Im killing myself tomorrow

You're mother caught you wanking didn't she?

tomorrow never comes. no time like the present.

some pale thin white girl, they're all the same

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Why are you telling lies?

>been clinically depressed for a long time, ive tried to take my life into my hands, worked out, got a job, hobbies etc, its literally biological as ive done everything to become happy and it hasnt worked, i just dont have a will to live anymore
Have you tried taking pills?

BJ before you go?

idk how to im computer dumb
just chilling out
no clue but i wish i knew
ive tried since i was 13 when my parents got a divorce and my dad said he would never talk to me again

DO IT FAGGOT

user are you fuckin retarded? there are so many faggots out there who are still alive, don't do them the favor of killing yourself. Because you, OP, are the biggest FAGGOT of all. Stay positive.

are you gonna stream it, bro?

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she was the one wanking me
deep
im not sadly
ive taken pills for over 8 years, several different ones, they dont help
sure babe

Before killing yourself could you please post nudes of you? So we can remember you

Become an hero faggot

will do
< 3
idk how probably wont
dont have a phone on my computer sry

I feel you 24, male, same clinically depressed since 12, worked out, tried to enjoy partying hard, a lot of travelling, job, hobbies, and yet nothing clicks..

But still don't understand why to kill myself, I want to many times, but it is just stupid, at least I will keep trying, I try to be very rational about it.

Can you at least call the hospital before you do it so they can find your body in time to get your organs fresh for somebody who actually wants to live

PLEASE LET IT BE TODAY

why do so many ppl come on here saying there gonna kill themselves. if the ppl closest to u dont give a fuck. what makes u think random anons care and lets be honest yr all cowards anyway. i known 2 ppl that did kill themselves and both never told anyone before they did it they took themselves off and ended there lives. one left a note that siad he had been feeling bad for a while and that he just couldnt hold on to life anymore and we still dont no why the other did what he did.

What is the last thing you are going to fap to? Last meal?

im on the donor list already
ya i just am so tired, ive really put in the effort, nice trips btw
tomorrow

Fuck people. Someone needing an organ sounds a lot like not my problem.

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What are you doing to enjoy your last day on Earth OP?

Pls dont do it. Im cring her. Pls

idk, some shitty porn probably, last meal ill probably order a shit ton of pizza and other shit and tip the guy like 100 dollars cause why not

If dubs you'll do it today

deep
posting here like the degen i am, probably drink a bunch later idk
)^:

>be me
>orphan, grew in a foster family, I am adopted.
>physically and sexually abused through the childhood
>they're alcoholics and fight a lot
>20 now, diagnosed with bipolar 2 disorder, social anxiety disorder and major depressive disorder
>I couldn't even do groceries due to severe anxiety
>I'm put on 6 different types of medication
>am I dead yet? am I a zombie ? Who am I...these pills are...are killing me
>I had 2 boyfriends(yes I'm a fag), I caught the first one with a hooker in his bed, the second one beat the shit out of me because ''he's the leader" then left me heartbroken
>I...I'm just looking for love,
>attempt suicide by overdosing
>gets hospitalized 3 days, I run out of hospital because I needed one month more
>under no medication right now, I'm anxiety free, patiently waiting it to return, I'm also in therapy.
>I'm thinking to start self-harming again
>this world is just not for me....

There's one advice I wish I knew before, user.Be strong, FUCK other people, trust and love ONLY yourself so you won't get disappointed when others inevitably break your trust and focus on what you like.

Stay strong and don't do it OP.

Use ur money for funeral expenses instead of sticking your family with the tab like a selfish prick

can I have your stuff?

admit your love to a female before you kill yourself, because it's a win/win situation
she says no, you still die
she says yes, you'd still probably kill yourself

Op should smoke weed. It helps

Have you tried ketamine?

Do you have money?

If enough to come to europe, I will invite you to drugs and bed, no homo

ACTUALLY its YOU that is the slimey basement dweller

my way of thinking is that if i can't reach out and grab a girl I give them none of my attention, so that includes pornography

im the one getting laid and you're requesting "sauce" on a girl youve seen on the internet and then you're gonna jack off to it like a creep

Ok OP, here's how you do it: Don't jump in front of a train or off a bridge, you will only traumatize other people. I recommend death by hanging!

If you do it right it's only around 15 seconds until you black out and suffocate after 2 minutes. Be sure to buy a thick rope, something like 5 cm thick, natural fiber. Then, place the knot behind your left ear. That is where the artery supplying your brain runs.

Bonus points if you do it in free nature, since your body will be eaten by wild animals. Great gore for anyone who finds you.

