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NGL I'm Around 6-7

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Working on 9

Somewhere around 3-4. I am not thinking of suicide but I live in the state of constant ennui so first two variants are out I guess.

Somewhere around 7, death does not seem that important and living is just constant repetition with a couple of exceptions that I call my life. All full of the same shitty days, sometimes I see a new face and forget it the next day, I have fallen in love, had friends, they went away and all that crap, been happy, yes and I loved it, but it does not seem that attractive nowadays

Been at 8 for awhile now but can't go till he goes

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>Working on 9
Man 9 is where people fail. It'd the one person I care about would have skipped 9 he wouldn't have been found those times he hit 10 and I wouldn't have a reason to stay at 8 and could go straight to 10 myself

Moral of the story skip 9

On a scale from 1 to Mitchell Henderson how suicidal are you?

2,1 if I haven't wanked for a few days.

3, worst I ever got to was an 8

4.5
What's weird is I'm doing fine, just frustrated at life and stuff.

I'm at 6. Not a lot brings me joy except for a few things and only for a few moments at a time; like seeing my lizard, dog, and cats; and playing some video games (a lot of retro stuff), watching 80s/90s TV and listening to 80s/90s music. I love nostalgia. I wish I could go back to my childhood. I wish little things didn't give me panic attacks. I wish I didn't have PTSD. I wish I didn't have congenital heart disease (it's awful). I wish I could quit my job because they expect so much of me and there's so much pressure but I have no choice but to have an income because my pets and girlfriend rely on me. I also just feel so alone. I feel like everyone dislikes me and no one relates to me. I've been as bad as 9 before.

I'm gonna hold and pet my breaded dragon, listen to some vaporwave, and try to cope.

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5 or 6 worst I got was 8.5 probably.

I do have good days where I can get as low as 4.

>girlfriend
>I also just feel so alone
>I feel like everyone dislikes me
So what is her point in your life exactly?

roll

6-7 always.
Though I never thought of suicide as a bad thing, just wanna go on my own terms someday and everyone that wants to should.

>breaded dragon
Hope he's tasty

Aside from poking at you error I too am concerned about your gf. If you still feel alone then she doesn't seem to be providing companionship. If she's relying on your job for income but you get nothing out of the relationship it may be time to find someone else.

also: roll

I'm glad that she's there and we do have fun but I also wish I had some buddies that I could bond with. There's different things I can do with friends vs with my girlfriend. Just because she's around doesn't mean I can't feel alone.

Bout an 8, when i have a gun in my hand i feel relief when i press it against my head.

You missed 11, i.e. I actually want to kill myself so I'm soon going to be dead don't pass go don't bother with the ER

4 because of the awesome HOMESTUCK...

She provides companionship but I guess I need different types of companionship to feel whole. I need friends I can relate to. Does that make sense? Maybe not, I'm not sure

Same, only she did if so that now my life is a joke because I broke it off to anybody in order to try to feel less shitty, and now I would just gladly disappear from the radar completely. Lvl 4/5 on OP pic related scale I think

Stage 11 is when you shriek "NOOOOOOOOO!" as you realize it was a bad idea and you slowly spiral into the void. Stage 12 is complete goddamn icy lonely madness chained away in a glacial region of never-ending expanse for eternity. Stage 13 is you kill yourself with an abyssal icicle and spiral into an existence of pure chaos for a million years until you finally stop existing altogether.

fuck what i mean it would be 6 maybe without homesuck BRUH MOMENT

I'm not the guy from the post but having a gf is not always pretty flowers and morning sex. I personally wouldn't tell my gf that I am feeling like shit, just to not stress her and cause her harm too with my shittyness

eh, i couldn't do it.
For one sole reason; I have 4 small inside dogs that i love very dearly. They play with me, they sleep with me and spend all day with me ( i work from home).

I absolutely could not let them find me dead, or make them wonder why i never came home.

I hurts just to think about that happening. I would do anything for my dogs.

It's been 8 for the past month, since my sons death

fucking kek

Fuck.

