I'm tired of this red-pilled, nihilistic mind-set that I have acquired from browsing this site for a year...

I'm tired of this red-pilled, nihilistic mind-set that I have acquired from browsing this site for a year. It is just way to depressing for me.


How do I go back to being a normie? I want to have fun and be jubilant again. I'm only 18 for fucks sake yet I feel like a middle-aged man who lost hope in the world.

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you cant unlearn things

maybe you shouldnt of asked question that you didnt really want to know the answers to

Wow just stop browsing this site, dude. Go to reddit or something. Dont take everything you read here so seriously, because chances are that 90% of the other users here are fucking around.

I was 18 when I reached that stage you're in.
And it just kinda goes away. Stay away from Cred Forums for a while; that helps. I´m feeling better now. I mean, I have those views, but they don´t bother me anymore and I just keep on with my life.

Just learn to go around the bullshit you don't like. That's what I do.

The things you do may not matter in the end, but they do matter now user. Do it for others.

What world shattering info could you possibly know that makes you so depressed?

i am the same as this man. Nihilism is depressing at first, but after a while it becomes a really cool thing. The idea that no matter what you do or how badly you fuck up, that one day you will die, is quite liberating.

I couldn't help it. I thought it would be cool to be "enlightened".
Tried doing this. But somehow after a few days always end up back here because reddit is boring. idk tbh fam
I think Cred Forums fucked me up good. I'm black, yet adapted to the stormfag mindset(kind of) Now I can never look at jews the same way every again.
How exactly do I do this? It seems that problems are attracted to me like a bunch of beta orbitters to a cheap hooker.
Wish I could do things for others but I lost my circle of friends.

The fact that everything is rigged, the only way for the average person to get somewhere in life is by selling his soul to the loan jew just to get a degree, self-loathing about my own race cuz Cred Forums and the like.

I fucking love it. You can look it as "Everyone will die, what's the point of anything". But you can also look at it as "Who gives a shit about anything, everyone will die! Nothing to worry about".
Many times in my life I have been able to soothe myself through a bad time repeating to myself, "well, at least one day you´ll get to die."

They don´t hate your race, they have niggers. Black people are cool, they are like darker white people. It's niggers they cannot stand. And just by judging your grammar I can tell you're not a nigger, OP

Image related fucked my shit up in 2010.
I've been trying to go back to before my nighmare began for over six years now to no results

There is no going back OP.
Whats done is done. You just have to live with it. Get used to it

Also what ever you do don't watch this video to completion.

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>a year
Nigga you dont even know

Thanks user. This is the best compliment I have gotten in a while.

Somehow it feels great when someone says I'm not a nigger.

What happens if I watch it fully?

I can confirm this. I make forceful and deeply cynical statements I don't mean all the time. Stop being such a nigger

Blimey what have we here boys, it looks to be the common creature known as the "Special Snowflake", this creature is known for its angsty posts and discussions on why they are so much better than the world around them.

Consider suicide user.

You'll have a better understanding that there really is no hope.

I see, so the silly paranoia that Jews somehow control the world with no edvidence. And black guilt from the idea that some races are better despite there being a million expections.

You need to stop taking stuff from Cred Forums so seriously

>unironically using special snowflake defection

My pleasure, OP. We´re here to help each other.

Occasionally.

>browsing this site for a year

you think you're red pilled? shut up faget

Nigga please

if we knew we wouldn't be here...

Alzheimer's would like a word with that statement

nigger such is internet and i browse this shit board for like 12 years

Nah fam, he was lying to you OP. If you're a black, no matter how white you may act; You're still a worthless nigger. Remember that & kys Tyrone.

Wtf. this shit is depressing
Cred Forums is my main source for staying in the loop of things though. I really have no other reliable source of information/good discussion.

You can't use a word ironically.
I don't think you understand what that word means.

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But user, aren't we all niggers once the lights go out?

fuck

Still go to Cred Forums for news and general happenings, but take opinions of things there with a grain of salt. You have to keep on in mind you're on Cred Forums. If you can't browse Cred Forums without getting endoctornated to their way of thinking then there is no hope for you

ironical
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adjective
1.using or prone to irony:
an ironical speaker.

why isnt facebook listed here?

that's the legend justin wong, asshole

Thats irony.
A guy who doesn't understand English trying to explain English.
Well played.

