Everyday is a waste of time and I no longer enjoy anything. I don't even have a gf or "true" friends

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Sounds like there's nothing to stop you from doing whatever you want. Be it shooting innocent people or becoming a billionaire, you have no excuse not to do it.

this ones easy. find a new thing, user. the worlds full of things you can do and get into, and each one comes with a shitload of other people into that thing too. like it or not, you'll meet them, talk to them, have sex with them, etc, and your life won't be boring and monotonous anymore. there are so many things, you could pick a new thing once a month and do it for that month, and never do them all if you lived to be 200 years old.

in short: get out, do shit.

Grind it out fucker. You've got to get your work done or someone else will have to do it. Nobody likes this shit. Crying about it is for women.

o god no

very good reason to live. nice dubs btw faggot.

>OP has a pile of cocaine in front of him he had finally talked himself out of doing

nice work, jesus

I was like you, get a job (it takes all your time and you only want to sleep) and buy weed (this opens a new world) with the money ;)

also go find a hobby like video games or some shit

Change is tough! You can either keep bitching about your problems, or be a man and start working on fixing them, and literally not stopping until they are fixed. We have the same problem, OP. I doubt your actually gonna do anything different.

>also go find a hobby like video games or some shit
fucking kill yourself faggot.

It's a risk/benefit analysis. The questions you have to ask yourself:

Can I ascertain within a reasonable range how much suffering and how much pleasure I will have if I don't die?
Will the magnitude of my pleasurable experiences outweigh the magnitude of my experiences of suffering?

If the answer to the first question is yes, and the answer to the second question is no, then you have one more question to ask yourself:

Will the suffering to others caused by my death be of a greater magnitude than the suffering I avoid by dying?

If the answer to that last question is no, then you should kill yourself. One might even argue that you have an ethical responsibility to do so. ANY other combination of answers means that you have ethical responsibility to continue living.

I was pretty much a NEET from the time I was 22 until I was 28 years old. I know its tough. You distract yourself everyday from the pain. You fear going out because people judge you. You fear the question "What do you do?". You get excited when you find a new show to watch. You binge watch everything, not because you have a free weekend, but because its Monday, and what else are you going to do. But you go on, it gets better. You don't see the point? Then what else do you have to lose. There is immense personal power in not giving a fuck anymore. Theres 2 ways to the path of not giving a fuck what people think. One is being so confident, peoples opinions wash off, the other is hitting bottom so hard, you have nothing to lose. And that will develope into its own type of confidence.

being alive is better then not existing, can't do stuff if you don't exist

huh

there is no reason.

most people come from a long line of peasants, and just do it because they and their culture have bred themselves to be worker bees over thousands of years. like this guy: he doesn't need a reason, he doesn't need to think about it, just knows its his place to be obedient working class stock, so thats what he does, and as long as he gets his pay when he holds his hand out every payday, he'll plan appropriately and just keep right on doing it.

These people are aware of the idea that generations of slaves were bred for ideal slave characteristics, but think that only applies to niggers.

lol

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Following the advice i got from a fellow user here, read Sartre and after two weeks of letting it sink in read Camus. Gives a whole new light to stuff like meaning and purpose.

I was a wage slave from 14 to 36. Then I spent 4 years helping my family die as a caregiver. Now I understand the nature of life better.

Live life, til you've had enough of it. That's all there is.

see . Start collecting toys, or get into photography, or do anything. Unless you have a reason to die (no money, no way to sustain yourself) why not stay on the ride? Go to a bar and pick up some chicks; should be easy if you really dont care about anything you wont care about being embarrassed if you dont succeed

he probably plays enough video games as it is, thats likely part of the problem. yes, find a hobby, but not fucking video games. learn an instrument, go to the gym, do something productive. fucking lol @ giving a NEET advice by saying to take up a hobby like video games.

b-but i like video games

Psychedelics, OP.

memes

also this, trip a few tabs of acid and see where that takes you.

I am in the same boat. I don't know why I keep going. Everyday is pointless.

Sleep schedule, eat better, and seriously go outside for once
I mean it go outside
Vitamin D
You probably need that
Don't take a fucking pill either that's cheating

I enjoy buttzilla

vid.me/VQIW#59s

Josh? Dude you okay?

No.

Check your FB

o shit my dudes

Just find friends or better relationships with current "friends" they're the best thing for depression I'd probably be dead if I didn't have my friends

don't worry dude. I've had the same job 19 years, been married 18 years and have a 17 year old son. And every day is still a waste of time. It's just a fact of life, it's impossible to do anything without wasting time. So be sure to do something you enjoy while time is a wastin'

So that in this SINGLE CHANCE OF YOURS you can make something of yourself.

Get a job where, at the end of each day, you can look back on what you have done and proudly say I did that". Life is meaningless unless you impose meaning, therefore go forth, find what you enjoy doing, and leave a mark in this world before you die.

I Have made the descision in my otherwise meaningless waste of a life to become a mason. Not because it pays well, but because each handcraft I make, leaves something personal that I can be proud of.

So go fourth and strive to be what you want to be.

i spilled beer on my lap and my friends girlfriend got paper towels. i had my legs up on the coffee table. i felt her purposely blowing air out of her nostrils at my legs as she was bent over them holding paper towels for me.
what does it mean?

she does weird shit around me. like she fidgets her toes alot when i sit near her. she gave me a peck on the cheek and squealed a little.

Not OP but I'm going to be 21 this month. Why

just stick it out and stay alive for a while longer. Do that, and good things will just happen to you. sounds crazy but its true. (shitty things will also happen)

why was her nose that close to your leg?

she was bent over holding paper towels or something. her head was maybe two feet above my legs. I felt gusts of air coming from her nostrils, like she was breathing hard.
cant tell if she was mad or something.

i am slow on reading people or i don't acknowledge what my gut tells me when reading people.

Samefag detected.

The point to keep yourself alive is to be happy. We have the opportunities we have today not because we are owed it by the universe or because everyone gets it. We live in a safe society, with career opportunities and the chance to work hard, earn a good living, Safely and in decent conditions. Allowing us one day to enjoy the world safely with our families, parents, significant other, children.

This is not a Normal thing. We live in such a society because of hundreds of generations before us worked Hard to make it possible.

You are lucky to have the chance to mope around all day and be too Fucking Lazy to even think about it and figure it out.

The meaning of life is to be happy, follow your passions, and make your loved ones happy.

Twat.

if you want an intelligent response there isn't a reason to keep living life is litrally a poinltess process so if you feel like dying then just kill yourself its easy this way i suggest hanging yourself after getting really drunk its the easiest money friendly way

not op but this helps

fucking kek

just fucking drink its great

Im with you there OP. weed, porn, and listening to music keeps me going.

27 and experience the same feels as OP

I wouldn't even know where to start

You're just gonna have to take steps to get over it. Depression will take years of your life if you let it.

god damn, thats how i feel, word for word.