Anybody drinking yet?

Haven't had a drink it over 12 months now but really fancy one.

Drunk af
Requests?

Have one

Doing Dry January. Will likely pour one on Saturday.

dab

i thought dry january was just not showering for a month

Got my drink now fellow anons.

cheap gin and true crime docs. feeling comfy. milf cheating with me might come over later. she likes that i'm a scumbag so i'm feeling like a lucky man.

I just had a nice coffee, now i got water with some honey in it. Life is too good to be drinking alcho like ages ago. I let the females/weak males drink it up and fuck their life :D

I’ve been drinking since three in the afternoon

>weak males
we see a true chad here.

You never head the "I drank and fucked my life up :cry: :cry: stories?" Usually they get married or have kids and then divorced since alcho dosnt work long time.

No chad here just ex-alcoholic.

Not heard of those story from near expierence ever. And even if, I'm just in the age where my life begins and I guess there it is allowed to drink sum and fuck bitches :)

what age did you quit and where are you from

You are always in the age of "Everything is permitted" never forget that.

Slovenia at around 26 i quit, dosnt mean i cant someday start again and fuck it all up :D

Thats true. But my responsibility doesn't really lay on me yet since I still visit school and live at home.
And I'm also free to drink here :)

I dont understand what you mean.
Am jsut saying you can do whatever you want, you know freedom? Its just some shit backfires.

As for drinking i first drank at like age 8 or so some double rum.
And never i drank casually/socially, always liquor or whatever that isnt beer wine and is strong.

gonna kill these then move on to whiskey

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Gonna try to kill this bottle of jager
This shit really sneaks up on you
Someone take a shot with me?

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My preferred drink ughhh, no thx ama water and honey :D

Maybe just the one then

Good man. What are you having?

>anybody drinking yet?
Temporarily unemployed. So, yeah. I woke up at 3pm EST and started drinking. Had a Golden Monkey, then some vodka, now I'm nursing a really fucking amazing 2016 Bourbon County

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>No one can stand being around me for more than 2 minutes
>I have no friends except the imaginary ones I've created as a coping mechanism
>I absolutely refuse to accept that I'm the problem in every single one of my interactions with human beings
>The goyim must realize, it was real in my mind
Sure thing, Shlomo

Drinking one of these and watching a movie. Good day

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I have a Laphroaig single malt I enjoy from time to time. In high spirits tonight friend?

nope, I don't drink: it gets me depressed, day after is even more depressing, I tend to overuse alcohol (by drinking more and more of it)

I prefer being sober and read a nice book and be able to understand the words in that book.

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In spirits, to be sure.

>drinks Jager
>but has Mr Bungle's self titled album on full display
I want to hate you, but you're making this incredibly difficult

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Duno what story you make up, but drinking is increasing with females...
And me being a weak alcoholic in the past is true too...

How can you connect Slovenia with jews is a mystery to me.

haha you sound like me when i had a month before starting a new job. except i went for sour monkey. same abv but i liked the taste better.

I'll take one with you, but only because you appreciate The Clash

Oh man! I can't do sours. It's just not my thing, bud. But I don't knock 'em either. Victory is a really solid brewery and I love most of their stuff

Do you drink stouts? Or mostly stick with sours/IPAs?

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Vodka and lemon juice and water. Suppers cooked and waiting in the ovn like I do alomst every night. Been drinking every night for close to 2 years sinc a death in the family. I function well but had some dissapointments recently and let myself down. I stopped working out so my body is going to shit and I keep saying I will get back to it tomorrow. I eat very well because I know about diet and nutrition but I know I am killing myself despite that. Anyone watching anything cool? I have the first avengers on for some fucked up reason....nostalgia I guess.

I'm jealous because I have video games but I feel too old for them and never get to them. I have a PS3 and games that are supposed to be awesome and they aren't even unwrapped yet. You should get away from the pop. It's one of the worst things you can put in your body (yes I know how bad alcohol is but I doubt I'm the one who could convince you or I to give that up lol)

This is me

good job!!! Don't start now, sounds like you are proud of that accomplishment. I've taken months off in the past and it was one of the best things I've done. I'm currently destroying myself and keep rationalizing I'll give it up for a month soon

Since am here, why do you americans or wtf have alcho on labels like 2x I always wondered whats the story behind it.

