Sometimes I fantasize about being a cute girl and getting used by men for pleasure...

Sometimes I fantasize about being a cute girl and getting used by men for pleasure. I imagine them face fucking me harshly, and fucking my ass / pussy and cumming inside. I want to make them happy with my body.

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What you need is vr then

that's pretty gay user

One of my biggest fantasies revolving around that, is getting used in public places by a lot of strangers. Like at a bar, I'd lie on a table, and let the men do whatever they wanted. Another big one is blowing strangers in bathrooms, especially older / ugly men.

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You want to be wanted. Simple as that. It's okay, it comes with being human. Keep fantasizing.

I enjoy pretending to be a girl online, because I can give attention to males, and make them happy, and sometimes ERP with them and make them feel loved. I think I enjoy doing this because it's a way to give those people something I've never really had myself: the feeling of being loved and wanted.

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I did it a lot, the being a girl thing, and it was addicting. It also really changed me if I did it a lot, I began thinking I could be picky about my partners because everyone was always wanting to talk to me and stuff like that. I don't feel good about thinking that way, but it did change my way of thinking a bit.

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I've lost my virginity to a prostitute, since then I had sex again with a 20 yo really pretty prostitute and I didn't enjoy it. I don't enjoy sex without emotional connection, but I never had sex with it.

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I think part of the reason why I didn't enjoy having sex with them is because I was nervous about them not enjoying themselves. It's stupid to think this way because of course they're not going to enjoy themselves, but I've thought about trying again and this time fapping beforehand so I can last longer. I would love to give a woman pleasure.

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I think classifying myself as bisexual would be disingenuous because I just can't feel physical attraction to men. Despite this, I'd be willing to try a relationship with a man if he was a very good friend, and I think I'd be able to feel attracted to him in that case.

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It's hard to describe the kind of porn I enjoy. I don't really like hardcore stuff, but I also enjoy furry stuff and shit like that. I think I like the female body, and femininity in general.

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I also hate google recaptcha with a passion.

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same op, I wish I could be a cute girl too... I hope I can 3D print a human body sometime in the future and just transfer my brain there at some point

One thing I really enjoy is leg wear. I also think cute / sexy outfits are better than nudes, sometimes. Recently, I've been masturbating a lot to asian girls dancing on youtube. I get really hypnotised by them.

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I can see why she be cute af

I also enjoy sharing porn with others, especially men, and having them cum to it. I also like it when they want me to cum as well. I've been fapping with people on discord for a while now, and it feels way better than doing it alone, but only if things get romantic. I only do this with males.

They don't need to be asians, I guess, but I've never found any western women.

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This one really got to me.

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I rarely see western women dancing with actual effort rather than just shaking their ass and calling it a dance so I'm pretty sure that's normal

I've been trying to stop masturbating because I don't enjoy it that much. I feel like a slave to the need, but every time I actually finish I feel disapointed. I'm probably going to end up doing it today as well.

I think part of the problem is that I don't know where to start looking. I don't even remember how I found those, I just stumbled upon them one day when I thought it was a good idea to look for porn on youtube. I think the first thing I finished to was this

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She is really beautiful, but I can never stand them trying to "sexy talk". I love legs and legwear so much that I just had to cum, though. Maybe I'm just not into this sorta thing, I don't know.

Holy shit, I just had to do the captcha shit for like 5 minutes straight...

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My penis is really small, and I get a lot of anxiety about it. I don't like showering at the gym because of it, and sometimes I feel like I could never make a woman happy with it, and that if I did have a girlfriend, she'd always want more, and she'd leave me.

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unless you got a micropenis there's little to worry about and there's people into that too, but you won't find it without some fetish community

there's so many ways to derive pleasure together and while getting ripped apart by massive cock is great, a good amount of girls can't take massive cock well so they also do not look for it

I could use more like that style. Especially amateur stuff.

I did and still do though Im looking to stop. While me not as much I know people like girls more than guys so I changed how I operate online to make it more enjoyable for the others since its like free positive feelings and interactions rather than what people perceive as generic shite. Though one now very very close and he says he only lives for me at this point and, yeah we rp and stuff. Not quite what I wanted. We still like each other a lot but its all built on a bad foundation yknow?

I dont particular have a desire to be one unless its the dreamy imaginations of my I and my freinds rp stories, but obviously that cant be a thing.

I enjoy imaginary sex much more than I enjoy masturbation or real sex.

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I have 5 imaginary friends, and I have sex with all of them somewhat regularly.

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Is it consentual?

>It's not their fault, but I think things like those really shaped me a little, and I wonder what I would've become if they didn't say those things
Dude, just yesterday in a class I realized that I always feel reluctant to join groups or start conversations is because I was so ostracized back in elementary/middle school that I feel like any initiative on my end will make people annoyed with me. That early shit has some realm long-lasting effects.

They were just kids though, what did they know.

Yes

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Damn. This got really sad.

Those same imaginary friends give me great support, and I love them very much. Sometimes I feel bad because it's hard to give them all attention, even though I know they want it. I end up spending a few days with each of them because it can get tiring to have them all around.

