Hahahahaha living is insanity.
I fucking cant believe I realised this just now. ITS OBVIOUS
One of the most important things that needs to exist to a specie is a sense of self-preservation (until atleast reproduction). Any new life form that existed without this would just cease to be.
We, humans, have this, but we also have a consciousness, we able to "reason". How we might reason our sense of self-preservation? Thinking that life brings hapiness/enjoymeny, and we like this things.
But is life really enjoyable? We just fucking play a big gamble. We try so hard in some things, but it doesnt guarantee we will get what we want, we might have increased the odds, but its no guarantee. We can waste lots of times in something, and even so at the end, because of fucking bad luck, we dont get near what we wanted. And another person, because of fucking good luck, might get it with no effort at all.
But it would be alright if we kept living this grand gamble but still manage to be happy/enjoy it. But if we think about there are more moments of non-enjoyments of sadness/effort/anger/suffer than moments that u truly enjoy.
So why we think that we, overall, are happy? Because we tend to overvalue enjoyment and undervalue pain/anger/suffer after some time.
It´s obvious, we needed to do that to survive. If we justly observe all moments of life, most of people would realise its just not worth it, and mass suicide would occur, and we wouldnt be able to be here now. Basically we were programmed to keep living, even if we´re in hell.
Knowing that why keep living at all? We live because of our programmed mindset, but in realit, if we really think about it, its not worth it.
With that in mind why dont u think its better to overcome the fear of death and commit the reasonable action, suicide?