25 and older thread

Get therapy

30. Working a bit, with enough money, living with gf and basically doing all the things the make life worth living.

Couch surf

Daily fantasies and planning of my eventual suicide.

It's really dreadful. I have been thinking about suicide a lot. When I buy a gun I might do it.

Could be better, but I cant really complain too much.

About to hit 25 in March. By then, I should be working as a QA Analyst for CAI.

>in school to be an IT technician
>drives a Jaguar
Nigga, why the fuck you lying?

Too depressed and anxious to do ANYTHING. I just had a family member send me a bottle of Prozac. I'm hoping in a few days I'll be able to at least use the momentum from that stuff to make my own dr appt

30 here. Going as good as I could expect. Married a good woman, have a good business going, have done lots of travelling. Still wonder what the point of it all is though.

>I drive a jaguar
Might be part of the problem

29. Shitty. College drop out, working as a janitor. Had a girlfriend, lost her cause she decided I was boring and unattractive.

Considering becoming a monk. Won't while my parents and grandparents still live.

every day i wish for change and nothing happens aside from the head oval nigger giving away the internet.

Is Cred Forums are a bunch of losers or just this thread with only poor fags

No the opposite, never get married just fuck bitches especially women in their mid 30's and older.

Fucking misery. Married, have 2 kids in high school. Only reason I don't end it, is that I deluded myself into believing that the kids might miss me. I hate life.

Nigga you can buy a jaguar for like 3 grand with low miles. put a lot of work into mine though. Worth at least 15k now

I'm on Prozac. it takes 3 to 4 weeks before you start noticing it. Takes a while to build up in your system. Hope you got enough, user. good luck.

he's not. he bought it with good boy points.

This. Don't believe anyone that tells you that marriage is tolerable. How the fuck is the human race not extinct?

47 years old, at 46 married a wife half my age, i'm friggen happier than a tornado in a tailor park. life is good, and this girl takes care of my every need. live your live OP, no retreat no surrender.

Same situation here. Every time I work myself up to get a job I end up flaking out about a month in. Feels like its never going to get better. I'm pretty confident it will though

ive lost everything 3 years ago and now im just dying slowly , otherwise i probably wouldnt browse this shit site

they literally wont. tyrone will take good care of them.

Pretty fine. Overall successful as a student so far. My main problem is that I'm single, out of shape and my accumulated sexual perversion is keeping me unnecessarily horny.

>me

Kek, she is more of a Nazi than I am.

Too relatable

35 working a shit middle management job and wanting to die.

You ever try messing around with a dude?

SSRIs take 2-3 weeks to take effect amd preparefor your labito to get rekt. Generally you want to start with a low dosage and work your way up (as needed) but since you aren't doing this legitly, I suggeat you start high and work your way down. This way you'll begin to feel the effects the quickest and, as you decrease your dose, know what the minimum required dose is (no sense in taking more than meeded).

I have one friend who I both truat and who lives close enough to work for this to make sense. But I'm always afraid of people not being to host me, I don't want them to know if they have to turn me down.

LEL

>college drop out
Me too

>tailor

31, own house.
Live with loli Asian wife. (mid 20s)
2 healthy boys.
Life's great.
Although working on a career change as money is tight.

Faggot detected!

Pretty good OP, make about $300k a year, prob more next year. I'm in real estate. I live in a high rise with a beautiful blonde I'm really trying to stay faithful with. No kids. Drive two cars, including a hot rod. Really miss my single life sometimes, but I consider myself lucky. No, I don't take it all for granted, no im not a trust fund baby, I did it all myself. Hang in there poorfags, life gets better.

fell in love with a really nice bloke once. In the end he ended it after years before it ever got really serious (he lives in another country). I gave him hell for that... I deeply regret that. I met him a year after the fact. I still love him, albeit platonically after a lot of introspection. He became so quiet over the years.. I hope I can still make him smile every now and then.

Why would thos work?

>25
>biggest problem right now is the hangovers getting worse

I don't believe you, but it pisses me off most that you say life gets better.most poor people stay poor

> Came to Cred Forums at 16
> 28 now
> Clinically depressed and suicidal at 11
> Grew without any emotional support network in a family who only cared about appearances
> Thought about suicide almost every day of my life
> Finished my Master's degree at University two years ago
> Been working as a Software Engineer since
> Make more money than I can spend
> A life of coping with my pain on my own has led me to only see other people as a drain on me
> No longer depressed, but still suicidal
> I don't feel joy or sadness, I just exists as robot, going to work and home again
> A slave to the welfare state, supporting immigrants and single moms who got knocked up by muslims and niggers

60, love my job, hate being married, no kids, have all material needs met, but no sex ever. Wanna die.

I hope so too user. U sound nice

Enjoy those fucking parts, dumbass. Jags are built like shit. I sat in the F-Type Roadster at the auto show and it was the biggest piece of shit. Then I sat inside of the XJL and it was great. Indians can't build cars. Fuck Tata Motors.

Get Cymbalta instead, it is freakin' pharmaceutical ecstasy!! But it will fuck with yo dick! Make it impossible to cum. Get's really annoying really quick!

Happiness does not equal money Cred Forumsro. If you manage not to kys it will get better. Most people need to take action and do shit different to get paid, or fall in love, or whatever makes you happy. Traveling is the best antidepressant imo.

