I have three options.
1. Do nothing. I'll be dead in a few years from a terminal illness. It will be painful.
2. Helium exit bag. I pass out, I don't wake up.
3. Pentobarbitals. I pass out, I don't wake up.
I don't have to kill myself today or next week or next year. I'm going to die. It's really scary and I'm really depressed and I don't know what I can do to get out of this hole.
I don't even know why I'm posting this.
just hang in there dude , try to do the things you like ( if you like killing people , dont lol )
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Eckhart Tolle will help you.
>2. Helium exit bag. I pass out, I don't wake up.
This if you're dying anyway. At least it's painless
I'd go with this m8, if your going anyways better it be a painless one. Tell the ones you care about its your choice and you've thought it through.
If you have a terminal illness and you know you're going to die, don't let anybody else tell you not to do it. It's your choice. And you're going to die anyway.
My opinion, enjoy life as much as possible right now. Do everything you ever wanted to do. What ever dreams you had when you were a kid that you never got to do. Shit, even use that make a wish foundation.
Live it to the fullest then helium bag it when you're ready.
Start your bucket list OP and don't off yourself until you finished everything. Don't go out like a bitch, go out on top.
Get on a bus and go look at cool shit until you die.
Take drugs and get fucked up.
>hang in there
Fucking stupid faggot doesn't know what terminal illness is.
Use Google, fucking dumb nigger.
OP here. Sorry for not responding. I posted this and continued sliding down and had kind of a severe depressive episode. The helium bag or strong pills look better and better every time I have one of these. I don't even know how to get the pills though. Helium tanks are mostly mixed with regular air these days to prevent people like me using them to suffocate. I also don't know where to do it. There's a creek by my house with a bridge. I've thought about going there and doing it. I don't want to die indoors because it's fucked for the cleanup, but I really don't want to be found by some kid.
record a message and do it in your house. set a timer to 24 hours and when said timer is at 00:00 the message will be sent to the police.
I'd have to do it outside unless I had a buddy. Crime scene cleanup is expensive if there's a corpse indoors.
at least try to enjoy some of life before you die. This is your chance to do all the things all us normal people are too scared to because of future consequences. Just do whatever the fuck you want before you decide to call it quits.
Do a suicide by cop. Take 10 viagras and go to the nearest police station and run towards a bunch of them.
then do it at night and set the timer to 6 hours
I've been doing that for the past few years. I feel like I'm coming to a conclusion. Im running out of purpose in my life. I don't have the drive to do anything. I barely leave my house.
do it outdorrs and set the timer to 6 hours. noone will find you except the police
Bro, there's nothing bad with dying. After you die, trillions and trillions of years will pass by and you won't be aware of it at all. It IS a real peace.
Part of my medical condition that is killing me ironically makes it very, very difficult to die from blood loss. The officers would have to get a headshot or I would die very slowly and painfully, if at all.
We are all going to die one day. Do what you have to do. What you can change easily about your situation is your attitude. Give less fucks, less fucks about everything. Not even your dad or mom, they don't know what the fuck is going on either. Nobody knows. Life is beyond words. I am aware of three stages so far in this reality. 1. You born (kinda forces i would say). 2. many years of wtf. 3 you die. It is unexplainably weird that anything exists at all. The best I can come up with about existence at all is - it can get really fun when you learn the rules of our human game. Don't kill yourself. Start pursuing your biggest interests. Slowly at the beginning, so you do not get caught in all the social drama that will go around you - relatives, friends and anyone else. Less fucks... less fucks.... that one fuck you are giving now... not even that fuck.. less fucks. 0 fucks given mode activated.
How is suffocating painless?
They might find a cure by the time you'd be dead.
Don't give up!
Worst case scenario
> op kills himself
> They found a cure to his illness
> too late because op just kill himself
he might run a donation towards the research of the illness he has, he could be the front man of the campaign, he could receive lots of cash, fuck hookers, do drugs, drive cars, and give some portion of all that to actual research. win-win. People will love the campaign, because he speaks from his heart and he is a victim of it. Damn, there is an opportunity to have fun with whatever is still left for you.