Good luck!

my moms dead, brother died a few years ago because he had a heart transplant at 56 days old and stopped taking his anti rejection meds, dad doesnt talk to me, i dont have family
i dont have much stuff, you can have my chair tho, its nice
i do smoke pot
never tried ketamine, i have enough money to live a shitty NEET lifestyle, also never been to europe, sounds neat

Someone called "rose" something on insta. she's like 15

Hey OP. Would you give all your money to some lucky faggot on here, or do you plan on leaving it for your family?

Stream or fuck you.

>absurd 12 year old solution to a temporary problem

k

Edit: Rose.yume on insta

Lol. triggered? I didn't request sauce. Just making an observation. That girl is way too young for me. I'm a MILF guy.

are you fucking stupid
if you hang yourself properly you break your neck not suffocate

thanks
maybe lol
i have very little and itll go towards my funeral if someone cares
fuck me amirite
you are correct

Why are you so beautiful?

How will you do it?

t. indian male

depends on how high you jump, you can just suffocate to death by strangulation.

Pls i beg u. Ill give u 100,000 dollars. Dont do it.

i mean, if it's a situation you can't lose, then what's to worry about?

Well there are two ways of suicide by hanging: One is to jump down somewhere high and hope it breaks you neck. Often though, it doesn't. These people will end up being a vegetable. Not cool.

If you practice my method, you will lose consciousness from lack of oxygen and then suffocate without noticing.

hanging while drunk or jumping off of a highway, live in colorado so theres a lot of high places (lol)
ok
ok ill do it, why not right
fruits and veggies

Not op. But I won't kill myself for that much

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Wow faggot, if you don't have the will to live you have a golden opportunity, no social stigma, no worrying about what strangers think. Don't off yourself in a normal way and be a boring fuck, go skydiving without a parachute naked, sing the entire moonman song in a ghetto, go and kickbox a grizzly. Do something crazy, carve your name into history with a rusty fucking spoon.

Make your death awesome.

yes indeed

I have 100k lined. Up. Im flying to colarado pls.

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Hey fag! My buddy billy is really into weirdos like yourself. Hes 26, kinda chubby, crazy hairstyle to go with his full blown Schizophrenia...not kidding. Maybe you guys can hook up and LIVE a retarded life together!!!!

this
don't do it OP, just man the fuck up and you'll get through it... it does get better eventually

wish it was b8, its really not tho, idk what to say
ok realistically what should i do, less painful would be nice since im a bitch
ok
im just out of energy, it sounds nice but ive traveled, done cool shit, its just in my head, im a mess, trust me, ive tried
sounds nice

You haven't tried everything. Since you have a deathwish anyways try some new ways to force happiness like kidnapping, torture, rape, etc.

Nah man, I'm staying here jerkin my gherkin

not gonna make someones life worse to attempt to make mine better

Be sure to apply for asylum in Europe first, then you cannot be prosecuted.

DO IT.....

and also nudes?

I will be in denver.

8chsuicide net

Hey, OP, here's a faggot from Omegle's story. Maybe it'll make you feel a little better. Maybe not. I wouldn't know.

try drugs you fucking idiot

You pussy, you aren't going to do it. We all fucking know it. Tell us your full name, where you live, and fucking do it so we have proof cunt.

yo man don't kill yourself don't put your family and friends through that. I know shit seems pretty fucked but don't end your life. Get a gf or talk to someone don't listen to the internet.

Hang yourself from an over pass or a busy bridge so your body will be there for everyone to see, go to a subway station and lay down with your head over the tracks, use your imagination, make it spectacular. Make a Rube Goldberg machine of death for all I care. You only die once make it awesome.

WHy THE FUCK HAVE YIU NOT TRIED KETAMINE YOU STUPID FUCKER!!!!! IT WILL CHANGE EVERYTHING

Do you have a stream set up yet?

Hey OP before you go you should try some things that would normally ruin your public image, ask random bitches that you don't know to fuck randomly out in public.