27. I hate everything and everyone. Life is pointless. Fuck this stupid world where everyone seems to be getting dumber not smarter. Logic and facts no longer matter just peoples feelings. My sex drive has completely evaporated. Can't even masturbate. I want to die. I want to go to sleep and never wake up. I've had the gun in my hand but I can't seem to go through with it. Something inside of me is still holding on but I can't figure out why. The few friends I had once have all left me behind. I've started to drink every night to drop the inhibition to pull the trigger. It will happen soon. No way I'll see 28.

absolutely meme-tastic thx fucka

>27
>just broke up with GF of 6 years
>still work the shitty retail job i've had for 8 years
>tfw feel like ill never find anyone else

wow this sucks.

31 here, on my night watch.
Job is good 10kUSD/Month

Have you tried anti depressants?

Life is optional.

Is it like security night watch??

Tailor? Web programmer make 100K/year, married a filipina and she love sucking cock and cute as hell...good luck Cred Forums

keepin it real here.

I went to real estate school. Didn't get my license but I went. How the fuck are you making $300k? You either live in CA or NY or FL.

>26
>Just got my gf of a year pregnant
>Ohshi.jpg

Similar situation except I don't have any friends either. The hurt is crippling

Same shit happens with me with Klonopin. I can get hard but I can't bust a nut for hours. Shit is annoying but I guess it'll help in the long run.

26 year old hear. Great life in school. Great life in University. Got the best job I could have ever have hoped for straight out of uni. Tons of friends, girlfriend and a pretty great life.

The I hit 22 and my life fell apart. Company I worked for hated me. Ended up losing my job. Lost my apartment so I moved back in with my mum and dad. Lost my girlfriend. Lost all my friends. Spent the next 3 years trying to get my shit back together. Tried to get freelance work and failed horribly. Tried to get jobs but no one was interested. Went for a few interviews no one ever called back.

26 now. Part time dish washer. Living with my mum and dad. Horrible family life. 2 friends.

The worst part about it is seeing all the people you used to know get on with their lives. Every one of my old friends has a great career. They have cars, wife's, houses etc... And I'm literally still at square one. I absolutely hate life, but I'm still trying to make something of myself. Gotta keep going (:

Go to hell oldfags

You ever thought about having a complete life change, go live in another country and reach people what you know? I've always wondered... for people that's have nothing to lose, fuck it change it all, see what happens.

Pretty sweet. Got a gorgeous wife and a beautiful baby girl.
Self employed teaching guitar to kids and making decent money... Things are easy better than this time last year when I was an IT gimp for local government.

29 and I want a girlfriend/wife and baby soooo badly.

> 33
> Used to be broke but had lot of friends and fun
> Moved to another city for job/career reasons
> Few years go by
> Now I have money and GF, comfortable life, but small social life and bored as hell
Is this what aging is like?

You mean trailer, dumb ass

TX actually. Residential is for plebs. Get to know commercial backers and forwards, Invest in multifamily.

25 here... Life is great. Can't complain about anything really. I'm gonna move to nyc in a few weeks. Looking forward to it.

Tonight, I will hang out with my best friend at a comic book shop and probably play a board game.

> got a bc. in business for lack of a better idea
> had a gap year, studied cs, applied for a cs masters program, got accepted
> repeated a year because of some mandatory math-heavy econ bullshit subjects
> 25 now, last year upcoming, haven't touched my thesis
> working at a computer repair shop for peanuts, they also let me actually program stuff
> at least I finally found a job, the job market is absolutely brutal without experience
> hope I can make a career out of it yet

>be me
>27
>cant make a living from my music (anymore)
>live part from wellfare now
>have a shotty ready

Do i kurt cobain?

>60, love my job, hate being married, no kids, have all material needs met, but no sex ever. Wanna die.

Surely you can stop giving a fuck by now? Divorce her ass?

Grass is greener friend. My life will never be mine again.

I try to be. My main problem is that I can't forgive myself things only I will remember in the end.
I'm glad things are ok, I'm really sorry for most anons here

28 here, applied with the local police force and planning on joining other ones later if this one doesnt take me at this point I'll join the fucking army to get out of private security. My current boss is a fucking moron.

My ex wants her shit back after 14 months apart and no contact for 6 (What do you make of that?)

Other than that I have a couple grand in the bank an apartment to live in and I'm not starving. Can't really complain.

No, I've researched it quite a bit and concluded my attitude towards the world is an accurate evaluation of this fucked up place.

Whether I'm high on antidepressants or heroin would still be the same result; lying to oneself to be happy.

I'm mostly just sticking around to see the world collapse on itself, or alien contact. While life is easy I'll continue to watch the shitshow.

You just described my life.

Don't do it man. Move to a place you can do what you love.

They have cars, wife's,

*wives

Kurt Cobain was good at something.

To be honest its been pretty confusing ever since my prostate exam, to cut it short i think i want a dick in my ass.

Technically I should not complain at fucking all. Live in apartment with good mates, have preeety sweet ride (E63 6-series) and a motorcycle for sunny days. Scholarship in university, in my last year of PhD in manuf engineering (its co-funded by industry so its not like i'll be one of those useless scientists). Scholarship and on-call (side work during out of office hours) pays pretty ok. Can save about 1200 a month, in reality I save half of it and spend the rest on travel/nights out. Look pretty good aswell, not fat or anything. I'm seeing this girl ho cant graduate from arts and drunkenly bang occasional birds as this relatioship has no future...Well my problem is that I rarely feel anything.

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What's wrong user, you're loved here.