Take each day like the opportunity it is.
Wait until you really, really can't go any further.
Don't tell anyone.
You'll fall asleep way before death
put killing yourself out of the question for now. I understand it as a less painful way out, but you wouldn't want to waste the time you have now. so? do whatever you want. go fucking anywhere dude, do anything. stop caring about anything, i know thats obviously a million times easier for some perfectly fine faggot to say on the internet but i think it would help you. like other anons are saying, start your bucket list, YOURS. do whatever YOU WANT. FUCK what doctors, family members, friends anyone says. i cant understand where you're coming from, but i can try, and i think you can live your life to the fullest. think of all the people in the world who live for a hundred years and dont do shit with their lives, use this to your advantage, because its all you have, to live a life fuller than most people do in a hundred years in however many years you have left. go out on top, you can.
The idea is to breath in helium to avoid the panicking and pain. I'd just pass out and not wake up.
You seem to at least want to get out of this hole though... maybe that's why you posted. I get that you're going to die in a few years, but that means you still have a few years left anyway. If you're upset about dying maybe it means you aren't ready to yet?
>it will be painful
It is not yet physically painful?
We're all going to die. All of us.
I'm sorry you're scared and depressed... maybe find other things to focus on and enjoy your last few years here the best you can?
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Live the rest of the life you have the best you can and be crazy with it, when it starts to get crazy do what you feel is best
I'm really tempted to just take the pills I have on hand. I am mostly over the worst of this episode, so far as I can tell, but the temptation is still there.
what the fuck is wrong with you? you have the ultimate knowledge that anything you do, won't have consistences on your life because you're gonna die. anything you do, won't matter, because you're gonna die anyway. so fuck it OP, do crazy shit while yous till can.
I like you.
This, except you have to also have a plastic bag over the CPAP mask or you'll still get oxygen, and you have to duct tape the bag to your neck to for a seal as well.
>Hang in there
do something for the people you care about
I appreciate the logic of suggestions like this. I've been following that logic for years. It's coming to an end. I want to die more and more with every episode like this.
I gave away over $300 to random Cred Forums users in like 48 hours. I give less and less of a shit about fucking myself over if I don't kill myself.
>Pentobarbitals
Do it today, what do you really have to do that you have to be alive tomorrow for? Go, now, die, if you wait, you'll keep waiting then you get to die in pain instead.
You know, you would die, probably painfully, evnetually even if you did not have the illness.
I want to publish some stuff. I'm thinking of just dumping it online without editing so I don't have the excuse anymore.
God why this don't happens to me?
>shit hole third country with no Euthanasia
>U okay m8 don'y kys plz?
Just die a painful death at the end of your meaningless existence like the rest of us.
life is suffering.
DO NOT use helium. Use nitrogen (i.e., air stripped of oxygen) or argon. These are probably even cheaper than helium and the effect will be the same. The feeling of suffocation is triggered only by pressure and CO2 levels, so it doesn't matter what kind of gas are you using -- it won't feel like suffocation.
Helium is a non-renewable resource and we shouldn't waste it on bullshit like suicide. Be responsible.
I don't really have a choice. It's what's best for dudes like me. I get to get my stuff in order and then pick a method that won't be very painful. It'll be OK. Guys like you will get to live a long time and do something really cool.
Go fight ISIS or some shit. Die like a man.
You're already thinking of suicide, so why not?
>has a terminal illness
>doesn't want to become the living embodiment of Cred Forums
It wasn't meant to be anyway.
We waste helium on party balloons, I'd only need a small tank to die with. Jesus dude.
>snort coke and bang hookers untill the pain becomes unbearable
>jump from the top off a high building
If you're upset about dying... then killing yourself doesn't really fix that. Find a way to deal with how shitty you feel emotionally before making the big decision that ends all decisions.
it took a while to get to a point where I didn't want to die all the time. I'd see it as a solution to nearly everything.
