Had gay sex for the first time. I feel I've made a huge mistake. I don't feel human anymore...

Had gay sex for the first time. I feel I've made a huge mistake. I don't feel human anymore. I feel like disgusting g filth and don't want to live anymore. Will these feelings go away?

you should kill yourself before other people wash your brain about how normal it is

Other then that I thoroughly enjoyed myself.

Only if you kill yourself. Why even live

Did the balls touch? If not, it wasn't gay.

How good was it?

Did it feel good while you were doing it
did you top or bot?

did you start with oral?

I've been trying to figure out if I want to do it or not.

If you top it doesn't count, just more warm holes to fill

lol. why did you do it if you were going to feel that way? was the guy ugly?

okay so youve found something you definitively dont like. from here on out you have three options:
1. You didnt like it, and never will. You know that now. This is something youll try and keep to yourself, only to be spoken about with select people, if at all. Its something you just want to move on from. Story over.
2. You hate it and you hate that you questioned your sexuality and were willing to explore other options. You will spend your time trying to "prove" you dont like it by instilling hatred for gays throughout your life.
3. You dont like it now, but months or even years down the line you will find the idea of it happening again/in the past something to fantasize about.
4. You dont like it now, but you'll warm up to it. This leads to you either becoming fully-blown gay homo or just moderately bisexual (something you still may hide for personal comfort).

it doesnt even matter.

You dont punch a punch card of life or anything.

Theyll comeback aomemo ths later as and obession to fuck a t girl or trap then youll feel somewhat better but ypure still a huge fagget

like, if you try a type of cheese and find it disgusting do you feel bad about trying that cheese? No.

I mean, the taste might linger for a bit in your mouth but after that you can just refuse that type of cheese. You dont need to cry at night about a fucking cheese that you didnt like the taste of.

No you're a faggot now. That's why you don't feel human. You aren't. Enjoy being sub human scum.

>Will these feelings go away?
Yes, it's all quite simple: you kill yourself.

Were you top or bottom?

Nailed it

Topkek

Don't know. Get a girlfriend and get her a strap on

yes, they will. you just have to wait a day or two

This.

Well at least now you know that you don't like.

That was an experience to be done bro'

Now go fuck hot bitches

Did you not like it or are you just sort of succumbing to social norms? Like are you just feelings guilty and bad because of dipshits like this or did you really not like it?

I've thought about trying it. Should i?

i have tried oral gay sex at gay bath houses, since few years i wanted to try with guys by curiosity, especially mature guys, i was watching gay porn pics every days, after my last experience i didnt had the urge of gay sex antmore and turned completely straight, that was not as good as expected, but im glad to have tried because without doing this, i will had probably this fantasy sleeping in me. im not ashamed at all , have a gf since years.. its important to make experiences in life.

Wew

Lad

I've been there OP- you like the act, but hate the partner.

Seriously, gay, bi, straight, it doesn't matter in the end. It's what you like.

If you find a partner that you are attracted to, you won't fee guilty and you'll enjoy it more. Being friends and chill is also better than craigslist strangers.

Seriously, think about it, would you enjoy sex as much with any random woman?

Sadly no.
Shares your sister's nudes.
Repent

OP = faggot

Say no homo three times and you're no homo

OP here. I'm really fucking confused. I really enjoyed swallowing his cum and I came harder than ever before when he plowed me up the ass. Am I gay?

yup but then you'll get the urge again. the never ending cycle

Who cares, just do what you want. It's what I do and it suits me fine

You will feel horrible about yourself until you feed again and when i say feed, i really mean taking a dick up the butt. good luck.

underrate made me kek

This.