26 btw
Engaged
Live in an apartment with her
Working at a bank (mostly meh, sometimes okay 42k)
10k in bank saved up
2 cars (shitty cars)

Kekd

Man, u idiots sux. Im learning trades and gonna do them during the summer while i go to architecture school. Im in love with a celebrity & the only problems r sexual frustration & boredom

dubs says you guys are alright, stay off this board tomorrow

I make 50k a year, have no debt, live at home with my moms and I am 26 years old. Things are going well enough but being at home is killing me. I have applied for a loan but my relationships die quick! Being old living at home dries up pussy quick. I think if I said I had a meth addiction I would get more interest.

Always wondered how your perspective changes after you have a kid. Do you automatically feel better/less selfish?

Most people around my age I talk to seem to be in a similar situation. I would gladly give away a good chunk of my salary to be with my old friends and have as much fun as we used to.

The only thing that whiny fuck was good at was pointing shotguns

All you fucks have made it through the many ages of Cred Forums. Thats worth something. I just want all of you to know that you're cool in my books.

I wonder if he found...nirvana

If you keep changing the girls your with, but you keep feeling the same. It's you, not them.

For me it's been an on/off relationship.
Cred Forums will never be the same.

Absolutely terrible. Divorced after a 1 year old marriage. Living as a NEET. Can't afford proper food.

new fag here. upper middle class white cis male, still in highschool. so pretty well. asexual so don't really care to have any girlfriend/boyfriend. FeelsGoodMan

nah, Cred Forums changes with the times, but its still that immature crude ironic dark humor that we loved when we were 13. Only thing is we've gotten old.

anyone else read it in that older british gentleman's voice

wee woo wee woo wee wooo, you sound like a bitch go back to driving your rusted out ford explorer you fucking google

yes...life doesnt get better

Sheeeiit!! me too. I love living in the U.K. where I get tons of benefits because I'm obese.

>28
>Engaged
>Network Architect
>Plenty of money, comfortable life
>Flying lessons and skydiving on the side so I'm not bored

I don't know why but I can't sit still, I always need to have something to do

heh

I got drunk so much that now I have to pay child support to three bitches. I haven't even seen my children. I live in the ghetto, can't afford better, tons of blacks. I can't stop cheating so I don't have a gf. But I have my friends Hulu account so life is on the up.

>I think I just do what people expect of me.

I've been doing this for the past 4 years of university and not a day ti wake up I am happy

Buying this much into tumblr mumbo jumbo

Recently quit my job...my job wasn't that bad but it was too much of a commute and my coworkers were lazy idiots which was pretty embarrassing in front of customers, boss is sick and never there to supervise, biggest boss never comes in, co workers stare into their phone like its a black hole, take fake phone calls and walk away from customers I had to get out of there it was embarrassing, hated the customers too they were rude because of the idiot coworkers i had who would never help them out.

For now since iam still able to live with the parents, I'm taking a break from working to take advantage of this time to collect my mind, relax, and do work on my car that i couldn't do in the dark at night after my full time job..maybe find something part time just to cover my bills when i run out of money.

Overall tho I just hate people I live in a big city and I hate it....neighbors are loud and disrespectful just hate how selfish people are it disgusted the shit out of me when i was working downtown.

I'm 29 Overall life is good i can't complain I eat well and have many hobbies to keep me busy, would like a gf again but thinking back on the girl that broke my heart i can't treat a girl right anymore i wanna just fuck em and leave em.

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25. Broke. I am finishing up a paralegal degree, afterwards working on nursing preqs to get accepted in a BSN program. Want to work for malpractice/injury firms and maybe insurance companies.

I went to my first day of AA today.

IDK. I still find some gold nuggets every now and then, but the rest is mostly porn and cancer.
I think it's time to realize that most btards grew up and moved on to other things and the ones who didn't are a mixed bag of trolls, neckbeard virgins and the occasional nostalgic oldfag like myself.

you're 25 and still in highschool?

Just when I'm feeling depressed about my career progression it's great to come on Cred Forums and see losers like you. Makes me thankful for what I have.

youre starting to develop a crust

Do you mean being asexual? How else would you define not getting aroused or sexually attracted to/by anything?

29, gonna be 30 in a few days.
Have a job, not satisfying one but still.
Help family with that.
Have gf.
Can't care less about cars but have a chem addiction and manage to get pretty fucked up.
Do it using a kinda controlled schedule, which make me go on somehow.
Still facing the consequences of my last break up with my last gf. Current gf is 21, of course she sexually satisfies me, but she's a bit of a brickhead.

Can't say I'm happy but I'm working to be.

This is now a under 18 thread cause op is a fag

I wanna hear of some alpha studying physics, chemistry, and astronomy all at the same time. Shit would inspire me.

Aside from working with the laziest fucking niggers I've ever met in my life, pretty good. Making 30 dollars an hour taking care of homeless people who are actually pretty funny and nice people. Have a gf who gives amazeballs head, even if she his kinda fat.

Vetfag, using gi bill and trying to run a buisness. Wife and I bought our first house and had a baby about 6 months ago. Think about an heroing every fucking day.

Don't let anyone tell you not to be yourself, tell them to go fuck themselves. There are some bad things about being young, but there are some aspects of being young that you must never dispose of and instead must cultivate.
These include your sense of humor, curiosity and passion. Don't become a cuck.

Been Unemployed for the past few weeks over which I blew a couple grand on drugs. Going to start a new job over the next couple weeks, self employed working with my best friend, shit will be rough starting out but life should be great once we get going. Having a will to live again feels good man

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Nah, almost all of it, from what i understand is that youre a white dude thats still in highschool. Sounds like your life is a mess. fag.