>but the temptation is still there
Temptation doesn't take anything more than what you give it. It takes practice to come back to a point where you are able to appreciate things, but it can be done. Right now you're just a little out of practice. But you can get there. Some people use dark humor or drugs or whatever. You can choose to live out the rest of your days like an adventure once you learn to manage the emotional fallout of knowing you're gonna die. There's always something else to do.
Intersperse tying rope and piano wire on to your extremities. Rope on hand, piano wire on wrist, rope on forearm, piano wire on elbow, rope on head, piano wire around neck, etc. Make sure the rope is longer than the piano wire.
Now tie off all the piano wire and rope to a bridge with a decent vertical drop. Jump off said bridge.
If done correctly the piano wire will sever your body parts while the rope keeps them suspended midair. Then pieces of you are hanging from the bridge like a grotesque windchime
only helium makes it painless, because your body can't tell the difference, so it actually feels like you're breathing in fresh air but the reality is you're not so eventually things will black and that's it.
The dumbest my juvenile shit I've ever read. This is what faggots get by asking for suicide advice from 8 year olds hopped up on mountain dew.
>I can make the problem worse because it is already bad enough
Just jump off a bridge you selfish faggot.
>Autism: The Post
Whats your name friend?
>dubs
do it op, dump it, post the link, then die.
I appreciate the company people. I'm exhausted. Thank you. I'm going to crash.
>Helium is a non-renewable resource and we shouldn't waste it on bullshit like suicide.
D00d WTF?!?!
Helium is an inert noble gas. It suffocates literally because of this. It's not consumed during the killing, just released back into the atmosphere from whence it came.
>I think I was just trolled, good jorb.
Thanks ma
And what exactly is your medical condition?
No, it didn't come from atmosphere. It came from (usually) natural gas deposits in which helium is a natural contaminant. Once it escapes into the atmosphere it rises up until it is blown away from the planet by Solar wind.
All the helium that is released to the atmosphere is lost forever.
>Guys like you will get to live a long time and do something really cool.
Hahahaha, please don't make me laugh. Sincerely you don't know me to say this, I live in a shit-hole bro, everyone here is just fucking awful, my born was a mistake, my young is ridiculous, my friends? what friends? Won't even mention GF. I live in a shit-hole, here one life time of work is just a Twitch stream donation there.
Man believe me I do have reasons to die right now.
I don't understand why dying people don't do somethink heroic and in the act. There isn't a better way to go out and be remembered as a hero! Shoot a corrupt politician and shoot yourself of get shot afterwards. Everyone will thank you for it.
This life is so small compared to whats after..
Rotting in a hole in the ground?
Ok, so what is the medical condition that is actually killing you?
I havent read all...but only first post....i thinking that something really live in a other side...we are mortal, when you know this, you know that we die in a time...you know the date but dont thinking about it, live freedom and share love, life and smile...because you are a homus you have a soul and she havent time to die...Goodbye!
Look, I don't know how rough your life is or what experience you're going through, but all I can tell you is that suicide is never an answer. It's just an escape, suicide isn't going to fix what you hate about yourself, it'll just make you disappear from the world. Face your problems instead of running away from them, you'll feel more satisfied that way.
Maybe create a fundraiser to do something stupid/fun/legendary and post it on Cred Forums. If there is support, you might as well do something, that only a man who can't face any repercussions can.
Anyhow, all the best to you, mate.
Kek
The guy has terminal illness. The reasson for his suicide is not depression like in majority of cases. In this case, I really can't see a reason why he should not do it if he so desires. Also, his days are counted and the last of those will be painful. Why not end it all in dignity?
Exactly, like wants the survival rate or is their any treatments?
Meeting your maker.
Thing is suicidopees, suicide can only be justified when enacted by someone else
Key here is suicide BY
cops
thugs
isis
anyone with a gun.
If you go out like a pussy with helium or a rope youre just a giant pussy.
I mean if you want to DIY, at least bleed to death.
Fucking pussies.
They say your problems like a dick everyone thinks they have the biggest
We are all terminally ill. Some people just become aware of the pressing matter sooner than others.
Suicide? got bout 250g MDMA today, swallow it all and u will die lovely