Killing myself tonight once my family falls asleep

How old are you?

Michael J Foxes because of their unpredictable moves

Why are you telling anyone? If your serious, nothing we can say will stop you.

Does anyone know you're at risk of doing it?

Imagine the pain you cause your family, you'd think they get over it but once you die you never know what happens to them.
I hope that was just a cry for help.

>If serious, dont fucking do it..
Dude. Please talk us through it

So nobody can stop me. I currently live at my grandma's house that has constant activity from family but at night people leave and people sleep.

Think of all the video games and porn you'll miss out on. Think about it bro. Its never too late to change, no matter what. Guys in prison don't have internet, they're thinking about all the stuff going on in the free world and how badly they want it. You have a new chance every day to enjoy life.

So what's the method/plan?

what's gonna be your method OP?

Leave them. Not by committing suicide Cred Forumsro

I just wanted to give people a chance to see into the mind of a soon to be dead man

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If they're saying it behind your back then how do you know?????

Ask you anything huh? What are the phone numbers of some of your family members? If dubs you must comply.

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>Think of all the video games and porn you'll miss out on. Think about it bro. Its never too late to change, no matter what. Guys in prison don't have internet, they're thinking about all the stuff going on in the free world and how badly they want it. You have a new chance every day to enjoy life.

Just think about the places you an visit. Break up and travel Cred Forumsro

Nope. I mean I've been to three psychiatric hospitals all linked to outlashes based from my depression so friends and family know I'm prone. Last time I tried to overdose on Xanax and alcohol but I ended up in jail and a psychiatric hospital

How?

op u piece of shit stop it, get your shit together if u are different does not mean u are idiot, what ever accept yourself, go travel do some crazy shit, everyone have someone for them, you just didnt find yet, many would say suicide is hard, i say its fucking easiest thing to do, hard is to live.
Op do you think i love keep failing, fighting for myself?
There is milions of other people that goes through same shit like you do..
Get your shit op, we all love you. U never know what tomorrow brings, be patience, fight op.. FIGHT!

It's not worth it this soon OP. Terminal illness to escape suffering, sure. But imagine for a moment, that your just proving them right. Don't prove people right if you don't agree with them. It seems like you need a change, badly. Something drastic, a new direction.

My dad killed himself and it never hurt me. I even saw his body fresh after he shot himself. Life has no true meaning. After somebody is dead long enough nobody remembers them. We all die and some people like me aren't built for life in the first place

Yeah, this.

Pff noob

Leave them fool. You are an adult in most countries. Use the courage for suicide into something else like moving out and getting a job. Moved out at 16 cuz family was very emotionally blackmailig

Alternately, a timestamped pic of sharpie in pooper would suffice.

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Yeah. Get out of your own head, man. Might as well make the most of it or do something crazy, because we're all going to die eventually anyway.

First of all, don't.

Second think of your mom, imagine what it would do to her if she's just walking into your room like it's a regular day and sees that you have killed yourself, with no warning

That will fucking destroy her and her mental health will decline when she starts thinking it's her fault and shit

That's an excuse for giving up, were not all made for life. Don't defeat yourself, because your life sucks. Make it better. If there is nothing tying you down, just leave. It's better than just dying.

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>op u piece of shit stop it, get your shit together if u are different does not mean u are idiot, what ever accept yourself, go travel do some crazy shit, everyone have someone for them, you just didnt find yet, many would say suicide is hard, i say its fucking easiest thing to do, hard is to live.
>Op do you think i love keep failing, fighting for myself?
>There is milions of other people that goes through same shit like you do..
>Get your shit op, we all love you. U never know what tomorrow brings, be patience, fight op.. FIGHT!

>Again. We all love you xx. Don't go into nothingness. Who's going to make you cringe but us? :)

Bags around my head and tying up my own hands so I can't tear them off instinctively

Drunk aunt but I've woken up hearing family members talking about me because this is a house where all the family members gather. I was supposed to just stay here until I got my shit together but obviously nobody really wants to deal with me.

Have you tried a suicide hotline?

Probably you'll kill yourself. And the only person who can stop you is you. All these Anons came through for you, trying to show you what a cop out that is. Only you can decide who is right.

Since when has b become so emotional
Dude stream the suicide you ll become famous not alive but still famous and draw something or make somthing good muney afta death

36 replies, 20 posters. What's this fucking bullshit? Someone trying OP not to kill himself? He's a grown up and has decided.

So stop whining that he could live a life and instead ask him something interesting. It's not like I gonna believe him he'll really do it but anyways.

Because the last real an hero posted his name, personal address, his phone number and nevertheless got rescued.

Do you have anything you want? Try to do it.

I always wanted to travel, but never did much. If I should reach a point, where I say: "This is it. My life has no purpose", I will just travel a last time and see if I change.

>once my family falls asleep

You still live at your parent's place ? And you already want to kill yourself ?

