Feels thread? feels thread

I feel you

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> i distract my self with literally anything to keep me from doing what needs to be done.

if you don't mind me asking, what "needs" to be done?

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two and a half men

>moved to shitty 3rd world country to be with my now wife.
>live with her family
>literally talk to no one apart from my wife because I'm so fucking loanly here and I'm finding it difficult to learn native language.
>we want to leave this shit hole and start a new life in the USA or UK (I'm British she's from the states but lives here in shit land because her family is from here).
>years of isolation and anxiety has left me suicidal.
>have no money
>need money to get out of this shit.
>can't find a job
>drinking rum and thinking about anheroing

We were in a group in a lab class and I was being nervous and spilled something. It wasn't anything important, she didn't have to say anything at all or could have been rude. She did more work than I did.

Are you me?

This is a feels thread not a fucking cringe thread .

I mean, I've been working for the past 8 hours, so not too bad actually. I've just been having troubles sleeping after watching a 15 year old girl exploding 2 days ago after being hit by a freight train that weighed 22,000 tons at 50 miles an hour

is that 3rd world country India? also it sounds like you moved from a better country to 3rd world, why would you do that. generally people move towards greener pastures

You clearly don't belong here if you didn't find that shit arousing .

Fuck that hit hard for some reason

No that 3rd world country is Argentina .
Booz is cheap here .

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please give me something that'll make me cry

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just look at the mirror

I was in the last thread. Today is national boyfriend day, and my girl left me about a week ago, she made promises to carry my children, marry me, die with me, all of this meaningful stuff that we'd say as we'd stare into eachothers eyes, looking deep within our souls. Now she seems too busy for me and has no time for a relationship. Shes unfriended me, unfollowed me, hasn't talked to me, refered to me as her ex. I hate it. I just want to die. I don't feel the fun and jokes of life anymore, and thats coming from an aspiring comedian. I feel as if little coincidences or miracles never happen to me and I'm just living through a series of shitty events until life comes to a shitty end, only with some good memories but mostly bad. I just want to spend my life with someone I love and be there for her.

I don't know who you are, and you might be awesome or a terrible person, but I care about you anyway because you are a human being

I died. I don't lurk often, but I'm glad I saw this.

yeah that usually works I'm a pathetic excuse for a person

m.youtube.com/watch?v=WppDzlTU8Ck

cheer up
life is broad
whatever is weighing you down will pass and you'll be stronger for it

it's just a question of how much sympathy you're gonna rinse

I recommend you don't rinse for sympathy, it'll weaken you ultimately

you're awesome, don't worry, ten thousand lives, you are where you are and it's all love and gaming

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>I don't feel the fun and jokes of life anymore,

similar boat, user. I'm an alcoholic and recently relapsed. like every relapse in my life, I ended in rehab for a week. she broke up with me the week after I got home.

i don't blame her for not wanting an alcoholic like me, but damn man my life was so great before that. almost a year sober, friends, money, self-love and -respect, and a girl I really connected to. removing her from my life has been harder than removing the drink.

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pull yourself back up and take responsebilety

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i fucked a stripper bare back without paying.
i feel like a piece of shit.

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I've been incredibly depressed and I'm just now realizing it. Someone brought up the point that with a few exceptions I'm a complete shut in. A co-worker asked me "So what else do you do?" and I didn't have an answer. I sit at home, browse the internet, play the occasional vidya, tinker with my hobby, and sleep. I only have like two friends, and I see them MAYBE once a week.

The lack of social life isn't what bothers me, it's the fact that I have a complete lack of drive. The hardest part of my day is getting up in the morning because I enjoy sleeping way more than I do being awake. I read and immerse myself in fiction(pic related recently) because I can't bring myself to get motivated to do anything. No matter how much I want to, I just can't motivate myself.

