Night time Anna thread. I Done Goofed Edition

Night time Anna thread. I Done Goofed Edition.

Two weeks off of my meds so the doctors can see if I’ve got the blood cancer that killed my dad. Isn’t going so well.

Anyway, any Cred Forumsros feel like talking? Can be about anything I don’t care.

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And here’s a timestamp

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What is this you tried about?

So it it is blood cancer do you think you're gonna do the brave-soldier thing and be all cool about it or are you going to be like 'this is unfair and god hates me'?

God does not exist

Can you post boobs, they look inviting

I cut my wrist, I’ve been really depressed and it seemed logical at the time. But i puked before I could do the other, I don’t know.

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That really depends. I have Italian citizenship so treatment cost isn’t an issue, I just worry about my son having to deal with me fading out. It it is I think I’ll probably do the noble route on his behalf and grow more balls and just end it. I lived long enough to see him happy, that’s what matters. I can’t function because of the PTSD and I can’t take the meds because they lower my immunity. I don’t think life’s unfair, it’s just the way shit is.

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Chin up, no one makes it out of here alive anyways.

Show the wound

What’s the best book you ever read? Also what’s your favorite position?

I don’t do nudes, but here’s some cleavage. Sorry about the splotchyness, it’s recent.

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And boobs

Show a hint of areola

I would bury my face there.

fuck, dont know why I expected better.

Is your son old enough to understand if you suicide?

How would you feel if you knew that at some point in the future when he has a family your son did the same thing?

If you want soppy attention and people shedding tears for you then off to plebbit you go
If you wanna stay here at least show a bit of areola

I’ve heard people talk about how Cred Forums is the last stop before complete nihilism, and that’s probably true, been here long enough to know.

Sure. Took a pic for posterity. When I cut it I don’t think I went deep enough, the blood flowed out with every heartbeat, but it didn’t spurt or anything. So I do t think I hit anything big. My pinky finger feels kind of wonky though. I felt like I was going to pass out but I puked instead. Fucking annoying.

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Are you a big gaddafi fan?

Great
Now areola

Just show us your tits you fucking whore.

Before you ended go to church and seek Jesus, then masturbate on the altar and cum all over the religious images... livestream or it didn’t happen

The Green Book by Muammar Gaddafi. And missionary by far, Papa’s dick used to hit this sweet spot right behind my cervix, amazing.

Thanks I guess.

He’s 31, just proposed to his little Irish gf. He seems really happy, but he doesn’t really need me around, he’s got other family. Plus family in Libya that he’s reached out to.

Honestly it would destroy me, I never want him to suffer.

Just want to talk because my anxiety is bad and I’m basically a shut in now.

Something like that.

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You’re a sick puppy user.

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But you know daddy gaddaffi would love it

His kinks were more along the lines of the whole S&M sort of dd/lg thing, oh and impregnation. Now I’m stuck wanting to get throttled about ha.

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Also kids don’t forget pedophilia

Well not kids really, unless you consider teens kids.

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Any more aftermath pics?
Nice milkers

What are your thought on the whole Epstein thing?

Just this one of my nasty tile floor that I took accidentally while fumbling. And thanks.

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He obviously didn’t kill himself. He was a rapist that got what was coming, but ultimately it was due to the fact that he knew too much dirt on too many people. Wouldn’t be surprised if Hillary added another name to her list.

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Been watching Shaun Atwood, Clinton’s aren’t a surprise neither the rich and famous... what surprises me it’s the fact that there are a lot of the general public that want to get to the truth and now the media can’t really keep up, but yet there aren’t any more arrest, seems like no one is investigating deeper.

No one investigates deeper because of who these people are, they have the money and power to keep people quiet. I grew up in the diplomatic sphere, a lot of fucked up shit goes on but it’s never talked about.

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>I have Italian citizenship so treatment cost isn’t an issue

yes obviously only treatment quality is. kek.

Well my mum lives in Tyrol and the medical system is pretty good there, plus I could go to Germany if I felt like I wanted better care. But it’s kind of a moot point since I don’t want to go through chemo or anything, I’d rather just kill myself because there’s not much else I can do but die anyway.