25% is american 50%
50% is american 100%
90% is american 180%

This thing.

good for you. I need to quit and can't. I have quit for periods and ven kept it well controlled but last 2 years I've been weak and a mess.

That's me but with weed bro.
Been a while since I've drank with any frequency. Drank tequila last night and it fucking sucked.

Do you mean "proof"? Because that is definitely not just an American thing, bud. ABV is pretty straight forward. The alcohol content in "proof" is about half of what the "proof" is, ie: 100 proof is roughly 50% alcohol

Guess I should be glad I'm able to enjoy alcohol in small quantities.

I think i mostly quit since it dosnt work good on me anymore due to lithium... or i got too bored of it. Cant remember. I dont think i ever wanted to quit, but past is so foggy dunno.

yes the proof thing instead of percentage. As is there some story behind?

i'm no sour enthusiast but i think the taste is interesting and it doesn't feel as "thick" as the goldens. i just like higher alcohol content in beer so i can comfortably sip but still get a buzz. not really into darker beers so i like a good pilsner if i'm going for taste.

its funny but weed seriously fucks me up. I didn't do it that much growing up or early adulthood but now when I have it (when I'm drinking) I just get fucked and ready to crash. What am I doing wrong? Also did the edible sprays or oil droppers (canadian) and I practically lost my mind (wasn't drinking, just used it in the middle of the day and seriously thought I would need to call 911....felt completely detached from reality and didn't trust what I was seeing....it was FUCKED)

If it's causing you trouble and pain, I hope you can find the strength and help you need to get through it again.

Literally only all day every day. My life is a mess.

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why lithium? I'm genuinely curious. I know there must be something wrong with me because I keep losing motivation for life every few months/ year and I have to fucking accept that

me too, I always think I can and I have loved ones who care but have no idea how bad it is. I just feel lazy about every motivation in life for the past while.

Just opened a very special bottlee: Firestone Parabola 13%ABV Imperial Stout. I was trying to age it for a year or two, but have run out of "lesser" beer and am currently broke. This shit is amazing. I could see it aging extremely well and smoothing out a lot

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Why, because it works? Took me 8 visits of a few months to the psy hospital for them to figure it out.

I was in a car accident at 18 head trauma, then few years later depression started, then drinking, then mania,... yada yada.

I accepted not having any motivation for years so i just live and wait for death, failed enough suicides so i stop trying that too.

what makes it such a mess m'man

>you can tell I've been drinking by the addition of an extra "e" in the word "bottle"

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i'm drinking pedialyte so i feel up to drinking whiskey soon. also, did you know that pedialyte is key to squirting scenes? they set up an entire table of it for the actresses. they chug bottle after bottle to make sure that their piss is super clear for when they have to "squirt". apparently it doesn't taste or smell that bad after all of the flavored electrolytes.

addon:
I just buried my granny few days ago, so i took both of them in the span of a few years. I am that urn holder guy. I mostly go to funerals never to weddings. Basically this last granny i actually loved a lil but alzheimer made her dead for me years ago, same with the other granny on moms side.

As for motivation, lately simple shit like water plus honey makes me happy, and lil shit like that. So who knows maybe in years you gonna get motivated again, maybe we are all just too spoiled and life got to easy who knows.

Yeah.

gg/YCTweXF

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It's a school night, can't go in with a hangover again.

shit man, I fel pretty shitty too and drink in the evening to forget.

Me

Cmon dude its 0:24 AM for me and I have school tomorrow too

you cant drink all day if you dont start in the morning

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When my younger brother was dying a little while ago a met a man in the hospital whose fingers were going black and was potentially about to lose his arm and livelihood. He said to me "tomorrow is a new day, just keep moving forward" I dwelled on those words all night and the next day as I said my farewells to my brother I think I understood.
It's okay to lose or be knocked back but as long as you come fighting back, you can make it. Don't give up.

