Narcotics bread. What's your drug of choice? For me it's mainly weed and Medikinet, cocaine on occasion...

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Age?

Weed, mescaline and alcohol. Looking for some more good drug that aren't to hard.

30 buck a day on weed but i abuse

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i spent my life to this point working my ass off and smoking a bunch of weed whenever i wasn't working
now i make six figures, have no friends, hate my life, and spend most of my free time fucked up on substances and Cred Forums

Hydrocodone or heroin.

Don't like oxy, dillies or anything else. For some reason just hydros. Any opiates will do though.

Benzos are nice

Hmm. Well you're fairly young by today's standards.

Stop smoking, sweat that shit out of your system by working out, and hit a bar if you want some buds.

Aren't they a opiate? I don't fuck with that from personal experience.

I'm addicted to heroin. I also dib and dab with crack. Weed doesn't even count as a drug to me anymore, it feels like.

I have a good story, I posted it already on this page, so I won't copy it here unless you ask me to.

You make 100k a year? I would trade all of my friends for new ones if I made that.

Dude, you're financially successful. You can hang out with the bad boys and the richish girls. You make more than 95 percent of the people on the planet. Go and enjoy it.

i'm terrible at meeting people at bars
i used to go to bars back when i had friends, but most of my friends were socially awkward as well, so we just drank and talked among ourselves
i could probably count on one hand the number of times i've tried to talk to a stranger at a bar, and i wouldn't need any hands at all to count the number of times i was successful at it

I don't see a story in this thread. Do you mean in another thread? Post it up.

Ever candy flip? MDMA and LSD by themselves are awesome, but together they create the greatest sensation know to man

>Narcotics bread. What's your drug of choice?
None. Doing drugs is one of the largest, if not the largest regret of my whole life.

Why?

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Same here btw. Done brain damaged myself.

>with sugar
>milk and cinnamon
Stop it with that bitch shit.

I take my tea pure.
I take my coffee black.

It's real coffee I'm drinking, not that diluted bullshit.
It's real tea I'm drinking, not a bunch of bullshit with tea in it.

Thread derailed.

110k plus bonuses
i'm about as far from a bad boy as you can possibly get
this is me: youtu.be/N9qYF9DZPdw
i don't understand how people find time to enjoy their money
i spend most of my time working, and when i'm finally off of work i don't have the energy to do anything

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> i take my liquid edgy
There's no point of taking black coffee except at night. Do you by any chance have headaches and low blood pressure in the morning?

Find some people you get along with then.

I'm guessing you're a white collar dude. Plenty of nerdy white guys and more relaxed/passive people to talk to.

Because I did drugs when I was young.

Because of neuroplasticity, young age is the best time to increase intelligence.
Once you're old, your ability to increase intelligence is significantly reduced.

Anything you'll ever want to accomplish in life, intelligence will help with that.
Anything you will ever want to do in life, intelligence will help you do it.

Drugs, fuck up your brain, especially young brains, because of neuroplasticity.
I will forever be less intelligent, I will forever be less of a person, because I did drugs.

I'm a fraction of what I could've been because of many things.
I'm a shell of the man I could've been.
I'm a piece of shit. Having done drugs while I was young, I'm especially a piece of human garbage.
I'm a piece of shit compared to who I could've been.

I'm nothing.

>Dude, you're financially successful.
There's more too life than money, it's too bad it took him that long to figure it out.

I have a brother who sounds just joke you. Find someone to cheer you up, there's always someone.

Here you go:

Wound up in a crackhouse, waiting for my dope. A middle-aged crackwhore in a bad wig tried to get me upstairs to blow a man for drugs. I graciously declined. She looked at me like I was crazy. My life's a mess.

When I go buy dope, it's usually a super fast "hop in, spin the block, hop out" kind of deal. Today I had to come inside while my shit got bagged up.

I was so confused when that crackwhore woman was trying to get me to go upstairs. She was like, beckoning to me and mouthing something thru the doorway from the other room. Suddenly the guy who owns the crackhouse snaps at her to go away and my dealer was like, "tell Q she ain't like that". That's when she gave me that look like I'd turned down a career-crowning promotion.