Christ, that's similar to me.

Currently 26 as well. Going to be 27 in November. I was very successful in college and got an engineering degree with a 3.5 gpa. All my buddies were in my own department but we all were pretty close. After I graduated I thought I was hot stuff and went out of state to a graduate school and it was nothing but indian students in my class. I had a shit time there and made some bad decisions with what classes I took and ended up flunking out. I was completely isolated during this time so that didn't help.

I tried to find a job for a year with my degree and nobody would hire me while I was relying on my parents' money. I ended up finding a quality inspector job in a factory that's been helping. Still living with my parents though so life isn't perfect. There also are a lot of rumors going around in my plant right now about it closing down next year so I'm getting a little worried about trying to find another job considering what happened last time I was looking.

I wish you the best of luck user.

>not 25
>implying you only get a gf/bf for sexual attraction and not romantic attraction
>still in highschool

underageb& this faggot.

I studied chemistry and software engineering. Got a pretty good job and decent life. And still I miss having few obligations and living the good life.

basically

Same

>26
>EMT-B
>School full time chasing wild ass dream of MD
>Live with GF
>Not in love with her
>Miss having parents :/

25 here. I'm losing friends by the day to distance, work, relationships, the discovery that just because you made friends with someone doesn't mean they aren't total human garbage...

Sometimes I wish I could recapture the feeling of possibility and optimism that I had as a youth, but then I remember that I was actually a self-centered, hedonistic alcoholic for about seven years there, so that doesn't seem feasible.

26
I was in school until early this year
>Tons of friends
>Great social life
>DAT sweet NYC GI bill

Few months ago dropped it all chasing a dream and opportunity, I feel really good about career choice and I like to think the future is bright ahead, but in the time being ive became a functioning alcoholic, zero social life, no friends, my pos truck has put me through some rough patches financially since ive been here, I haven't had a sober night since ive moved here or felt a woman's warmth.
Over all I'm not sure how I'm doing, does it get better anons?

Going by faster than I care to admit, not remembering.

Finished school btw

>Texas
Low priced houses and a low cost of living.

>Commercial
Requires experience and a degree.

>Invest in multi-family
No. If you knew anything (which you clearly don't), you invest in places that can turn a profit. If you know some contractors, you buy low, flip, and sell high. Or get a rental property. Such as an apartment building. I read on BiggerPockets about an accountant who bought an apartment building and made bank.

under 30, over 25.

doing okay, I guess. feeling a little burnt out at the moment.

Why do you suck so damn bad?

my best friend from high school (pretty much my only friend) got his first gf every day that goes by i hear from him less, she's ALWAYS at his house i did that same shit for a couple months but shit i snapped out of it and apologized to him...here we are 10 years later he gets his first gf i tell him "make sure she doesnt run your life" hes like "ok heh" 3 years later i can barely ever chill with him when i do she's there....i dont hate her but theres no reason she has to be around so much....im dreading when he gets her pregnant, probably never see him again.

rip bestfriend

I'm 28, Haven't been able to go back to school. Held shitty jobs with shitty pay. Have held 2 jobs just to get a good new car.

Still paying for it. Seeking to hold two jobs again to finish paying it and save some money to get some sort of certification (EMT, etc) something of the sort.

Love life is shit, but I have it at the moment. 'Going out' with a girl that is just divorcing who was abused etc and has 3 kids.
She's a little messed up.

BUT I love her and she loves me. Can't leave her while she's going through this can I??

Overall, not too good. I've had a few good moments but nothing that has taken me to the next level.

Find what you love, forget the bullshit. Live for the sake of living. It's worth it if you believe in it.

>26
>still in university
> entrepreneur

Started my own business while still in university a 2 years ago. Eurofag so education is affordable.

Work all day follow a few courses to finish my studies this year (januari estimated). first part time employee this year so got some experience being a leaderfag. 60k revenue this year. Aiming for 120k next year. (so far doubled every year)

In the strange situation that I'm creating my dream and I love the work I do, but my personal life is ultra boring cause I'm always working. I'm sort of fine with that actually, planning to do this a couple of years, build out the business and sell it for major bucks and go plan the rest of my life with the comfort of some millions in the bank. At least it's my own boring life and I get to listen to interesting podcasts while I do my work and I get to make the important decisions myself.

Gf lives far away, which sucks, but that's life. My end goal is to transcend the working class as quickly as possible and experience richpeople problems.

Do you have your HS diploma or GED?

How do you deal with not being in love with her?

Yes, and some college basics still active.

33, Good. Growing tired of my job, and the pressure to give a fuck about responsibility. I take care of all my bills, own a car, motorcycle. Travel a lil for work, get to see the states. Bored af, single af, clueless af. I have no idea what I'm doing other than just still having fun and shit. No kids, no wife. I feel like I'm doing better than 85% of my peers in terms of life enjoyment, just by being single and no kids.

You can't live on "what if's"

You have great goals but they're pretty selfish goals.

The problem is, you know exactly what you want and you feel entitled to it and that may be your demise.

How is living off £50 a week any fun?

Gonna be honest, I have no fucking clue. Most of it I guess comes from the convenience of having someone to split bills with whom I know is dependable.

...

Alright then. What is your plan? What I want you to do is take out a piece of paper. Not a word document but a pen and paper and write down exactly what you want to do within the next year.

Make that list and put it somewhere where you will see it every day. Put it in the bathroom on the wall so you'll see it every time you take a piss. Put it in your kitchen so every time you're getting something from the fridge, it's right there staring you in the face challenging you.