>2016 Bourbon County
>Firestone Parabola
Hello, fellow NJ resident! Both of those are fucking amazing btw

Why do you dress up like and try to present yourself as a girl?

Drinkin in bed

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its not me Cred Forumsruh relax

no no, I'm glad to hear something worked for you. I know very little about meds and even pretended to take the ones a dr prescribed me because I didn't want to "go there'....probably stupid.
sorry to her about your losses. My loss was my dad who to me was the perfect human and we had a strong love between us despite him being a very quiet person. It's wrecked me and I'v tried therapy a lot for it but it's like a few months of good will go by then I'll slip back into this worthless existence. I end up with no motivation and rationalize "I'll make it better soon"....its biazrre and I'm tired of it

what area in nj pal

Yeah, I'll get sacked though. I'm holding out for my redundancy pay and don't want to fuck up and lose it.

Bergen County. You?

Why are you drinking it first? Is it a common thing for you to do? I honestly have never heard of that and I'm a big drinker so I'm genuinely asking.
Also, I find it hard to believe about the squirting scenes thing lol Where did you hear that??? I would love to know if its true. I've made gf's squirt in the past but NOTHING like they do in some of those scenes.

almost the exact opposite lol. camden county.

i’m not drinking until the superbowl
once the owl is secured by the chiefs , i will get plastered

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ty. You made me tear up. I feel like I know I can get back to "normal" but it's been so many times that I keep slipping. But what you learned from that man makes perfect sense. It's like I forget it everyday I wake up hungover....and I slip into the routine. Thank you for your words and time.

Try a smaller dose maybe. Also if you aren't used to it don't drink and weed. Shit fucks you up. I have been overdoing it a bit lately and I just feel shotty. Pretty high functioning so no one can tell, but I could feel myself slowly losing my shit because my tolerance was so high I'd take a lot and it would linger most of the day. I cut down quite a bit now, but I was starting to. Also edibles can hit hard if you take too much and depending on the potency.

why in bed? You sad too?

i'm drinking it first because i'm still dehydrated from last night. a former porn actress told me. not saying it doesn't happen in real life, but you're right, it's extreme in porn scenes. i mean think about it. not every girl can squirt and if they can, it's usually not every time. and it's not a huge geyser. but every porno actress can squirt on cue with a volcano eruption? it's fake in the movies. time is money, so they just have them with a full bladder and piss when the scene calls for it.

Well i was forced to go there cops/judge... a few times and a few times i went voluntary. I still always end in the closed ward, so if it involuntary it just prolongs it a lil and judge shits, so it better to sign the paper.
First time was for depression and was scary as hell. All others were lolz easy, even if i was tied up to bed a few times, once coz i came back drunk as hell. :D

Loss or not, only times i cried was fro dogs dead, and when i was super lil for grandpa. Am out of tears, thx for reminding me my dad and mom will soon goo too prolly, so i get slowly ready.

Now i wait valentines day +1 for my dog to be 16y old, i so hope he fucking makes it and dosnt fuck me up and dies a few days before. then i can get a parrot and that bastard will outlive me for sure.

Not sad user but all the Pubs are closed its 00:37 in germany. But i do have some beer and gin left

>
>yes the proof thing instead of percentage. As is there some story behind?

Had a chemistry teacher tell me that it was how sailors/pirates used to test their rum. To make sure they weren't getting watered down booze, they would soak a rag in it and light it. Watered down wouldn't light well, too concentrated would fireball. If you had a good strong 50% rum, the rag would light and stay lit for quite some time. That's why they would call it 100 proof. Not sure what "proof" means in the scenario but it was one of my favorite chemistry lessons.

ok first, what happens when you feel like you are losing your shit and feeling shotty? I don't know if it's fucking with my brain the next day or not and I'm curious.
Next, the oils and sprays i took weren't that strong and I was careful....it just made me fucking TERRIFIED>...like, is it possible I'm a fucking schizo or something and I can't handle it? I literally though the things my eyes were seeing were in front of this blackness I was in that I could see....kept having to wave my hand in front of my eyes to let myslf know I was still in reality, in this world...it was crazy fucked up. Sounds and sights all went crazy and weren't the same. Just looking for some input. No idea why it happened to me like that

Just got home from work and already drinking and playing with myself. 22 m canada

My condolences. Although I've got a really fucking amazing acid hookup in Philly that I met at a Phish show in Camden. So every now and then I'll make it down your way. What's it actually like living near (or maybe in) one of the murder capitals of the US?

hey a fellow german user. should I drink another Pils whatya say?