I looked at my dealer and asked what the fuck is going on. He looked down at his hands and said, "there a man up there, he wanna holla at you, you know, trade you".

So there I sat in my suit jacket and classic pumps (I'm an administrative assistant at a bank), watching my d get bagged up while I smoked a little crack with the house's owner. A small tv quietly played hardcore porn in the corner. I pulled my stem out of my classy black leather coach bag, the only white girl in a 5 block radius without a mixed kid. I've never felt so out of place. Not like I was better, because here I sat with my crackpipe waiting for my bundle. Just out of place inside myself. How could I have come to this? How did I become someone dealers look at and assume I'll trade a blowjob for a fix? And the most important question of all - do I even care?

>Go and enjoy it.
There's nothing to enjoy. Drugs and money is meaningless.

There's a lot of crying in that post, but no indication that you are doing any thing about it.

this
i'd trade lives in a heartbeat with someone making half that who's in a loving relationship and has a good social network

Just like you, fucking autocowreck.

Anyone try nootropics like phibut?

Alternatively, share experience with etizolam if you have any.

shit. I started smoking weed probably around age 18 or 19? Then got into harder drugs around 21-24. 27 now and im a well payed engineer so i might have narrowly escaped the plasticity. How old were you when you started?

just work and smoke weed and save up ur money then when you're like 50 go on a vacation for months, fuck lots of bitches and try every drug known to mankind.

I'm the guy that posted....I wouldn't say we're pieces of shit, but we're definitely not going to be as good as we could have been.

I was in your shoes for a few years. You'll get over it. How old are you anyway?

hey there..

im very much a daily smoker.. well, i use a vaporizer from the same company as the volcano vaporizer..

from 17-23 i was heavy into psychedelics.. ate alot of acid and mushrooms and various other of the classic psychedelics but other than that just MDMA here and there.

unlike though i have a decent job that i like, hobbies, and dont have the chronic cough.

its simple: smoke=pulmonary damage
so just vape the herb

that's what i've been doing for years
i'm not sure if i could keep it up until 50 without suicide

im sort of in your boat user. six figure salary, house, nice car, and do a whole bunch of drugs

with what drugs?

Lol damn dont be so hard on yourself man, atleast you arent doing drugs anymore,things could have always gone worst remember that man.

a quarter of a 8 mg subutex and a 2mg xany bar and im good all day long. I wish I could find subs again, they were fucking great. Light painkiller buzz that stayed with you all day long.

>Find someone to cheer you up, there's always someone.
Ehh, I don't know about that. I have a relatively difficult time not being disgusted by humans in general quite often. It's not all time, but if I don't like myself, and I'm so great, that's a lot of people I don't like. I may not even like people who are better than me in certain ways. If there's a good way to quantify the value of people, and there are people net better than me, I may not like them, either.

There's nothing I can do. As great as I've made myself, I'll always be shit compared to who I could've been.
But right now, I'm in a down period where I'm not doing much compared to what I've done in the past.
I'm a shell of a shell of a shell, of which may be a shell of another shell, I'm such I piece of shit that I lost track.

MDMA, cocaine, whatever was in the heroin, weed, alcohol....

Did MDMA around 20 times, pretty big doses (.3-.7)

Cocaine probably 15 times

Heroin countless

Weed countless

Black drunk countless

All of this was during my formative years, and this was in combination with a poor diet, lots of internet use, poor sleep schedule, no studying, Accutane...

Had intelligence testing done and it decreased from before I started using drugs.

Are your bro's initials MW?

>How old were you when you started?
I smoked weed for the first time at the age of 11 or 12.
I started doing pain killers around 13-14.
I started doing anything that I could easily get my hands on from 14 on.

>How old are you anyway?
I'm either 26 or 35.

does it make you happy?
i've been considering quitting my job for a while now
my 20s are gone, and i don't want to wake up when i'm 40 and wonder where my 30s went
time for some more scotch to numb the pain

Talking about suboxone? They're worse than heroin. The nalaxone is so fucking horrible and it's worse comedown than heroin IMO

suicide? why would you think of that?
you have a good ass job and heaps of money, u can still improve urself if you're anti-social or just have no friends. go to the gym, you'll meet people and get fit as

damn user, best of luck

>things could have always gone worst remember that man.
I'll give it a shot.

