Feels thread

Everyday i don't think about it. And as pathetic as it sounds i dont do it because i lvl up my ESO character. My wood elf is more successful then me

i draw fetish porn.

that is literally it, thats my life purpose.

dat boi is a reason to take your own life

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They know

They just don't care

Dad has cancer. And the girl i like asked to meet up yesterday, but decided that she wanted to fuck some other guy. While i was waiting for her to come over.

Nothing more can put a smile on my face, then other peoples misery, keep em coming!

fuck her. if she asked you out, and then can't even wait one fucking day before fucking someone else, then she isn't worth your time.

first time a girl shows interest in me and is being obvious as fuck with the hints...
...but I don't think I'll get along with her, she's nice and all but seems a bit too "good", I'm into shit she'll be repulsed by and I don't just wanna get things started with her just because I'm lonely.
I feel like I wanna explore my options first, maybe find someone that clicks with me a little better/has common interests or at least one (which the interested chick doesn't seem to have), but at the same time I don't want to send her hints towards not liking her because I'm talking to other girls so she loses her interest in me and goes after someone else.
Chances are, I may not find anyone whos interested in me and might fuck up my chances with the one that likes me. I'm puzzled and don't know how to go about it
Just to be clear
>never had a gf
>kissless virgin
>slowly approaching wizardry
I keep putting it off with my decision, maybe waiting for it to solve itself, I can't bring myself to talk to other girls either, everytime I get enough courage I pussy out on the last second, it's easy with the other one because she just gravitates towards me everytime she sees me

In military, did it as a last resort, and i absolutely hate it. Have goals for my life but doubt they will make me happy. Time to end it all b?

No. People have a retarded way of looking at the world, they think that the ultimate goal in life is to be happy, like it's gonna come at the end of it.
Stop thinking that because even if the happiness comes at the end, it's gonna be at the end and it's not going to be as you'd make it out to be. The ultimate happiness will never meet your expectations, nothing will make up for decades of shit life, and happy times last for much shorter than the sad ones.

Try to find happiness in everyday things, small things. I'm happy when I get to drink tea and read a good book, retarded I know, but it makes me happy as opposed to feeling nothing or even worse, sadness. So find things in your life to make life a little better and stop focusing in what's at the end of the road, enjoy the journey, even if most of it is fucked up and sad, it's still going to be kinda cool in places

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so what is the point of living? I'm unable to find anything that I actually enjoy and so far only haven't done so due to others I find important.

;( is sad

Not that user but I'm glad I read that. Thank you.

>depressed because no gf

nigga pls ive been single for 10 years and would love to have a caring and loving gf but thats the last thing that gets me down.

>broke
>friends that dont really care
>family that harrasses you
>health complications and doctors that cannot help you
>cannot afford treatment
>too weak and cannot afford a good life
>Cred Forums is the only home i know might go away
>irl best friend blocked me on steam because he got a dog so talking to me every day got too annoying for him
>cannot be out for long because of medical problems
>cannot afford decent form of transportation because broke
>cannot become an alcoholic because health complications

>can only live feeling like shit and get nowhere and the only place I can call home or family might actually be taken away from me

I broke up with them after two years because I don't understand how I can love someone who makes me want too die.

your brain is very auto suggestive, you can 'trick' yourself to believe certain things, that's why people actually believe there is a god, not because they're idiots, but because they gave themselves a reason to believe and had enough time on their hands to go through with it.

If your mind is set to sadness then you'll be sad, simple as. Its hard to convince yourself otherwise, really hard, but it is possible that with time you will start liking things about life.
Some people stand in front of a mirror everyday and repeat "I am happy" or some shit like that for about 10 minutes, it becomes something like a catchy song that you can't get out of your head. If you do that for about a month, everyday and be consistent then eventually you'll subconciously believe in that. That's one way to go about it, I'm personally not doing that because I'm not that low in my life, I still find pleasures in life although I think it's a fucked up and generally grim place to be. Fuck what people want and just set your own rules to this game, once you realize that life is a flawed concept you'll feel better and you'll feel like there's fuck all to lose and everything to gain. Don't forget life is shit, but at the same time don't focus on it, I don't know what else to tell you man, I could write a book on how I see life and how I re-wired myself to actually like things in it, but that's a short summary of the key points I guess. Take it as you please and if you got more questions go ahead and ask, I'll be here for awhile, but it's kinda hard to change someone's perspective with text, on a website like this, or any for that matter.

