Maybe i can finally move on after this

wait is this shit real

It is. But leave him alone.

Nobody truly knows how much this incident impacted this person. As everyone reacts different to things. This seemed to really mess him up with social anxiety and other deeper things.

You know in high school when friends make fun of you in a non malicious way? He grradually got anit malicious and i didn't want to take his shit anymore so i told him im going fight him ina few days time

I went trough high school weak and meek so it took a lot for me to reach that point but after a few days i decided to not fiht him and told him that. Truth is he didnt want to get into a throwdown with me either judging by his manner of speech at the time but as a teenager you sont want to admit you're weak so he never said it explicitly.

Point is the incident could've end up in us neing better friends but i took it as a reinforcement of how weak and meek i was at i end up shaken and psychologically debilitated, as said in convo.

Messaging him might be the step i need in order to move on

Nobody is allowed to talk about The incident in this land. Our people is happy, everyone is fine, you just have to forget.

Don't be a bitch OP

Tell everyone what happened

>leave him alone his feelings are hurt

Forgetting where you are or just new?

wanted a thread that wasnt porn see this think ill just go to bed than

Wow you sound like a massive faggot.

OP

From the bottom of my heart

I sincerely mean this

Grow the fuck up
Move the fuck on

My feels arent hurt by comments on Cred Forums But having input from others can somewhat help too

wait and see what he says, if anything. at least you manned up and tried.

I pretty much summarised the incident for you in a previous post.

so he didnt wanna fight thats it get over it

You are literally the biggest faggot I have seen today, and boy I saw my boyfriend suck my dick

that feel when i wanna no more about this than what op has to say

i missed the last post, someone greentext whats going on.

I guess you want me to paint a story for you then? Im not good at telling stories but ill try something. I know people would be curious to know more. I can offer you guys that much

pls make this thread barable

>no confident, weak, meek op got pushed to the edge by a friend
>challenged friend to a fight
>changed his mind a few days later
>he's never the same again

Then again ive always had little confidence to begin with. The incident just took an even bigger chunk out of me

How do you want me to make it bearable? This is what happened, if you're cringing im sorry but thats the facts

OP was supposed to fight someone, they both pussed out like giant vaginas, other guy is all PTSD about it but doesn't even know OP stayed home to eat chicken tendies.

No dude. But its a person that needs some healing. And we're all human after all. Not everyone is trying to be edgy to fit in user. Some people actually do care in this world. And it seems it may be a dying bread.

It's a sad world we live in folks. We're all in this shithole together. It's sad we can't just try and help each other out as a society instead of working so hard against each other.

I doubt he even remembers that shit dude, it was 8 years ago.

Sounds like you're really reaching for reasons to blame your lack of progress on.

Do you really think if you went through with it and kicked his ass you'd feel any better about yourself?

this thread has 0 purpose its not funny, amusing, or a good story pls kys op

Not entirely accurate. As a teenager in high school you have a reputation to uphold. If a weaker person challenges a stronger person and the stronger person backs out it reflects badly on their psyche, as we all know high school reputation is serious usiness at the time. He was stronger than me obviously thats why he had no problems pushing over the edge he and i werent exactly high on the high school totem pole either. The difference is i actually hang out with this guy he wasn't simply some bully who decided to pick on me, i had a great time bantering with him but it got out of hand ever since another guy transferred to my school in my final years of high school.

Maybe what im saying is that i got immensely betrayed and my already fragile self-esteem took it harder than any healthy person would. Maybe it's because what i thought was a friend stopped being a friend. And i know you guys would ask me about this third person who transferred and how he relates to me and david

>Do you really think if you went through with it and kicked his ass you'd feel any better about yourself?
If we're speaking from retrospect, yes. But im reaching out to him to understand why it all happened from his point of view.