I don't know what to do anymore. Funny enough, the comic my picture is from is what really made me realize all this. It just made me realize that my life will probably never be worth living, but I still don't want to end it.

whats this from

This ones for you user

Dark souls

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Sad tbh

Life getting you down? Be a buttzilla today!

vid.me/VQIW#59s

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rarely do you find things like this that make an unpleasant pang in your heart

oh

Might be worth mentioning that I've taught myself to lucid dream lately, so I often have very vivid, interesting dreams that I have some degree of control over.

Also, my doctor friend who I've confided some of this information in says I might have some sort of chemical imbalance, and it might be a relatively easy fix with some meds.

I'm just fucking scared, Cred Forums.

oops
was meant for

thanks bro, i appreciate it believe it or not. enjoy it for me.

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this image perfectly sums up living on disability. it's essentially hell.

You have to sell everything you own and spend all of your money just to get on it, and then once you are on it if you start working, they take 50% of anything you earn on your next cheque.

Something happened with my cheque, i didn't get it because supposedly my address was wrong (I have moved over 2 years ago now) and i am now 4 days late on rent with a few cans of beans/fruit peanut butter and bread and -58 of 100$ overdraft.
Not going to recieve related benefits for another month as well.

People who say welfarefags have it easy have no fucking idea and then there is ALWAYS an awkward silence when you have to explain you haven't worked in XY years.

Oh, and I lost my sin card and birth cert while all this shit has been happening too.
I am pretty much ass fucked right now.

youtube.com/watch?v=2xhBqyLPYT8

Mother of my baby is banging some other guy, still lives with me but tells me that she doesn't love me or find me attractive. Hasn't for a long time. Don't want to lose her or my daughter

.... said the bartender.

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I'm the OP and I'm severely disabled in a third world country. we have no welfare and it doesn't get better.

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she could have done it behind your back. why is she hurting you deliberately

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praise the sun!

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Same poster as m.youtube.com/watch?v=V5Ok7_KFuZw
Heres some feels tunes
I feel as if my life repeats itself, from times of joy and graciousness and then to being in my dark room, with an ever growing pit inside of my stomach, sometimes staring at the wall, other times when people arent home I'll have a mental breakdown and ask god why? I don't know if I've done anything wrong and I want to appologize to people I may have wronged in hopes it can get better. I don't know why I get this hand, it can be worse, yes but it could be a lot better.

I don't think I could. The one thing I hate most in the world is myself.

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I'm on disability too and you're right. there are times when shit's going relatively smooth, you're actually getting your $ and it feels like you can get through each day as it comes. but any little hiccup just fucks up everything.

they hardly let you keep anything. I had to spend my entire 401k before I could get any assistance. thank gods I've been able to hang onto my cheap shitty house because the mortgage is only $400 a month. if it had been much more, I'd have been out on the street.

and especially this
>there is ALWAYS an awkward silence when you have to explain you haven't worked in XY years.
sucks, not just when applying for part time work but also when trying to actually get out and socialise like your docs are always nagging you to do.
>good to have you join our group, so what do you do?
>uhh
feels bad man. I am grateful that shit isn't worse than it is, and sometimes I can even be positive about it. but damn if it doesn't get a person down.

I feel for you man, I can't imagine what your life must be like

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I hope that to never happen to me.

Sorry for you user, wish you better luck in the future

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meant for this

shit nice dubs, this feels thread is legit, every other feels thread is the same gay shit posted thanks for posting that annon, I rarely see anything new in these threads

I lost my mom last month, fought my drug addict aunt and brother, and my asshole drug addict love/crush/thing is in jail. I lose control of my bodily functions sometimes. And everyone gets mad at me when I say I'm going to his court date. I keep thinking what mom would tell me to do, and all I can think of is be there, even if he doesn't care, everyone needs someone. But they all think I'm just whoring out. I truly want to blow my brains out, but not ready to see my mom just yet.

Same reason dogs like themselves, SHE CAN. Any court would award her primary custody and user would be stuck paying alimony AND child support to a two timing cunt just so he can see his kid one weekend a month and every other Christmas.

