk to him, I did once when it wasn't as bad but he messaged me so often I knew he was worrying himself sick over me.

Regardless thanks guys for listening. I haven't told anyone about all this and talking helps even if it's not in person. And thank you other user for giving me an email to talk. If you don't hear from me I'm sorry, I just have a slight social anxiety when it comes to anything off user. Its very sweet of you though.

You're 100% of the straight male population, don't worry about it

There are a lot of buildings, bridges, cliffs etc...

Not really a secret, but I just want to get something off my mind.

I want to smoke weed so bad man. My friend is a dealer but he's always out of bud or sleeping. I'm lucky if I can pick up from him once a month. My cousin deals too but he doesn't want to sell to me because I'm family. I have nowhere else to get weed so I only end up smoking like once a month.

Or they have gotten so good they dont get caught

You see I could have me a good girl, but still be addicted to the hoodrats

getting a gf wont fix you. my suggestion, try some st johns wart, if that doesnt help and you really want to off yourself, get your finances tied up, chicken scratch up something that resembles a last will, and look into the helium mask method.

i believe you.

buy more than an 8th at a time

nice try DEA

that's not a fun situation but it's definitely not uncommon. Sounds like part of the problem is you find it hard to prioritise your needs, so you feel guilty if doing anything for yourself inconveniences someone else?

I don't really know what to recommend for that. Getting some free time is easier than getting rid of a persistent underlying feeling of guilt. Talking some of it out with him helps, and trying to find somebody to spend the time with (other people are a great distraction). Can your family or his take the kid and babysit while you go out together? Got any hobbies you can join a hobby group about?

Were they black?

Aww that sounds awful, wish I could help you there. Have a hug user!

I have a kid but couldn't take it, and now she's living in a foster family. I just couldn't be a parent.

why not just scrape together 100$, and tell your friend to get you a huge order?

i assume your not on the west coast, or i would say go to any clinic and say you have back pain and trouble sleeping. califag, so if weed didnt make me paranoid thats probably what id do.

Some even run for president.

I wish I had someone to smoke weed with. I'm 20, a pretty chill guy and I have my bed card. My family lowkey judges me for it and my girlfriend does too.

Only one who does smoke with me is my cousin but that's rare

Why don't you buy more at a time?

That's why shows like to catch a predator are stupid

they use 12-14 year old bait because they're the most attractive to men. Of course they shouldn't go over for sex because it's illegal but they make them look like monsters for their attraction

Not bad, footfag

I have a raging Oedipus comex. One of my biggest fantasies is sucking my mom's tits and her giving me a handjob

I'm cheating on my husband with my female best friend and have been for a year... I'm her Domme and she's my kitten, and he has no fucking clue.

All part of the agenda, user. Demonize, demonize, demonize. Hosted by a sanctimonious cunt and fueled by the self perpetuating hysteria that is like a cancer on society.

When I was 16 I took the v of my sister's 11yo best friend

He only ever has dimes or dubs sadly

I wish i lived in cali

I need videos of this

how did that start? did she want to?

>When I was 16 I took the v of my sister's 11yo best friend

lol he isnt a dealer then, he's a fag

My only family is my mom but she's a drunk and smokes right next to him and I don't want her near my kid, all of his family live in different states, he's parents even live in a different country lol. We have a lot of hobbies together we just don't have anyone to watch him to do those things together. It was easier when he was younger because a toy and a bottle he was content laying on a blanket in the shade but now we can't since he wants to get up and go. And I know I need to talk and worry about myself sometimes it's just hard to from being so use to holding it all in. I've never had a parent I could talk to, if I tried telling friends they would drift like I was an over sharer, my current bf is really the first person I've ever had to talk to about things so I've gotta fight myself to get over my worry of inconveniencing someone else

yeah, if you cant hand him 100 and have him get it for you, hes not really a dealer, just one of those bums that flip small amounts.

ask him about his connect. i did that with my friend, met his dealer that went my the name of big bear. chill dude.

I wanted to put him in a foster family when he was younger because I knew someone out there would love him more than I could but everyone fought me on it and guilted me. I also didn't have internet so I didn't know how to go about it, and being the only person with a job to support her, her gf and her gfs two kids, myself and my kid, I didn't really have time to go and find out how

My mom has no idea that her little girl is fucking and smoking weed in the back apartment with her stepfather. Step-daddy has the best cock I've ever had.

couldn't agree more

I'm starting a secular "religion" based on a materialistic (non-spiritual) understanding of reality.

everybody has their limits, you've just found what pushes you to the very edge of yours.

