How often do you think about suicide?
How often do you think about suicide?
Easton Barnes
Adam Williams
it better be never mew
GET THE FUCK OFF ANY PERSCRIPTION DRUG
take micro doses of mdma acid or weed on weekend
socialise
workout
build projects
progress career
build relationship health u need love
world needs to get out of mews way
last time i do this here too retarded
opting out
Nolan Rivera
Everyday. It used to be a rare taboo thought. My health just keeps getting a little worse and I've made less than optimal decisions here and there that contribute to my suicidal thinking.
I fantasize that I die in my sleep every night. I hope that I do.
Jaxson King
get the fuck out of the sun its apsyop
be asian goddess queen fuck that schizo whore ill beat her dont worry
be queen
melanin melatonin vitamin d mushrooms organic yoghurt etc
try psych shrooms
do more cardio
always be light and burden free
and quiet reserveful and respectful always
like a ghost a shadow a ninja
million times more hotter
Jonathan Allen
drink bleach bitch
Aiden Adams
white women are schizophrenic dont opt into them. always be reserved
do cardio kalisthenics and shit. be ninja. always. light. like a ghost. in and out
Christian Walker
Where do I get drugs tho?
What kind of decisions?
Isaac Hernandez
agreed, the thought used to be scary, now I fall asleep to it. Its comforting, I have a way to leave whit dignity at least. its scary that the thought is not scary anymore. I haven't blown my brains out just because my family would fall into ruins if i did, so at least I got that going for me.
Carter Jackson
Can you explain to me how suicide is a dignified death?
Samuel Powell
About a healthy average. Why? How often do you?
Colton Lewis
That's kind of a non-answer
What's "a healthy average" in your mind? And in what context do you think about it?
Jayden Lopez
mm i got a friend babe but u gonna have to spend time with me
Kayden Reyes
Before i answer any of your questions you could answer mine.
Mason Williams
Are you asking me out on a date?
Bentley Reyes
Around 2-3 times every other day, once or twice on the days in between.
Cooper Sanders
Weekly but hey it could be worse what's weird is when I was younger I though if I died tomorrow and nobody noticed I would be fine with that but now at 31 it bothers me but I've been a semi hermit for most my life and idk if it's possible to stop even though I want to.
Brody Martin
>Why
Just curious
>How often do you
Not much anymore.
I'm trying to force myself to focus on positive thoughts lately, rewire my brain
Why do you think about it? Are you depressed or something?
Matthew Smith
once a year? but before doing it, need to get a loli.
Tyler Anderson
Do you know why your outlook has changed?
And yeah I think building a social life in your thirties is difficult but not impossible, what social activities do you generally do?
Ryder Howard
What did (((she))) mean by this?
Matthew Clark
Brody Perry
Luis Foster
Parker Ward
Leo Jenkins
Isaac White
Not often enough or I would have done it already
Isaiah Mitchell
Juan Foster
Hey dude, made this thread again, huh?
Sebastian Nguyen
I'm about in the same boat. Also one of those anonymous losers where people just assume I'm always up to some shit, usually just hiding out in my office until its time to work/sleep.
Bentley Cooper
Isaac Phillips
Not a 3dpd Loli I hope
>she
>implying
HEY WHY ARE YOU DUMPING ALL THIS SHIT IN MY THREAD???
Ryder Taylor
Just a random mandatory dump. Don't worry.
Isaac Morales
Hunter Peterson
Not as much as I used to. It does get better, friend.
Leo Thomas
How would you do it?
Which one are you?
Is there anything you love about life?
Oliver White
Adam Ramirez
Then start your own fucking thread, asshole.
Tyler Garcia
Ryan Roberts
WHAT DOES THIS HAVE TO DO WITH MY THREAD
pls ur using up the image limit
Luke Perry
I was pondering this question just the other day. How the thought has been crossing my mind more and more frequently these past few months.
Then I suddenly arrived at the shocking realisation that I will most likely do it at some point in the future. Cannot even come up with a legit reason/excuse for it, such as "no girl" or "no money".
I'll first make sure though that no people in my life can be seriously affected by it. I wonder if that's why they mean when they say "get your affairs in oder".
Colton Roberts
No.
Your threads always die anyways, you get bumps.