Bit late to the party, but shot taken user.
Favorite Jager mixer?

yeah that makes sense then! Not EVERY porn actresss does it to squirt, but it always seems like they ALL can lol makes perfect sense. Thanks for the insight.
Secondly, I've been drinking too much and it's killing my health, is that what you are doing too and thats why you drink that so you can drink more alcohol?

Ye cool that story makes sense. Good one, thx!

Yeah, something like that
>Proof is so called because, back in England in the 1500s, the government would levy a higher tax on liquor containing a higher amount alcohol. Alcohol content was determined via a rather crude test. Basically, the government would soak a gun pellet with alcohol and try to set fire to the gunpowder.
By Mennen

Try indica instead of sativa or a hybrid perhaps. Maybe weed just isn't for you. It happens. If I had those experiences I would definitely stop haha.

I like you and I don't know or ever will know you in person. I worry about my mom dying and I don't know how to prepare myself....I just know it's probably going to take me out. I'm overly emotional and cry very easily...especially since dad died but really, I've cried at sad or happy things my whole life.
I had a dog that died and I still say out loud every now and then that I wish he was here just in case he can hear me. I'm an emotional mess and I wish I wasn't and I know drinking isn't helping. Maybe death will lol JK but always on the edge of my thoughts....I don't think I ever will tbh but it's this weird comfort to know that could be a cure

well it's kind of killing my health too but the dehydration is the most debilitating day by day symptom. the constant thirst makes me not want to drink but i also don't want to be sober. getting hydrated gets me feeling ok to drink but i'd be lying to myself if i'm not doing damage to my organs. i at least eat a balanced diet and take the supplements recommended to alcoholics.

I’d love to drink if I was home. I’m a truck driver and unable to drink on the road.

stop that trend if it is a trend. I am into almost double your life age and it's all that makes me "comfortable" ...addicted to alcohol and porn and it happened gradullay

You married?

I dont know, only thing i can say is time... fixes and shows the right light on things, or something.
Am a fucking old fart 36, so try to reach 42 and see how you will see things.

You reminded me last time i teared up for wtf reasons was that big hero 6 movie, but they check all the notes and i think i was in weird state then.

I actually miss the "tears flow" times of the past, maybe they will come back in the future.

You cant never be prepared, you jsut need to get used to change and be surprised that you are still here too see it and rofl at life.

bought a fifth of skol vodka for $7 here we go lads

yeah I tried it all and it was all very similar and I think you're right lol. I take a hit of a small vape every now and then before I know I'm going to bed just to know me out so I can sleep without thoughts first and that works. I'm just shocked how strong weed hits me lol. Blown away and wish I knew why

fuck yeah i am. took the day off so i could day drink and deep clean the apartment and i'm about to fry up some pastrami to slap on a pretzel bun.

I am drinking kölsch but whatever gehts you drunk taking in a few swigs of gin anyway where you from?

i have such a headache right now it's so gratifying that in about 45 minutes i won't care

I eat very well (vegan...yeah yeah don't shit on me but I've done years of research and it works FOR ME, would never push it on anyone else) but I am VERY curious about suppliments for alcholics....what do you take?

wild boar sperm

im from the big Bundesland Saarland
Obviously having a Karlsberg with me then

You have no work/school tomorrow user?

Atlantic Canada here, where the time is almost 8pm, and yup. Where y'at?

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You need more the headache will go if you Jeep drinking pro tip

Blue waffle juice

Nah in wednesday again i am in Rheinland pfalz

I am getting stupid drunk tinight i am super hyped

Pffft every day bitch.

