Hay /b, its been awhile since I've seen a good feels. Just broke up with actual gf, fucking hurts

Don't you dare to fucking stop

Fucking rocky v?

Seemed kinda short so lets get this on with.

>Shit starts to kick off in the middle of the marching year.
>Op and E. are in the same Spanish I class.
>E. talking about what kind of guy she likes
>Op overhears everything.
>EVERYTHING.
>fucking hurts man
>be reason why alot of her nicknames stuck around
>op is given honorary "dick of the year" award.
>op back into another onset of depression
>more and more come to me about their problems
>irony at its best
>talks to best friend
>never realized friend was even closer friends than E.
>op says some depressed shit, ends up talking about how i hurt E.
>Op been going trough edgy phase
>slowly thinks death isnt that bad anymore
>parents hate me anyways
>E. hates me? idk
>Op says some stupid suicidal shit, then talks about how i hurt E.
>friend goes afk for half an hour
>takes an hour long shower, just to think about what ive done.
>comes back to missed calls from friend and E.
>E. leaves a voicemail.

cont?

Look man if you're gonna ask Cont? at the end of every post just fuck right off.

If you don't finish this story, I will eat your kidneys

Cont?

cont pls, I need fuel for workout

dubs of truth tho

but really, fucking continue.

Continue please

Lurking, continue m8

God damnit continue

Sorry, havent made a greentext in awhile.

>accidentally decline call from E.
ohshit.jph
>finds voicemail from E.
>E. crying, asking if i was there and to call her back.
>both think i committed suicide
>E. wouldn't stop crying.
>friend showed E. all of my text and everything i said.
>friend included that i felt like an asshole to her since i was one of the guys that bullied her
>thought back then she was chill with it.
>feels like an asshole.
>calls back and E. ask me to talk in the morning with friend in the hallway
>fucking scared out of my mind
>no sleep for the rest of the night.

morning comes.

>gets out of dads car, into the band room
>sees friend in the corner with E.
>both are smiling and staring at me
>both go into the hallway
>i get into the locker room, but get text from friend
>come to the hallway

Sometimes i regret coming out, what if i didn't? Would we even be here?

Continue please

Is that it? Dissatisfied

anyways...

>goes into hallway
>both friend and E. are there
>friend pushes E. closer to me
>E. starts going off on how she wasn't ever that offended from my shit
>really knew i was regardless
>E. goes off on how much she cared for me, how much she valued me as her friend.
>E. starts to cry
>goes in for a hug, and just there, hugging for what felt like the whole day
>nonstop crying and saying shes sorry she said all that stuff
>i still feel like an ass
>but then again. feels good?

What's does OP's story having anything to do with gf and feels

>be me
>haven't talked to anyone for two years
>kinda okay with it
>kinda not

I like being alone, but I wanna be alive with someone else.

I'm in your same situation, I know how it feels

You're 13, shut the fuck up, you whiny turd, you don't know pain yet, boo hoo broke up with girlfriend, you're 13, you're a faggot, no wonder she left, pussy, grow a pair.

is there more?

idek, just a story of how im an asshole i guess

>things clear up between op and E.
>E. invites Op over to her house
>feels just like the 7th grade again. rip
>Marching band tasked to perform at parade
>after parade, E., Op, Friend, and Blackie meet at E.'s house
>netflix and chill minus the fucking
>awkward at first, but kinda got into the feel
>Op and E. somehow end up cuddling
>Op back into that loop of falling in love again
>doesn't feel right, but at least i was happy?
>Start to text E. alot more than often at this point.
>Constatnly texting all night, nearly 15th birthdy for Op.
>E. decide to make a card for me since shes broke af. but parents rich af.
>never really had birthday presents, do kinda beyond happy that i got something
>slowly falling in love even more, even thought it felt wrong.

Maybe it's just background info, never said he was still 13. Maybe he just wants to get it off his chest. Either way, don't be an idiot and if you don't like it, then save us both the time and effort and just leave the thread.