Bro turn those feelings into acts. Comedians can take life experiences and make them funny while maintaining the sad meanings. Making people relate and laugh at the same time is great. There's your silver lining

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By the way, I'm only losing bodily control due to the stress

only works if you're a fat chick with a smelly snatch

> implying we can all be amy shumer

same irl

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She started behind my back, but was very easily caught. We are now technically broken up.... But it still hurts like Hell to see her do this to our family. Specially hurts knowing that the guy pretended to be my friend and now knowing he didn't give a Shit about me or my kid.

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sorry about your mom, user

> Robin Williams

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dammit I wasn't gonna post this but now I feel like I have to

Shit that hurts me

Thanks man
I miss her so much. She was my best friend

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Day's going fine, actually. Saw a lot of couples, kind of got into my feelings earlier, but I can just confide in my hobbies to soothe my loneliness.

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well damn, this thread is full of people in pain. i made a telegram group to get folks like us together. if you guys want to join, telegram.me/joinchat/DTvISUEwvQQLaDeLU6wFEw

it's just me and one more nice user for now.

I want to but no matter what I change I hate myself more

That's my biggest fear.
She promised that I would have full visitation rights and not have to pay child support, but she has lied before...

>after watching a 15 year old girl exploding 2 days ago after being hit by a freight train that weighed 22,000 tons at 50 miles an hour

That wasn't a freight train; it was my cock.

You're still lucky somehow, you've got a mom who wasn't somebody not to miss tho, when somebody dies if you miss him/her it means that they loved you enough, still better than having a crack addict mom btw

i dont think i can name anything because every single thing that i have ever hold dear are dead.
im 30 and the only persons i could have called friends are peoples that was more ennemies than something else. i dont know what a huge feel like and i have never been told by someone that they love me.

Don't care. I'm not worth any of it.

i almost lost my mom to aneurysm three months ago. goddamn it was scary. Sorry for your loss bro. hugs

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Sometimes I like to think beautiful people have it hard too. Then I remember they don't.

I've given myself a year to become a better and happier person. If a year passes and that doesn't happen I'm killing myself.

Not good Anons. Im barely surviving. Everyday I wonder how my life could possibly get worse, and then it just does. I have literally no future to look forward to. Everyday I am more miserable than the next. The only reason I cant kill myself is because of the fact that it will destroy my family. I genuinely don't know what to do anymore. So hear I am in my room drinking a 25oz natty light, again.
>please dont let me wake up in the morning

I know this is some small shit compared to what some of you guys go through, but I just broke up with my gf of almost a year. She had a heart of gold and was pleasant to be around, but she was super reliant on people, didn't have the same goals as me and definitley no drive. Was chubby, but losing weight but still had at times an infantile mind. I'd given up a couple months ago, I knew I was falling out of love for her and patience kept running thin.

We broke up after an argument and I know in my heart of hearts that we probably shouldn't have been together and she didn't make me happy, I still can't help but be pretty sad over it. Like when im alone my mind works against me to tell me that I'm inferior and that she will probably find someone better and be happier than me without having to work as hard as I do for anything in life. Like I hate the fact that no matter how hard you work you feel as though someone out there is cruising through life taking everything you deserve while being ungrateful and entitled. I fucking know I can do waaaaay better than her and in fact I've had breakups 100x worse than this but it's been 4 days and I can't get this shit out of my mind.

I've been talking to this girl, i got her number in the weekend in a club, but I'm not feeling a connection (not that I give a shit), but I'm kinda talking to her to get my mind off the breakup.

Fml idk where im going with this and I don't expect anyone to reply, but I just needed to get this shit off my chest, thanks.

this is true. it's probably not comforting to you right now user, but as time goes by the pain will fade and you will cherish the memories.

every time you say hello to someone, you're gonna have to say goodbye to them at some point. it's the time in between that matters. it sounds corny but it was told to me by a coworker of mine who had just lost her husband. so for some reason it stuck with me.

that's all right user, I care anyways

What's the chat name? I'm using the app

She's still into ex even though he player her. Here I am wasting my time making her smile only for her to hurt herself even more. She still hasn't noticed I feel for her. What a meme

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youtu.be/KZqkMWGc0js

Vice shortfilm starring Chance The Rapper, it's a feels thing believe me it's one of the best things I've ever seen

ditto

feeling down? Become the buttzilla and change your life

vid.me/VQIW#59s

You gotta let go. I did recently for almost the same situation and I'm feeling better. Please user.