Don't let life make you its bitch. You make life your bitch.

keep at it, fuck what that user says. what is your work if you don't mind

tfw no adderall

yup this is how i felt, and why i quit my job.

Why'd you guys break up?

It's been shit for the last 5 or so years.

Living in a gentrifying part of London, and the price of everything is going up cos of these hipsters and yuppies.

Gonna get priced out of my own area.

Do I need to write it down? I have this nagging thought about ALL the stuff in my life CONSTANTLY. Like seriously it gets bothersome sometimes.

Anyways, what I'm planning to do within the next few months is get a second job again. Work my ass off and pay off my car or at least leave it to where it's a super small payment.

After that, I plan to enroll in one of those fast graduating EMT courses (where they cram a ton of information etc)
And start working myself (probably start of 2018) up in that career. See if I like it, if not then honestly don't know what else I would like to do.

Do you get these flashbacks sometimes to times where you could do whatever the fuck you wanted and you wonder if there is still time to flip everything around?

Your kids hate you...the will miss that fat daddy money. Teach them a lesson in loss.

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All the time, I have having the explain myself over trivial shit.

This is just me, pretty sums it up.
There's quite nothing I can do about it, also.
I mean, once you're hear there's pretty much anything you would do besides this, but the scary fact is you actually may spend quite really good times, that could and probably will even Prolongue the fact you're not doing anything to make it better.

And I think I'm lucky to have found a gf so soon. Last time I've been left I kinda faced some fearsome fuckin shit: I actually thought it could definitelly be the last one of that age I'd ever fuck. (she was 23.)

Everyone else in this dump?

Always someone else's problems....grow up.

Disappeared a year ago. Life is perfect now. Plenty money, lots women, two cars, nice rental house, and great job that I enjoy.

Fucking die so someone else can get a job.

I'm only 20.
I'm also fairly new (4 years)
Just dropped by to say hi, faghats

I turned 25 today, share a birthday with a Mongolian calligraphy message board so I guess I got that going for me

There there. You'll probably feel like you want to kill yourself as you'll recall this thread when you'll be still here but you'll be 35, grey as a german tuesday.

well, I've returned after a year hiatus sooooo

>pic related

Fucking awesome

Cred Forums Pass user since December 2014.

Life is fine. Sitting on the couch with my wife in our house. Have 2 cars, a cat, and a dog. We don't make as much as I'd like, but we are doing OK for ourselves.

Well I have bigger and more altruistic dreams I just don't feel it's the time to share them here and I just wrote that shit about richpeople problems as a joke.

I understand your point but I feel entitlement is only dangerous when it's based on nothing (like when you're only spending other people's money). When you make other people money, you're right to feel entitled cause you're creating value. So as long as I create products that let my customers make more money I feel I would be a betacuck if I didn't feel entitled to wealth. If I would work for a boss right now I would be making my employer money and I would probably be 35 and married with children and morgage before realising how.

I vowed never to create wealth for people without getting my fair share.

real question: how is the married life?

you are probably fat or ugly...so its fair.

Pretty fucking awful. I never got to live the life I wanted to in my twenties, and now I'm basically past it. Really not much point trying now.

>Do I need to write it down?
Pretty much, yeah. Why? Because it will give you accountability.

>Get a second job
For what reason? Honestly, why? To work more hours, get a little more money, and be on that hamster wheel that you're currently on?

Financial independence isn't about being dependent on paychecks. That's where you're getting it wrong.

>I plan
Yeah, people can plan and say "I'm going to do X, Y, and Z." But they never get around to it because they lack either the drive to get started or they live in fear of what if.

Once you let go of fear, and apprehension, and hesitation, then maybe, you'll be where you want to be.

Also, don't aim low, aim high. Don't aim to be a fucking EMT, aim to be a paramedic. Then aim even higher and aim to be paramedic command.

This selling yourself short shit needs to stop tonight.

I messed my life up. I wish that I killed myself a long time ago. I have people who say they love me but it just doesn't feel that way.

25. Starting a firewood business with my dad. Things are looking good.

31. Lived a hell of a life.

Married this year to a woman it took me a long time to find.

Some money gambles starting paying off last year.

Things going as well as can be expected. Not sure if I ever thought it would be this good.

One day you kids will show you how much they care. I bet my father used to feel the same way when I was that age

You made $60k this year.

Was this net or gross because those determine whether you're just bullshitting me or not?

I feel as if your dreams are a little far-fetched. Like you just watched Tony Robbins and got really riled up and posted on here that you're going to be the next multi-millionaire.

How's your relationship with your family?

Nice. Small businesses are what needs to be focused on in this country (well the USA at least)

Yes. Agree 100%

26
> Earn £70k, still doesn't feel like enough
> Want a place I actually like, but have been living at home with the mother and sister whilst I save up.
> Have a girlfriend who is also saving so we can both buy together.
> Work as a Technology Manager in London
> Want to save up to train to be a cargo / commercial pilot.
> Feel bad that I earn more than mother and sister but at same time have always aimed to earn 120k, no idea why.
> Feel a bit lost at the moment.

EMT from earlier in the thread here:

You can take a 3 month course and be licensed/nationally registered within 6 months altogether if you really want to get after it.

My cousin has his own electrical business. Started young.

