Why is it I have a huge rape fetish (with me as the victim) but "rape-play" seems so cringey to me...

Why is it I have a huge rape fetish (with me as the victim) but "rape-play" seems so cringey to me. The idea of being gang raped and humiliated turns me on beyond belief but the thought of asking my boyfriend to pretend he's a rapist and take me by force as I feebly try to fight him off just makes me feel disgusted.

I fucking hate how weird sexual fetishes work. Why can't my brain still logic when I have an erection?

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There is nothing wrong with your fantasies. just have fun in a non-judgmental way.

Tell him to actually rape you when you least expect it.

I can't. Like I want to tell him I want to wear a hadaka apron and be doing the dishes while he is outside watching me through the windows and then I go to lie down on the couch to take a nap and he sneaks in through the patio door and rapes me. But then when I think of actually saying it out loud I just cringe at it.

because it wouldn't be real. you aren't fantasizing about a fantasy.

It's the vocalizing it at all that makes me cringe. It's like hearing my secret fetish actually put into words makes me realize all the ways my fetish is stupid and cringey.

I want to be forced to be someones slave boy on kik by being shown pictures of girls to be made horny and vulnerable.

For back story:
Few months back, i was looking for pictures of girls on Cred Forums as I was horny and i added one guy on kik who was willing to send me some. After he sent a few pics he asked that I take off my shirt and take a picture, which i ended up doing as I was horny and didn't think much of it. After I did that he just started forcing me to do more as he got me more horny. He would send me like 4-5 pictures of girls and force me to strip down. He made me strip one piece a time, slowly exposing myself, from my pants, to my boxers, and so on. Long story short, he kept sending more and more until he had me naked and exposed, my balls and dick tied, me gagged, toothbursh forced in me and cumming for him.. even when i tried to resist him he would send more pics and just kept using degrading words till he broke me down. Anyways at the time it was super humilating and degrading but for some reason im craving this feeling again and now posting on her..

I will show live picture of myself doing what i'm told

My kik is: ronlans

You're aware that submissive women are trite and cliche, and you hate to live up to a stereotype.

I know exactly where my fetish comes from. When I was 9 I was playing at my best friend's house. There was no one there except my best friend and his older brother who was around 16 at the time. I was walking down the hall towards my friend's bedroom when his brother grabbed me with his hand over my mouth and pulled me into his bedroom. He put his hands down the front of my pants and pushed me down on my belly on his bed and laid on top of me grinding into me while whispering in my ear that he was going to fuck me like I was a girl. I was so shocked I couldn't scream or do anything. It was like my brain just shut down and I resigned myself to what was going to happen to me. Then my friend came into the room and started yelling at his brother to leave me alone and his brother got off me and said it was a joke and I was the fag for thinking it was real.

It was the single biggest turn on of my life. I've masturbated to the memory of it ever since imagining what it would be like not only if he went through with his threat to rape me but if my best friend joined in too.

>erection

>women

I don't think that's it.

>you will never be raped as a little boy

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He's a dude, you incel mongo.

Why even go on? Right?

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if you think the point of personal arousal is personal satisfaction you are mistaken. the point is to drive the human race forward, to reproduce, and the spread seed. if that means a few gay men fuck, so be it. but mostly it results in reproduction. its out of your control and it doesn't have to make sense.

Then it's unnatural because men don't have rape fetishes where they're the victim. Whatever is left of OP's rational thought is reminding him that he's an abomination and needs to get his shit together, not packed.

it is stupid and cringey.

but humiliation and shame is hot. you should tell him and wallow in self-disgust. maybe we'll get lucky and he'll laugh in your face.

>Whatever is left of OP's rational thought is reminding him that he's an abomination and needs to get his shit together, not packed.


My fucking sides

fucking raw kek

I want to be forced to be someones slave boy on kik by being shown pictures of girls to be made horny and vulnerable.

For back story:
Few months back, i was looking for pictures of girls on Cred Forums as I was horny and i added one guy on kik who was willing to send me some. After he sent a few pics he asked that I take off my shirt and take a picture, which i ended up doing as I was horny and didn't think much of it. After I did that he just started forcing me to do more as he got me more horny. He would send me like 4-5 pictures of girls and force me to strip down. He made me strip one piece a time, slowly exposing myself, from my pants, to my boxers, and so on. Long story short, he kept sending more and more until he had me naked and exposed, my balls and dick tied, me gagged, toothbursh forced in me and cumming for him.. even when i tried to resist him he would send more pics and just kept using degrading words till he broke me down. Anyways at the time it was super humilating and degrading but for some reason im craving this feeling again and now posting on her..

I will show live picture of myself doing what i'm told.


My kik is: ronlans

Does anyone else's rape fetish come from being raped? Because I was not into it at all till after I was and now it is my top fetish

Tell us about the rape user.

I second this request.

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To put it short, I was 15 and went to a friend's halloween party. It was supposed to be a small kick back with about 15 friends. But turns out the host's fiance's brother posted the party online and soon we had over 70 people there. We can call him Tyler since I do not even know his name to this day.