Why do you remind me so much of this kid Andrew that I used to know. Freaky. Only because of the name Elaine, band stuff, and you being a depressed little faggot

You obviously haven't been reading the green text.

cont pls, also another az fag here

he's not 13 read the fucking thread you nigger-worshipping anustart

ffw into about a month of this stuff

>Op and E. arn't dating, minor detail
>texting one day
>E. seems to be distant
>built up emotion explodes at once
>E. never likes it when someone comes to her with emotional problems
>made the worst mistake by doing this to E.
>says we dont have much incomming
>get into convo. about why i love E.
>Obliged, i ask E. if she loves me.
>i fucked up
>E. says shes confused, dosent know what to do
>says that its alright
>somewhat understand since i got all of us into this shit hole
>Op and E. starts to get even more distant again
>E. never looks me straight in the eye ever again
>Op. back into the loop of depression
>E. always with drumline kids.
>Op lonely once again.

ffw to near the end of my freshman year.

>Op. being a depressed faggot that he is contemplates on suicide
>wouldnt be that bad?
>Gives it another month before i prob do
>constantly missing E.'s company at this point
>depression gets worst
>no meds
>fuck the meds
>fuck my life

cont. in a sec

>fap fap fap

C'MON baby daddy needs a CLIMAX

c'mon OP

JUST FUCKING DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its officially happened.
After being in and out of the hospital for months and finally going in for the last surgery, my beloved girlfriend has suffered a stroke and lost all of her memory of me.
I've never felt this dead inside.
I feel like a hollow shell.
Oh god.
How could this have happened.

I love you, Stephanie.
I'll always be your honey bee.
youtube.com/watch?v=7t5RrUt3nrY

Idk if this counts as a feel anymore, i just dont know to do with my life.

>Op starts a new group of friends
>close friends from the middle school
>never talked about E. around them
>roamed the neighborhood
>had a blast
>slowly forgetting about E.
>more calm around E. and E. is calm around me
>pretty sure she still hated my guts for getting so emotional
>nearly a month after second semester
>still talking to friend
>lowkey blames friend for being an ass and telling her.
>still friends somehow
>op starts to do some stupid shit
>drugs, vaping, etc..
>didnt go that far in
>still emotional about E.
>talks to friend about E.
>badfuckingidea pt.II

CLIMAX or climax this shot needs to end

>redhead 7/10
>>really into anime
at this point we established the fact you are a liar

She's just some bitch you retard. ..nobody cares about these people anymore once school is over and real life starts

hurry up and get to an ending

I'm sorry user.

Do you pictures of you together? Lots? Maybe some message history in chat and text messages, even email if you guys used that, letters, anything, proof that were together. Maybe you can fix it.

>Netflix and chill without the fucking
=
Netflix

Fucking school fags

I've been trying to show her things but she refuses to look.
I don't know what to do anymore.
Heh, funny that I met her in a feels thread and look where I'm at now.

man, i feel for you(no pun intended). Hopefully you can show her things over time

Have you ever considered..................
.........................................................
The SLOW Cosby?

sorry this is taking so long, still trying to get rest of backstory i guess

>still a therapist
>homecoming dance a month away
>some guy from trombone section comes up to me
>ask if he had a chance with E.
>didnt really care, kinda lost interest
>Op helps guy
>badfuckingideawtfiswrongwithme pt.iii
>E. reazlied i was behind this
>E. goes off on guy
>feels like shit
>gets thrown under the bus by the fucking drumline
>no redemption?

ffw.

>Op gets invited to jazz performace
>E. is there with friend and lesbobitch2
>sitting with friend and lesbobitch2
>friend and lb2 are talking about some stuff
>op just sits and listens to concert
>E. joins in
>friend and lb2 start to giggle about some shit
>shit storm ahead

>pic related. E. with my hat

I wish you guys can back together, from what it sounds, you were close together, and that's a lot to lose but without losing the person.