Im 27 got a kid and another on the way making ends meet ok place wanting to get int to ot maube doing network or securty

My younger sister seems to like me. Always tells me she misses me and wants to hang out. We grab dinner everyonce in a while. My parents are divorced. My mom wants me to visit more. She's in another city though and I hate her. My dad lives in the same city as my mom. Although I don't hate him I wish he was more of a man. I wish he didn't raise me to be such a pussy. He is basically an anti-violence pro-love hippie-type guy. He never taught me to ride a bike. He never played catch with me, or anything else. I don't really like seeing him because he's just not what I want in a father. I have another sister who lives in a different city who is okay. Not really close but we hangout when she's in town.

Life is great. After 20 years of being married to crazy, I decided enough was enough and met with a lawyer. I gave her the option of seeking therapy for her undiagnosed personality disorder. In the past she has always swore she would an hero before going to therapy.

This time is different. She has really turned herself around. It's like a nightmare in reverse.

Among other things, she was selfish in bed. Since the ultimatum I've gotten at least weekly blowjobs and even came in her mouth for the first time ever. Her whole personality has changed similarly.

I went from hating her to being crazy about her.

Also I have a job that pays 130k and I could literally do all my work in about 2 hours per day. Low stress, high pay, good coworkers.

at least you can music

This year was particularly rough, but things should be turning around soon. Hopefully by this time next year, I'll be living out at least the start of my dream-life.

28 here

drive a 2016 camaro and still not happy

Just wait for the other foot to drop

Navy's going to Hell in a handbasket over this "gender-blind" bullshit.

>£70k is not enough

Fuck you, I barely earn £13k (in London).

Do you spend it in expensive clubs or something?

good on you bro hope it goes well

Cars don't make you happy. Not for long at least. I bought a new car in 2012 and now I just regret it.

>true green text

I researched it, and have a few EMT 'schools' that I plan to go to. But yes thank you. The courses are about 3-4 months. And that's what I plan on going for.

Write down my plan ? or my goals?

Second job would free me from my car debt faster, while also providing the money for my EMT course.

Thanks user, I am not just planning but actively pursuing a second job for the reasons I stated. And think it will help me in the long run.

Paramedic would be nice, but as the other user said you have to get an EMT certification first before you can start moving up to paramedic.

Thanks for the encouragement though.

I'm 52.

Life is good. Good paying job, house, wife, no fucking kids. I'm really happy.

I hope so, too. I'd like to think all the tribulations I've had this year were meant to strengthen my will and force me to 'level up' to deal with life afterwards.

Get your EMT then go be a nurse, fuck medic school. You'll make more money as a nurse and deal with less bullshit.

check 'em

i know but i thought it would make me a LITTLE happy

it literally gives me almost no emotional stimulation anymore, and the pleasure of owning it went away like after 2 months

26 years old.
Working at a security system installation company for the last 4 years.
Got a wife and got her pregnant in september of '14, had our daughter in may of '15
I'm pretty content with life. Miss the single life every now and then, hate not being able to be a useless fuck when I get home from work, but what can you do.

Hahaha, yeah it probably sounds that way. And with most people posting shit like this it would be true. I'm just not most people and explaining my business model to you on a board like this would be utterly foolish. So you'll just have to take my word for it that I have good reasons to believe my company is going to happen. Not facebook big, just big enough to be, yes, a multi-millionaire.

I hate my job. It pays well, but it is unfulfilling. Plus, I live in a hamlet of 200 ppl.

That's David Attenborough you dumb fuck.

accidentally got her pregnant? pulled out?

My car actually makes me unhappy. It's just another regret.

what is a prostitute?

you get off on that shit?

>25
>old

I fucking hate highschool Cred Forums

Fine. Thanks for asking

Nah, we had been dating for 4 years then got married.
She had a fucked up past and her womanly cycle was super irregular and everytime she went to get her yearly checkup in the nether regions, the doctor told her it would be impossible for her to get pregnant. We used condoms for about the first year, then never used them afterward and I just splooshed inside her for the 3 years after, then come to find out she gets pregnant.

The rest is history.

Harm yourself fatally

i thought this was a malaysian fax number directory site? am i in the wrong place?

no i just pull out cuz i hate condoms but it terrifies me so i like to collect data

>just turned 27 this past Sat
>live at dads house
>work construction
>fat
>spend so much time working (50+ hours) every week that i dont socialize much anymore
>spend 4+ hours in traffic every day
>always tired

I was broke for the longest time because i paid for a good chunk of my younger sisters college tuition.
She graduated a few months ago and i have been slowly saving up
money to move closer to work and get my own apartment again.

I HATE living in the country-side.

what's your car? color?

if i decided that suicide was a better option than my current life i would make my life an awesome experiment before ending it

27
works at disney world as a pastry cook
hates my life
hates everyone i work with
doesnt make any money
contemplating moving back home
wants to die every day

I'm just curious how it's possible to work 50+ hours a week in construction and still be fat. As an office workster I always thought one of the perks of doing a physical job is that you work out your physique.

Pretty good. 25, making decent money, own a house, car, etc and pretty well set up for the future. In good shape, have a few great hobbies that keep me happy. Only downside is a pretty unfortunate personality -- very introverted so most of the time I just can't be bothered to go out to socialize with anyone. Never had a girlfriend or anything due to that but oh well

Mustang gt. Blue

Feels

I am 18 and beginning to see the horrifying realities of life. Stories my parents used to tell me are all true, my friends are committing suicide and getting addicted to drugs and I feel like a veil has been lifted off my eyes. Everyone lives and dies. I am no longer a childhood and things will only get worse from here

I'm officially dead inside

There used to be a time when I cared and worried about myself, my then gf, my then friends,family, animals, etc but now I feel like everyday I just go through the motions

Only thing holding me back is a high paying job

Equipment operator I'd imagine, backhoe, excavator, crane...