Grow up kids

I moved out of my mom's at 17 and I had a job and a place but I'm so fucking unstable that I managed to make enemies with the entire group of people I was in even lost people I knew for years. I'm not made for life. I just wanna have the energy in my body crash back into the universe.

My mom drove my dad to his suicide

why don't you just kill yourself now instead of being bitching around on b?

Yes. I was taken into a psychiatric hospital back in February

Do heroin gud stuf boris can get you this shit

Stream please

OP you can be my sex slave but no fatties

Good luck OP, before kys could you do some shit like burning your house down or killing a cat using a belt ? Post the pics here pls

That sounds like a horrible way to go OP...

I am very similar, Depression, Anxiety, APD, ADHD, dude seriously get help. There is no reason to an hero unless you are a faggot, try to live it up. Go travel or do literally anything. You don't care about your life, so why stay complacent in the things that make your life shit?
If your family gives you shit, pack up and leave. If you don't have a crazy amount of money, go on craigslist and look for roomates and explain yourself, most of them would be ok paying the rent for awhile while you looked for a job if they knew your situation. And see a psychiatrist, I take zoloft and that shit balances you out. Also know that depression will never completely "go away," you need to force your way out of it.

And if you really need to an hero at least get on of those helium tanks and just fall asleep, suffocating to death sounds terrible.

Stay safe m8.

Tldr

Kill the self you hate. Change your life. Whatever has you so upset then change it. Anything is possible and by ending your life your just ending everything that could have been. Thing might be shit now but think about the future. Suicide isn't the answer.

Music but I got robbed by my own friends of my equipment last time I was in a psychiatric hospital. I keep thinking maybe I should keep trying but it's such an unrealistic career to chase.

Stream it or it didn't happen. Also do a flip

Don't worry about it mate, there's an afterlife anyway. Just don't get stuck here with any unfinished business you have.

You should really be thinking about all the people your death will effect, even down to the poor morturers.

You can kill yourself if you really REALLY want to, nobody can stop you, but the minute you do it and metamorphose spiritually from your body like an underground grub - you'll regret it.

I live at my grandma's because I lost my old place after beating up my roommates friend and wrecking hundreds of dollars worth of my roommates video games for letting the meth head even stay there

Smoke a blunt instead.

Do a flip, faggot.

Can I have whatever's in your bank account?

Don't do it. Be crazy. Live like it is the last day of your life. You might find something to live for.

I wish but it only helps while the high lasts

who gives a shit op? just do it. anyway most sucesfull artist are those that are fucked up.

gr8 b8 m8 r8 8/8

If I didn't get robbed by my own friends who took advantage of me while I was black out fucked up and got my cars info out of me

Make it a murder/suicide
Why the fuck not?

Post a video.

Long story short, my girlfriend can see ghosts. She drove past a car accident once and said it was like [pic related] a moth emerging from a chrysalis. The spirit is ejected.

Don't kill yourself. Bad shit happens.

(blah blah blah, she's not mentally ill, neither am I)

Maybe.

y tho

Don't do it, you are still young. There is many things you can try.
You can go your own way, you can do whatever you want, there is nothing to lose now, and there is a lot to be gained. Use your despair and pain to be born again.

And if you like Camus, you have to read Nietzsche. Try it before you commit suicide, and there is plenty of time to kill yourself.

you wont do it
we both know it.

You're really half-assing this ending your life thing.
Come on OP let's take inventory and see what we can do. You got guns?

Nope. My family is terrified of guns surprisingly Cuz we live in Texas. Too broke to get one. I was always a fan of blade related murders and blunt force.

Team up with a couple well-hung ghosts and run a train on her. That's hot user

stream it, faggot

This.

Leave or stay. Depression is a hard thing but you death is literally the worst thing. You are lucky that your body is physically healthy and you can move.

Kill your self tomorrow if you want, but first watch the last 7 minutes of Angel Beats! Episode 10 tonight. Or don't, the gist would be that even shitty life is worth it.

Fuck that, you sick fucker

Your mind has formed a rut that, for whatever reason, pushes your thoughts into dark places. What you need is just one thing that can reliably pull you back out. Think of one really positive memory or person in your life that makes you smile, makes you laugh, or brings you tears of joy. Focus your thoughts on that one thing for the next 60 seconds, and return to it whenever you’re struggling.

Write a letter of gratitude to someone you care about, then read it to them.

Also, watch this: youtube.com/watch?v=xuFjdWDaABk

I run off 128kbs phone data at the moment otherwise I would. I mean I should have wifi by next week. Maybe I'll postpone it to then.

It's gonna take too much work to rely on you to pull it off.
We need something definitive. Something that breaks the ice quickly and gives you no way out. Guns, a car, something that'll do it quickly before you get to hesitate. You gotta get up close and pick arteries you're gonna have a breakdown and get your face busted probably. Then you're going to see *criminal* psychiatric care.