Like i said here there was another person who i would say started it all and then it maybe led to me feeling so betrayed it left a scar. Trust me if i could just "move on" like a switch, i would. The world would have a lot less mental problems but the reality is i havent moved on and i spent the last 8 years pretending i have. Messaging him is what i need to do to move on. I don't care what happens, if doing this might help me move on then i need to try it.

Like i said, if i could just "move on" a lot of people would as well, the best i could do was deluding myself that i did move on and that has not help so far, So i have resorted to this.

He replied.

Let us see, user.

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What this comment means is that you're probably best off dwelling on the fact that you backed down from becomming a monstrous douchebag who fights his friends. Its not fun being that guy and anyone who says it is is just covering their self-loathing ass. Ask yourself this: Does one decision define you?

What did he say dude??

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>alan and alex
And the plot thickens.

Who are they?

Op, I've been in the same boots as the guy you're reaching out too. I pushed buttons on someone I considered a friend. The only difference between you two is he had more problems then me being a dick. If he wanted to fight me, I would have beat his ass and still been his friend. Because it took balls for him to call me out. But he never did. He shot himself in the head because he couldn't cope with the other shit in his life. I think if I was a better friend, maybe he would be alive. But I don't dwell on it. Because life is shit for everyone and you either deal with it or make excuses.

Man up, fix your life, stop being a beta fag or an hero

I appreciate the well meaning advice there are some similarities but not enough for your example to hold any meaning for me.

No, everyone else has said it man up
Or
Kill yourself

I understand how you came to the conclusion that you did but no one would take hold the advice of someone on Cred Forums above their own. It's a simple fact of me taking your post in account and have decided the advice was ill-suited for me.

you are a massive autistic faggot

Thanks for the laugh user

Does anyone feel like his tone feels very smug and uppity?

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Old fag here. There's no magic words that will change stuff over night, but work on your own self view. If you don't respect yourself, why should anyone else. Look at the good stuff, what you did that was good rather than the 1 bad thing you focus on all day. Forget what happened, can't change it. Sometimes life is hard, but then it gets better, then worse, and often get worse than it was before, but you get to an age where you have more confidence and can deal with it. You just have to concentrate on liking yourself before anything will change for the better.

I put a lot of effort into that too. Told op something I don't often tell people, the guilt I feel over my friend's suicide. And if I could talk to Scotty today, I'd tell him... man the fuck up. I'd be a better friend and aid him too. But OP is a smug fag that won't move on from his shit life experience

Then why would you ever start posting this on Cred Forums if not to spout reactions and replies from others? I understand you want to vent, but it seems like you're wasting your time here if you won't listen to the advice given to you. Besides, it's Cred Forums, what did you expect? I do think you should do your best not to beat yourself up and focus on which direction you want to move towards instead, but if talking to that guy helps resolve it, then go ahead. I just find it weird that you post your problems here and generally find advice here ill-suited for you.

There was nothing smug about my post i started by saying i appreciate the well meaning advice. Im simply typing the way i do. If you think im coming off as smug and uppity perhaps that's your problem.

This is how i post. if it bothers you that a complete stranger on Cred Forums is posting then the problem isn't coming from me, it's you.

Also, like i said for the 2nd time, i took your advice into account and decided it simply wasn't for me. You shouldn't have a problem with that.

It's simple. Just ask yourself why would someone post such a vulnerable subject which would easily open them to ridicule on an anonymous imageboard.

It's because when you've on Cred Forums long enough, the insults become a source of solace. It takes the edge of me doing what i did if i get a bunch of posts calling me a faggot, beta, pussy, or to kill myself. E.g.

So you enjoy the insults? Then why can't you move on?

Do you get upset when an 18 year old goes up to you and call you a faggot? It doesn't faze you infact you'd find it amusing and abit cute.

Moving on and being able to see the funny side of Cred Forums are two different things. Otherwise I would've posted this on reddit.

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Did you send or receive this. Either way I hope the author NEVER feels good again after what is clearly a nothing event in a real persons' life.