Calorie intake

I lost weight when I did physical work but coworkers gained because now they were living out of mom and dads house with disposable income which was spent on 1500 calorie breakfasts, 2500 calorie lunches and a 2000 calorie dinner and beer

Child* lol

Yeah you gotta change that lifestyle up man. You're already succeeding in the difficult part (making the money), now just please spend it responsibly and eat well.

at this point I don't even know what I'm hoping for.
At least I'll have some kind of purpose once I finish my degree and get a job next year, right?

I was skinnier before.
Ive cut back alot on beer and ive been fixing my diet.

Also for a long time i was doing alot of torch cutting and carpentry. Not as much cardio as you would think.

well shit

you really must be depressed if that doesn't make you happy

sorry man

cool car tho

It gets better bro.
Just keep saving up your money and get into a new hobby that you can do solo.

Up yours, it marks the beginning of the end of when you can make social faux pas or just being jackass will no longer be tolerated.

Haha your post actually cheered me up a bit. I just hate myself. I wish I could get a do over. I'm so close to being happy, but it's just out of reach.

28 virgin
no job
I don't event know what I want anymore, or why i keep going.

is the nursing program difficult?

That's what's killing me, doing things solo. Even travelling lost its allure after doing it alone the last couple years

...

Well shit.
I was going to suggest learning to ride a motorcycle or buy a welding machine and create things from Metal, thats what i want to do.

You'll hate your life for 2 years but you'll be earning a good living as an EMT and your experience on the job will help your nursing schooling.

Come to Munich and let's meet up, I'll pick you up at the train station in my car. You'll get the chance to speak at one of my rallies, show me what you got. I have grand plans.

29. Boring office job I hate but pay is 'ok'. Trying not to let anxiety ruin my life. Live with girlfriend and never have sex anymore. Not really sure what I'm doing. Feeling more and more burnt out and bored each day.

Is that a real quote?

hi guys Im not 25, Im 22. i actualy liked reading your stories I feel like the world is not so plastic as it seems.
My situation:
i live with my parents. im in my last year of University, its really close to my parents house so whatever we save money. i have a car and a gf. Hoping to get a job in november.

Im probably worse than any of you.

-31yo
-no job
-no gf
-no money
-couldn't finish high-school
-+20% unemployment where i live
-depression since 2003.
-anxiety since 1999?
-a lot of bad luck.
-a lot of mistakes.
-no friends.
-no future.

I work out to gain muscle, pathetic, as if that would make me a better person.

well glad to be of a little help then

just know you're not alone

we'll get through it, we'll find some sunny spot in the darkness someday

hang in there bro and for fuck's sake stop being so hard on yourself

spain?? australia? greece? portugal?

yes after he finished his PhD he had nothing to look forward either.

Spain.

In 2008 i was still pathetic but at least i could have a job.

jesus lord yeah that's rough

why isn't there any civil unrest or fascist movement with that level of unemployment?

Why not try to find a job doing construction?

Theres always demand for someone willing to do grunt work like dig trenches.
Im a constructionfag so i was digging trenches for 2 years before going to a better company.

I don't know about the others, but I got your back man. Keep your head up.

Fuck niggers

So close? Why don't you get it if you know what's missing.

>needing a bitch to be happy
Or you could find a bro, the internet is full of people.

Fuck me man, 8 years and you haven't moved out of that shit hole?

thank you man, i feel i have the whole negative judgement of the world on my shoulders and it sucks. Without even knowing how my life exactly went people will judge you althouth every day i care a little bit less

i don't know to be honest.

They ask for experience, and we got a lot of immigrants with it.

33. Single dad. Raising a teenager and holding down a job for a clothing company doing web, graphics, it, marketing, engineering... I'm tired. Really fucking tired. I don't ever skate anymore. I miss skateboarding.

If he was everything you wanted in a father, do you think you would have turned out the way you did?

I can smell your bullshit from the confines of my bedroom.

1/10 for even getting a response.

How the fuck are you fat? You must eat all day long.

54, married, two kids, make low 6 figure income.
Life ain't bad, but I would trade my life in a minute for any of you younger fag's youth
>you'll see what I mean...

Well that's why. You own a Mustang. Let me guess, you bought it new?

Do you live at home?

Thinking that you DON'T have a do-over is your main problem.

The fact that you work out makes you better than me

29 suicidal and have NOTHING no job, friend, gf (just dumped me), alcoholic but sober...

Possibly becoming radicalized

And all of that shit can be dealt with.

Yes. It's pathetic to live with mom at 31yo without having any plan or saving money even for Spain's standards.

So good i won't even reach 35yo.

At least i have death, at least.

Kinda seems it. There are few here doing well including myself.

...married, kids. job for over 15 yrs now. Had to move all over the country to keep it tho. North of the 49th parallel

in America, not here.

Anyway, it's ok if you think i'm in my situation for my own faults, soon i will disappear and forget everything.

28 relapsed alcoholic here, holding down an office job barely but no gf and pretty suicidal myself but been worse

Don't listen to this idiot. If anything, they need less nursing school applicants. If you can't hack it as a CNA, then you damn sure won't be able to hack it as an RN. And most hospitals now require a BSN. So that 2 years just turned into at the very least 4.

Pretty sure we exchanged stories the other day

almost 25, in tech school just got my second car and finally have my motorcycle running after a year of working on it. work at a gas station down the street from my house, just stopped drinking, the gun collection is growing slowly but surely. honestly, im happy but im hungry for more.

