Feels thread. Please keep pics sfw. Thank you

Feels thread. Please keep pics sfw. Thank you

How are you all doing today, my friends?

Come get what's bothering you off your chest

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Not bad, thanks. Having some coffee and doing some paperwork

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Sounds very calm :) Is the paperwork for work?

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>Please keep pics sfw
>Posting threads on Cred Forums
Pick one

Surprisingly people are usually fine posting sfw pictures or not posting pictures at all~ Everyone has a good side

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Good morning Belle. How was your day?

Its back to the work for me, as usual.

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Good morning, friend. My day was very tiring and frustrating but that's all said and done. How about you?

Have a great day at work, friend!

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Ah, I'm sorry to hear that, but at least it's done with for now. I let myself get some extra sleep to recover from having a little too much fun on the weekend, so I'm feeling pretty alright.

This work week should be pretty chill, so I'll probably hang out here a bit. I'm glad I've been able to catch threads again.

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Good afternoon, friend. And thank you for asking. To be honest with you, the last few days have been horrible. I just seem to have this strange emptiness in my soul. It stops me from functioning like I should.

Glad you caught up on your sleep! :) Nothing worse than having far too little.

That sounds fun~ I'll try and make them more frequently this week :) What is it that you do? Sorry for forgetting (or if you have namesync or something, I don't use it)

You say the past few days. Has it only recently started or only recently got this bad? Has anything changed lately?

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It's always been something that's around, I suppose. But it's only gotten more intense lately. I'd say just before December started. Yeah, it has. Moved countries. New people. New workplace. It's difficult. But honestly, I don't think it's just that.

What else is there, friend? Let it all out and I'll try my best to help you out with it

Why did you have to move? Did you move for work? To get away from something?

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A mix of getting away and work. As I'm sure you're aware, England is pretty fucked politically at the minute. I would have much rather left willingly (which I did) than be deported for some dumb reason. Other things that might make me feel so..? Well, honestly, loneliness. It's been hard, lately. I'm someone that needs a partner to keep it together. Not having someone to share intimacy with has always been a problem for me since I first found a significant other. Generally, just a sense of loneliness a dread. As I said, a pit in my soul. I hate being edgy, or whatever you'd like to call it, but those are my feelings and I'm not quite sure how to express them. Again, sorry. I don't mean to be a bother. And I want to thank you again for spending time out of your day to help miserable people like me.

All I want to do in life is to start a small weed growing business and to make money doing amateur porn. I want to be my own boss and work from home because I don't know how many years I'll last at some regular job dealing with people all day. All I need to be happy is weed and lots of alone time, and maybe a dog or something. If I end up at a normal job (and I probably will) and can't smoke, I will most likely become an alcoholic and keep drinking until it kills me.

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It's Workanon ;p or just Florx since I haven't \nick'ed myself at the new place.

My mornings are less busy now at work so I've been able to check for threads again here and there. Been posting the cute poke stuff for the last few days.

And yeah, I run on too little sleep... most of the time. Though "too little" is different for everyone, for me that's less than 6 hours of sleep.

Also my post didn't go, so this is coming out late haha

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Ah I'm sorry that politics pushed you away from your home, friend. Hopefully your new place is better~

What do you do for work? Have you been able at all to make new friends? Have you tried? I know it can be a little daunting starting at a new place and needing to talk to people but you need to break that barrier because things won't change until you do.

Do you think a great friendship would fulfill the gap in your life at the moment or do you need a partner?

How long have you been away from England?

Ah you're not being "edgy" or anything, it's alright to express your feelings :) That being said, you're perfectly fine! If I was bothered by people sharing their thoughts, I wouldn't be doing it. I'm just glad people are able to get things off their chest :)

There are tons of jobs that you can do completely alone. Some even pay well! Truck driving, line worker at a factory, forklift driving, if you learn to program then there's many many freelance things you can do from home, same with if you learn to do art. There's way more things than just retail, friend~

Ah sorry haha I don't have chanx since the reinstall. Or a few months before I think. Anyway why have things been less busy? Less clients or a quiet time of year?

For me too little is when I wake up and need to stay in bed for another hour or 2 hahah. Glad you're getting a full night's rest, though. Do you wake up in between?

