I've contemplated a long time getting back in touch with my father. I remember him being an explosive autistic asshole. Basically a difficult, impossible person, his way or the highway. I also had a very sick relationship with my mother, whom I believe to be actually evil, just took me longer to recognise her low-grade, less overt manipulation which was actually more poisonous and malevolent. I'm not sure my dad really knew how to express himself, or maybe he was fed up with the world, or maybe he was upset his wife fucked him over hardcore and let his children succumb to MTV poison. Not sure. My sister turned out to be a massive cunt who fucked over everyone she knew (including myself and my parents), and had a physically fucked up child while doing drugs the whole pregnancy with a crackhead and is now married to a muslim with like 2-3 more kids.
I think we have much in common. I think. We're both very much interested in Germanic history and proud of our ancestry. He's Dutch. I look like my mom, who's English. We're interested in issues like the Romanovs and (((Bolshevist))) revolution and their subsequent genocides. Titanic, which killed a great number of influential people opposed to the USA federal reserve private foreign bank. Also firearms. Engineering. Etc. Autistic Germanic concerns.
The problem is, I'm no longer the boy he knew. I'm a woman. I've been quite successful in life, and have no ragrets about transitioning. I haven't talked to him in about 10 years, since I was around 20, don't remember. I dunno what to say to him. I just wanna know his side of the story, since he was basically shut out of my life around 4th grade (I still saw him until I was about 20, several times a year), and my mom is such a lying manipulative person. I don't trust her a bit. I also feel like we might have much in common, I just can't get myself past this block that he'll be a complete asshole to me.
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Logan Russell
I think he's been through some terrible shit in his own life, and so have I. I don't think he'd kill me or beat me up, but it's taken me a while to get over my childhood, at the same time.
Chase Moore
You're not a woman just because you put on a dress.
Asher Robinson
Dude. I can't be fucked to read all that shit. Go post this on Reddit.
Genuinely - you'll get better responses in some bad parent / lost parent sub Reddit than here.
Tyler Cooper
No shit. I was actually dx'd female in utero based on heartbeat etc. I was a surprise male. I know what male and female isn't, and I'm not here to argue about that.
Noah Perez
Sorry about your illiteracy, bro. 4chins actually allows much smaller posts that freddit.
Andrew Baker
bamp
Ryan King
anyone? is Cred Forums full of mudkips these days?
Brandon Torres
second to last bump
disappointed Cred Forums no longer cares, there used to be nice mature people here
in b4 baww
Adrian Howard
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Isaiah Diaz
/o/ is for cars
Caleb Mitchell
final bump
Landon Hill
your a fag
sage
Chase Rodriguez
sage
Carter Cook
kek for years
Jack Ross
user is right, if your looking for actual advice/sympathy try the normie zone.
Matthew Adams
bc there's never a tfwnogf or feels thread here right
fuck there used to be good parenting advice threads here, if a nigger could read between the lines
Matthew Walker
Are none of you faggots capable of critical thinking? Or ever talked to a real human bean? Jesus fuck it's unreal
Christopher Morris
Go to reddit Faggot
Anthony Jenkins
>trans >real human being Yeah no
Lincoln Watson
fine, I'll give my take on it. just meet up with the guy for some coffee, dont expect anything from it and go from there.
Jordan James
The first sex change happened under Hitler's rule. Sorry 2000yrs of kikestianity has skewed your view on black and white thinking
David Watson
I think it is important to do what you do solely to make yourself feel better. Don't even take him into account. If it helps to avoid him, do it. If it helps to reach out to him, do it.
Chase Jackson
That's the conflict. It's hard never having had actual parents, in the functional sense. I need a closure I can't yet get, because there's a few little nagging questions I need answered. Plus every person's need for parental bodies.
I've done well without them, yet feel incomplete without actual parent figures. I grew up in a vacuum. And my father is the last tie I need to know if it will be cut or acknowledged.
Aiden Hill
I have no real advice but is there a good gallery where I can view more of these?
Lincoln Sanchez
> father is autistic > mother is evil > 100% chance of mental disability oh wait you're a LBGTW%TFBBQ
Jayden Robinson
user, I'm not driving 8 hours for that. I'm looking more for lolsorandom email bantz to see if I want coffee with him.
Aiden Young
random galleries
Sure, those fucking straight parents should stop having gay kids
Gabriel Smith
Then give him a fair last shot. If he disappoints you this last time, you can be done with him and have closure one way or the other.
Owen Long
I guess I'm more angry at my childhood than anything. I don't want it back, I want it vanquished and forgotten. Yet that's impossible, thus I need answers on a few things. Then I'll be good.
Ryder White
I'm just not sure what to ask the fucker. Like, hey, you wanna gas the kikes? Guess what, ima girl lol?
I'm not sure what to say to him.
Joseph Gonzalez
Well, maybe a phone call or email to explain that rather than just surprise him and get a visceral reaction.
But you owe it to yourself to at least try for those answers.
Kayden Bailey
I guess that's really the best I can do. Thanks, user. G'night, everyone!