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b-vitamin complex and cal-mag-zinc is what i saw as the recommendations and i'm not dead or bed ridden. the b vitamins are the biggest deal. the biggest threat to alcoholics is actually malnutrition and b vitamins help absorb any nutrients that you take in. since alcoholics usually eat shit, or not at all, that exacerbates the issue and can cause severe, irreversible brain damage aka wet brain.

Even tho we kinda have to hate each other lets drink here together :)
Or are you just over time in the Pfalz?

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eastern time, east coast u.s.a. you in nova scotia, fool?

>You wanna drink with me user?
>It will be fun, I promise
>pic related

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Well I'm already at it.

Yep

No i live here bit i See ni need for gate only a need to drink i prostt to you

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Loved him in that role

geh ma ins bett alde

han fast ke wort verstann aber prost

Yeah, Halifax, but only temporarily, thankfully. My home area is northern Ontario.

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go to bed

after my beer.

Bruh, I been drinking since 6am PST.

were you there when nova scotia native august passed? did the province mourn? hold a vigil?

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Ja sorry der alk steigt mir zu Kopf ^^

If I'm awake I'm probably drinking.

your last sentance is fucking beautiful dude. I appreciate this little exchange we've had and I will hopefully remember it nough.
I'm actually older then you lol but I hear your point and it rings true.
I watched Big Hero 6 with a niece of mine and I had to hold back crying o she didn't think I was weak lol.
I like emotion, even deep uncontrollable sadness or laughter (I get from getting WAY too fucking manic or phsychoactive from weed -I'm the weak tolerance gy from earlier posts in this thread) but it is the one thing I know about myself and that my dad was simialar. He'd cry at happy things and I am the exact same way. Where do you live user bro?

It saddens me to say that I believe you.

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so i started drinking at the same time as you at the other end brother

Dann müsste ich noch eigentlich nachlegen, aber bin nach dem Bier schlafen^^

No but gf for 6 years now. Great relationship. Doesn't know I am this addicted to alcohol and has no idea I am addicted to porn. I talk to girls I've met online (with an anoymous fb) and pretend that I am going to fuck them....I'm very dirty with them and I feel like I convince them to become dirty too and it excites me and distracts me. I know I shouldn't

drinking since 9 pm. who wanna take a shot !?

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What the fuck are you even talking about?

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Afro user here sipping on some Hennessy and smokin a blunt

I was thinking about it but I decided not to tonight, but after seeing this I will have some to drink

makes perfect sense and luckily it's already things I think about. Thank you for your reply bro. It's hilarious how alone we are with our alcoholism but so eaily find comfort in talking to other anonymously on here about it and feel a little bit better.

Ja ist ja auch schon früh ich trink noch einen für dich mit

august ames was from novia scotia

Slovenia, and you?

Most of them disney pixar cartoons have the standard sad moment in.

Lol when i teared up at that BH6 i turned to mom "look lolz they did it i got tearz!" I dont care much if anybody thinks am weak or whatever they think of me.

But i am weak when i cant say no to something like alcho, feels nice now for years of saying "no thx".

Weeds smoking sometimes too still, no trippy things or paranoia.

You don't think so?i thought the actors werd great wats your favorite movie Anton?

August Ames committed toaster bath cuz she got hiv from a faggot porn dude

Schön zu hören :)

I like that: "But I am weak when I cant say no to something lik alcho...." I want to get there and I think I need to or I'm already on my way out of this life we only get one of. I'm in Canda, wish we could get together for a .....coffee

Trinken, you say?

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>ark
no

Anyone who drinks jager isnt an true alcohol.

no, she hanged herself because she refused to get hiv from faggot porno dudes

JÄGERMEISTER
what make you think that user?

>whore commits suicide after being criticised for being a whore
I sure hope you don't follow your leader.

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Schlaf gut jung ^^

not him and not hating on jager, but if you're committed to drinking a lot, and quickly, you don't choose jager. true alcoholics usually choose relatively cheap versions of the basics like gin, vodka, maybe whiskey. jager is a fun drink, the aforementioned are functional for those who need to get drunk regularly.

