Please dont ban me as i plan on killing myself. And need help how to kill myself without a gun.
Im 18.
Am a brony.
Love MLP.
Fap to MLP.
Have actual Autism diagnosed by doctors.
Want to be a girl , but parents dont allow , live in eastern europe where trans meds arent covered by national healthcare and its too expensive.
Am depressed ,diagnosed officially as well
Have tried to kill myself 3 times but have failed.
Am poor.
Half slav , my mother is russian.
My parents hate me.
Have MLP Merch.
Got bullied and beaten at school when i was younger and now also in a vocational school im rolled in. Even teachers mock me.
Parents are divorced.
Have drug addiction.
Addicted to opiates.
Because im autistic i cant find dealers or dont have moneys for bitcoins.
Purify codeine pills and inject them in my leg because im fat and cant reach a blood vein.
Am clinically overweight.
Have no friends.
Am bisexual.
Have bad internet , and a slow and old PC.
Have been locked in a mental hospital.
Antidepressants wont work.
Infected legs because skinpopping.
unironically listen to linkin park.
have no relationship.
Dick and balls are allergic and painful because of antibiotics i need to take
Grandma and dad are often at home so have withrawals going almost all the time and cant inject often.
like pewdiepie.
read mlp fanfics.
too retarded to write any.
was raped anally when i was little by a boy from my class , got bullied and beaten by him every day for 7 years.
unironically think communism is a good form of goverment
please tell me Cred Forums a good way how to kill myself without a gun , im too tired of this life :(
Please dont ban me as i plan on killing myself. And need help how to kill myself without a gun
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Sleeping pills...
a lot of 'em.
are sleeping pills generally with a prescription?
i only get like 5 euros a week so i dont think il have money for enough sleeping pills
Dunno, I don't use them.
But, are you sure that you want to end it all?
Did you actually read even this thread?
Im the lowest scum there ever is.
suicide is fucking stupid.
it's a waste of, well, of life.
you could start travelling, even just walking to places. you'll meet people (sure, i know you dont want to and shit, but you'll have to while travelling). listen to people, help them, do some shitty physical jobs just to get some money for survival or even just shelter+food for that.
you'll learn a lot of things this way and - who knows - you may even find the meaning of life like that.
why the fuck just kill yourself when you can do so many things, YOU LITERALLY HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE IF YOU'RE CONSIDERING SUICIDE
do not try to kill yourself retard
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because the pain is unbearable and i cant get out of here and have nothing worth to looking for
Find somewhere high, dive off
Helium tank. Painless, quick, cheap.
Otherwise just hang yourself, jump from a bridge, jump in front of a train or car.
It's easy if you want it.
Don't an hero, just man up. For one don't call yourself a brony. I refer to myself as a horsefucker. You get a lot more respect that way for some reason. Also if someone wants to bully you for it, flip it back on them. Make them feel like a pathetic normie outcast for not enjoying pastel horses. Also once your older people stop caring about things like what shows you watch.
About a year ago I went out shooting with some buddies and forgot I had some MLP search in my truck. My friends have me shit about it for a few minutes, but then we all went back to shooting guns and drinking some beers and it hasn't been brought up since.
Tldr, don't an hero, when you're older nothing from now will matter.
>unironically think communism is a good form of goverment
Jump off the next bridge into a lot of cars and take as many communists with you as possible.
Fat but no money. Drug addiction but no money. Surely it all makes sense.
Burning charcoal in an enclosed space ought to do it.
>For one don't call yourself a brony. I refer to myself as a horsefucker.
You are everything that is wrong with the current youth.
"i cant get out of here" what, you have no legs? which part of "even walk" you dont understand?
also you haven't even seen 10 fucking percent of what life has to offer and you're all "NOTHING GOOD IS EVER GONNA HAPPEN TO ME"
unless you're just looking for fucking attention (in which case gtfo), hwo the fuck can you even claim that?
YOU HAVEN'T SEEN SHIT IN LIFE YET, YOU DON'T FUCKING KNOW WHAT AWAITS YOU YOU IDIOT
how fucking retarded people have to be to even consider suicide, seriously
there's so many things you can do. again, YOU HAVE NOTHING TO FUCKING LOSE
I'm 25, wouldn't call myself the current youth famalam
fuck you, im 32 and im still young.
>hurr durr I am 25 I am so old
Just shut the fuck up when you have no idea what age means.
thanks for some of the interesting ideas . Burning chorchoal seems something i might try. Please keep em coming Cred Forums
>Still young
>doesn't accept that horsefucker > brony
Kekerino
They are both outcasts, justifiably.
>Half slav , my mother is russian.
>not addicted to vodka
Get lost, liar.
mind saying the country?
One is far cringier though. Even the autists on /MLP/ consider it cringy to call yourself a brony
codeine pills are cheaper here , they cost 4 euros a pack . While vodka starts from 10 euros a bottle.
Estonia
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Eh I like Linkin Park. Couldn't give a shit what other people think is cool music, they have good songs
i'm usually against suicide but you need to die
>elitism between outcasts
I know it's human nature, but they are still the cesspool of human evolution.
Building
Work out. Alot.
Get massive.
Bring the pain to EVERYONE/ANYONE.
Win at life.
Fuck me, just start with situps or something.
lostallhope.com
you're welcome OP.
Realistically everyone is a scummy outcast in their own way. Either that, or they are complete normal fags devoid of all personality for fear of being judged and having their fragile self esteem hurt.
Only real difference between a horsefucker and a normie is the I've got no problem admitting I like a show without having it define me.
People seem so scared to enjoy things out of fear of the labels associated these days.
>unironically think communism is a good form of government
Choke on my freedom or jump out a window
does drop hanging work when jumping from a second floor window also?
Just shows to prove people can still be depressed and suicidal without being a kiss less virgin /b
>their fragile self esteem hurt
You are projecting really much here.
Nah brah, just using Facebook tier descriptors to describe Facebook tier people.
dude sleeping pills are an extremely painful way to die, you dont just "fall asleep"
you can FEEL each of your organs slowly failing.
just shoot yourself if you want to die
What the fuck are you on about scum?
>Too retarded to write mlp fanfics
Holy shit out of all the crap you listed that shit stuck out the most to me.
Edgy
Hurrr if you dont like fucking animals you must be boring
Fucking horses you chromosome hoarder, can't you read?
>normal fag detected
You probably fap to uniform race mf porn you mung
Take OP's place
Too much work, besides i need to see the MLP s6 finale.