I find Nihilism liberating, nothing I do matters in the long run, so I can live however I want. I create my own meaning for existing, I'm not a sick fuck so that means I basically try not to fuck up life for other people and use my own judgement to determine the morality of my actions. The time I have is all I get, so I try to enjoy it. I'm going to die, there is no afterlife, the best I can hope for is to continue my genetic legacy and leave the world a better place for my kids, be remembered in a positive light, and make my existence a net gain for future generations. Nothing has objective meaning, but from the subjective standpoint I hope to create value from my life for those around me. Nihilism is absolute freedom, it shouldn't be a burden, but a liberation. I act in a morally responsible fashion because I choose to of my free will, not because I am beholden to any higher authority.

90% is a bit low. There's maybe like 100 people TOTAL who post seriously on this site and think other people are being serious. For everyone else they are just normies letting off steam in a safe anonymous environment

You wanted the truth.

you can't change anything, this guy is right. you can't unlearn anything.

what you can do, is move forward from this point though. I've been here for 6 years. I feel comfortable in saying that I'm an oldfag, because I don't think the guys from pre 2010 are even around here anymore.
Life is hard man, and you learn that more and more as time passes. Picking up hobbies is one of the best ways to keep depression at bay though, keep your mind off of the reality of this world.

I play guitar, lift weights/run, and I also genuinely converted to christianity 3 years ago.

You can change your life OP, but take baby steps. it doesn't happen overnight.
PS: stop playing video games, it only makes things worse, and i know this from experience

look again

B used to be worse. Always felt like I was going to end up in jail for browsing for just a few minutes. Take it all with a grain of salt or look at the other boards.

Have you hurt your self today? To see if you still feel? Have you focused on the pain, the only thing that's real? Has the needle teared a hole? The old familiar stig? Tried to kill it on the way? But you remeber everything? What have you become, my sweetest friend? Everyone you know goes avay in the end? I could have it all your empire of dirt? You will let me down? You will make me hurt?

>old fag
>2010
I don't care what you think; you're no old fag. If you heard of chan magazine from back in the 90s then maybe.

>implying people obey the age rule

maybe so, i didn't say this for e-peen though. i only mention it because OP thinks he's seen some shit and he is only at the 1 year mark.

how long have you been here then?

actually, i take that back, I am a fucking oldfag if I say i'm one

if 6 years isn't enough to have paid my dues, then nothing will ever be considered sufficient

>nihilistic
The fuck are you talking about?

If you want to change go out and enjoy time with other people and stop frequenting Cred Forums. Visit once in a while if you are bored.

Btw, you are an old man but still a young fuck.

If you cannot find the will to thrive under freedom, instead become a servant to all. Live for the sake of others if you cannot live for yourself. Bind yourself with chains of responsibility for all, accept the mantle of the martyr and take the suffering of your fellow humans. Become a slave to the society that supports you, and bear the weight of it with both pride and humility. Your life is devoid of meaning, so create meaning where none exists. We think, we feel, we are, we love, we suffer, we hurt and we heal. This time is precious because it is so short, this life is sacred because it is singular. We are one, we are alone, and yet we are part of a larger network of singular existences, bound by our ability to communicate to others the thoughts and emotions that drive us. We are alone in our experience, and yet connected to every other being with which we share those experiences. We are eternal in our interaction, and in how we change the minds of those around us by communicating with them. We are a social organism whose existance is the result of an infinite number of communications, our thoughts transmitted across the medium of communication and record.

How old are u user

Wear it with pride, fag.

It's not cool to be "enlightened", but it's entertaining to me to know shit. And once in a while it gives me a reason to not give a fuck about how the world turns out.

Just find something you like, start socialising other places and things will probably turn out well. Start caring less and things will work out.

Go out into the real world and meet real people who represent the groups you hate but aren't crazy and stupid. Then you'll slowly lose the red-pill hate and regain your faith in humanity.

>going on 4pleb since 2010
>oldfag

>implying that being "red-pilled" is being enlightened of the "truth"
Neck yourself
Nothing on this website is serious. Don't ask for technical assistance on Cred Forums because they are all liars. Don't ask for opinions on Cred Forums because their opinions are either acts of supreme trolling or are conspiracy loaded. Don't ask for /his/'s take on a certain historical event because none of them know anything. Don't ask a Cred Forumstard about race, either.

I've been here since Cracky-chan. Fuck, I remember when Moot was still using that Mexican grad photo. Good times. No wait, I tell a lie, Cred Forums was never good.