Why can't you sleep user?
What are you trying to numb your mind from?
> lost girlfriend
> gained 30+ pounds
> gym membership has been expired for 2 months+, renewing this Tuesday.
> doing shit this semester just like every other.
Can't sleep because I fall into self loathing or loneliness..
I think I met the girl of my dreams and she's into me. She asked me out and I turned her down because I know my good friend is also interested in her. Might have just passed up the chance of a lifetime.
Kinda broke up with my gf cause I had small feelings for another girl. Then I realized that the other girl still kinda loves both of her ex's, her family would hate me, and she's not all I thought she was.
I regret breaking up with her because sex was great, was about to get into anal, she loved me so so much. Then I tried getting back with her and she said it was too late and that she wants to lean how to love herself before getting back into anything and I feel like the biggest jackass ever.
I want her back so badly.
Did really garbage the first month of this semester. Didnt put any effort in and im not exactly sure why. I wasnt even all that depressed. Ive been telling myself for years school isnt for me but my parents might shatter if I told them I was dropping out. College just seems like such a waste of money to me. I just want to start making money now, I want to travel, I can be minimalist I dont need much.
Stress has killed me the last 2 years, changed me into a pretty fucked up person. Im trying to change back. Ive taken a massive break from drugs, havent touched anything in 4 or 5 months, still keeps me up at night though tbh
Dude, feel like you let tourist get pushed over on that one and it's your fault. Good thing is you'll meet another "the one" chick in no time.
ive done that 3 times.
I regret them all
Stop being a lazy fuck and do something about it instead of coming on b looking for sympathy. Go to the gym, eat right, fucking work harder and revise more. Also you have your whole life to find a girl so stop bitching, get your priorities right
Anxious mess. Severe depression.
Looking at questionable pornography!
If you see hope, don't give up, maybe prove you're willing to love her more than yourself.
If not, cut your losses, forget the chick and get a hobby until the next one comes along
I am willing to try. She told me that I should work on loving myself as well
I legitimately can't sleep because of stress and anxiety.
Don't project dude. To your credit I made it seem like the chick is keeping me down. Honestly I'm just frustrated to hell and back that I can't go to the gym.
>pay is once a month
>important bills to pay
>shit falls apart for me without the gym
>finally gonna get back into it.
I procrastinate like no one else though, hoping the gym will give me the boost I need to be productive and have everything else fall in its place.
Seems like a lost cause my friend. It'll be OK though my man, just forget about her by doing things for you, just like she says.
> 23 with girlfriend and 3 year old son
> Penn State Degree in IST and minor in SRA
> just graduated end of August
> company promised me a full-time salaried position
> get degree
> oh shit we cant pay you
> laid off
> turned down from most jobs
> apply for unemployment
> company falsifies earnings
> going through appeal process
> girlfriend stressed because she is only income
> wants to leave me and take son
> develop drinking problem over last month
> sleep 4 hours a day tops
> thought about killing myself if she leaves
Anxiety from what?
PTSD and life in general. It's very much a TL;DR thing.
Shut up user, think of the fucken kid. Exhaust all possibilities first. You're a man now, do man shit and fix the situation for your family.
Get help user. Go talk to people. Maybe push the reset button on life, know what I mean?
> with gf for 3 years
>first love
> she cheated
> a month later
> still think bout her
> can't sleep ever
I'm not crying over her or anything but damn now I just feel lonely as fuck. I moved to a new place for school no friends or family and just not happy.
I did a decade of counselling. Nothing is gonna change.
You're not wrong. He is basically the reason I continued with college and everything like that. Killing myself is dramatic, but it is something I have battled with for about 6 years. Bouts of depression on and off. Thinking about seeking real help again. It hasn't flared up like this in a while.
If I were you, I'd try to get out, to a park, coffee shop, hole in the wall stores, places you haven't been before and just try talking to people. No one is specific but just talk to them, even if you won't ever see them again. In my opinion you're in a great position because you have nothing to lose.
Shit.. I'm sorry man. You have my condolences.
That's true thanks b/ro
Don't know if all guys have this but I have this huge instinct to be a "man". In the sense that on my own I'm honestly a worthless loser but when I had a girl, all I could think about was bettering myself for her and that changed my life. If I had a kid, which I often thought about, my life would have endless purpose. But that's me personally, as far as I know.
Well yeah, that's human nature. I have it too, and my life is drastically different than 5 years ago. I have lost weight, changed my hair, gotten new friends, but setbacks always seem to hit me really hard and bump me off track. It just takes a little bit more effort to see things clearly. Just seems like a lot on my mind and I can't really sleep because it never gets quiet.
My girlfriend killed her self when I was at work and I found her when I came home it's been a little over a month now. I guess I'm just trying to find my self again
I understand man. Get through it
That's wild my friend. I guess you have right to sleepless nights. Good luck.
Gonna sleep, actually have a lot of responsibilities to to keep in the morning and I'm feeling better about them. Rest up b/
Deuce deuce
-OP
Well i just got a tatt so i cant really lay on my right side which is my favorite side.