>be me
>18 year old 6’3 white male joins USMC, leaves for boot camp in a few months
>Always have had a slight crush on girl that has always had a boyfriend
>Dont talk to her much, psychotic boyfriend wouldn’t let me anyway. So I don’t think anything of it.
>leave for boot camp, get orders to Japan for 2 years. >Being an 18 year old w/o women in a secluded room with nothing but dudes makes the average male pissed and horny.
>I work up the nerve to start talking to her and I hit it off pretty well. She’s having serious relationship problems, and I’m essentially being a beta while she harps her problems to me.
>She starts to fall for me, and I for her.
>After 7 months of great conversation (her boyfriend hates the fact that she talks to me) I am able to come home for first time and see her.
>W/o the knowledge of boyfriend we spend the night at a hotel together. We hit it off so well together, I can tell she’s into me and I really like her.
>She wanted to spend another night together and I unquestionably agreed.
>I took her to a dinner, we got drunk and had amazing conversation.
>The following day I kissed her goodbye, certain I will be able to hangout with her again the days I’m home.
>Blocked from every sort of social media/messenger you can think of. It hurt of course, but i dealt with it.
>2 years have gone by. During that time period I obviously fucked around with a plethora of women. But I did think about her. At least a couple times a month.
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