I feel sad and lonely once again, I'll be honest, I'm Christian, I never say it here or enter those kinds of threads because 80% of the time people will just fedora and swear the name, but I just don't know what to do anymore, I've been so lonely these last years, I don't know what to do anymore, I feel like I want to kill myself at this point, the pain is insufferable, maybe I'm just too weak, all my life since I was 5 I was always scared of being alone and without friends, now I'm 24 and I'm lonely without friends, I don't know what to do anymore, I feel like I want to end it all, I've been lonely almost all my life, I just wanted to have someone to love me for who I am and be there for me, talk about random things, talk about videogames, hang out and take walks, all of that is just an illusion, I'll probably be alone for the rest of my life, I just can't take it anymore I want to kill myself so the pain finally ends, I don't know what to do anymore, everyone is so indifferent nowadays, I never talk to anyone or hang out, I'm just in my room all day everyday then I go to college and that's it, my classmates aren't bad, it's just that all of them are very indifferent too, I just want to end it all, I'm tired of carrying this pain for a whole decade, I feel like I want to kill myself
I feel sad and lonely once again, I'll be honest, I'm Christian...
Hi Christian. If you really feel like killing yourself, you should do it. Don't let anyone stole your dreams.
don't listen to this godless faggot.
don't do it user. 24 is young you still got a whole life ahead of you.
This is 2020 OP. Stop indiffrence-shaming people. Way to show your true colors, you bigot. Go jerk off into your rebel flag, trumpfag
False! There is nothing to look forward, only Death!
>trumpfag
trump was not posted even one time in OP's post. you liberal moron.
>Indifferent shaming
>When for 10 years I've always wanted to get to know people and act very friendly
>Get ghosted or ignored for other people
You are a stupid idiot, go jerk off to your shitty porn threads you filthy degenerate
Hmm i guess my troll wasnt silly enough. It sounded like a real libtard. But anyway, looks like you have some fight in you yet OP. You'll be fine
wow so edgy
>Getting baited this easily
I don't think you know what bait means newfag.
It's an insincere post made with the intent of rilling people up
No? No thats pretty much what i did lol. I even admitted it.
>hahahaha I baited you so bad lol kek
shut up fucking loser.
Tell god I said he’s a fuckhead. Tell him I’m coming for him
Dude's a slow reader. He cant help it. Poor girl.
Why did you mention that you’re a godtard? It’s not relevant to anything else you wrote. BTW, your favourite god is fake. Doesn’t exist. So you’re a little lonelier than you thought you were.
thats not what bait is.
>being religious isn’t related to the choice to commit suicide
Don’t worry buddy sometimes things are hard to understand. You’ll get there eventually
Bonus round? Nice! Keep chomping on that hook lol. Man, low quality bait can really get you far in some threads.
This is bait
It sounded more like some teenage alt right Billy boy pretending to be a democrat
*yawn*
If OP sincerely believes in heaven he should an hero with great glee in anticipation of the awaiting blissful paradise. But he doesn’t, because deep down he knows it’s fake. As all godtards do.
no I'm being serious I don't think you guys know what baiting is. but thats okay. I don't feel like having to explain to you guys how bait works but ill give you a hint. your not supposed to be "insincere" it should be something you actually believe in
loneliness can be a blessing, esp for religious people
is that a picture of your daughter?
Okay Timmy, very cool
I'm sorry to hear that user. Try volunteering with animals/disabled people. The girls who usually do that aren't attention seeking whores, as those are things you actually get dirty doing.
You'll know of the bat that their at least compassionate, and that's a good place to start.
Maybe it's because you never got your period.
>plenty of commas though
>I'm just in my room all day everyday then I go to college
In a situation like yours I moved away from home to go to college. I never met anyone. For half a year I didn't go to any classes. I never left my apartment, not even for food. Eventually I got kicked out of school and had to move in with my parents, but they'd downsized. Living in the their garage was illegal so they bought a new bigger house in the middle of nowhere, which is where I live now. I still don't know anyone. I still don't go outside. I can't work or I'll lose my health insurance (I have multiple sclerosis). I can't go back to school. Yet, I have hope. I am religious, I was christian, but that's not where it comes from. Years ago in an altered state of consciousness induced by extremely high doses of steroids I came to the realization that religion is a cop out. I'm not saying God isn't real, I'm just saying religion is sticking your head in the dirt. It's denying truth for a more bearable faith. Sometimes it's necessary live, but still the realization crushed me. That was right before I went off to college.