This is not an insult, however much you want it to be: I genuinely think you should seek professional help. This is not healthy and you know it. I wish you a speedy recovery. Good luck! I'm out.

Now that's pretty smug.

These are literally the truest words I have ever heard about growing up, even at the age of 19 I've realized thus being out on my own.

Are you fucking serious? Youre having a mental breakdown because you told someone you wanted to fight them and then didnt? Fuck you man people are dieing all the time.

Kys

He wanted to fight you, therefore you weren't friends.

Whatever happened has fucked up his life; ergo you won the fight.

Ignore and forget him; you owe him nothing. He wanted to fight you and he lost - move on

Kek... Im the one who sent it

>dying bread
gotta save the loaf

Jesus Christ

I barely remember the fights and accidental throwdowns I had in HS

Are you fucking serious? You've grinded your whole life to a halt because you ALMOST fought someone?

You are obviously still a 15 y/o if you still validate yourself based on physical power.

Get bent faggot.

lmao, pls kys

You're weak and meek for much, much more deep seeded reasons than almost fighting someone. Look further back into your childhood, and deeper into your ass. Spoiler: That's where daddies cummies are.

In which case, just reverse the protagonists in my post. You lost, he won, and he ought to let you shrivel and die....which I hope he does.

>Kek

>You're weak and meek for much, much more deep seeded reasons than almost fighting someone.
I honestly thought you were onto something until you started talking about daddy's cummies. The first half of your post does make sense though. The typical person wouldnt have been affected the way i did. Any suggestions as to what the deep seated reason could be? I mean if we think back far enough we all end up blaming our parents but that would be too simplistic in my case.

OP HERE. i tried sending a message to my other facebook account. Apparently the message never fucking went through. I think i have to add him as a friend first. OR it just means he doesnt go on facebook much anymore, unlikely though based on what im seeing.

Well it is pretty kekworthy that you thought i was the receiver.

Welcome to the real world, Snowflake

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Actually, I was giving you undeserved credit. I thought you were having to deal with a snivelling wimp, not deal with being one. You have nothing to laugh about

That is indeed sound advice

who knows. I still found it amusing nonetheless

OP is literally the biggest faggot i have ever heard of

Well, as you're a husk, your laughter must have a hollow sound

>being this much of a fag

Its so obvious you're OP. kill yourself faggot, you're literally retarded

Kekked. It's just amusing when it comes from a stranger on the internet. Anything said on the internet doesn't bother me tbh. I mean, if a person can't laugh off anything said on Cred Forums then they shouldn't be here.

Fighting is for pussies anyway, user

yep, OP is a complete fucking betafaggot. its legit bothering me tbat skmeone can be such a faggot

Yea i know it bothers you. Thats why you're projecting. And thats why i know any problem you have with seeing someone so beta is infact a problem towards yourself.

Maybe reading this thread touched a nerve, i mean you did say it bohers you witness someone so beta. Who knows, I certainly don't.

Well it was high school afterall. In high school, the need to prove ones masculinity is so real. So it's understandable when people fight

Holy fucking shit

My own "mental breakdown" happened because i was falsely accused of rape when i was 15, which i got over after 3 years... and still consider myself as a pussy for taking me so long.
Now you haven't been able to get over that didnt even happen 8 years ago? holy shit

Sage this shit. OP is a fag and his "problems" are retarded as he is

>the thread actually bumped.

Lmao...

you got over it because you were never found guilty. Different things mate

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Over 4 hours and you're still whining about this?

FFS.........

I got a reply!