I wish I could give better adive, but I don't know what to say other than keep trying. Maybe if doctors and family keep talking to her, they can maybe convince her to look and maybe talk to you.

hurry. up.

I'd be bawling my eyes out if I were you. What I think you should do is just try to star over, be her good friend and always be there for her. Don't try to force her into loving you again by showing her the past. Become comfortable with each other first.

shitstorm with no hope

>E. leaves
>friend ask if i still loved E.
>denial active
>says i didnt
>says i dont just to keep her away from me so shes happy
>friends drops some big ass fucking info on me
>E. had started to like me again
>idkwhattodo.jpg

ffw.

>ended up dating E. after three years of trying, depression, and just fucking pain.
>op finally found happiness
>too bad it dosent last long.

cont

...

kek

E will do that to you, man

>happiness for the next five months
>constantly talking on Skype
>always happy
>depression starts to level off and nearly all together disappear

ffw. start of sophomore year

>playing Roblox
>inb4, op is a fag for playing roblox > really dont care.
>got E. hooked onto playing it
>E. constantly played some murder game and some knock off slender game
>constantly playing this for nearly two weeks and a month when she came back
>skyped and played from 8 to 4 in the morning.
>having a blast with E.
>E. always sending me stuff while she was away

>E. came back from Virginia
>she wasn't her normal self anymore
>idk what happened but she became more closed.?

Thank both of you. And I am bawling my eyes.
She's told me that I'm scary and that she doesn't like me.

oh like ecstasy.

i get it.

just be there for her. If she outright tells you to go away, go somewhere and walk. Just think. Clear your head

It's a part of your life you will always remember (most likely, I guess). Time is the only thing that can help when these things happen. Give her space and hopefully her family can get her functioning again. At the point at which she has settled back into what her life entails, she will certainly look you up and you can start fresh.

She's so close to leaving me, and I don't know what to do with myself. It's my fault and I can't fix it. Some girl was flirting with me right in front of her, and I didn't stop her. I dont know why, it not like I liked it. I was just ignoring her. Now gf is really hurt and keeps throwing it in my face.

whats bothering you?

idk, guess you could say she was my drug into happiness or some aesthetic bullshit..

honestly this just sounds like some shitty plot into a shitty movie, idk if i should even cont. this bullshit

Saved for cringe folder

at least tell us how it ends

Cont.

Not that guy, but I'm an Andrew. When did you know this kid?

...

Man i know that what i am going to say is hard but, give it your all and try to make her remember or win her back, again. If you cant, stop trying and go on with your life. Eventually she might find someone else that might hurt you even more. If you can fix it. Leave and dont look back. Let the time heal the pain. Again i know it must be hard and im sorry i am saying this. Dont get me wrong. Peace..

save the whole teensy thread

Girls flirt with people. How exactly do you stop that? She will be jealous in the moment but as long as you play it off like it was inconsequential to you they will take the queue and consider it inconsequential as well.

Saved #2

is this your first time on a whining thread?

the fuc you mean.
that was a legit picture perfect phrasing am i the only one?

explain everything. Just lay it all out. If she still is like that, maybe you deserve somebody that actually gives a shit about your well being and values you wanting to stay together

No, but i'm pretty baked

whatever. going for it i guess

ffw into what seems like last month

>Op back to being a depressed shit again
>E. always manages to cheer me up even thought im still a depressed faggot
>doing that normal couple shit
>holding hands
>n shit
>never around that much since drumline is still around her all the time
>they still hate me
>E. doesnt care that they do

ffw. again a week later

>gets into fight about relationship and if we're going anywhere with it
>im back to being depressed again
>some stuff from the past go brought back up again
>E. still doesnt care what happened from the past
>E. says she loved me to death
>i still find that a lie
>but still comforted me regardless.
>fucking hell why do i even cont this?