Let it out user.
Venting like this is a good way to explore who you are as a person.

This tore at my heart, considering i had family who fought in Stalingrad

Make sure you put in effort, to turn that into fruition. Don't expect it to magically happen. Pls, user.

Checked
Stop being so fuckin stupid and beta
Forget the skank

This always gets me
Godspeed unknown Arab

quit crying about your life. kill yourself if its so shitty. nobody gives a shit i promise. as you can see everyone has a fucked up life, but perspective is the only thing can alter it. and if you cant change that, then kill yourself. atleast be a man about it. you all sound like a bunch of emo fags.

New telegram.me/feels4chan to talk for a but after this thread dies

not good at all, still trying to get over her...

I do try. I try so hard.

give it up, you might as well go into the bathroom at mall of america and tell everybody to stop pooping

I've tried but she always goes to me. She's confusing in such a way that I don't know if she's messing with me, being friendly, or leading me on for her own benefit. She always looks for me and we both have a good time but she just changes her mind very often to the point where it's basically impossible to understand her. Girls are girls, huh.

WAAAAAAAA I HATE MY LIFE. kys cowboy, nobody gives a shit

Bump? Just need someone to offer some advice or relate or something.

I know that pain. I used it to fuel my motivation to improve my body. Went from 380+ down to 250 in a year. I'm in the deadlift 500 club now and I'm trying to get down to 220lbs so I can go into the Air Force.
Also listen to Harmontown, watch Rick and morty, and explore existential philosophy until you can find some purpose to your life.
You'll make it through this.

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youtube.com/watch?v=M5-xIdwW8a0
I only think of this song.
Damn dude, nostalgic feels

umm. not sure :/ pic related

No, girls are girls is a shit excuse. She doesn't care about your feelings. She pretend to. She just enjoys your attention. You have to leave for good. If you don't you'll be there for years like me and be driven to near death.

Theres always one of you, thinking you're so high and mighty because of some temporary thing you put pride in. We've been in your place. But the thing we put our pride in was temporary like yours, eventually it all crumbles down and we're in the same sinking boat. Just wait until you join the party, wannabe chad.

> almost a year
same shit just happened to me cept we had in 5 years almost 6... I still dunno how im gonna keep waking up every morning just to perform the routine, life lost its flavor.

> not my first long term relationship, my next longest was 4 almost 5 years with my "first love" that was tough but she was a real piece of shit so it made it easier. my most former girl was a fucking Angel, she was loyal beautiful and bent over backwards for me n I let her go over some dumb shit... watch what you say to your women anons you may live to regret it

Ok I'm joining now

Checked and felt

R.I.P Mikhail this broke me into tears

Hey Cred Forumsrother, I was in a bit of the same shit you're in, I had a shitty job in retail and was depressed as fuck living at home with my grandparents. I wanted to do something so I sold a lot of my shit and am currently travelling doing shitty jobs and making by. im not really depressed anymore but i still get down as fuck sometimes like everyone.

Go do whatever the fuck makes you happy

Add zwayy to the group as I cannot find it

done

Yea I see that as I'm talking currently

keep talking to someone user. Otherwise, before you know it, it's 5 years later and you don't know how to talk to anyone anymore

ionno what it was about that picture, now im sitting here with tears rolling down my face laughing like a retard.

its good to talk about those things user dont keep it bottled up go talk to someone if you need I wish i would have maybe id be alot less fucked up if I did

heard this one before, fuck it hit me with robin williams tho.