Logan Hill
Same. My parents don’t deserve that. Been thinking about donating all the organs I can to kids who have their lives ahead of them and then right after start chain smoking and eating fast food 3 times a day so I can die naturally as quick as possible. With only one kidney, one lung and whatever else I have left it shouldn’t take long
Nolan Clark
Brody Russell
I'm not sure if I'm depressed, as I haven't been diagnosed. I used to self-harm due to life feeling repetitive and me destroying any meaningful relationships I've had. Now that I'm 2 years clean of cutting, I just feel like killing myself is the most straight forward option to end my/everyone's problems.
Evan Martin
if ur mew absolutely baby kitten hunny xxx
if ur emm ill beat u dead with a baseball bat ur a retard dont talk to me schizo
Logan Green
Never, my life is going really well so far and I have good friends and a lot of things I enjoy doing. No depression, drugs, alcohol or video games helps a lot I think. Just try to cheer up!
Cooper Murphy
David Jones
Bulky German dude prottecs the cute anime gril
Well you say you can't come up with a "legit" reason
But surely there's a reason, how nonsensical it might seem to you
What's the reason?
Not always!
Do I know you?
Ryder Bailey
>Just curious
This isn't for some gay college paper?
>I'm trying to force myself to focus on positive thoughts lately, rewire my brain
Respectable. Make sure not to deny reality. Best way to start that is when you have negative thoughts try thinking about them in different ways. Like Some asshole cut me off because he's an asshole vs maybe he's been having a rough day and didn't notice you.
A healthy average is what I'd consider a normal question for a human brain. Kinda like the call of the void. It's a health thought for the brain to have and a exercise to plan for danger.
Why are you trying to force yourself to have a more positive outlook? Are you a naturally negative person or found yourself in a pit?
Context doesn't matter, it happens randomly like those retarded get rich quick schemes we al have.
Henry Smith
How old are you that your parents are still so much in your consideration?
Wow, how have you stopped cutting yourself?
That's really impressive!
Why did you destroy relationships with people?
I do not know what these words mean
I am not "with it" it seems
Dominic Barnes
I doubt it.
Justin Morales
My suicide thoughts coincide with every time a weeb posts. I think you should kill yourself.
Leo Nguyen
Blake Wood
Glad to hear that you're feeling well, user!
Got any dreams you're hoping to achieve in your life?
Hmm, that makes sense. I understand what you mean with healthy now.
I don't know what traits of mine are attributable to nature and which to nurture but yeah I tend to focus on the negative.
I don't want to create a false reality for myself but right now I'm only noticing the bad and not even seeing the good.
Since a few days I've started sitting down for an hour each day and writing out little stories that I believe show a positive trait of mine.
I meant context in the sense of either curiosity or seriously considering
Cameron Rivera
Jayden Hall
You didn't answer me!
Why do you choose to post in this thread?
I don't see the connection! I'm not a juice!
I'm not a weeb! I don't even watch anime!
Austin Rogers
I get a lot of depression episodes, but I don't think I've ever had any real suicidal thoughts tbh am I just not that depressed?
Angel Parker
I know you're not. You certainly would be far more hostile to me if you were. I just dump some pics from time to time on random threads. This is my last one, maybe someone will look into them.
Caleb Powell
never after I failed last time.
Austin Williams
How do you notice you're depressed?
These images of yours are all very visually unpleasant, I doubt anyone really looks at them
Ethan Murphy
I bet you tried to overdose
Xavier Turner
Reality is very unpleasant. I reckon you're right, most people just want to 'feel good'. Engage in hedonism, to not worry about anything. Sad times we're living in. Guess why depression, suicide and apathy are so rampant nowadays, especially with the younger generations...
Daniel Harris
>How do you notice you're depressed?
My gf notices. I get anxiety attacks for no apparent reason, my chest feels heavy, I get nauseous... Generally aimless, sad, apathetic... I'm going through one this evening, I calculate this one will last a few days.
Adam Scott
yeah. Took 6 grams of trazodone and experienced the worst 12 hours of my life
Juan Walker
I meant visually unpleasant as in incoherent, uninteresting, they're a mess. Whoever made them clearly doesn't know anything about graphic design
Random anxiety attacks can be a sign of unprocessed trauma.
Have you seen a doctor for this?
Are you happier now or did the experience simply scare you too much?
Austin Wright
It's not about the presentation and looking pretty. It's about the information they're supposed to carry.
Julian Jackson
>Have you seen a doctor for this?
I haven't. My gf is studying psychology at uni, so she seems to be pretty mindful of my mental states but we've discussed about me seeing a shrink. You think that would help?