The solution to this one is simple. Stop whining. If you find that you are unhappy, simply change your habits. Under no circumstances are you to show weakness to a mate. You can be sad, but you need to be in control. Take up a hobby for your wasted time. Something you can use as time to yourself or with close friends. These issues she is referring to will likely work themselves out. She will be unburdened and you will be more content. Oh, also she obviously doesn't have the requisite level of respect for you. Don't be a bitch around her. Humans can pick up on that kind of thing.

talking helps. Even if its like this. Trust me, get it all out. Crying is fine. Get it all out, and youll feel better

aight lets just drop everything on these last few post

>chilling at her house again
>had to go
>gets up gets my shit, talking to her at the same time
>E. gets silent
>gets to the door
>do our normal hug and goodbye
>reaches for door knob
>E. whispers wait.
>turns around, E. goes up for a kiss
>ends up making out for a few while my parents were waiting at her driveway
>fucking love her.

ffw again? should be last

>school comes up again
>E. in multiple afterschool shit, always doing something, barely any free time
>E. is always doing something band related
>E. wants to major in music and prob be a music teacher
>Op didnt really have good plan for life
>came from a shitty third world country
>just lucky enough to survive the concrete jungle and drug wars
>starts to stress about everything, idk why i did
>stressing over test that wouldnt even be due for another few weeks
>shits going to hell again
>E. is barley there to comfort me
>im barley there to comfort her
>shits going to shit, and depression come right back along

cont?

Is there something on your mind you'd like to share?

dreams = creating your own problems by obsessing about your problems by creating your own problems by obsessing about your problems by creating your own problems by obsessing about your problems by creating your own problems by obsessing about your problems by creating your own problems by obsessing about your problems by creating your own problems by obsessing about your problems by creating your own problems by obsessing about your problems by creating your own problems by obsessing about your problems by creating your own problems by obsessing about your problems by creating your own problems by obsessing about your problems by creating your own problems by obsessing about your problems by creating your own problems by obsessing about your problems by creating your own problems by obsessing about your problems by creating your own problems by obsessing about your problems by creating your own problems by obsessing about your problems by creating your own problems by obsessing about your problems by creating your own problems by obsessing about your problems by creating your own problems by obsessing about your problems by creating your own problems by obsessing about your problems by creating your own problems by obsessing about your problems by creating your own problems by obsessing about your problems by creating your own problems by obsessing about your problems by creating your own problems by obsessing about your problems by creating your own problems

Which section are you in and which is Elaine in OP? I just need my prejudice reinforced.

Nicaragua?

idk. Just talking from experience i have

OMG... Matt? Is that you?

7th Grade E. was in Percussion
8th ^
9th Perc. & Pit for Marching
10th First female marching snare on drumline

Im a saxophone
7th & 8th i was Alto
9th & 10th now im a Tenor

no, Philippines

Matt Diamond? No.

Sup danny howve you been, its jake

Cont

elementary school to high school... at school he always made apache helicopter gender jokes so i guessed he spent time on Cred Forums, then again, he might have just been an "edgy teen". girl was a redhead named elaine. she seemed like a cunt from what I heard, but I never met her so idk.

holy fuck. i tap. interest levels peaked 5 mins ago.
fuck you op im going to think of you while i drink a lethal amount of this gallon of pcp.

JUST FIND A DIFFERENT GIRL THERE ARE LITERALLY BILLIONS OF THEM.

cont.

>E. starts getting more stressed
>E. joined some symphonic band and orchestra as the pianist
>shes fucking amazing on the piano
>starts to reply less and less
>Op barely getting pass his classes
>nearly sent to online school because of it
>would mean id have to split with E.
>never told her but started to push myself trough school again
>started to get B's and A's again
>did it all for her.
>wish it mattered at this point

told you i was bad

Percussionist stereotypes remain in tact.
And saxophone stereotypes are fairly good as well. I play E-flat saxophones and double-reeds.

The percussion stereotype is accurate mainly because she sounds like an asshole, find someone willing to spend time with you, not just someone who is there.

Cont

Cont plz

fuck it last one.