I find that sad too and maddening but why the homophobia? Not only gay men get aids. I honestly want your honest answer....I'm just tired of all the fucking hate is this fucked up god awful world and I want to think that you just said it because it was funny or something. I don't know any more. Let's have a conversation

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what are you going to play throuhgh those speakers?

youtube.com/watch?v=ZWz7Ufwf044&list=OLAK5uy_mxooZMNXP-RwDtWmKuO50yjxhNetaA4XY&index=4

I'm sad that you're gay, I truly am, but in modern times, don't you even dare to ask why the "homophobia". Don't you even go there, because normal people are getting very tired of the BS.

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lol dude. I know this has to be fake of you, seriously, talk to me. Do you just find it funny?

it was because she was a homophobe, it was because there were worries that gay and straight industries have different testing schedules. a lot of dudes do gay as well as straight so she wasn't sure if the actors were tested in the proper time frame for her segment of the industry. it's a reasonable concern considering gay sex is at a higher risk for aids, and if she had any worries about their tests, she's in her right not to shoot with them. in the end, you shouldn't be forced to have sex with anybody that you don't want to have sex with. the irony of progressives. pressuring people to have sex against their will and then bullying them to suicide when they won't.

lol thanks for the laigh and the confusion

This girl is my hero.

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damn dude, I truly appreciate the detailed explanation
this guy went a very different way lol.
I agree with everything you wrote. I don't know who she was though. Was she an up and comer in the porn industry? Very pretty obviously.
Thanks again man.

I have to admit that it was a very good movie. Regarding favourites, that's a tough call, but for recent movies, I would include Natural Born Killers and Pulp Fiction.

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anyone still here?

Ye

Too many times does homo equal pedo, and I am okay with concentration camps for faggots, and maybe a special triangle for identification purposes. Faggots are rarely funny in their full context.

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hello lad

who are you? Have I been converesing with you? I'm the guy who wants to quit and weed fucks him up lol

Just read your posts then.
Im the German guy with the Karlsberg, still not asleep tho

lol Beaujolais Nouveau is for fagots who hate good wine. Enjoy your "new wine" bullshit, you dumb fucking jew. JFC where did you even find that past Thanksgiving?!

Yep. How's it going? I'm just enjoying the boil right now.

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thats cool man, glad to meet ya. It's mon (tues I guess for you now)....how come you are able to drink this late?

i am the bell that rings

im still a student and tomorrow are 4 useless lessons I just have to attend to..
and i kind of give no fuck about my life atm
and ye, 2.30am tuesday

jesus I like that. I am the tear that falls

what do you want to do for a career? Im totally not gonna juge, I just wish I could have figured it out earlier in life....would have saved me a lot of grief and debt. What do you like about life and yourself?

i am the bell that stings

I finish school in about 3-4 months then have my degree to visit University, which would be my next step in IT.
Did you struggle finding something fitting for you when time had come?

Yep, like every day. Living the dream.

Sure am. Some pizza port

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don't worry too much, your degree or first job doesn't necessarily dictate your career path. hell, i have a finance degree and now i work in crime scene clean up.

yes, because i drink every day when i get home from school. usually start drinking around 5 p.m. on week days and 2 p.m. on weekends.

no, I just always thought I was smarter then everyone so I never felt like anything interested me. I always assumed I would achive greatness but it didn't happen. I still trick myself with that and I am old now....I won't say how oldbut not like geriatric or anything.
Do you love IT? Is there something else that makes you you?

very cool! I'm the other guy replying to the guy you repled to. Do you like your current work? Seems rewarding in a twisted way

Alright, interesting where live takes one.
I guess I have this "smarter" feeling aswell, but thats just in everyones head I guess. Still I'm confronted with literal idiots in school everyday and ask myself what I am doing wrong.

Not neccessarily love it, but am quite interested in it and see a great future in it. Stuff which makes me me are just the regular .. nothing odd. Vidya, music, IT, cats, weed and gym.
What about you?