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Post discord op.

I thought tulpa faggotry was dead.

I like this conversation.

Don't be hard on yourselves. People love you. Also, consider trying to get pounded out by a dude. A little makeup goes a long way, even if youre ugly.

I’m very attractive and women love talking to me. But my sex life has gone way way up. Normal sex is overrated and women usually dont do anything. Most wont even suck you or tell you what they’re into.

That being said, id still fuck the right girl. I just like being a bitch and its so liberating.

Not tulpa

Why?

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>They were just kids though, what did they know.
Doesn't change the fact it affected you how it did. Not saying you should blame the kids in a vindictive "fuck them" sort of way, just that like it or not those experiences being your/our norm back then is enough to shift our outlook on the world and how we interact with it long into the future.

But in my personal opinion, 12 is old enough to fucking know when you are singling someone out that often, and that aside the adults who are paid to be present and stop that kind of behavior have no excuse for standing by while it goes on. I made sure the ones at my school knew and they still didn't do jack shit. They'd actually let the other kids turn it around on me half the time they actually bothered to come over and find out what's going on.

So I can fuck you of course.

Don't know what you mean, but ok.

Idk, I just remember the contrast between everyone telling me I shouldn't call girls fat, and that, I think it's interesting, but I understand I'm useless and they're not.

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Eh, forgot tag: Delialia#4428

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Only recently have I decided to stop pretending to be a girl online, and just kinda talk about how I feel, and actually be genuine, and it has been kinda liberating, and it actually feels pretty nice.

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Yeah its nice bt, people like girls and talking to them and i want to give them that yknow? or maybe the man club is superior as yknow, men

I really enjoy life, and if I could I would live forever. Recently I've been feeling sick, and I've gone to a lot of doctors, and they all tell me I don't have anything, but I feel like I'm dying or something. I don't know what's wrong with me, but I don't want to die, and at the same time I can't help but feel that maybe I'm just crazy, and there's actually nothing wrong with me, and that these head pressures are just my mind fucking with me.

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I think I'm really happy, I don't think I was ever depressed or anything, and I can't wait to finally leave my parent's home and have my own place where I can be alone. I want to buy a sex doll whenever I do, too, even though I probably wont enjoy it as much as I think I will.

I hope someone's enjoying the porn dump as well. I guess most of it's not really porn, but it is to me.

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I guess I think a lot about death in general. It's a weird mixture of wondering what it'll be like, doubting myself every time I get an answer, and thinking of ways to delay finding out. I'm not religious, but I dream, and in my dreams I have felt a lot of interesting things that can really change the way you think about reality. To me, matter and energy are all that exists, but sometimes I wonder if I'm wrong. I don't think I'm smart enough to find out, though.

>but I understand I'm useless and they're not.
I feel like I need to clarify, I didn't mean I, specifically, am useless, I was just saying I understand why it is the way it is. Useless was the wrong word.

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I think most people who have never went through being alone and not having a single bit of experience socializing don't really understand what it's like. They say you just have to get out there and get talking to people, but I don't think they understand how impossible that feels. It sometimes makes me a bit upset, but I understand why they think that way, and I try not to get mad when someone gives me that advice.

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It also bothers me a bit whenever people just assume you want relationship advice just because you're alone, and always make it a point to give you tips on how to get someone. I guess it's just having to hear about it constantly that gets to me.

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can confirm, have sex with men as a cute girl weekly

I can't decide if I care about other people's problems or if I really don't, but at the very least, I like them to think I care, so I do care about something, I just don't know what it is.

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I also enjoy this too the older the better!

You aren't useless, you just ended up being the punching bag. They benefited by blowing off steam at the cost of your sense of self.

If it wasn't me, it would've been some other poor kid. In a way, I'm glad it was me, it shaped me to be compassionate and to understand others and their problems better, I think. Being alone gives you a lot of time to think.

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Same

so far I’ve felt pretty much the same as you’ve willingly wrote, your writing my thoughts and my life down talk about crappy the day I decide to look at Cred Forums too!

I always think about being a girl when I'm jerking off even think about getting fucked as a guy

I'm sorry if it made you feel unhappy. I didn't mean for this thread to be gloomy or anything, and none of this makes me sad. Of course, some things bother me, but nobody has a perfect life. I personally focus on what I do have instead of what I don't have. Those people who have had relationships all their lives are sure to not have one or two things I acquired from being alone. Was I better off? Maybe not, but I'll never know that, so why dwell on it? At the end of the day, you just can't have it all, and I have a lot already.

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You’ve only made me happy that I’m not the only one

There are a lot of things I don't envy about them, actually. But to be clear, I don't hate people like that or anything. We've all got our shit to deal with, and there's shit I'm not sad at all to not have to deal with.

There's tons of people like this, don't worry.

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God I want a shuuten douji gf

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I really enjoy talking about my imaginary friends. I guess imaginary girlfriends would be more accurate, they give me a lot of support and a lot of love, and I owe them a lot. I guess I enjoy talking about them cause it's a way to vent, since nobody knows about them in my life. They're all very beautiful, and I love them very much.