Okay guy youre acting like your manliness is at stake but are approaching it as gingerly as a woman would. Okay, you wanted to fight him bc he talked down to you among your peers and it made you feel stupid. Cool! You challenged him and later decided it wasn't worth losing a friend over. Then after letting him know you moved on and are now deciding you shouldve taken the more violent path. Well..you said it yourself. He didnt want to fight. You didnt either. You were both just exposed to "cross school rivalry" or something when you allowed the new faggots to take part in your friendship and you two let them egg you on to fighting eachother. Basically you guys were exposed to a new brand of bitch and werent aware of it. She split best friend, gad her way with one and moved on herself while the two that built a life together before her just left what they knew in shambles. What's worse? They're fedoras! and there was no woman, just feminine men.

>a new brand of bitch and werent aware of it
>exposed to "cross school rivalry"
What did you mean by this. It sounded ominous.

There is one solution.

Make the fight that never was finally happen.

I thought about this. For some reason it felt like it makes sense. Im just not sure if my intuition is right.

Can you elaborate it?

What you need to do is to stop identifying with black culture in any way. Stop identifying with the lifestyle that the inbred hicks take on, or that the chavs use to trap their bitches into cardboard box condos with. What you need is to figure out whether or not you really wanted or even needed to be that person that day. Your friend didnt come to respect you bc you could hurt him or vice versa, you two were friends either out of commonality, complacency or necessity and the day your egos outshined that criteria you both made a decision to honor yourselves as you chose to commit to yourselves rather than commit to the reality of the situation. The fact of the matter is that Alan and Alex were playing you both out to look like total pussies so that of the 4 biggest losers in the whole school, they would be the the lesser.

Redemption is choice but ita not always in the cards. Sometimes you gotta take that ugly bitch of yours, kiss her on the lips in front of the other women letting both you and her know that you've made the right choice because thats all that mattered before.

new kid brings his hell over with him upon transferring to yiur school. So like you guys were used to a particular kind of bitch but this guy had a whole new set of bitch rules for you to chew and choke on. Basically they brought on things that you and your best friend hadnt yet managed to tackle together or hadnt yet managed to prepare for.

>rather than commit to the reality of the situation
What was the reality of the situation that should've been committed?

So from your pov What was the issue here?

That you guys are probably losers and would gain nothing from fighting eachother except for trouble. The reality is loserdom. And before you get offended, we are on Cred Forums after all.

I'm saying the fight might've been egged from beyond alan and alex and that it really couldve just been one final big prank on you two if you were really loserish.

Ive recently learned that girlams and women dont have much on their minds, like ever. This kind of thing would be high on the priorirty list of ways to apply themselves in high school.
,Quick questiin, was high school easy for you?

Honestly, i was always at the bottom of the totem pole which meant i had to mind own business to get by

That you two let other people do your thinking for you. Like you're doing right now.

Sit and reflect on the event in writing. If what you have to say starts or could start with "I feel..." then start over.

I think you guys are that ugly couple that people break up because they cant stand someone so ugly/smelly/stupid/poor finding someone and being happy. This applies to friendships that defy social norms. Its usually white chicks choosing to "apply themselves" as i said earlier.

Prime pickings for someone that fell into one of high schools many social pitfalls. If this group of girls at my school didn't get to be the top scorer or had to sit next to some uncool person or even got some tech deal later than someone else they would spend the rest of the semester looking for ways to decrease your focus on that thing and then they'd attempt to fill your focus with irrational desires based on very strange triggers, mostly by making weird female sounds.

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Maybe just go out and start a fight. Find someone who looks like he'll beat you down but stop when he's won and then walk up to him and start pushing him. Maybe start a fight with a friend when you're drunk? It sounds like you could really benefit from just getting into a fight and seeing that it's not really a big deal. You sound like a virgin who glorifies pussy when it's not really a big deal.

Dude i had seriously thought about this before, but what does this mean?
>then walk up to him and start pushing him
Why should i continue to peovoke him even after he's beaten and walked away?

After he's beaten me*

uhh really though with all this bad discipline and poor training from prestigious dojos that don't cater to people looking to DEFEND themselves it might be a better idea for him to not get into a fight. Would hate to watch OP in one of those rekt webm threads getting socked in the head and dying.

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