VODKA GANG

it's weird because i used to be in a suit and tie and now i'm knee deep in decomposed corpses. but yeah, i like it. i realized that i always wanted to do something "alternative", and this is pretty much it. low hours and high pay because nobody wants to do it. they literally give you mandatory time off to rehabilitate your brain, which is cool. i've always been interested in morbid stuff, so i think it's fascinating. although it's mostly old people who live alone, dead for a while before people notice the smell.

you sound like you have a good head on your shoulders. Always keep in mind that little negative destructive trends can fuck it all up. Keep doing what you are doing, build a life, a family and happiness where you find it. It doesn't have to be money, it has to be joy. Find joy.
I am past all my opportunities it often seems. I was talented in many things, arts, music etc, intelligent and have moments of focus where I feel like I can get very succesful but it always gets interrupted by what I can only assume is some mental illness I don't know tht I have. Grief and laziness has overtaken me and I wish I could get out but maybe it's too late and I'm not even that sad about it. Do you have a girl, bro? Find a girl (or guy) that makes you comfortable and happy. It makes everything so much better

wow man, thanks for this conversation. I am also someone who wore a suit and tie for 5 years and realized I don't feel right in it. COuld have done the finance career and found it to be bullshit I didn't want to be a part of. Went to another "industry" and thought I'd be happy (sales) but I fuced it up with some weird laziness and assumption that they all thought I was amazing and I could take off as much time as I needed since I felt there was something wrong with me. It gives me hope that you found this obscure patth and enjoy it.
Your last sentence mad me sad though. I'm overly emotional type though

About that girl, I think since them I've gotten myself into an negative destructive trend. Fell in love with something I'd consider everything I want in a girl come true, just so it happens that she has a friend and is pansexual. I even still say to myself that it would just take this one step to make me happy again, but I feel you with the laziness and grief. Haven't studied anything for my finals yet (which are in the said 3-4months) and just smoked weed pretty much for the last months.. even canceled my gym membership due to firstly family reason and now laziness.

Im happy to hear you find your job pretty exciting and I've actually heard storys of a simliar job just recently IRL. pretty interesting :)

We can keep chatting on Kik if thats possible, cuz I kinda wanna head towards bed.

thanks for replying again brother. You mixed me up with another reply, I lost the job that I found good and thought I was meant for. If you do one thing for yourself PLEASE get back to the gym? It helps so much in your life. People don't rezlise that it is possibly the most important aspect of your daily life....I let it go but it sounds like you just let it go recently. Get abback into it and I know you will do better in life. I don't have kik because I don't know what it is lol. Just find me on here from time to time in drinking threaeds maybe. Put up picture of some barbells or something, I'll know it's you after a bit. Please take care of yourself. Study. Workout out. Then just go from there. YOu got it all man. Fuck up, amke mistakes but just get to that ecurity level of career and health. Then you have a headstart over most of us

Im already tempted to go to gym again. And I just recently turned 18 so I can visit clubs and maybe meet some new girl.
The hardest part for me to start will be studiying legit. Im just pretty much done with school and want to start with my IT stuff, but meh, gotta study some of that analysis and algebra.
Im now completly confused about your jobs btw. But I hope you got something atleast and maybe try hitting the gym again too?
Im not often on Cred Forums, just occasionally when I feel bad, so Im not sure if we will find us again. But I will remember the barbells!

You are going to do good bro. You are going to be ok and yes, go through the motions of stdying the crap so you can get to the interesting part of the work you will do. Go to the gym and I'll promise you now I will start working out too. I'm very glad to have met you. Take care, always and always remember to try to find joy in something, anything.

last words. insane inspiration dude, thank you very much. you deserved those quads for the end but close enough.
nice to hear you wanna work out too now :) hoping to meet you here again someday! Have a good one bro

you inspired me too. Goodnight bro. Talk to you soon.

No and i miss it.
Dry January.
Fuck me.

having a gin and tonic and watching the highlights of this liverpool fucking draw

2pm I'm way too drunk

Nope

where tf are you son

>dry january

how sandy is your vagina,better get back to drinking your soymilk