One-time grill, because you live only once.
just seal your basement with a tape and fire up a grill. Absolutly painless.
Only cons is that u are going to look like that:

no phone i would sry
shitty hipster town the mall is cool tho
lol
i do drugs
i am, dont wanna give you my name tho, sryfamily you know
dont have much family that really knows about me, i waited till most of them were gone or didnt care about me to do it, dont worry
ill try, nice trips btw
idk where to get it, ive tried DMT tho
no
i will, other user said i should

i want to fuck your asshole :)

Can you schedule it a day earlier?

drama queen

ill let you why not
wanted to spend one more day chillin on Cred Forums
ur right

nigga K Is the next level. Post your phone number I'll call you right now lol

Not OP. I tried LSD, 2C-B, MDMA and loads of other shit before, but I'm kind of scared of the K-Hole. Have you experienced it? What's it like?

in da woods

DO IT ON STREAM FAGGOT WE WANNA WATCH IT

OP here
If someone get trips I wont kill myself

at ops home

I say it's the next level when it comes to fighting anxiaty and depression. I've had crippling anxiaty my entire life, tried K and went Howard Roark mode in a month. I cannot stress enough how much it helped me.

The trip itself is very surreal, I'm not sure if I would even call the experience a trip.

It's usually an out of body experience, not really like hallucinogenics. Like being strangely drunk and dreaming at the same time.

Honestly, you should ask jesus for help

not OP
why is she wearing a vive?
ive tried

nah its better to go outside than to stay in home on such a nice day

OP, if you are still here, drop me your telegram or set up some account on any social media so we can talk about it, I'm the eurofag

show your credit card?

by gun in ops bathroom

I like jumping better

what about train trip?

I am so fucking unlucky that I would end up like this

It van be splatty

yeah it would but that wont be my problem anymore

op, try K.

You've tried everything else. Why not try and enjoy existence while you are here?

Has OP delivered and killed themselves yet?

LOL @ these white knighting faggots trying to talk OP out of cleaning up the gene pool just a little.

G8t b8t m8t

youtube.com/watch?v=JP42y28GTqc

Interesting. I've heard of other people using it against depression, there are even medical studies of that. Might give it a shot sometime. What do in case of horror trip? I heard you cannot really communicate to others and are basically trapped inside.

Yeah OPs friends and family should do that, not some fucks on the internet lol. Like anyone would listen to that.

negative.exe

WTF not dead yet..
Okay lets break it down for you..
Option one Death by bleeding, take a very hot bath and cut deep into the inside of your thigh bing bang boom your out in 30 seconds.
Option two Death by hanging, tie a hangmans knot put it round your neck and UNDER YOUR CHIN and take a little jump.. snap lights out
Option three Death by drowning, row your ass out to sea and then pop the fucking boat try and swim back you might make it...

>your method
You act like you are experienced in hanging yourself. Fuck off.

A proper hanging will snap your neck and kill you instantly

if dubs you go on a rampage on a local school instead

I'm guessing this was just an accident. Who just puts their legs on the tracks in a suicide attempt?

Why kill innocent people? Why not go kill a bunch of ghetto nigger thugs or muslims. Improve society a little.

because of the media outrage. nobody cares about some dead niggs or terrorists.

You should join OP.

dont kill your self, get a job where you can kill other people

Did you try the Wim Hoff method, it's known to fix hormone levels (Which cause depressions)

Like I posted in another thread, do what Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold did and off yourself after it's over

you seem a little mad friendo :)
Why not suck daddys cock and chill?

Pic related?

U live in Colorado w/ LEGAL WEED which is great for battling depression... Have you even tried it? It helped buddy of mine with PTSD!

newfags help him!!!

OP
Are you serious?
Cause I'll offer you some CP for a final fap if you send me a pizza.

Now we're talking. Offer up some of that CP and a pizza is a comin

Not hearing any really fucked up reasons for wanting to die. Most people who go through with it never tell anyone. Usually don't wan to talk about it. You sound open to change. Just need something more drastic as far as change. You sound bored to death.

sure
i smoke pot it makes me feel calm for a bit but
oh
fbi gtfo

real talk though, why? is pain really that unbearable?

I'm trying to figure out how to properly post some as proof, without getting banned up.

ya it is, ive tried but its just too hard
i am bored to death, and i have put myself out there, nothings interesting

always too late

Do you have a terminal illness, has everyone you love and care about just died, or are you just a pussy?

how

nice trips, my mom died when i was 18, brother died 2 years ago from not taking his heart rejection meds, dad doesnt talk to me, dont have grandparents, i dont have terminal illnesses but i have clinical depression, anxiety, fucked up migraines (had to go to the hospital many times because of it, had strokes due to them, suck ass)

Smoke weed faggot jeez

i do

Well just post a pic of your 18 year old ex, the one you always talk about.

Maybe it's just been a bad venue. All this Online shite. Get a pet, OP. Something to distract you more. Distraction can help when all you have is mirrors, so to speak. Going to have to make the changes you need, main.