>week into first marching comp.
>still dating E.
>still love her

>fucking wondered if she still loved me

ffw.

>E. goes quite again
>E. isn't a cunt or a bitch, shes just troubled and so am i so i relate to a soulful level, too bad shes a ginger.
>spent alot more time talking to her, chilled at her house
>cuddling n shit
>took her to homecoming
>parents didnt know we were dating for the last five months
>E.'s parents somehow trusted me...
>kinda felt honored
>kinda scared, but ended on a good note
>E. wore a black dress
>long history with homecoming and other dances
>finally got to dance with her at HOCO
>fucking amazing
>shit clique faggot music
>but still held her tight every minute just to keep it all together and stay in the moment
>slow dance came again.
>this time some kids from drumline were watching
>didnt care, having a fantastic time
>constantly looking at her
>fucking gorgeous...
>danced all night

>fuck i keep thinking this is the end but i can get to the end without adding more filler wtf is wrong with me

just put it all down op

Cont this bitch.

wonder if anyone still alive to read this long ass shitty greentext..

cont.
>had a blast after HOCO

ffw.

>week after hoco, midterms came out of nowhere
>E. was stressing
>always there to joke around and calm her down

ffw. again

>week later, E. is starting to get more distant
>still the usual hug and goodbye at the end of they day since our classes are across the buliding to the busses
>everyone knows we've been dating for nearly half a year
>still in love with this ginger weeb
>shes still stressing about her life and future, still wants to major for music
>idk what im going to do, even told E. that once
>havnt fought in awhile, thought shit was still good.
>lolnope

ffw. day later

>Afterschool, was walking down to band room to do shit with the rest of the band for tonight
>holding E.'s hand
>just barely holding to her fingers at this point, something is up.
>feels like something was about to happen
>put it all in the back of my head thinking it was just some random idea of something
>after the afterschool rehersal i walk home, no data on my phone
>gets to house
>internet back to phone
>sees long message from E.
>i read the first line
>im already fucking panicking

cont. in a min

im still here op

Keep going OP i'm listening

...

...

What was the deleted file?

The text E sent him.

Shit den

still cont, should be last.

>E. says she wants to break up
>wants to focus on her edu.
>op fucking crying thinking he did something wrong
>dont feel anything at first
>feels like nothing happened
>no emotion of anything setting in
>it felts like it didnt even affect me at all

really it did

>fuck no
>cant be happening
>this is a dream?
>fuck no
>she cant do this to me
>why is she being so selfish
>fucking hate her, but i hate myself for even thinking that she is selfish,
>fuck me.

sorry had to crop some stuff out, ill time stamp in a bit

Trip balls stoned Robert

>Education
>Op
Pick one

damn op. Shits rough. I mean, she laid it out for you. Give it time. Im still fucked up over my ex

cant even post fucking pics of the text, fml.
just wait i got it.

Waiting

Hurry up OP, I'm ready for bed

>posting pics pt.1

>posting pic #2
>it still fucking hurts

>hate to be the bitch that does this over text
does it over text

Anyone happen to catch her name on the original uncropped image?

Olivia

Well you let it happen like a man instead of bitching Op

well, you didnt fuck up things with her op. Having her to talk to at all is nice i guess. Feel for you though op.

I wouldn't date anyone who uses emojis, annoys me for some reason

its been at least a few hours since she broke up with me, I still feel like I did something, or its just something that just didnt go right. well whatever.

>op in bathroom crying for a few
>looking over the messages and texting back stupid questions
>"will we ever be together again?"
>etc.
>realized that i have to perform at a concert later that night.
>reazlied shes there too
>fuck i dont want to risk fucking snapping infront of the whole school.

idk man i guess i just kinda let her slip again. might be the last time, doubt i could get another try. Regardless of the other tries ive had with her. Without her i wouldnt be here tonight /b and i doubt since she left me again, that i would be here tomorrow night.