You are going to get raped and murdered you stupid cunt.

>at least I managed to post some fake shitty artsy bullshit lies on the internet beforehand

Nah, im HIV+ it was subutex. 8 mg pill that was basically just buperenorphine or some shit. Of subutex and suboxone one has something in it that wont let you get high off of it, the other doesn't and is just bupe. The come down was nothing. I just woke up the next day and felt not high. I never ate the pills, just snorted quarters of them at a time.

"Nothing I can do" Bullshit, that's what a coward says. The truth is you want attention, that's why you posted here tonight. You want easy gratification, people comforting you. Well fuck that, "As great as I've made my self" who the fuck says that. Get off your lazy ass.

>best of luck
You, too, babe.

>You want easy gratification, people comforting you.
You don't know what I want, mother fucker.

that was gay

Why so angry user?

It is not important if the person is better than you, he just mustn't tire you with his existence. You will stumble onto someone, I'm sure of it.

Also, find a way to express yourself, just to check your capabilities and try to find a solution. Sounds fake and gay, but it helps to analyse yourself trough emotions.

because i'm fucked in the head
i don't really have enjoy doing things anymore
i just go to work because i feel like that's what i'm supposed to do
i've wasted my youth, and nobody wants to date a 30 year old with the social skills of a retarded teenager
did i mention i'm a wizard?

I'm not gay but I know it made you feel tingly on the inside.

what the fuck cunt

>I'm either 26 or 35.

You're definitely 26

Do you?

Nope, and he ain't on drugs, he is sick in da head by himself. It's confirmed.

soundcloud.com/catilluminati/catfish-kitty-feat-micah-byrnes

God damn dude.

YOU MAKE GREAT MONEY.

Shut. The. Fuck. Up.

Go change yourself into the person you want to be. Quit making excuses. You're still young. You're fairly young until you're 35 or so. Money is literally not an issue for you.

I like to occasionally speedball, but mostly weed.

>You will stumble onto someone, I'm sure of it.
I'll hold my breath. But in all seriousness, may it please you that I will go walk, even if just a little, and maybe I'll stumble, maybe I'll fall flat on my face.

I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I just felt like poking some fun.

Maybe I want user to get the beneficial thoughts from thinking I'm 26, but also the beneficial thoughts from thinking I'm 35.
Maybe I'm actually 23.

>Do you?
What is desire?

If I don't know what desire is, do I not know what I want?

Maybe I once wanted something, and maybe I just think I still want it now, even though I don't really feel it anymore.

Point being you're younger rather than older.

Older people have resigned to their fates and don't think about them.

HE'S TROLLINGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!

>Older people have resigned to their fates and don't think about them.
That's false.

That's like saying all 7 year old children are shorter than 40 year old adults.
Sure, given that the right factors are in play, this is true. Generally speaking, it's true a lot of the time. To say that it's true all of the time is stupid bullshit.

I wasn't, but I could be now.

Any cathinone fans out there? High as a kite on methcathinone right now. Aka cat or mcat. Probably my favourite drug.

I WAS generally speaking. I know you're a young faggot being a young faggot, who is probably somewhere between 23 to 26, and who likes to be a faggot on the internet.

what are you gay

Remove the impossible, and then whatever's left, no matter how improbable, is the truth.

The only problem is that you have too many unaccounted for factors.

You don't have the adequate knowledge to eliminate the impossible.
But is anything impossible?

I know that you don't know, but I do like being a faggot on the internet sometimes.

ur gay

I love oxycodone. I only get a 30 day RX at time, so I get about 6 good highs a month, spaced out...I figure it keeps me from becoming a dumb nigger and getting addicted. I always have to save like 2 to take a few day before appt. with pain management Dr because now these fucks test you to make sure you aren't selling your RX or whatever...thanks junkies...pretty soon they'll be giving people baby aspirin after wisdom tooth extraction because these degenerate fucks can't handle their drugs.