Reminds me of myself sometimes, every emotion i experience is mildy overboard. which is a very scary thought

I'm so confused then user. She's been through shit, seems depressed, has to take meds, been played with. I've been at her side when she found out her last partner cheated on her, I've grown fond of her. The past week I've been trying to get her out of my life and she just asked out of the blue "What's going on with our friendship? We don't laugh or talk as much as we used to", ever since then she's been getting closer. It makes sense what you say user but I don't know how to deal with this, I've grown fond of her.

Do it for yourself man. Shell learn to be happy without you. Yes it seems like she truly cares but that'd how it goes she doesnt even realize it

work out

Can someone post one of those novels of a feels thread?

The ones that take a long time to read, but are the ultimate feels stories?

fucking feels threads...

who keeps making this shit day after day

Just got word that a long time friend of mone was caught by his parents about drug consumption. They want him to start a new life, forcing him to cut off connections to several things and people, including me. I don't know how to feel really. I mean, sure we haven't been the closest of friends as of recently but we sure do share many great memories and now I feel like there's just an empty void in those spots.

bump for interest

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Argentina ain't so bad user, just relax. Easier said than done, I'm sure, but if you got time to drink, then use that time to maybe ask around the family for tips on speaking the language, or learn it online or from books or something. Use your own spare time to make the environment for yourself better. You may not wanna anhero so much

and why are my posts being formatted so weirdly. test test testing

Not too bad. Both friends bailed on me, tried seeing if this girl I used to work with wanted to go to this bar we go to sometimes, said she's off wednesday so there's that.
Drinkin kraken rum until Im drunk enough, then gonna watch the new family guy episode and hopefully pass out

Be safe user. We care about you

Well I'm going to try again, user. Any tips on what to do if she tries to pull me back and how far I should pull myself apart from her?

FUCKING KAIJI. FUCKING KAIJI. THAT FUCKING MANGA MAN. FUCK.

Tell her why you're doing it. Tell her everything you've told us. Keep pushing. Don't let her pull you back. Don't try to push so that she let's you go instead. Just cut her off. It's easier because you can't turn back...

This might be taken as cringeworthy, but I made this image in PS a few months ago to describe how depression feels for me.

Who knows, maybe it'll circle around in feels threads.

>Be safe user
I'm just in my room so I should be fine.
First friend has work early tomorrow, and other friend is seeing a chick, can't say I blame him.

I'll save it to post

i feel you dawg, but i know it gets better just a little hurdle we got to get through, its exciting though when you go through some heartache you come out much stronger and wiser.

I'm just finding it hard to stick to my goals of gym/training + uni atm, cause i'm up pretty late overthinking and shit. But I know for a fact that it WILL get better for us.

>watch what you say to your women anons you may live to regret it

Fucking this, I regret a lot of things I have said to people in the past, especially my girlfriends.
One of my flaws is that I'm short tempered, but I'm working on being patient and a bit more tolerant.

In the same way that you should watch what you say to people you have to understand that you also have to say what you truly believe in, no matter how scary or lonely it seems. People sometimes may not like you for it, but in time they will come around to respect you and you will love yourself more for standing up for yourself.

not gonna lie that's pretty fuckin gay

I mean when you go with that chick

It's the thought that counts, really. I know it's fucking gay.

kek, saved the pic

Thanks user, I'm going to take your advice and cut it off. It's going to be the harshest thing I've done in a while but I think you're right about this. Once again, thank you for taking the time to help, user. It means a lot

Id name myself first but still hate my life

It's tough today

man... that's a smashing album title

depending on your age your going to be dead for all literal eternity in about 60 years so I wouldn't worry too much about it.

this picture hit home. fuck you user

Anytime man. If you ever wanna contact me my kik is zwaydmg

Oh right. I don't think she's into me like that anyway, never really flirted with her, but I think she's cute though and we get along well. She quit about 2 weeks ago, after I had worked with her for 6 months, (she had been there a year and a half or so). We're both servers, so going to this bar is a somewhat regular occurrence for us.

Well if she likes tendies marry her

Now that's something to witness

Dude she loves em. You're right, gonna ask the big one on Wednesday.