And that's ok! I sometimes do that. Did that once and the thread 404'd when I came back :(

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I'm a software engineer. I quite enjoy my job, most of the time. Getting to fix bugs and such makes my calm down. It makes my mind process things slower than usual, which means I can be more thorough. Yeah, I've tried to make new friends. Just a couple. But I find it hard to interact in general. Not because they're bad people, or I don't know what to say, but there's something in the back of my mind that constantly keeps me pinned down from interacting, or even smiling. I don't think I necessarily need a partner, just something that would be able to fill that gap. Someone I genuinely enjoy talking to, like you said, or a hobby that would be able to keep me entertained. I've lost the joys of most of my hobbies. Writing, videogames, making music. Sometimes I think that I might've just grown out of it, but it sounds like I'm lying to myself when I do. I've been away from England for about... 3-4 months? Tough few months. The weather is crappy and all, which might have a hand in it after all. The country I'm living in at the minute isn't a bad country, I'm just too stubborn. I'm clinging on to past memories.

You would think that I would eventually realize, that if a cute girl is hanging out with me, I must be dreaming
but somehow, I still keep hurting myself with these dreams...

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Ah, it's a bit less busy now. Kind of in between the hands-on projects, doing some easier laid back stuff now.

Unfortunately going back to bed isn't much if an option for me, much as I wish it was. Sometimes I wake up, sometimes I don't. Last night I remember turning on the heat and getting a glass of water in the middle of the night, but I slept pretty soundly aside from that. Other nights I wake up and stay awake for a bit. Sometimes I'll watch a video and then head back to sleep~

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Do you think you're afraid of interacting with them over your past, then? "It won't be the same" or "it'll just be taken away again" or "They won't be as good as my old friends" or something.

You have this want to make new friends and experience new things but you keep yourself back for some silly reason.

Are they literal dreams or do you fall for girls who aren't quite interested?

That's good at least~ How was that promotion I think you mentioned a while back?

That sounds like a very very comfy sleep, then! I'm hoping it'll get cold again here so I can finally sleep better haha. Water and warm bed is such a good combo

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Literal dreams
If I am awake, I am am cognizant that nothing like that will happen to me
but those darn brain chemicals keep tricking me, and making me feel the feels that I keep in my most tightly sealed vault...

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A while back would go all the way to May or so. Less of a promotion, more of getting on-board full-time. I went from 25 hours a week to full time 40 hours a week with insurance, 401k, and all that stuff. It's been pretty great for the most part. Having a certain amount of financial freedom is nice. It takes a lot of time out of my day though, because I live an hour away. I plan on staying at this job for a bit, so I'm thinking of moving closer by the end of the year. If I moved within 15 minutes of where I work, then I would have an extra hour and a half back to myself every day~

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It could be. Though honestly, I don't know.

You'll find someone, friend. I promise there are people who will see your worth and your kind, caring side. One of which will take a liking to you and want to be with you. If you shut yourself in, that person will never find you. Don't give up, friend. Love isn't limited to dreams

I hope the area around your work isn't that expensive then, friend! It would be awesome to have so much time back, especially since that'll be multiplied by 5 a week! Do keep me updated about it :)

So why not give it a shot? The first step is always the hardest and right now, that step is saying "Hi"

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It's about the same living cost there as anywhere else. Rent in an apartment or townhouse runs about 1000-1200USD or so in my area. Combined with my new gas-efficient vehicle, moving closer will save me about 185 dollars in gas a month, which really is a good financial cushion. Car is completely paid for, so no car payment either. The rent is totally doable, but moving out of my house would totally screw my brother and our roommate, so I'm waiting until the end of the year, or until they're ready to go, whichever comes first.

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I look for them, no one looks back, that is standard for me
Well, Thank you for the kind words, and for listening to my inane dribble
It is a relief to be able to speak of these things without the social repercussions...
I hope you are succeeding at achieving whatever your goals may be, and have a good day while you are at it...

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It sounds like you're really set then, friend. You mentioned sticking with the job for a while longer. Do you think you'd still quit if things are going this well?

I'm sorry, friend. Thank you for dropping by and thank you for the kind words. If you have discord, I'd love to have you around the server :)

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Thanks for the offer,
I am unfamiliar with what joining a discord implies, really...
...I am not great with social things...

Ah it's alright~ Discord is an IRC like Skype but much more convenient. It's basically an easy way to group chat. Don't worry about it if you don't have it, I don't like attracting people to it unless they already have an account because I'm not too fond of discord. It's just too convenient. I would love to hear from you again though, friend. :)

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I will keep it in mind, Thank you
Good Luck with your ventures

Best of luck to you too~

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Oh, I didn't mean to imply I might quit or anything anytime soon. For now I'm learning a bit of coding while I do this IT stuff. If I end up getting good enough at coding to work professionally, then I might consider switching to that. Until then, I'm pretty happy where I am.

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