>he's making a comeback, he's starting to realize there are a few neurons still firing after he smoked pot five times, he's starting to troll on the internet once again
>he stopped listening to this song over and over again: youtube.com/watch?v=zloVAR1RPWA and stopped watching a bunch of arthouse films that he thinks only he understands, or something of the sort

Fuck, man, I'm being surrounded by people like you, people who feel emotionally retarded, people who fell they funked up their life beyond all recognition, people who can't find interest in anything. The best advice I can give is to keep on keeping on. If you don't try, then you will surely fail.

Oh yeah doing any kind of drug besides a sip of wine at dinner at that age is going to fuck you up dude.

>his confidence in the few neurons he has left is rising
>he's starting to point out technicalities in language once again and yelling at his mom
>he's realising he may be able to convince himself that he's not actually retarded and then to find another, more palatable excuse, to do nothing with his life

>people who fell they funked up their life beyond all recognition
Yeah, I think that sounds like me.

>who can't find interest in anything
What the fuck are you on about? I have a lot of interests.
But it's like I'm barely alive on the inside compared to what I used to be, so I'm barely interested, but I'm still probably more interested in things and life than most people. I say "probably," but I don't know anymore.

? Lots of people like black coffee

>he's starting to troll on the internet once again
But I'm not trolling, user.

>listening to this song over and over again
Popular music isn't really my thing.

>and stopped watching a bunch of arthouse films
I don't really watch films. People I interact with are often discussion film, and I don't really know what the fuck they're talking about because I don't watch that shit.

Is Arthouse a brand or something? I wouldn't fucking know, and I don't feel like doing research on the internet right now.

>a sip of wine at dinner
Fuck that stupid bullshit. No wine, mother fucker.

>he doesn't know anymore
>will he deteriorate after all the progress he has made? will he, on the yardstick of complete recovery, regress the tenth of inch he has reached? will he begin to consume shitty art and whatever again? or, will he begin to post more awkwardly worded pseudo intelligent bullshit on the internet?

lol r u tryn to troll me lol ??
If so, it's not working. But I'll be happy to give you a smiley face sticker for your effort.

>oh yeah, deconstruct me like I'm your daddy issues

>will he begin to consume shitty art and whatever again?
Does it kill you to not actually know? Is that why you keep on pushing? With everything in your posts.

>not drinking green tea every day

KYS my man

>how dare you have different tastes than me!

Nothing because I'm using DNP and don't want to be a meme like Zyzz.

Hey guys.

I gave up drinking and picked up speed, all in all it gets me going and feeling pretty good. Gets my dick real hard.

Is it possible to judge purity of the product you have? I got this one big rock that looks a little darker than the smaller shards (if you would even call them that) and glossy. I paid 160 for this and it's supposed to be a little less than 2g. Am I getting fucked over or what?

>daddy issues
How did you know?! :D
You didn't.
You still don't know.

>he's gone another tenth of an inch on the yardstick of recovery. he's realized he's been had, but he's not giving up without being had even more. he's going to have to be a loser on the internet for a few more years before he realizes there are more palatable ways to excuse failure, like blaming the external world, but he's on his way.

>Am I getting fucked over or what?
The only person fucking you over is yourself.

Yeah, including me, but I drink it when I want it, not when I need it.

420blzitfgt

>he still believes people care about his life, a bit of a setback, but completely normal and only a minor roadblock at most.

This.

Hey man gotta sleep. If you have interests, pursue them. Best wishes.

Your time is up, buddy. My laundry is dry, now It's time for me to organize-fold-&-hang that shit while I listen to music on my discount over ear headphones.

Don't ever enter that house again

Goodnight. Try to dream about me ;D

>he's becoming unafraid to wield that massive intellect once again, he's questioning the world around him, questioning the fabric of existence itself, like the times of old. he's starting to realize his mom WAS right and that he's a special boy destined to be number one greatness

>his mom WAS right and that he's a special boy destined to be number one greatness
My mommy verbally attacked me when I spoke of success and told me that I should spend my life in a meaningless job to make money to live a normal and shallow westernized lifestyle, all without shooting big.
But seriously, I need to do laundry, yo.