Here you go

everytime

Ouch :c

Hell yea niggrump

Texting my crush, she is an extremely beautiful girl who is extremely quiet and shy. She has very few friends.

>Me: "How was vacation in Florida? Was it good?"

>Her: "Yup."

Is this a bad reply? It kinda seemed like she wanted to end a 2 sentance conversation. Nobody says "Yup" esp with a period at the end of the sentance.

I decided to talk to her irl the other day. I haven't really had a irl convo with her in years

>Me: "How's your year so far? Which teachers do you have?"

>Her: "I have a lot of teachers"

>Me: "More teachers than the average person.. or..?"

> Her: *nervous laugh*

Okay I Don't Know If Anyone Will Read This And I Know This Is Probably Super Small Compared To You Other Anons But There Is This Girl In My Class She Has Depression And A D HD And I Feel Like She Has Come Attached To Me Because Im Kinda Relatable To Her Going Through My dad Beating Me And My Mom As A Child And Cutting Myself Well Growing Up In A Shitty Neighborhood But What Im Trying To Ask If I Know She Really Doesn't Wanna Live Anymore Should I Keep It To Myself Or Should I Tell Someone Or Like Something I Just Need Advice.

How do conversations work? I used to have a pretty good social life but I have no idea what happened to me. All through High School I had no idea how to make conversations with anyone except for the only 1 friend I had. Usually conversations would just go "How are you doing" to which I would just say "Good" and rinse and repeat. I have no idea how the process of making friends works at all. I almost never just go up and start talking to someone unless if I needed something from them or had an excuse to talk to them. Why would they want to talk to me? There's really no reason to, and I'm no one special. This shit has been depressing me for several years now and It's just so lonely.
Don't want to an hero because of family, literally other than that I have no reason not to.

you just decribed me on the dot... on the dot

Hello My Name Is Capitalize Every Word In Every Sentence Ever With No Regard To Grammar Which Makes It Really Hard To Read And/Or Care.

Thanks

Texting these kinds of girls is the fucking worst. I would move on, because I'd think "well, she'd give more of an effort conversationally if she liked me, because girls that I've dated have". But who knows how many opportunities I missed out on.

Feels
- top score on certification exams
- top score ever from muh college
- blow away VPs with analysis presentation
- strangers tell me um handsum
- lift more weight than fit on the bar
- good friends
- high paying job

> Feels good mane

This song
m.youtube.com/watch?v=ARIr6S_0lAQ

Checkem

So yes or no? I have reason to believe she likes me back, though this may be just high hopes.

I really like her

after reading through the posts in this thread, I don't feel a lump-in-my-throat kind of sadness, but rather a; why-don't-I-just-do-it-tonight kind of sadness...

feels thread is supposed to make you feel gloomy, not suicidal :(

long read but worth it.

I see what you mean and i would agree about wanting to just kill your self

Don't come into a thread full of depressed suicidal people and not expect to wanna die

You mentioned she's shy. She might just be shy around you.
Do you know what kinds of things she's into? Her fav books, movies, TV shows. I would try starting a conversation about one of those. She might be more motivated to talk with you.

Okay user, I'm a little drunk but listen up.
With this kind of girl, you can't expect her to be straight with you, or tell you how she really feels. If you can organically interject it into a conversation, then tell her how you feel. If not, do it anyway. You're gonna have to do more of the heavy lifting so to speak, since she's so shy. But let her know how you feel asap. This doesn't mean confess your love for her, you could just make it very apparent that you like her more than a friend and would be interested in pursuing a relationship. If she responds positively, then fuck yea way to go. If she's vague, or says no, don't worry about it, she just let you know she's not into you so you can move on and waste less of your precious 75 years.

People say I'm attractive, people are attracted to me, but the women I'm attracted to aren't attracted to me. It's funny because this situation keeps happening. But hey if that's the least of my worries things are going alright.

We are both in the same music program every Saturday. We both play guitar and love classic rock.