I have also been feeling pretty self-conscious and I have been putting myself down more than usual lately, I think t comes from some repressed sexual feelings I have for one of her younger friends at uni.
Matthew Stewart
I don't know how I lived. I've heard of people dying from 2 grams and anything over 600mg is considered an OD.
The entire time I was on the ground I just kept praying that I wouldn't die. Given the reason I did it was fucked up, but that's a story in itself.
Happier? Hell no! I just know that I don't want to suicide for a few reasons. Such has the possibility of going to hell, but mostly the thought of going to hell being the last lucid thought I have before the spinal DMT kicks in and I spend the next time dilated future in my own version of hell until my body finally gives in.
There's a few other reasons, but that's mostly it. I also don't want people finding my disaster of an apartment either.
Ryder Anderson
My point is, if you want people to read your shit, you need to convince people to read it and the only way to do that is to present your information well
Anxiety attacks can be tough to deal with on your own.
They're certainly a sign that something is wrong.
It can't hurt to see what the cause might be with the help of a professional.
Nathan Nelson
I know what you mean, but those graphs are readable, they aren't chaotic or all over the place. I say the information is clearly presented.
Brandon Perry
Okay, clearly you don't know anything about graphic design either.
Did you make these images? Is that why you're so defensive about them?
Your body does anything it can to keep you alive.
What are you doing to get happier? Since you've decided to stick around?
Aiden Anderson
Love? Maybe a sunrise in the prairies. The smell of the air in the winter in the morning. But that's not really it. Everything I've ever enjoyed in life slowly becomes... tainted? I don't know how to describe it. Friends, family, hobbies, games, women. Its all fleeting happiness that slowly grows grey. I've traveled around the world, lived in plenty of different cities. There's nothing I know that I enjoy anymore.
Jordan Richardson
Didn't make them myself. Not a graphic designer.
Chase Clark
There is a common denominator in all of those.
Have you tried changing the way you feel about yourself?
Clearly.
William Smith
I still enjoy things in life, if I wasn't stuck in a mountain of debt I'd be a lot happier though.
I'm an audiophile so listening to music with my setup is nice, and anime + some very good movies (like Nolan films) catch my interest and I'll binge/watch them.
Otherwise I am fundamentally bored with everything. I'm in the military and have done a lot of TS and secret things. A lot of the projects I've been a part of are really cool and extremely big, but after a certain point it just gets boring. I need everything in life to be extreme to the max. I'm probably better off doing a combat job like a PJ or something similar.
You'll have to excuse the ranting, just felt like going on for a bit.
Blake Sanders
To clarify things a little bit I am sane and I'm not really depressed. I'm just very bored with everything. I eat healthy, I'm in great shape and I go out and do things. Just bored with how uneventful most things are.
Jaxon James
Bored of interpersonal relationships as well?
Sounds like mild dissociation.
Christopher Martin
well, it is not, but at least I can go on my own terms. And the best part is that I wont have to suffer, or be posted on a gore thread if I ever fall in front of a buss.
Gavin Cooper
Kind of a twisted idea you have
Kevin Mitchell
30 years everyday
Cameron White
Why?
Wyatt Cox
No, everything is just too tame for me. Probably a result of being subjected to a rough childhood and experiencing so much so fast when I was young. Not dissociated, I simply like it when things move fast and are regarded as harsh conditions.
Dominic Butler
every time I wake up in the morning
John Brooks
Are you the
>tell me something interesting about yourself
spammer too?
Charles Adams
You didn't even humor the college paper question. Is this for a college paper?
When in doubt it's most likely you picked them up from nurture. We are creatures of are environment. Kids from alcoholics are more likely to be alcoholics same for smokers and abusers. That's not ot say you are destined to become like that but the odds are against you. Best you can do is take a couple days for yourself to get to know yourself better.
That's not a good place to be in. At least you are making an effort to improve your mindset and pull yourself out of that pit. Just make sure not to get lost in your own thoughts.
Hows writing it down going. Imagine it gives you a different perspective from your immediate reaction. I just go over everything in my own time.
Henry Wilson
Would you rather be afraid of most things or bored of busy things?
No
It's been like three weeks since I last posted anyway, I'm not a spammer
Kek no, not for a paper. I thought I answered your question clearly enough by saying "just curious"
In my case it's probably a combination of the two. Mental illness is something that's present in the family and my folks weren't exactly a good example when it comes to loving yourself/others
It's only been a few days of writing but already I'm noticing that I'm better able to see the positive side of situations in the moment
Do you write too?