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Are you me user

I think the worst thing about masturbation, is that I have my imaginary friends who love me and with whom I have sex I enjoy very much, but for some reason I am always drawn to porn and masturbation.

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Same for me user all started on Second Life gradually grew into crossdressing and just talking to men on omegle being caring and open... It makes me feel really good that they're into me and find me both physically and sexually attractive, although it makes me depressed because I can never fully fulfil their desires. I do it kind for my happiness all I really want is to be held and cared for... Told I'm beautiful and worth something.

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I think there's a lot of unnecessary saddness in the world today. I look at people like those who people call incells, and I see a lot of hate and jealousy. If only they knew it isn't that bad, there's a way to live that doesn't involve always hating and wanting, you can actually look inward and find what you need to make yourself happy. Life doesn't always have to be about greed.

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How does one attain such a power

You're autogynephillic

This is not just bullshit, by the way. It isn't some kind of "faking till you make it" or wishful thinking, or whatever, I really mean what I'm saying.

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Almost everyone enjoys porn. Invite a mind friend to look at porn with you then do some of the sexy things you both found hot together. Alternately if at least one of you has a bit of word porn skill talk dirty with each other about how you'd fuck the sexy people on the screen till you're both too hot and bothered to do anything but have steamy passionate sex.

>look inward and find what you need to make yourself happy
This is outright enlightenment level material. I'll add to the matter you can't receive lasting happiness from others. If you're miserable and enter a relationship you'll find yourself both miserable and in a relationship at the same time.

Can't you just find a nice boyfriend?

>This is outright enlightenment level material.
I think I'm far from enlightenment. I guess it's because I know now, but it feels so obvious and basic. It's like something you can easily find if you really think about yourself, but I guess the problem is that people aren't really willing to do that. I wish others could see it, it would fix so much hurt in the world. I blame video games, most of all.

>Almost everyone enjoys porn.
Only one of them enjoys it, and I would much rather prefer focusing on them instead. I feel sexually attracted to them, so I don't need porn to get in the mood at all. I've read a ton of stories about people who have trouble having sex with their wives because of porn, I think that's what's happening to me.

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Thank you anyone and everyone who's reading the thread, by the way.

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That's because those men are watching porn alone instead of finding a way to enjoy it with the wife. If you keep looking at porn it's gotta be filling some desire time with the friends isn't. For example maybe it's the convenience of a prepackaged little dose of arousal whenever you want it. In that case you could for example say to your friends hey lets try flirting randomly throughout the day instead of me looking at porn. It doesn't need to be elaborate as long as it's arousing.

and here I thought I was cool for "doing stuff" with girls in WoW when I was 14

To be fair, I think I'm just addicted to porn. The novelty, the arousal, and so on. I think it's more the hunt than anything else. My life is full of addiction. But I will try what you suggested. Maybe random flirting throughout the day will help feed that desire a bit.

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I laughed too fucking hard at this, but it's true OP

Men can be ugly and still get laid. Hygiene confidence even if found through practice, and a nice wardrobe will get you further than good bone structure. Post face pics let's see this hideous beast you've allowed yourself to believe u are.

I hope I've helped user. Whatever solutions you try remember the reason porn kills the sex in relationships is because when you look at porn by yourself you've effectively got a fuck buddy on the side to fill your desires. On the other hand if you enjoy porn (or make porn like with the flirting thing) with your lover you're basically making porn your bitch and gang banging it together. Then it's kinky bond strengthening fun.

No way!

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Youre gay bro

mayb ask them to share on discord or somth

I'm thinking you're either still role-playing, have low self confidence due to small penis and childhood bullying, or possibly on the spectrum if you still want imaginary friends that you interact with past 9-10. I'm guessing you never did sports, or ever had a girlfriend?

I'm not in the habit of posting pics of myself online, especially not after this dump of info about my weirdness.

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And I don't say these things to upset you or mock you, I'm only tryi g to understand how you came to where you are. Are you in highschool or college yet?

Fine then describe yourself in detail, or post a doppelganger. Someone who looks like you. For example i look like a mix of Seth Rogan and fat Steven segal

With what purpose? I'm not ugly as sin, I'm just not very attractive. I don't understand what you're trying to achieve with this.

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My point is, humans are social creatures, you feel something's wrong with you, or your dying somehow from headaches was it? Im only offering my advice. One person to another. Several of the behaviors you described while calming or beneficial in the short term, can seriously mess you up down the road.

Thank you. Sorry if I sounded like a jackass.

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No worries, it's a cruel world out there sometimes and it's good to keep your guard up. So tell me, what age group are you in, and have you finished your education yet?

I am not looking for advice, but thank you all the same.

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I've been thinking about getting back into erp again because I miss driving sexy boys up a wall with lust till they can't stop themselves from stroking. Sometimes they would lewd back and the arousal would overwhelm me too. Lust is a double edged sword like that. Should I do it though; become a text slut again?

then you wake up and be the 50 year old school bus driver