(This being out in the country and the dude lived there so he had the right to invite whoever, but still it was a lot more than expected)

What was supposed to be a night of just drinking and weed escalated to people brining coke, meth, and a lot of other stuff. My high school sophomore self was way out of my comfort zone because I was from a small town christian upbringing and I had never experienced this stuff before. (I did not do anything except drink a little bit since I had to have dinner with my grandma in the morning)

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I drank with the few people I knew there and had a great time, soon I saw Tyler across the patio while dancing. He had some outfit on that had his chest exposed, and let me tell you he had perfect abs and face. Enough to get my hormonal virgin mind aroused. I asked who he was and the friend that invited me to the party explained. All I can really remember was that he was let out of prison a month ago (she did not know what for) and that he was very weird so stay away from him. And so I did.

It was about 2 in the morning now and I had fallen into a rosebush and got the dress I was wearing stuck and ripped up. (sorry forgot to mention that I was in drag because halloween party, you know)

So I went inside to find a change of clothes, stumbled onto the living room couch and laid down. Soon enough Tyler came out of nowhere and was rubbing my back asking if I was okay.

Soon his hands were going more and more south of my back as he rubbed in circles about to reach my ass till my friend came in the room looking for me. He stoped and She literally picked up my 100 pound body and carried me to the bed room. Where I took a nap for however long, but when I woke up the party had pretty much died down. Maybe 10 or so people were still awake when I went downstairs including Tyler, I did not know anyone that wasnt passed out or had left.

We got together in a small group and play truth or dare or what not and eventually Tyler ended up sitting by me, rubbing my back once again. And I was loving it.

He then suggested we played a drinking game and him and I go "drink for drink" and get wasted together. I look back at this now and realize he was not drinking or taking shots, but faking it an encouraging me to drink more.

He could have put something in one of my drinks but I honestly do not know. All I know is the rest of the night was a blur so I will include what I remember

Sauce??

We ended up in his room of the house some how and he started to massage my back once again, which felt nice.

Then he mentioned that I am still half in a dress and he could give me some more comfortable clothes to wear. So I agreed and he started to take off my clothes. Now I was just wearing a small pair of boxers at this point and I remember not being able to move.

I wanted to sit up and take my clothes off myself, but I just could not

Soon enough I felt him lay down next to me and his dick on my ass. Which he grabbed and pulled against as he wanted. I felt him try to press his dick into me, but It was not going in.

I just remember thinking, "what is going on" and "I dont want this"

After a few failed attempts to thrust inside of me he tried a finger, and then two. And when he started to pick up the speed I asked him to "stop", "I am not ready for this", "It is my first time", "please stop"

But he kept going. He put his hand over my mouth at this point and told me to "shut the fuck up and take it. you know you want this"

After a bit more I was crying and pleading but he kept going. Eventually Tyler flipped me over and stuck his dick in. He picked up more and more speed. And at this point I stoped crying and pleading and just laid there.

He finished inside of me then left. I was alone in this room, no clothes on. When I woke up in the morning I noticed I bled a lot. I put on clothes and washed up.

I felt ashamed of myself and never told anyone for two years. When I did finally tell people of what happened the expected sadness was there. But what I still havent told anyone I know is how I revisit that memory often when I jack off, being used like the little bitch I was.

That is about it, any questions or comments are more than wanted.

when you fantasize about being raped do you specifically thinking about them finishing inside?

When I was 16 my girlfriends mother raped me. She was drunk and I was just a really naive kid and felt kind of paralyzed. Now all I want are older women to all team up on me at some dinner party environment.

I know it's reddit, but old.reddit.com/r/Rapekink/ is hot. Stories (probably 90% fake) about people baiting men into raping them.

oh ya big time, hell it even has permeated into my consensual sex life. 70% of the porn I watch has the top not pulling out and I always encourage my boyfriend to cum inside of me every time.

why isnt your profile pic you bent over?

get to it

I lost my virginity by being gangraped, and I'm 100% certain it turned me gay and gave me my rape and gangbang fetish.

I have the same thing but for cuckold. I love the idea of sharing my chick with another dude, but when it would come time to do it for sure I wouldn't be ok with it

Same, but I'm gonna try anyway.

Give us the story

Was she hot?

Pretty common.
You want to be a filthy little slut, but you want someone to rape you so that "it's not your fault" that you're a slut.

You wanna have you cake and eat it too.

I was sort of raped when I was 8 in the change room of the public pool. It wasn't violent but I was pretty much told it was going to happen and I could either accept that it was going to happen or they would force it to happen so I let it happen.

I let it happen.

It didn't turn you gay. It just made you realize you were meant to be a submissive cum dump.

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britt get off Cred Forums

-josh

pump

this makes so much sense compared to anything else I've heard.

>at some dinner party environment
jesus christ

Rape was the natural order for hundreds of thousands of years, and still happens today.
Courting didn't come around until civilizations invented it.

>civilizations
maybe good? maybe bad? who can tell.

When I was 16, I did an internship in Europe for a couple months. One day I got real horny and installed Grindr to look for guys (I'm bi).

I found this handsome 60 year old man and we met by some subway station. Went to his house, offered me a "Sprite", and then we went to his bedroom. The age difference was a turn on for both of us and he was super hot/fit for an older man, but he was also very into rough sex.