I don't know, I'm sad, angry and bitter at the moment, I never post about that because I know you stupid idiots will always swear THE name and I dislike that, I don't even come here because of all the porn, I only go to Cred Forums and I said it too because I don't know, I feel lonely and sad, I thought someone would help me or at least be my friend I don't know I'm just tired of this stupid feeling, ever since I was a kid I've been afraid of being lonely and oh surprise surprise, people is shitty and stupidz I always was a very nice good boy and everyone treated me like fucking shit because of that, despite everything I did I only kept getting hurt and hurt until one day I said fuck it, and started acting like a douche, it hurt a lot because I wasn't like that but it's a jungle in this world, it's eat or be eaten and slowly I started to degenerate myselfz I was probably the most dera he's person to ever walk this cursed earth until I found my way again thanks to God, but even so I'm still human, I can't live alone, no one should, it's a horrible feeling, I don't understand and can't believe such a feeling exists, and it's not the first time I feel it but today I realize I've been lonely for a lot of years and these 2 last years I only go to college and that's it, I spend the rest of my time at home talking to no one, no one should be able to go through this, it's fuking bulldhit.m, this is unbelievable
Well anyway, in my last quarter at UCLA just before I got kicked out, I met a girl online and fell in love. I was 27, she was 18. I was in California, she was in Canada. It didn't matter though, because she was the first person to ever accept me, all of me. She didn't care that I was a virgin, that I'm a pedophile, that I was in college so late and doing poorly, that I have multiple sclerosis. She saw that I was still trying my best despite everything and she love me for it. She flew to California, we went to Disney Land together, and she took my virginity. We've been dating for 2 years now. Every few months I get to visit her or she visits me and that makes all the lonely time worth it. It only took 26 years of suffering in solitude.
That's not how it works you retard, if you kill yourself you go to hell regrdelss of what you did or who you are because it's a sin and if you die with sin that means game over, no eternal life for you
Sigh, all right I feel slightly more called now, that sound nice, where can I volunteer? At a vet? An animal petshop? I don't want to work because I'm scared due to a job I had, it left me with no time and I almost fail all my subjects, can I ask to assist on weekends?
I have a penis, I'm a male, you really think women have that kind of struggle? Well they do, I knew some girls who were total robots but even then theyr femalez they have life on easy mode
a period, much like the aforementioned comma, is a form of punctuation that every post you make lacks. It was most notable in your original post because the sentence ran on longer than the great wall of China.
What anime is that?
That sounds nice, but it's not a religion, its very real, I've seen His power, he's saved me a lot of times from death and pretty much every situation I can think of, and I mean, REAL situations, have you ever had a car following you with lights on suddenly didsapear at the swing of your head? I got a bit worried and made a quick prayer because it was midnight and I was with a girl from school that night, the car was at our feet and suddenly the lights turned off, I expected the worst and when I turned around there was nothing, and no, it was a 1 way road and there were no more cars or people, it was literally 1 or 2 seconds that passed when I turned around and the car dissapeared, well I feel a bit calmer now, I guess I'll pray for a bit since I thought and said very harsh things, and yeah I've had a GF too and many friends these last years but you know, we broke up and the friends usually didsapear after highschool, I'm at college right now and 2 years away from graduation, it's pretty cool your situation tough, I don't believe in long distance relationships but good work, I hope you two can be happy, and yeah make the effort man, I finished highschool at 21, don't feel bad, everyone makes mistakes
dude
>I'm Christian
go to your fuckin church and talk to someone about this issue. if you are Christian there is literally no better place to do this, someone will help you. get involved in the activities there and you will make friends.
how do dumbasses like you make it into college? is college a meme now?
>but it's not a religion
I did say
>I came to the realization that religion is a cop out.
I'm not sure what you were expecting? My point was that sometimes you need to look into yourself instead of looking to God. They say he helps those who help themselves, so think of it in those terms if it helps. When I met my current girlfriend it was because I made a significant change in my life. My inspiration was my misery and nothing more. It led me to reaching out to people, lots of people. I befriended many strangers simply to try to grow as a person. It was seeing me refuse to give up when life got hard that brought my current girlfriend and I together.
I'm not saying this because I lack spiritual experiences are disbelieve in any particular teachings. I've had profound moments, death defying moments, and even prophetic moments in my life. I come from a family of preachers, I was very religious from a young age. I don't regret it, I just don't want to use it as an excuse anymore.
nice argument.
I thought his argument was clear as day, that's not baiting it's called being retarded.
yes keep posting pictures.
Ok
This is why I wish I wasn't raised Christian. They're talking a lot about adulthood being all about good deed, friendship and contributing to the community when in fact it's all about resilience to pain and loneliness.
I hope he does, they're perfect. To be clear baiting entails tricking people into being emotionally invested/angered. The point is to sound sincere, not to actually be sincere. Still, even that isn't necessary to bait effectively. This user has you going with nothing but images.
tldr
yeah thats what I thought.
Suicide is a sin so if he an hero’s he’s gonna meet something spicy
Well I understand what you're saying, maybe you're right, to be honest after my ex 2 years ago, I still misses her for a whole year, I came to good terms with her last year but I think it made me realize how sacred I was of being in a relationship again, let alone open myself to someone again, maybe I should try to change that, and well a little tip, maybe it doesn't relate to this completely but each one of us is responsible for themselves, with that I mean, just keep believing in God and making the effort, because we will give reason of us to him, so just keep making the effort man, thanks by the way, I feel a little better
Glad to help. If it's any consolation, I went 10 years without dating because of my own sour relationship. Of course, mine was probably a bit more complicated since her father figured out I was a pedo before even I did. She pretended to still want to be with me, but when I checked her email account I saw she wrote to her dad that I was disgusting, and she soon blocked me on all media. I was all but arrested as her father proceeded to tell everyone that I was a danger. At the time I just thought I had a japanese panty fetish. It's amazing what people will tell themselves instead of facing hard truths.
Hi Christian, I'm Dad
i bet you believe in santa and unicorns too, fucking brainwashed manbaby
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