I need your help deciding something Cred Forums
I'm in a relationship of 4 years, the girl is nice, she's got a shitty attitude at times but she's ok, we're doing ok.
Except for when it comes to sex, we're doing it less and less, we've had a few fights because of it, she went dry a couple of times during sex and even though I've asked her multiple times about improvement she never does the things I ask for, for example I asked her to spend more time on foreplay (on me), I've asked her to arch her back during doggystyle, just little details like that.
She loves having sex, she initiates, she shows interest, but it's honestly just becoming a bit of a chore because of the fights we had about it, so I finally grabbed her, sat her down and told her "Ok we're talking about this and we're figuring it out, tell me, tell me everything, tell me exactly what it is that's going wrong, tell me what your fantasies are, the ones you could never tell anyone, share them with me"
She paused and jokingly said "What if I said my fantasy is a gangbang?"
I joked back and said "Well only if you let me murder and hide all the bodies afterward, heh..heheh"
So she went back to normal mode and said shit like "Let's do more positions and let's bla bla"
I can't get the gangbang bit out of my head, it seems like a genuine thing she's fixated on, and I don't know if I can continue in a relationship with someone who thinks I'm not enough, who would rather fuck 5 other men than me. I'm not a cuck, I'm not into cucking, nor do I want any advice on anything related to that.
WHat I want is to know from your opinions, is this relationship over? I feel it is, I feel like I can't go on with the idea that she's into gangbangs and I feel like I should just cut my losses early (before kids and marriage) and just exit.
I don't want to be with someone who wants gangbangs, who dries up during sex with me.
What would you do?
Sincerely asking for opinions here