My wife left with my newborn daughter. My baby mama took my son. I'm losing my apartment...

My wife left with my newborn daughter. My baby mama took my son. I'm losing my apartment. I am at a dead end piece of shit job. And I'm thinking about banging all of this to see if it'll finish my worthless ass off. I'll post till I die!!!

If I do a CFA/CPA can I fucking leave this place?

or you could just get a different job

>coke

Ever wonder why everyone in your life is leaving you? I guarantee its not them.

Ayyy lmao

I will literally do any degree as long as I can leave.

OR
I will literally take any job as long as I can leave.

Well at least we know why your wife and kids left you. How bout you get clean?
Or at least stream it.

OR
I will literally take any job as long as I can live.

I've been clean for almost a year. She kept me clean.

Leave

>as long as I can leave

What do you mean by this, user?

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As long as I can move out

Timestamp is off by two months. OP is a fag. Just die

How much coke have you done dude? This isn't a good way to deal with any of this shit. Where do you want to move to?

Didn't realize I did that.

He's on coke dipshit. You think he gives a fuck?

OP here. Not trying to move anywhere.

LMFAO

Amerifat detected.

Sudoku thine self.

What? You failed calling out the fail

Pull yourself together you fucking faggot. Killing yourself is the most pussy thing you can do. Man up you fucking reek

So calling out a fail is a fail now?

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At least you'd go out like a king instead of some pussy eating a bullet.

But if you've got a kid you probably shouldn't fuck them up doing it. If it was just you it might be different.

Being in a sinking shithole of a country is a fail.

kek you gotta be a real bitch to die from that pinner amount

I'm 45 years old been hooked to coke for more than 10, I'm also an alcoholic, I've lost 3 wifes, a hudge part of my family doesn't speak to me, why do I say this? Cause I've been clean for years, took me years to realize that it's the change in the inside what makes the difference. You can find a better job and still will feel miserable , u may recover your family they always give many chances, and lose them again.
U need to grow up be strong, do not be afraid of loneliness, some times is important to be lonely to think and restart. Man clean your self if u r high go to emergency or your doctor. It's only you that can help yourself.

stream it, at least that way you leave a mark on the world of 4 chan and possibly the news

Do you have money?

OP is gone , he's out for some more couse that was very little(like a quarter, no even a half gr)

Trough the shit away, dump it on the toilet and post it

If u look like this kill your self

OP here. Not dead. Feeling fucked though...

Why did she leave you?

Because I couldn't support her expenses. $900 a month car. $1300 rent. My job cut my hours and I had to take a pay cut.

>no daughter
>no stupid breeder bitch

Sounds like you've broke even.

U r high on coke, dump it on the toilet and post

If that's the problem u r better off without her, u should only care and take care of the kids, fuck the bitch off

That's not even a fucking gram. You can do all of that in 30 minutes and an hour from now you'll be coming down. You're not going to fucking die.

You're not going to die you inexperienced faggot fuck.

Dump coke

OP. You need to find a reason to live instead of falling further into this pit.
It can seriously be the simplest most basic ambition. Your kid perhaps? Living in a better home? Enjoying your hobbies?

Go get cleaned up. Stop posting on Cred Forums. Do something good for yourself if nobody else will.

Welp I can try anyways.

Dump coke up your nose

Oh and did I mention it my sons birthday tomorrow.

I fap to furry porn

This guy knows what he's talking about. Have a similar story as well due to alcoholism. Got clean and life slowly started piecing itself back together.

That's the thing though. I was clean for 11 months. I did everything I could to save my marriage. She still left.

Where did OP even state he was an addict? OP may be a faggot and a shitbag of a person but simplifying his problems to just the drugs is too easy. For all we know the guy could have done the shit twice in 5 years or something and could have nothing at all to do with why he's having problems with the wife and kid.

U r a disgrace man!!! Get a fucking hold of your stupid fucking life, don't be so fucking selfish u miserable piece of shit.
Dump that fucking coke at the toilet and start living mother fucker or I'll kick your ass

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Kind of sounds like she was shallow. It makes sense to numb your emotions for the time being, but you still have kids out there to be a dad to. You named things in your life you don't like, so try working on those. Find a better job, work towards a career, get off the coke and get back on your feet. We all go through rough times that make us better people when they're all said and done. When you feel like you're in the position to do so, work towards gaining custody or partial custody. It's a long road but will be worth the wait.

Essentially you're letting a woman beat you. Quit being such a giant fag and do something about it. Kill the bitch. Do anything. Drugs aren't going to make your kid(s) respect you very much when you fucking OD on speedball and die. Everything bad that happens to you and Everytjing bad you let her do, she wins. Don't let her win. Be a man. You fucking win by all means necessary.

I tried killing myself with booze and pills last year and was almost successful. Ended up in the hospital for three months and had to get a liver transplant. But beyond all of that I actually got to see the fallout of what people go through when you do something like that. It's a fucking nightmare.

That said, so is what you're going through. If you feeling like saying "fuck it" then go ahead and say "fuck it, I'm checking into the hospital". They'll set you up really well in the emergency room, no withdrawals. Tell them you're hooked and that you want to die and they'll prop you up. Then, when you got a clear head decide if you still want to die. If you do, then go ahead and kill yourself. But not while you're fucked up, be a man and do it sober.

Man the fuck up you pussy faggot.

I dare you to flush that shit down the toilet along with any other drugs or alcohol you have.

Wanna feel better, see your kids, have a better job? Stop crying and grow a pair of balls.

My heart is broken right now, I may be a fag for feeling this but it is. I'm not going to do the coke. I'm going to smoke, sleep, and start again tomorrow. Thank you.

Good.

Don't do this coke because it's bad, but hey man go kill your wife you'll feel better.

What the fuck am I reading and what's with all these anti-drug faggots?

Coke is fucking stupid and waste of money.
Shit fucked my head up for a minute.
That's a good way to avoid the problem at hand but it's going to just make you regret more and more. Just kill yourself youre Fucked and your kids will be better off.

Haha. Fuck you're pathetic.

Snort that whole thing in one line and die already.