I'm guessing you were always a girl who was a bit needy, right? who liked a fair bit of attention in a relationship? Suddenly spending all your time giving attention to somebody else is pretty hard when you still need it yourself.

I'm guessing you're in america so there's probably no programs to help you with things like covering some childcare/babysitter costs?

It was mostly her doing, I was fine with just making out but she wanted more each time.I actually turned down sex a couple times before I gave in to her. The story isnt really that exciting but the experience was amazing

Guess he's a fag when it comes to selling, but I'd give my life for that dude lol
Never thought of that lol, thanks

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I really like to make myself squirt in public places like parks and stuff and see if anyone notices afterward.

np my mang, just rip a bowl in my honor, the califag who cant smoke because i get paranoid.

give us some stories user, I like a bit of exhibitionism

One time, when I was young-ish, I sat on a park bend in the winter time and just started grinding against my hand, with two fingers inside until I squirted all over the bench. I watched for a little while until later someone came and sat in it.

take her out, you miss all shots that you don't take, you'll hate yourself or even me for my advice if it doesn't go well, but it's better to say "I can't believe I did that" than "I wish I did that".

Good luck user xx

It's not really a needy thing I don't think. My issue isn't needing attention its more, wanting to live for me. I want to give myself the attention and happiness I didn't have. My ex who's also the father, we were together from 10th till right before the kid was born (about 6 or so years). He had left me once after cheating and physical abuse and I finally started to love myself and learn what I wanted when he showed up to my house unannounced and told me i was moving in with him. I never got to live for me. I never really got any freedom since he was very possessive. I wasn't allowed my phone if he wasn't home kinda possessive. So it's more "freedom" than needy. And yes I live in American. A babysitter would cost way to much and daycares have waiting list and are even more expensive

That sounds rough, sorry to hear.

I was lucky that I didn't know many people at that time (I was 18 and not exactly social) and didn't really have a family myself. So there was nobody to guilt-trip me, and nobody to support me. It was the thing I could've done, I was permanently unhappy and I just don't like children. I will never like children but it's weird to see all my friends getting kids now and all, they will have someone supporting them when they will get old. I will be alone.

Hopefully you'll be happier when he's older, and who knows maybe one day you'll even be glad that you kept him.

I'd love that you could have kids but they'd be "delivered" already adult. That'd be neat.

Sometimes I wear a plug and a vibrator to work, for shorter shifts. So far, no one has noticed.

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I recorded my sister, mom, cousin & my sis's friend getting showered.
I fap to the daily

I shower with my nieces sometimes. dont fap to it though

I want to fuck so many of my friend's wives/gfs and I think about it quite often. Threesome with them, threesome with their wives and my wife, 1:1, whatever. Fantasize about it a lot when I'm fucking my wife. I'm a good looking dude, social butterfly, rip as fuck, and very manipulative for good or evil. Maybe I can pull this off in the future if we all get drunk or super fucked up on drugs.

When I was young, I waited until my mom left for work one day and stole her vibrator for the first time. I stfg just two seconds and I was cumming so hard I actually cried out in surprise as opposed to holding my breath like normal. (I had only ever gotten off by grinding a pillow or blanket against myself before.)

How old ?

>young-ish
how young is young-ish?

either way that's pretty hot.

8 & almost 10

Like 13-14? I think. I was still in middle school, anyhow.

oh my god I'm looking at her and she's me. I need her but I am her. I'd love to be with her but she's already here, together we strive to become an amazing couple but she's far away and also here. I need her and want her but she is me. What is this? I'm confused, I want...

I've never been able to squirt, no matter what I try. For sure though I was horniest from 10-15. The idea of exhibitionism doesn't really excite me as much.

that makes sense. So a kinda fucked-up and oppressive/abusive relationship history followed immediately by all your time being taken up by a kid. and now you're something like early 20's and feeling like you've never lived and the urge to just get out.

On the plus side you seem pretty sensible and self-aware about the whole thing. They're key to figuring out how to improve things so they're more bearable.

It's such a nice feeling ^^ It's like... a big release of pressure right as you cum. Bigger than normal. A more tangible relief. And yeah, I know what you mean about being the most horny at 10-15. I used to masturbate, like 6 times a day back then. Now it's only once or twice.

if I knew schoolgirls fingering themselves in parks was a real thing I'd spend a lot more time in parks.

Do you ever do it with someone else or are you purely a solo exhibitionist?

A?

come on user, isn't fair how they demonize us but don't try to pretend that is normal

I fucked my first boyfriend in the same park, rode him cowgirl style on top of my spongebob blanket in the snow at 15.

What?

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