Literally just talk to a few local plugs and they can find you fentanyl
Jose Flores
Do you not know any sketchy people? Ask for bars or fentanyl you'll eventually land. You can die off of 20 dollars worth of street bars and a some good swigs of hard alcohol
Henry Parker
I'm stuck in a rural village, so that's somewhat doubtful.
Jaxon Edwards
Why do you want to know? I would assume it's usually the same sort of answers. Despair.
Carter Garcia
I would recommend a Jenkem overdose.
This post is retarded.
Luis Edwards
learn how to set up a proxy /vpn combo with tor. go to reddit to know where to find sources. id go with heroin tbh
David Hughes
Dude if you're going to kill yourself anyway you might as well kill the president
Jonathan Kelly
Some of you are cool, don't come to work at the white house tomorrow.
Gabriel Perez
You cant get a bus or train to a larger town?
Noah Hernandez
I could but that's a lot of work. I want to off myself, not start a new life project.
Jaxon Adams
Why? Because there's no incentive for me to provide you with such contacts. Despair from what? Did you just look at your clock a tuesday afternoon and go "hm, why don't I magically develop terminal levels of despair?"ยจ
Nah. Something caused it.
James Gutierrez
I'm about to be homeless. I have debts. I wouldn't be surprised if I have warrants. I'm too old to start over. Have no one. Yaddi yadda, there ya go.
Logan Torres
Nah, I get that you're in despair, but all of those are problems that can be overcome, and none of them suggests it being rational to off yourself. I mean, it's your life, if you want to die then you're free to. No one can or will stop you. But you're sort of going out before it's time, and I don't see why any of the people I know would be interested in that. Plus you're probably not even in the same country as I am, so I should probably have thought of that from the get go.
Easton Parker
Big talker. You're too PALSY to suicide. Your mother was such a whore that when she sneezed, you came barreling out of her labia and vag. When she shitdumped you, nigger, the palsy was so great, you haven't moved ever since. Shitting yourself and living at your mommy's....still...on the bathroom floor.
Talkin "whack" niggerfag? About drugs and sheeeet?
They're illegal you retreded palsy. Suicide? Kille yourself, fagGot.
Blake Nelson
Lurk more
Hunter Myers
Im not good at this sorta thing but bro or chick dont do it. Ive been where you are. I was homeless,no job,broke and i could barely find enough scraps to survive. But ill tell you right now there is atleat one person in your life that care about you more than you think and if you go through with this it will destroy them. Please talk to someone. Anyone. Even if it's someone who is getting payed to do it. Somebody cares i promise.
Liam Moore
I can second that experience. A friend of mine hit rock bottom and thought, that noone still cared. Luckily I got to him just in time to force him to puke out those damn pills he took and take him to the ER. He got therapy and is much happier now, got a job and a nice gf. Death is not the path, living on and fighting harder until you succeed is!
Jaxson Edwards
Cool that you try to help but my mind is made up. It's not a rushed decision, I have had 10+ years of thinking it through.
Jaxson Ortiz
Nice try fbi
Daniel Scott
I reccomend mt dew overdose. very dedly
Benjamin Peterson
I've hit rock bottom without someone caring. There was no one. Not one. I had 100k in debt back then. But things are fixable. If OP wants to die, then OP is allowed to die. But I won't be party to it, so I'll just fuck right off instead.
I hope you fail to kill yourself OP, and realise that unless something is forbidden by the laws of physics, the only thing stopping you from solving them, is knowing how. And how can in most cases be obtained.
Good luck.
Wyatt Bailey
ordering from the darknet is MORE work than traveling to where you could get heroin. if you enlist someone to order it for you, you are putting your own death on them, morally and potentially legally. order yourself a helium exit bag/mask or something. i have both overdosed on opiates and lost consciousness from asphyxiation, and they are equally pain free and peaceful. pure fent from the darknet would also put first responders at risk.
Leo Edwards
Dude. Just use carbon monoxide. Most painless way to go
Leo Evans
Thanks for the EMT/1stResponders reminder, I'll put up a note on the door or something, along with a DNR.
Noah Lewis
If you've been thinking this through the past 10+ years then what's Another day or 2. Tell some people close to you how your feeling and what going through your mind. I know thats one of the hardest things to do almost akin to telling a fish to just start breathing air if it doesn't want to suffocate. But ill tell you right now most people aren't observant enough to notice the subtle cries for help. What do you have to lose.
Adrian Powell
fuck off glownigger
Angel Price
Only pussies kill themselves
Bye Falecia
Carter Perez
Buy a cheap cargo van or mini van. Throw a mattress in the back and hit the road. Drive to Arizona or southern California where it's warm. Register van in South Dakota where they allow registration from out of state residents and have no yearly inspection (renew through mail and never have to return to South Dakota).
I'm completely serious. It's a very freeing life. You're not too old. Fuck your debts, you will have nothing for them to take.