I'm the one you quoted.

At least you had a gf. I let go someone 15 years ago (she gave me her heart but i was so autistic I realized what was happening when it was too late and regret burnt me).

Did you finish highschool? Because I couldn't even do that.

I moved 6 times during my teenage days just to end up living far away in a house at 6ºC in winter.

Not great but not bad. Lately I've been depressed/on a tight budget because of family issues and it does not help that my income is based on ( medical ) social security. On a better note I tried a different brand of beer today ( Modello Especial ) and enjoyed it.

>>Other going-ons...
>I'm backing Evan McMullin knowing his campaign will most likely fail.
>I have to buy a new EDC knife.
>I have three birthdays I should buy gifts for this month.
>Having gotten home from a trip recently now means I can get back on Steam and my netflix and Amazon Prime Video. I'm looking forward to playing 100% Orange Juice and finishing Downton Abbey.

I'm 29 and rich.
Check my 4 Chan pass◇

Cred Forums Pass user since March 2014.

You serious? Well there goes that option.....

Meh. Could be a lot better. 38, single, mortgage, child support. Make about 50k a year. Get my kids every weekend and try to spoil the shit out of them but can't because of the bills. Lost my mother in February and my father's health is starting to decline.

>Using good boy points for a jag instead of tendies
>mfw

It's that self-defeating "woe, is me" mindset that will get you nowhere in life.

Get your high school credential. That's the first step.

Then go to school. Shit, get a student visa and come to the US. You'll find a nice American girl and be happier. Or move to a country in Europe that has free education.

Go to the doctor and get on an antidepressant. But I warn you, that body will turn to fat. Also, start taking something for the anxiety. Or smoke marijuana.

And you mentioned bad luck? In what way?

Mistakes? Everyone makes them. It's those that learn from them that move forward in life instead of backwards.

No friends? You have more important things right now to worry about.

No future? I disagree.

...

Oh, right, I forgot to mention being home also means I get to see Brandy. I missed Brandy.

48, recovering from heart attack a few months ago. i'm upright and not in the ground, so all in all, i'm doing pretty good.

try to relax

27, ex moutainbiker (been on enduro world champs in new zeland once), achieved basically nothing, my girl is in delegation for 3months already. Unemployed and drinking due to depression, and addiction to her, im from poland with basically is a europe's mexico, i do not have plans for the future, and for making a long story short, i feel miserable and worthless. and sorry fr my english

With as many programs as there are out there you're fucking retarded to believe that. I've yet to find a hospital down south requiring a BNS, that's mostly for northern states/magnet hospitals looking for more funding. Push come shove, get your 2 year RN and bridge to your BSN online in a year and save yourself the time. Shit is easy, don't listen to this stupid faggot.

27 year old here.
Is it the lack of Freedom?

Also got any Nieces you can hook it up with?

I want your life fagget

Why do you want an explanation, you won't care and still blame me.

Wish it was as easy as you paint it.

It's tedious when you make a mistake, try something else which fails by external factors, then try the other and this other thing happen and you end up angry and frustrated.

I'm 31yo btw, and i have no money. Education is free here but you still need money for clothing and shit which i don't have.

I wish I could show you my life, you'll see I made mistakes but you'd understand i did not exactly asked for the current situation i am.

You won't believe me, I understand, but it doesn't matter because when i cannot enjoy the few things i still can enjoy ill end my life..

This is our generation. Manic depressives. I'm 28 and death sounds good.

Did you study? If you have any sort of chances of having a work (unlike me) at least wait for death until you are 35yo

it's what id do if i had a little money even if its pathetic to live with mom at 31y

Very serious. Many people don't realize this but during nursing school, they make you go through the basics. The basics are basically what a CNA would do. What do CNA's do? They take care of elderly and disabled people and they usually are the grunts. They do a lot of heavy lifting, they have to be able to bathe a patient, change a patient, take them to and from the bathroom, clean them if they shit themselves or vomit all over themselves or piss their pants.

If you think it's easy, you're sadly mistaken. In fact, I'll show you just how many people drop out: allnurses.com/general-nursing-student/curious-about-drop-451780.html

Lol this dumb fucking hillbilly probably works at a small county hospital making less than I do working WAY fucking harder trying to tell me "oh hospitals don't require a BSN."

Okay, Hank Hill, RN.

Turned 30 last week.
Pretty fucking good.
Work: Started working for a new company 2 years ago. Got 3 promotions and 4 raises this year. Next promotion in ~6 months makes me eligible to be a lead tech (mechanicfag). Got told today which branch I'll be running.
Home: wife is fucking awesome. 3 kids are fucking awesome. 6 year old went out on a kayak by himself today. Proud daddy
Financials: making +40000 as of now. Will be +65000 in less than 2 years. 3 bedroom house will be paid off by June of next year. All cars paid for. No outstanding debts otherwise.
Got out of prison 9 years ago and it took every bit of it to build up to where I am. Lost a lot of "friends" but I found out who the real ones are.
Was homeless several times. Broke for it seemed like...Well still really because I throw everything at the house to get it paid off. Basically when I reach the goals I set it will have taken ten years almost to the day to accomplish. Anyone here who has done something similar will tell you the feeling is incredible nd I haven't even finished yet. The anticipation is exhilarating.

Anons. I haven't actually said it to anyone because I was depressed for years but I'm actually happy.

I want everyone to feel like this.

29(next month) wife,3 kids, house cars, jobs, life ain't to bad right now

why not lease then