I used to be friends with her 4 years ago, but I moved schools and then I switched back. After being back I realize how much I actually really liked her

I mean, I can try to initiate a convo, but it is difficult to hold the convo.

I love you user, as a human being.
I hope you find the light soon.

If my friend wants to kill her self should i let her or tell someone?

Yea but then if she says 'no', then everytime I see her it will get awkward.

Plus I have no confidence.

Does she not seem into talking to you about things she likes to talk about? She could be disinterested in the conversation topic. Or she could be disinterested in you.

I share his fucking curse user. It hurts 2 live.

Same here man. Except instead of being called attractive everyone calls me ugly.

This
But don't outright tell her in words. Get her flowers or some other romantic gift, then plant it in her purse or bag or whatever. That way she won't feel pressure to give you an answer immediately.

I've only had one conversation with her so far-the one above.

I'll try to work up the guts actually talk to her again and I'll post results

Someone make a new thread please. My phone won't let me

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>Yea but then if she says 'no', then everytime I see her it will get awkward.
Gah user it doesn't fucking matter. This applies to the confidence part too.
Confidence is funny, I was a total loner in hs, but I'm 21 now, and a waiter. Being a waiter teaches you one thing: fake it till you make it. This is the key to confidence, you just say shit without seeming like you care about the consequence, and in your case, it truly is inconsequential, since the worst that'll happen is awkwardness.
I do not agree with this, being straightforward is always better

I wanna die everyday, but this is just ridiculous

There's this girl that I know she's really pretty but I can't seem to hold a conversation with her. I've liked her for the past 3 years and she just noticed this year. After both my parents died she's the only one to make me happy. She's been there when I attempted suicide a few months ago and I love her. She says that she likes someone else and it broke my heart. She's all I have any advice Cred Forums?

It's funny how i give advice to others to help but can't ever help myself

Focus on everything else in life. Find a hobby and put all your time into that. You'll get over her and make yourself happy.

How is it with you guys? I've been told I'm an 8 on a good day, even though I am skinny as hell. People that want to be with me are always loud and obnoxious, while I'm into the quieter, more mellowed out girls.

Goodnight from Guelph Ontario Canada at 11:42pm

You speak from experience. I will try to be straightforward

I am torn on this question:
What is worse: missing the chance or being rejected?

do everything in your power to stop her from doing it.
because is she really wants to do it, she'll get it done anyway.

Thank you alot user

Missing the chance, hands down.
You've got one life user, and that realization becomes clearer with each passing year.

I have bad acne on my face. No one likes that my hair is long as fuck even though it metal as hell. My personality is shit. I'm super skinny. Kinda short I suppose. Idk man. I don't think I'm too ugly. 6 at least which isn't so fucking bad but everyone else thinks I'm ugly as fuck. Shit hurts me.

more like Horton cops a feel eh.... sory I no a guy named Horton got arrested for molestation/ sexual assault

>Wake up with sunlight shining through my bedroom window, our surroundings feeling completely muted.
>Feel the warmth of her skin against mine, the sweet vanilla shampoo she used filling up my lungs as she quietly slept.
>Look at my alarm clock: 8:58, alright I’ll wake her up at 9.
>Spend the next few minutes holding her tight within my arms never wanting to let her go.

>Alarm clock hits 9; “hey Zoey good mor-” Look down only to realize I was just holding my pillow, clouds block the sun as my room darkens.
>In a fit of rage I violently throw my pillow towards the wall causing an old painting to fall down and shatter, yelling and cursing at my own brain letting me feel her when she wasn’t there.
>Fall out of bed and proceed to cry on the floor for about an hour and pass out due to exhaustion.
>Wake up an hour late for work and apologize to my manager.

This happened today, and I can't deal being without her Cred Forums

>Implying I would ever name myself

If yoh won't name yourself then I'll name you.

