Another year, Cred Forums

yeah it seems that some of us have done something significant this year
on a side note, it's really weary to have a gf, i kinda miss the times when i was an alone faggot

i don't have the time or need to work right now, i'm still at uni

>beginning of this year I got back with an ex girlfriend, we stopped dating for maybe 6 months after dating for 4 years. Planned to get engaged, she called it off saying she cheated on me for 6 months before we broke up the first time.
>diagnosed with borderline personality disorder
>promoted at work
>went to Virginia and California for work
>currently in Japan for work
Really shitty first half of the year, not too bad on the back end so far though.

Going back to finish college, so hopefully transferring to Uni next year.
I guess this means I've gone from being a NEET to a NET, which is a net gain for everything aside from my wallet.

Also decided to get some real hobbies aside from music and have started learning C++, guitar, and Japanese on my own time as well as hiking to remedy that.

It really helps with the whole chronic depression thing when you are constantly doing stuff.

Got a job and had my shit sorted out with a therapist

Now I'm going to university and everything's great.

- Broke up with gf
- Fucked up an uni course
- Heart problems crippled me physically

~ Didn't actually get thrown out of uni

+ Found some new friends
+ Some old friends reestablished contact with me
+ Started reading and watching movies much more

It feels underwhelming but at least I'm not bottom of the fucking barrel anymore

-started browsing Cred Forums around 9 months
-dad died (for all I know)
-got a 3.0 gpa (not bad but not good)

+met a LOT of new friends
+became more attractive (I was an incredibly late bloomer and gained 3 inches in height and less baby faced)
+depression is less severe
+found a new hobby that isn't video games

>for all i know
explain

I never talked to him since he was into drugs and my parents divorced at a young age, but he went missing one day and never returned

Best part was how he burnt his house down with all of his 46$, probably in mexico desu

Started playing guitar seriously and started excersizing and now my epressions seemingly gone so bretty good m8

DAMN...
also nice numbers

every year when this gets posted I get sad because I'm a piece of shit and remember that there will always be someone that insists it's a potato

and I feel a little better knowing that despite all the turbulence I go through, some things never change

i want to die, i literally want something to kill me

I am doing ok I guessed, still studying in college and will finish by next year.

I am happier about my progress on my own music blog soundovermind.com which is doing fine but it's definitely drowning compared to the other big mammoths like pitchfork but I do it for the love of music

hell yeah!

god i wish i were you

I think it's fine if she "cheated" during those 6 months since u guys weren't together anyway

Can you not read?

"before we broke up the first time"

oops sorry missed that, well fuck her then

try acid + good music

i'm scared to try acid, i don't want to end like daniel johnston

Finally got a job. No. No. Depression got worse. Anxiety got worse. Loneliness got worse.

It has been a tough year.
that's all

I got almost 4000s soundclound listeners

maybe if you'd get a decent haircut life wouldn't be so hard

+passed all exams at first try with pretty good grades
+gained some gains
+started learning italian
+made some new friends

-tfw still no gf
-more poor than even before
-for the past few months i can only enjoy sad music

youtube.com/watch?v=vdB-8eLEW8g

u gotta have faith in da luv mang

This time last year I was miserable. Then I got a big raise and promotion at work and sent to Paris for 4 months, currently in the 1st class lounge having champagne at 9:00 waiting for my flight to San Francisco. Life is good friendos

i'm back at a university after finishing community college. it's a lot more stressful and i'm getting the same depressed and anxious feelings that lead to me getting overwhelmed and dropping out the first time around.

i feel a lot more lonely than i have in the past. i haven't had friends in years, but it's especially hitting me hard now.

join some clubs user theyre also good for meeting people

nah I'm good thanks :^)

sorry to hear about the love life. at least the traveling sounds rad. what do you do?

i looked around at all the involvement fairs, but there wasn't anything that fit my interests. there was the college radio station, but i missed the application deadline. i'll be sure to apply in the spring.

just go talk to them man theyre not gonna care if you join late

i work in a travelling circus

-Being awful at Uni, started doing 7 subjects and now just 3.
-Thinking about changing degree, and that I'm pussying out
-Loner and suicidal for the first half of the year
-Don't cate about diet and feel like I'm more fat than before
-I think I became an orbiter of a dyke girl (even though she doesn't mind at all and I think she's fine with me around I guess? She has a bf tho')
-Lost contact with HS friends
-Seeing everyone on the bus talking to their couples is kinda sad also

~While not having friends, I've became a lot more outgoing
~Have lost interest in videogames (/indie/ games from time to time hook me again) since finishing Undertale
~Started to do some Uni workshops for not being a complete neet
~Not sure if I truly want a gf because I do, or only to fit in.
~I'm probably gay, idk

+Talk more to girls, even tho' all of 'em at my uni already have bfs
+Went to my first concert alone (swans) and while returning home I discovered that I have charm enough for making girls smile and pass their hands by my knees.
+Discover that, incredibly enough, I'm not a special snowflake, and there is people in my country with similar tastes!

(?)Hoping that the next festival does not became a drag.
(?)Still hoping for the first kiss, not obsessing about it tho'

What are you hoping for and listening right now Cred Forums?
youtube.com/watch?v=wpqm-05R2Jk

>What have you done in the past year?
+Learned basic guitar playing
+Started first job
+Less depressed
+Social skills have improved

~Anxiety is the same
~Realize the people around me are going
through the same stuff
~Been browsing Cred Forums for 13 months

-looking at to much porn
-Don't know how to sing or write music
-Still haven't made any real friends
-Pissed away my money
-I don't draw anymore

Have you noticed that you are in fantano's review of Atrocity Exhibition ? And btw, are you tryîg to become a meme or somethin by reapitingly posting your picture around here ?

im having an okay month but im broke someone stole all my money

Huh? I'm not in his review lol
And nah I'm just super bored a lot

Isn't that you on the right ? I guess probably not, but it does look like you

I finally started working in what i've always wanted to and to lose weight, but the older i get the more i worry that i've never wanted to have a deep relationship with anyone.

Nah my hair is blonder, nose is less bulbous and I have skinny hands

Oh great, happy birthday everyone! Finally fucked the girl I've been angling at for awhile.=, so im feeling great.

I also think you all have great taste and music and your favorite album is my favorite album.

haha i just got a promo for a kid rock your where foreigner is opening

lost my job, got another one plus I'm training for the job I've always wanted. Kinda stuck in a wagecuck situation I guess.

+ quit vidya
+ done with school after spring
+ got lots of grant money to spend
+ started listening to relevant music
+ exercise 2-3 times/wk

- still a v
- can't initiate conversation
- no job
- no qt bass gf

Why do you have like 50k followers on insta?