I'd classify that as a gray area. Your life sounds adequately miserable for you to be legitimately considering this but still seems like it has potential to turn around, if only because you are so young. So while I am lead to believe you shouldn't follow through with it I don't think you're a 100% pussy for contemplating doing so.

ive tried to make changes, i really have, i dont just sit in my room feeling sorry for myself, doctors dont know what the fuck to do,

i would instantly try to turn it around if i knew what the fuck would make me happy, ive tried everything, but nothing makes me happy besides smoking and drinking, and even then its eh, i just feel so hopeless and alone

Lift

i did

Hey, cheer up!, at least now you know it's all going to be over tomorrow.

This. Do it every day and for real, and you'll feel like a fucking king. Especially when you actually look like a greek god.

So why don't you keep doing it?

Will you post the webm when you are done?

pls dont do it

I've dealt with depression myself, certainly nothing as bad you. Most depression is a result of shitty life circumstances that get pathologized as a brain disease, but yours does sound like it may at least be partially neurological. In which case the only remedy is a two-pronged attack of responsible medication/therapy and changing up your life as much as possible. I'm sure you've heard it all before, but exercise, (new) routines, improving your relationships, etc are all avenues for trying to improve your life situation.

I'm well aware that you can't just prescribe or advise someone into a better life. A lot the depression and anxiety people feel today about their lives is completely justified. What it isn't is productive. Feeling anxious and depressed about how shitty the world is and how shitty things are for people isn't going to correct those shitty conditions, unfortunately.

But life is nothing but constant motion and change. It always has the potential to get better as much as it has the potential to get worse. Some of this, if not all or even most of it, is up to us and how we deal with it. That much of life is worth attempting in my opinion.

So I hope you don't actually kill yourself but it is ultimately your decision.

quitter fag

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Can I have your stuff?

Yeah, trust me, if you want out sure fine. But, if you have any reason, any at all... go a little bit further... travel, sell everything you have and just go. cut call your strings and just live another life, a different life.

Why you may ask? because if you don't know the meaning of life... then why make a decisions to end it when you don't have all the answers.. .you could be wrong, you could make a mistake.

starting feeling really physically ill, lifting would give me migraines and shit
sry
you are correct
you are also correct
gave my chair to a guy above, you can have my computer
:)

stream it

Do you have any family/close freinds?

thx m8

nope

Before you kill youself experiment with all types of drugs first then kill yourself.. so u dont miss out

if you have nothing to live for why not try herion? then you can live for herion

ive done heroin before
DMT was the biggest drug ive taken, cant imagine anything would top it

You live in Colorado, smoke some weed.

Can I have sauce on hot gril pls

since your gonna kill yourself whats your name?

Way too permanent of a solution

Please just give it more time, your still so young, you can turn things around.

You need to dedicate your time to something you feel is worthwile. Maybe do some volunteering. Helping others who need it. I dont know.

Are you willing to try not smoking weed for a month? I'm not some str8 edge just say no fag but it does worsen depression for some people. If you are committed to being one of the million people who commits suicide every year whatever, odds are pretty good I don't know you. If you want to feel better try laying off the weed. If it doesn't help you'll only be a month older, eternity won't care.

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lmao fucking blow it out your ass faggot

an hero on cam

Stop procrastinating user do it nao

this

A Permanent Solution to a Temporary Problem.

Atleast post some nudes before you do

sure you do

OP, eurofag here, still waiting for you to drop me your telegram, I wanted to try ketamine for the same reason

Good luck

Because unlike loved ones, some of us are interested in it actually happening since we don't have any ties with an hero.

Who do you hate the most.

Can i get your possesions ?

Pls hear me...u will die anyways...try to live your live and go on,u arent alone,trust me

geez.. good thing that guy pointed out what i'm supposed to look at.. might have missed it otherwise.

>trust me

STRANGER DANGER

Why not right now? DO EET WEEK MINDED FAGGOT!

Can you send some of you to Germany? I´m very hungry.

What are you gonna do today, besides shitpost on Cred Forums that is? I would definitely be out on a charter boat fishing for marlin and eating a good dinner after. Might as well spend that money. It can't do anything for you when you're dead.

Try to make it to 25, your hormones start leveling out then. Do one positive thing each day to better yourself, things will get better.

Hey man, I've been in major depression for a long time, 27, male. I have a wife and a good family, but my childhood was god aweful and cripples me for life. Mom won custody and left me on the streets and drank herself to death, literally, add rape and extreme neglect on top of shitty ass social school shit. I get through this hell hole one day at a time. If you want to kill yourself, fine. Just remember there are people that have the same feelings as you. I often go on walks to convince myself to not kill myself. Shit sucks. Enjoy your day while you can.