I've attempted suicide once. Been hospitalized because I felt like a danger to myself three times. I'm on a cocktail of antidepressants and I'm going to really intensive therapy, but through all of this, suicidal thoughts keep coming up. More importantly, I've noticed that I've begun to resent the rest of the world for my own pain, and keep having edgelord fantasies of increasing intensity. I'm not sure what to do at this point, but if I go out for real, I'm probably going to do it with a bang.

honestly if it wasn't so edgy it would be better.
>overdose
kekd right there

I totally know that feel

>A drink to Walther
>A drink of water

>the beach

I would rather drink alone too

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>tfw I never finished it
>tfw she is still asleep
>tfw my ps2 broke

It may seem like its over but its not trust me coming from one suicidal person to another she is coming.

Thanks user

I'm not single, just fyi.

Eat more spinach get more iron into yourself

You're bank account has been withdrawn and you have insufficient funds

thanks user
but why do you think I'm here

youre gay

I take comfort in how big the universe is and how nothing matters

So these threads are all full of people wallowing in their collective pit of sadness. Don't get me wrong, i get it. Misery loves company... But I can't help but feel like people swim through these feelings of sadness and emptiness just so they have the slightest hope that someone will pull them from the bottomless ocean of darkness. I feel you guys. I want to be pulled out too.

Everybody is fighting their demons. Your ex will not live happily ever after. Nobody does.

I've been on anti depressants for 7 years now. After 6 suicide attempts I was put into the hospital. Throughout therapy the suicidal thoughts got more intense. user I know how you feel I have no job no money no family I'm alone. There's no reason why I shouldn't put a bullet in my head right now. But let's focus on the right side of life. Stay strong my man

I tried giving advice to an user. Got some back. That's all I'm here for, the unbiased third party who you can talk to when you don't feel like asking people you know for help

We all want to be

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Waiterfag here, don't want to finish all of my rum, gotta save some for a rainy day, bought some kahlua today though. Gonna finish with a Guinness and call it a night.

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Tumblr static? What the fuck is that? This is from its such a wonderful day you heathen

>food analogies

I wish I could just stay home as a neet and just play videogames and watch tv all day.

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>Enemy tank!
>Covering fire!
>You flank, hit his side!
>I stay and-

damn :(

I learned how to do that as a side effect of major insomnia.

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Hey user, if it matters a bit, I love you.

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but you have internet? you're fucking pathetic

Cringe

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Dont lie. You find it kinda hot dont you?

My favourite subject is death. It weird people out but isn't it funny how something so mundane is the cornerstone of how we think?

I love you.

I love you user

Yep. As I mentioned in an earlier post, the realization of morality becomes clearer every year. Shit's real, death that is.

damn this is pretty much me :(

Got me on this one...

Do you ever wonder what truly happens to us? Is it the void? Do we really sleep forever?

Yeah, it's not going to happen. You already set your mind to notice even the slightest bad moment you have, you will make a 10 out of a 2, and feel like you lost already. True change comes from taking a different road. If you want to feel what true happiness is go and help other people, that gives a reason to your life. Don't let loneliness consumed you, life becomes boring and you start to see everything as if it wasn't special.

I wanna say there's an afterlife so badly, but what would it hold? Our greatest wishes? What good would that do for someone who wants nothing but death?

You are given a cloak to leave your identity behind, and a scythe to harvest. Many will flee you, some come to you, even few will truly accept you. It is your job to guide them.

>and it might be a relatively easy fix with some meds.
Yeah sure. Happy pills all day every day. Fulfilled life. Just because no one cares to actually find out and fix what's wrong because ripping you off is far more human-like than offering actual help in times of trouble.

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I was always told, don't fear the Reaper...

Sad, but true.

any story user? i haven't really loved anyone

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(You) Happy?

If you're going through hell, keep going.

I love you Cred Forumsros.

Two possibilities:
(1) Nothing happens. We disintegrate into the elements that make us.
(2) Something happens BUT we will never understand it. Just like a dragonfly that is born underwater. When it gets its wings it flies away but has no way of telling its buddies underwater about what comes afterwards.

Happy? Not at all

can I have a hug, Cred Forums?

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