It's cool man

This one always gets me

THIS. Is a real feel.

Not one of those lovey dovey break up faggot posts

dam I'm impressed, I also came to that conclusion, I'm sad cause I force myself to be. I'm have no faith in myself anymore and I'm fairly sure that is my main issue. well played user.

The only thing keeping me alive is my hate. Edgy and sounds rediculous yes, but if I didn't try to thrive off of that energy I would be crippled enough to jump off of a bridge

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that's what people refer to as "depression" but it's not ultimate sadness as some like to see it, it's more of a mental thing, stuck in conviction that life sucks and that you should feel bad. But as with everything in life, we get bored of the same shit and think about something else, that's why people say "it's gonna get better soon", because it will, it's not just some shit people say to make you feel better, it's kind of a 'psychological fact' but we don't look at it that way.

I have a different problem, I don't like the way I look, whenver I see pictures of myself I feel like the elephant man, but I knew the remedy, time + stop looking in the mirror/pictures for about a week, then you're back to thinking you look decent. At the moment I feel fine with myself, but about 3 weeks ago I felt like shit, I knew it'll go away over time but its the wait that sucks, because you know it'll go away, it's important to remember that, so you can comfort yourself everytime you feel shit "it's only a matter of time", applies to most mental issues one has with him/herself.

Get better man, it's gonna get better soon.

I remember this episode kek

I get it man, I've been thinking about the world and people in it and realized how fucked up this whole thing is, it's like the human race is a self exterminating virus, the only thing that suffers here is the planet itself.
I still care about what people think of me, to some degree but for the most part I don't care and just do my own thing, it's better that way.
I don't wanna be the thing I hate and that includes all those retards that try so hard to belong somewhere, as if they were too afraid to be themselves, or alone for that matter. Being alone isn't that bad to be fair, you get to do what you like and noone says shit, and if you play your cards right then you might attract other people that dig your lifestyle and you can make friends for life that way, I managed to get some friends that way and we've been good friends for about a decade now, better that than be surrounded by dozens of people that will leave you whenever the first 'better' things shows up in their life

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>playing ESO

Fucking degenerate

.>Virgin
>Alcohol abuser/alcoholic
>Love drugs
>Kissless
>handheldless
>Realizing what life truly is
>Feeling good about myself now
>Anxiety about having sex for the first time
>Anxiety about what to do in a relationship
>Realize it doesn't matter
>Realize that somebody else who is just as fucked up will love me.
>Can't wait to actually experience the world
>Realize I am alone like everyone else
>Dying alone seems fun
>Sociopathic
>Narcissistic
>Only friend I've made since being in this town for 4 years has been a homeless guy I met about two months ago.
>Fuck Texas
>Lots of hot hispanic women though
>Fell yesterday getting drunk in public
Can't wait to take as many drugs as I can, fuck as many women as I can, do bad shit, and have fun, but I guess no balls.

that's pretty much me up to the
>dying alone seems fun
part
I don't intend on doing bad shit in my life, I don't like people who do and I don't wanna make others lives worse just because I stopped caring. The only hope I have is to do something impressive in my life and hopefully that'll come with some perks, like women who might show interest in me. It's smooth sailing from there, maybe something will change and I'll start caring? a lot of people seem to show no interest in life until they amount to something, then it makes more sense and you wanna keep it up

Gets me feels every time. My parents divorced and father never even contacted me. Never had any worthwhile parental advice. So now I'm just a loser who browses Cred Forums.

Thanks Cred Forumsrotha

Look at my triple i feel a lil better now

Having thoughts of suicide-I have no real friends and my social anxiety makes me act autistic every time I talk to someone. I''m prescribed Lexipro but it helps only slightly as I still sometimes have anxiety attacks at school. Several times I couldn't sleep because I was worrying about how people think I'm such a weirdo. I''m a junior in high school and I keep telling myself it will get better, but I don't know if it will. I have good grades only because I stress out over any small quiz or test and over prepare. I don't have a clue where my life is going.