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Was ist hier los

I don’t speak German, just English, Italian, and a little Arabic.

Basically I was Colonel Gaddafi’s loli mistress and had his son, when we were separated I ended up developing severe depression and ptsd. Now I’m off my meds because I can’t take them due to my immunological state, might have blood cancer. Kinda suicidal.

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Muammar Gaddafi was cool. Closest we got to a modern day Hitler. Shame the eternal (((USA))) got to him.

you want to cut yourself and possibly off yourself, but you don't want to show your soon to be deceased tits. think about how dumb that sounds.

Thanks user, and yeah, living in the aftermath is the hardest thing I’ve ever done.

It’s just a standard I hold myself to user. Sorry.

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Could you give a brief summary on what he was like as a person, do you know of any important government affairs, how he ran the country?

As a person he was actually very kind and gentle, he was capable of great love. I know this because of how much care he gave to me, he treated me like I was special, something no one else had done. He loved his kids, and kids in general, he was a great father. He had moments of vulnerability and anxiety, a lot of it was due to losing his daughter and nearly the rest of his family in ‘88. He had a few tics and irrational fears, I might of learned mine from him, ha.

He ran the country well in my opinion, he often walked around Tripoli and just talked to people, listened to their problems. I think he only wanted what was best for Libya. I myself wasn’t too involved in the politics of things, I was pretty young and wouldn’t have understood it then anyway. He started to teach me his views, but nothing much more than that.

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He does sound like he was a nice man. I would have loved to talk with him on a personal level. His views on running a country, from what I've read, were close to national socialism/fascism. We can only pray for another man like him.
Thank you for answering my query. Have a good day/night and all the best to you.

ARE YOU MOTHER FUCKING KIDDING ME!!!???

I'm gone for months & come back to this bullshit

_S.D.

Yes, I’ve always gotten a chuckle out of the insane socialists who try to argue that he was some sort of leftist puke, but that was far from the truth. To quote him ‘Nations whose nationalism is destroying are subject to ruin.’

And thanks user, take care of yourself out there.

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Hey SD, ha, sorry. It’s just been kind of hard lately, I feel like there really isn’t much I can do anymore. I guess it all depends on how the tests come out.

But enough about me, how have you been?

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Decent cut you got there

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Going through personal hell & this just made shit worse cus I never stopped giving a damn bout you

Thanks user, those are very clean looking, whenever I do it i it’s all crooked, even my scars look retarded.

I’m sorry, I’ll be ok, please don’t let me bring you down. Do you feel like talking about it...?

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FUCK I'm having a mental breakdown cus this just scared the absolute shit out of me ;-;

I wish we(USA) would have killed him and you. You're a pos for wanting to never see your son. I will do anything for mine, including staying alive so he doesn't have to know I killed myself. I'd suffer until the end of my natural life it it meant he was happy. I hope you do die though for being scum.

I’m ok, every thing is fine. Relax.

My son is a gown man, I think he’d understand that I’m suffering severely from incurable psychological issues and potentially fatal physical ones. He’d support me if I chose to die rather than go through chemo user. And I don’t not want to see him, I love him and because of that I don’t want him to needlessly suffer on my behalf, to put his life and marriage on hold to wipe my ass like I did my father’s. I love Julius more than you could ever know.

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*grown man, fucking mobile.

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It's clear everything's not fine

Well, it’s not, but it will be alright. Look even if I’m gone that’s ok, the world will continue.

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I can only imagine the heartbreak it' might cause to your son tho

I know, because I remember sitting in the Libyan desert with him a year ago and him saying that he felt like he had his family back, that he will always grieve his father, but since I’m around he can begin to move on. It’s just god awful timing.

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I'll be looking for you so i can meet papa like we've said in the past it shit hits the fan even more never forgot about that

It's never a goodbye

No it’s not. See you (hopefully not soon ^^).

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Life works in strange ways so you never truly know what comes next in this book called life

True...

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