>be browsing Cred Forums between 14 - 20 years old

>>be browsing Cred Forums between 14 - 20 years old
>>realize it’s full of fucking morons but also people that I heavily relate to and feel comfortable interacting with
>>stop browsing to focus on school and my career
>>Get gf
>>get a high paying white collar job that is very fulfilling
>>study music on the side and get pretty good at it
>>break up with girlfriend
>>pretty happy living in a nice place living in a big city partying and socializing
>>start to get immense anxiety and paranoia out of nowhere
>>stop seeing friends
>>stay inside and drink alone 6-7 nights a week
>>see therapist but it only exacerbates my paranoia
>>start to resent people in my life and observe how retarded people are
>>one day call my boss a normie by accident, get away with it because he is a normie and has no idea what it is
>>get flashbacks of Cred Forums and start to remember the good ol days
>>immediately start reading greentexts on reddit
>>come full circle and revisit Cred Forums 3 years after leaving
>>realize Cred Forums is my home and being a white collar alpha isn’t for me
>>start getting to weird porn and shit again
>>lose all motivation to live a good life and have an immense desire to sabotage myself

What the fuck happened to me? Why am I back on this shitty site, and more importantly why am I glad to be back?

Anyways enough about me what up bros how have you guys been

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>break up with girlfriend

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Kind of crazy religious and I felt too young to stay with her

Also felt some nagging deep rooted issues that I can’t really identify

Am I a doomer? Fuck

Sounds pretty superficial and kinda dumb desu.

I don’t think anyone cares enough for me to list all the reasons it didn’t work out

In a nutshell super religious, didn’t respect me, felt too young, realize I don’t like myself enough to be able to love someone else

>>start to get immense anxiety and paranoia out of nowhere

So if I read your post right you're 23/24? I got hit with anxiety in my early 20s too. Took me till about 26 for it to start getting better. Seems like a fair number of guys fall into this group and most grow out of it. I'd say stick with a smaller group of friends that you are comfortable with, but don't shut yourself in or it will get worse before it gets better.

go on nofap

Take a big dose of acid and get your shit straightened out.

Cred Forums is not a great alternative to a fufilling career and rich social life.

Damn what do you think fixed it? I don’t want to waste years waiting for it to come around

Thought a lot about this but I’m worried that I could end up worse off. Do you have experience with this?

because you realized life and everything in it is bullshit, none of this matters

people are too wrapped up in themselves to really give a shit about anyone else, people are animals and human nature is a terrible thing

modern society is going nowhere fast, we're all fucked

You're just regressing into a childlike state. No worries. Midlife crisis ype shit. You're not a kid anymore man. Those days are gone, along with b as it once was.

Does that mean I’ll die at 40?

Also what happened to Cred Forums it seems to be way more porn and way less humour

The fact that this could be a post I made further proves your point.

I have graduated college and I am working my dream job, but I’m still not happy. I’ve lost all motivation to do anything and now just go to work, go home, sleep, repeat.

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How old are you? Think its just a phase?

I wish I could stay home all day. If I didn’t have to work to pay rent/bills or eat I wouldn’t.

Psy-ops meant to foster cognitive dissonance, racism, and degeneracy. If you were searching through manure for diamonds, it's even harder now.

Have you ever thought to speak to your parents, an uncle, a close friend or relative, or a confessor about your issues and see if they had shared a similar experience and can advise you to get out of the hole your in.

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>LULKEK

25. I hope it’s just a phase but it’s getting worse currently. All my friends have moved on to other ventures which is great for them and normal as we grow up. But damn I have no one to hangout with, no gf, and no time to find new friends or gf. I really love my job but get really down when I come home. Don’t even have the motivation to play vyda half the time anymore. I try to work extra when I can but that makes me worry I’ll eventually end up hating my job too.

I don’t play vidya either because it feels so unproductive. But music is good because you achieve something with it. Idk how to help you bro but all of my extremely successful mentors have passions outside of work they pursue. What do you do?

Can you elaborate

Op, your brain is finalizing the process of getting ready for 25+
The feeling is the media environment. You're in a war zone you cannot see.
The Anxiety is environmental.
You feel safe here because you are with a "Tribe"
The "Tribe" of "Normies" feels alien because you have picked up on the mess that modernity is.
You must awaken your Magician Energy before your mind falls into Shadow.
Read King, Warrior, Magician, Lover (There are two books with basically the same name. You can pirate them) You have to get out of the Shadowlands before leaving becomes harder than you would ever want to face.

Considering your super religious, do you go to church on Sundays, and pray every night and in the morning?

>be me
>12 years old browsing Cred Forums in 08
>unironically post something like
"haha guys im new to this Cred Forums place but im really starting to like it, btw who is that noko guy? i see him everywhere he's really funny"

Dad has gone through similar but he grew up poor and didn’t have the same issues as me. His anxiety is real but I think the motivation to put food on the table outshined all this self actualization bullshit

The board has become a Psy-Op. There is porn from automated and defeated Cred Forums-tards.
One cannot find the meaning of the Afro, or Soup B anymore. There is only Porn, Reddit, and echoes of the "Old Days"
If this is where Thought is Freedom? Then the powers that be have come to destroy, even this. Even these moments.
No more meme wars.
No more OC.
Just one long trap and log thread.
Forever.

>blaming your problems on a website

fuck off pussy stop blaming others for your failures

95 isn’t OP I am, but I’m not super religious my ex gf was

Didn’t blame my problems on Cred Forums I like this website and am glad I browsed it growing up

What religion was your ex girlfriend?

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Orthodox Christian, didn’t believe in dinosaurs and shit

Idk im thinking of kms'ing. Just because weve been brought to life by parents doesnt mean we need to continue living and I think ive learned that the implication of living being the only thing to do is wrong.

Don't do the acid meme, but if you do, only microdose

Thanks dude. Any way to micro dose in a legit way? I’m canadian If that helps

The greatest issue of these modern times is that there is no proper instruction on raising young men and encouraging them to live to the best of their abilities, especially in times of hardship. I grew up listening to stories of my father living through a hell of a civil war, his father, my grandfather leaving him at age 9 with four younger siblings and my grandmother to cuckold her with some French chick, taking up arms in a militia by age 13, being so dirt poor That he had to sew his own shoes and clothes, have his store burned down in his late teens by an RPG burning it down, and losing over forty of his family members and a hundred friends from the conflict. I felt like I had everything to give in life and feel grateful for the life I have and sometimes felt ashamed that I didn't suffer like he did. Whenever life goes a direction I don't expect and suffer, I'm happy because I see suffering as a way to strengthen myself to be a true man and thank God for it because I learn from it and make it a source to draw true strength to muscle through life.

Think what others go through and be stoic by removing yourself from the equation and look at your life from a third person point of view as some other individual.

Sorry if post is TDLR but I figured you would appreciate it.

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So when i reach my 20s, i am probably gonna get depressed/anxiety??

Thanks man I appreciated reading that.