>tbh im a mess
>shes perfect for me
>regardless of anything ive done, doubt i could ever find love like this ever.

i feel the same way. GF dumped me just under two weeks ago, and im fucked. She was perfect, and i dont think ill find anyone else like her. Just gotta pick yourself up, and soldier ahead. Things will get better, however slowly

Broke up with my ex a few months ago, I've dated a girl since her but it wasn't the same. Tomorrow would've been our one year.nTook each others virginity and now she doesn't give a shit about me. Feels bad man

love is hard. Parts of being single are nice, but i miss her. A lot. I dont know, women are wonderful, yet also can you hurt immensly

can hurt you*
My bad

OP, she might have dropped you because you are a fucking beta.

I was the same. Dating a q/t band girl that ive known since middle school, she said she dumped me to "focus on herself and school".

But the truth is, i was nothing but fucking emotional baggage to her.

Turns out girls really like "Fun and Uncomplicated guys."

She will be sucking chads dick at the rich kids house eventually, I fucking guarantee it.

She left you so she could try and feel normal.

Yeah, I like being single most of the time but it can get lonely.

Underaged b& gg fag
MODS MODS MODS

whatever lets just wrap this shit up.

Ive kinda ran out this relationship, even though this is my first relationship. Always had a bad time with other people, guess she was different. Idek if this count as feels anymore since the only person here whos feeling is me rn still looking over the text.

Regardless of who fucked up here, we both learned alot about life and what it meant to stay committed, we just got together at the worst time of each others life. Sorry this whole threads a mess, I really just wanted to post what could be my life story at this point. Thanks for reading to my shit greentext /b.

>pic
>last goodbye from last night
>recap of my whole life in that bathroom
>first girlfriend
>first kiss
>first date. etc.
>wished i could have had one last kiss, or hug or just to find actual closure.
>only 15, turning 16 and Ive already faced a mid-life crisis and existential crisis

tl:dr: op finds ginger hawaiian, pretty chill, falls inlove, ends up being dumped, still loves her. but Op is fucking hurting in the inside. gg

>tbh E. is beta too
>same
>she has christian morals but not-so
>shes complicated, but still loveable somehow

...

well shit Cred Forumsoyos. Today was a hell of feels trip. Hope you all find someone thatll make all this crap seem like it was ages ago and different you

OP, the only kind of girl that thinks Depressed Musicians are hot are quiet indie chicks that really wierd,

but are cool to chill with and are pretty depressed too.

You just gotta find onna them, lets see, in high-school? they should be located in the friend group of the "Not-quite-druggies-but-still-likedrugs" cigarette smoking psuedo-hipsters.

You will know them buy their love for older bands, their black dress, and a love for cameras. Plus quiet, and most likley skinny.

OP, the last thing a beta girl lusts for is a beta man. Girls want guys that fullfill their fucked up social fantasies, not somone who "gets" them.

truth.

timestamp inbound with pic of op just for credability i guess

>op starts to do some stupid shit
>drugs, vaping ..
>vaping

you wot?

Love fucking hurts man. It doesn't matter whether you're alpha or beta or whatever people say. Sometimes things don't work the fuck out. Im still stuck on the first real love I had, but not in a way that brings me down, thinking about her just makes me smile. And dude, I sleep with two chicks I care deeply about every night now. Life and love get better if you work hard on it. Stay strong.

>fuck it op here.
>any last words or question before i go off and wonder if ill even find someone like her ever.?

fuck it, you guys can flip it yourselves..

its perfectly fine to miss her, cling on to those memories, but dont let it consume you

youre such a bitch lmao

why are you such a little bitch.
shes one girl
and youre like 16?
fucking kill yourself

Well you're an underage fag OP, you handled your first big break up like a man though. I would have gone off on her the way she casually seemed to break it off in emoji's but I'm an asshole.

I've had a girlfriend die in a car accident and while being driven she was texting "Cheerleading practice was great, is it to early to say I love you?"