If they know you're down, can you lure them to an overpass or something cause "you want to talk," vaguely implying you're feeling suicidal but not bad enough to warrant a crisis intervention? A high up one you can just chuck them off once they get there. Hell you could grab on and both jump, they'll never see it coming.

This.

But if you do it, set up a stream right now, in case the thread dies.

Until then, here's some of my finest Pixel porn.

I'll load up the video. But there's only been three people who ever meant anything to me. I've grown up with lack of ability to have genuine relationships on my end. I drove them all alway and I have tried to make up to every one of them and none of them want anything to do with me anymore.

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Don't do it OP. You may be a fag, but you're a glorious one. Think of how your family will react, blaming themselves, crying at your funeral. If not for yourself, do it for them. You probably have so much to live for, a family, friends, maybe a special someone. Imagine someone in your family going to your room, they open the door, get on the floor, everybody walk the dinosaur!

I've never understood why those who plan to kill themselves don't do something noble with their last moments. Instead of suffocating yourself and allowing a family member to find your dead body, why don't you suicide bomb the Westboro Baptist Church? Or something of that nature. Go out in a hail of fire and be remembered forever as a hero.

I like that second paragraph. I know exactly who I could do it with as well.

Not serous or you'd just do it.
Quit trying to get attention.
>I accidentally fucked your dad

Great. I'm glad that Cred Forums managed to deliver some counsel in your time of need OP. Good luck!

If you're truly gunna go through with it, at least take out the bastards that took your shit. But seriously, don't do either. Get away from your family if they're causing you grief. Get a job, live in a shit hole apartment. It'll still be better than what you're in.

There is no real afterlife but its general idea can still be fruitfull.
You would defintly regret killing yourself in the Afterlife but you can't b/c there is none. Thats what is really scarry about death.

ok user if u do this then at least before u go u should go and cause some havoc like smashing some windows and setting houses on fire you know have a bit of fun

It obviously had some sort of effect on you, though. Or else you wouldn't have such a cavalier attitude about death.

A person dies twice, when their soul leaves their body, and when the last person that remembers them forgets.

What the fuck happened all these fucking white knights make me sick get the fuck off our Cred Forums and let op an hero in peace

Go rape someone first

STREAM IT YOU FAGGOT

And here iam trying to help and you faggots "help" commit a homicide. You all deserve a kick to the face.
Op kys right now if you were indeed

Cant even green text what a waste of fucking trips go fucking kill yourself

I second this people will actually remember you if you do this you'll be basically immortal

On a scale of 1 to 'I told u I was hardcore' how serious are you.

Stop thinking about yourself for a second, and think about your family. They'll know you killed yourself and they'll be absolutely devastated, emotionally destroyed. Especially your mother and father, who will blame themselves for your actions
Don't put them through that pain user

I thought I wanted to kill myself for a decade.... I have an amazing life now OP. Tough it out my dude. You'll be aight.

Op here

Ive decided to stream for you but you'll have to wait until November 10th

My dad already killed himself and I'm not too close to my mom

I love your curtains

God you're all fucking cancer get the fuck off our board and go back back to tumblr

I'll let my grandma know

Calendar is set email me the stream link faggot
[email protected]

Will do

you are going to die, so why not make it grand and forge your name in the history ?
fag

Op is not a fag confirmed

You want me to tell you something? I'll be blunt with you. You're nothing but a fucking pussy. You would have done it already but you have not. You've been hospitalized three times for this bullshit and you blame your mom for the death of your father. Well, you know what?

That should have made you stronger. Instead, it made you into a weak-willed and weak spirited person that wants to take the easy way out. You're only 19. You can deal with more shit than this, dude. Get real. I've been hospitalized way more times than you have.

Let him be an hero if he wants.

...because bullying helps depressed people feel better, is that it?

I can feel it coming in the air tonight, Hold on
I've been waiting for this moment, all my life, Hold on
Can you feel it suicide in the air tonight, Hold on, Hold on

I know I'm a pussy that's why I'm doing this. You don't want me making kids and give them my bitch ass DNA do you?

youtu.be/VCmpG0IJfLQ

I had a mental breakdown an hour ago, now I'm back at being a general failure and not giving a shit. Just tell me should I consult a psychotherapist?

>my autism is better than your autism

Kek

If you want to.

Don't do it you idiot.

I mean do psychotherapists do anything to help. Nobody alive has a clue I may have mental issues and severe anxiety, I do my best to hide it and act like i'm just tired. This will be like coming out, better be worth it.

POSTPONE AND STREAM, GO OUT AN REAL HERO

November 10th

Can you imagine how your family will feel about your death?

It pleases you?

I hope I hurt them in all honesty

Does you mind feel numb?

Overactive actually

just hear the words pls

youtube.com/watch?v=IJb3xwtpmmc

You don't hate yourself. You hate them and want to hurt them. Don't kill yourself to hurt other people. Kill them instead.