>he's counteracting the narrative, lying to himself, feverishly spitting bullshit that's been thrice million times said about Western civilization by every teenage in the past 50 years. he will prevail, he will be able to blame everybody else for his utter failure of a life, he will find solace.

Alright Trent, get off the internet, you fucking baby.

my parents just don't understand me man

WHITE POWER!!!

Meth meth meth in weeklong binges. Snorting, three times a day (at wake up, lunch, and evening)

alcohol everyday, just in case i'm unsure of my drug problem.

Xanax and Vicodin are my favorites. Really any downer. I'm pretty high strung so I like things that help me relax.

heroine

I always get my powder in stampbags.

Literally never seen that before.

That your pic?

weed alcohol and cigs

pussy right?

I think that's #3. Freebase heroin. It's more prevalent in Europe.

Opiates

can you tell us more OP, set setting, who you are

No, simple taste but not really pussy.

People who stick to alcohol and weed are usually the most fun.

why?

How would I find a dealer

How do I find a dealer

Of what? that post made no sense

I've been into psychedelics ever since I was 16, I'm now 25

because i'm a idiot

i only drink on weekends tho..

...so?

OP didn't say you had to be an alcoholic to post it as your drug of choice.

Don't feel like a bitch just because you're content doing things that aren't a big deal. Like, anything beyond weed/alcohol and you pretty quickly leave child's play and get into the realm of potentially life ruining decisions.

ye you're right, im fine with weed and alcohol, i was thinking about heroin or cocaine but better stay away...
anyways i really want lsd, i like psychedelics..

Used to be into weed, now it makes me incredibly anxious. I don't know why but it just changed for me one day. A lot of drugs, prescription and recreational, just don't do anything to me. I have tried ecstasy a couple of times, even tried taking 2 pills at once, and a third after waiting 2 hours because it did nothing besides give me a headache. Pain pills take a lot to have any noticeable effect, have a prescription for vyvanse but it doesn't really do much either. I take it sparingly because of the tolerance issues, but even then, once a week tops...I still need 60 mg. Alcohol requires a lot, and is almost too much of a hassle. I don't know if it's because of my size or what, but drugs just don't do much for me and I hate it. I'm 6'5" and 215 pounds, so I'm kinda average weight for my height.

Anybody else have something like that?

what do you do for a living?

>Started out smoking bud years ago
>started making me paranoid
>fuck this shit
>moved on to drinking but it started interfering with work and shit
>discovered dope
>loved everything about it
>first time going through withdrawal
>never used again
>been clean for over 3 years

dude, get a haircut, go to a gym, get decent clothes and go to the club, you'll eventually fuck some girl, is not that hard, girls in clubs are retarded

>2016

If you can't fuck a girl then you are fucked in general.

W18 when available

i was virgin till my 18 and not because i was a fucking retarded, it was because i tought thinks were more complicated that they were

It's not that much. Then again I live in CT.

The lighter and less grainy the more pure it is

Alright got any report that could be useful? Is it as powerful as they say? Is it addictive compared to other opiates and substitutes?

Not the same poster but opiates in general will fuck your life up. I've lost two close friends.. plus I almost lost my own life to the shit. Opiates have become a HUGE epidemic in the area I'm from.. Heroin in particular.. If you're not a opiate user I strongly suggest you never even try it.. Because you will love it. end of story

Looks close to base. If so it's very good. High quality amphetamine has to be cut a bit in order for it to be snorted, otherwise it's too guey and will give you horrible burns in your nostrils when snorted.

Ayyy lmao this guy knows whats up

Nah dog, 100k ay ain't shit. Most Americans who make six figs have extreme amounts of aggrivated debt that is strapped into medium-to-low interest structures so that they're constantly and systematically restructuring and refining only to take on more debt all while still living beyond their financial means

Ya dig home gee?

I have a little experience with opiates. Have injected morphine a handful of times and tramadol once, smoked opium on top of hash once and snorted and eaten all kinds of opiates and some substitutes like suboxone on occasion. Haven't really had bad withdrawals from it since its long between and it's not really my thing.

cocaine its my favorite

Ahh me too Cred Forumsrother