I guess i should add, constant health issues, poor luck, backstabbing friends, lying parents who physically and mentally abuse me and each other, daily PTSD from said friends, lack of self worth, being ugly and fat, and whatever else i can't think of, i think suicide would be a nice way out.

I'm at a 4, just because I've been sick for the past few days. Kill me! But not really. Just invent some medicine that is effective and immediate.

You have a girlfriend and a high-income job, you are more successful than 80% of Cred Forums and you still dare to complain. I hope she gets blacked behind your back.

#2 feeling great !

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Guy from post here: this. It's not pretty flowers and morning sex but I'm glad we have each other. She also has depression and anxiety like me. We live in reality, you know?

It does make sense see my post there

used to be a constant 7-8 a few years ago. Transferred universities, broke up with toxic gf, graduated and am now in a happy relationship and good paying job.

2-4 is where I sit mostly nowadays. It got better over time.

Dude I make $11 an hour and can barely support myself

exact same situation here

I pretty much spend my days moving from 4-6. Can't remember the last time I was at a 2, and I don't think I've ever had a 1. Today I'm at a 4, so it's a good day.

>you have some things going for you?
>well fuck you for feeling feelings
Remember that time when Robin Williams, known for being happy, killed himself. Successful people get depressed to.

>can barely support myself
>provides girlfriend, a lizard, a dog and cats
You have a fucking zoo in your house, do they buy food themselves?

3.5, I guess. I'm having a lot of trouble with self-discipline, but life is going alright otherwise. I was at 6 or 7 for what felt like years, though, and it sucks.
Godspeed, anons. You aren't unwanted in this world, no matter what your brain tells you.

5, but I just came back from a 7.5 mile run, so the Happy Chemical is still buzzing. I'll probably be around 7 later as usual, but I won't give my enemies the satisfaction of my death. Fuck them.

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5

solid 2, hoping things work out with this girl cuz if they do i'll be at a 1 :)

No chick is worth your life dude.

>4
worst I've been was at 7 like 15 years ago

I buy food for the lizard, everyone helps buy food for the other pets. I'm still with my parents right now.

>4

Red - where my dad was when he died
Blue - where I am now

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I just realized my default point was 5. Like its been years I'm sort of in that limbo. Life goes on, I got a girl, broke up, met folks and done things, life goes on I tell ya. But I still cant quite shake the feeling that it might not be normal to live like this.

Well anons its almost 7pm, I've taken my meds, and my phone is almost dead. I survived another day I guess. Pleasant dreams to all.

Hey, you've still got plenty more weeks to go.

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Brain tumour. No idea if it's hereditary. Just gonna watch all the porn I can for the next 30 years

Is it normal to enjoy life despite not having any friends, any hobbies, any job, any relationship, and being a virgin at the age of 24?

Quit being so fucking dramatic you queer

between 5 and 6

Yes, that's called, "being a NEET."

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Probably 3. I turn 27 today and I just cannot fucking comprehend where the last six or so years disappeared. Throughout my teenage years and adult life I've spent most of my free time playing vidya (I've only recently started my first real attempt at dropping it completely) and doing my own thing, and as a result I haven't accomplished much when compared to my peers. It's making me feel fucking anxious about the future.
It isn't all bad, and generally speaking everything is going well. In a way I just feel like I'm late to the party and inexperienced for my age. Everything came to me 3-5 years later than it did to the people around me, and for some reason the thought of that keeps fucking me up.

I've already spent time decorating the house, getting presents and the like. He wanted to go and play with the neighbors kid, that was the last time i saw him. I was getting worried as he didn't come back, then a cop came knocking on the door and told me a drunk driver drove over him. I was fucking devastated, that goddamn moron killed my own son, if anythings good its that he fucked his worthless ass up a tree and died aswell
I'd do anything to see the joy of my son receiving the gifts, all i can do is hope there is some place where people end up after death

probably 5

I'm more towards homicide now but I'm such a pussy unless I can get a perfect crime scene.

I'm thinking arson or maybe killing a kid or a family. yeah hahaha I'm such a fag. fuck you.

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I'm sorry user. That sounds really hard. I hope things get easier for you soon.

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