But here I am in a committed long term relationship with my live in girlfriend I'll probably propose to in the next year. You'll get past it OP

oh man. Im not sure how many feels i can have tonight

underage b&

>op still here
well thanks for the night /b. didnt think this thread would have lasted as long as it did since this whole greentext is shit. Still nice having people hear it and people putting in their stories. Thanks again /b.

Yeah dude, especially cause she didn't text me for a bit, so I got that text then one from her mom. Saying she just died, she told her mom "Mom, I've been seeing this guy user, he's great, he makes me feel so loved and special. Tell him I loved him, but that my death doesn't mean the end for him, that he'll find someone else." I went to her mom's house and hugged her and cried with her. Real life fucking sucks dude

>Real life fucking sucks dude
amen to that. Best wishes with your current gf

know what feels worse never being able to experience something like that give it a week op you will be fine and look back on it fondly

Thanks dude.

I didn't think I'd love again, especially cause the relationship immediately after the dead girlfriend was so caustic and unhealthy

well, sounds like it all worked out for you. Hopefully it will for all of us

>m-m-muh contexual grammar and enunciation
stop being a bigot gayboi

Channel your depression you faggots.... I been depressed for like 8 years now. I failed so many times its almost unbearable. I never once woke up without having to strain to get the fuck out of bed.... But i do.... Find something to cling onto. Shit wont get better i wont promise you that because my life is just in a constant downward spiral emotionally. No matter what you accomplish you wont feel better. You'll fucking die alone, but I found that for brief moments, you can get a high off of things you care about. For me, its getting drunk as fuck, sex, and making my shitty parents proud. They only last acouple minutes before they lose their zeal but fuck it its the only moments of ecstasy i feel it'll dull the pain for a short time.... thats all i can tell you guys.

I want to dream again Cred Forums...

Sure...

Fucking children...

I'm semi-good friends with an 8/10 redhead who's somewhat into anime. It's not exactly out there, user.

>semi-popular
Your group of losers doesn't count, "Chad".

>op back again
>final shit before i go

>pic
>shit from the months we were together
>boutinner from Homecoming
>fruit by the foot ribbions E. would warp around my wirst
>said letter for Op's birthday
>her fav. button up that i wore.

storing all this away for awhile untll i can cope with this shit again, guess its just another pass trough the cycle, this time just a full dead end.

don't worry, op. you'll miss her for awhile, and then you'll resent her, and then you'll just grow numb to her presence. and maybe you'll have a screaming sobbing argument about each other and then end up sobbing in each others' arms because you don't actually loathe her or resent her. you just convinced yourself you don't need her. but it'll be alright, op. it always has been, yeah? and i can offer some meaningless platitudes, "plenty of fish in the sea" and all that, but it's a waste of time. you'll look back on this and think "why was i being such a fucking pussy," trust me. you'll be ok. x

t. 12 year old defending 13 year old

"Damn I wish I could read"

Same

youtu.be/hHXau3zAe7E
I thought of this
Reminded me of my girlfriend
Car wreck
I feel you man.

>homecoming
>second semester
Liar

>op still here
>who said i got the timing right, but you get the jist of it

"Kid"

*12 year old defending 15 year old

Thank you OP that was a nice read. That was rough but you handled your breakup like a man. Things will be tough for a while but keep doing your best. I wish you the best in life.

It's ok op
Just move on w life
youtu.be/bdJKLE58FUM
Song related ruined for me because of ex

You're literally such a fucking faggot stop being obsessed with some ugly redhead cunt and realize how dumb your being in like a year if you actually stop being a band fag and some edgy vaping homo 15 year old you could probably actually get a girl that doesn't look like an ugly cunt

Oh and to add on to this she didnt break up with you because of her stupid bullshit
No 15 year old girl needs to stress this hard when she wants to be good at doing music holy shit unless she is able to he a professional tier she definitely is just niggering you because you are depressing, whiny, feminine, boring, and probably a retarded faggot

>thanks for the past few months kid

Sonic the hedgehog defected

Must suck to be a faggot, going to go crawl in bed next to my wife now.