Ask a 20 year old with social anxiety and PTSD anything

Ask a 20 year old with social anxiety and PTSD anything.
>just got out of a psych ward where I was abused by patients and nurses
>girlfriend broke up with me the day I got out
>lost 30 pounds in 2 weeks in that shit hole
>doing exposure therapy by hanging out with friends and being out in public as much as possible
>aiming at working again within a year

Attached: seems-like-a-good-idea.jpg (500x353, 25K)

So do you socialize better?

I do, it took time but im better at making conversation instead of being quiet

Same situation. Was commited after a suicide attempt. Just got back to work recently.

how you holding up user?

stop being a faggot and self diagnosing your self
get a job and become a real man newfag
all of those things you think you have aren't real
you're just telling yourself there's something wrong with you when there really isn't
just stop being a pussy that's all it is you're just a pussy
also probably just stop beating your dick so much

Being back at work helps but im self medicating alot. Its an up hill battle. How about you?

Just end it faggot

im diagnosed by a doctor dumbass

i love myself too much to do that, faggot

also theres so much self projection, just stop

that isnt how it works for some reason. you can ground yourself and tell yourself "oh, i feel bad for this reason, which is compounded by this and this reason. i understand. i am aware that bad things have happened, and i am aware that they have put me into a hole. i do not want to feel that way with all of my heart. it is done now. i will move on from this pain and dysfunction and be weary of it as i understand the when/where/how/why/what of it. i will feel god and happy from now on. " but. it somehow doesnt stop it. the ptsd and the depression tht comes wth it, or is amplified by it just wont go away. it makes zero sense to the calm and logical mind why it feels so bad and causes so much misery. ive beaten my head over and over wondering this. i think with this case, time will have to be the healer, time and persistantly telling and teachng myself all the right things, brains learn, and someday, if i keep up trying to heal, ill heal. but it isnt something that happens very fast unfortunately. no high level of understanding it will cure it off the bat. here comes the process. and i known damn well i need to fight with everything for as long as i can to keep it going. one day it'll be healed

same here brother, well said

so if you're such a good boy and you know exactly what to do and you're so self sufficient why are you attention whoring on the internet?
no one fucking cares that some faggot on the internet is sad
this board is for porn not stroking each others dicks about how sad we are

its just nice to know im not alone in this battle, i can post wtf i want, why do you get joy from trying to put someone down whos already been through hell?

because my daddy fucked me when i was young and i just want some attention someone please give me attention my life is so horrible woe is me
i go to mental hospitals all the time someone tell me im a good boy i just want to know that i'm a good boy

Cause people fuck with him constantly and doesn't have the balls to stand up for himself

i;m not op, just trying to say some words that would have been nice to read a few years ago. and knowing what to do is like 25% of the battle this.
you're a newfag at life. and a newfag at Cred Forums lel. reread what you said and get some self awareness

they only want to make you addict to meds and make money on your back and you fell for it

lol, thats the most action you've ever got

What are you retarded?

Man up sissy faggot.

Attached: 11817286_10153363831116760_9195124110440101924_n.jpg (720x960, 70K)

no. i was on meds for half my life until one day i stop taking them and i have never been better since then. feeling like shit is just part of life

good man

imagine being sexulyl assaulted by your own father real quick, jesus fucking christ. hope op didnt go though that. the more i think about growing up getting fucked by your own dad the worse it gets. i know youre super tough and wouldnt be messed up by something like that, but for people who actually have emotions that will definitely ruin their brain

>one day i stop taking them and
Explains everything

Basically this.

If you are only 20 and are this way its ridiculous. You haven't even had time to actually fall on your face from life. You have every opportunity and the world is your oyster.

My dad used to play a game where he'd flush us down the toilet, but the toilet was his thighs.

they is not a lots to talk about. i was on meds since i was 12 because i was too calm for the teachers. they convince my parents i needed meds and since it was the new thing to do in the 90s they said yes. i was a mindless zombie until on day i was around 24 i was living by myself and "woke up" maybe because it was starting to lose it effect on my. a month later i stop taking them without help. it almost fuck up my liver because side effect. now im almost 34 and im feeling good. sure something i want to die but that normal to feel like that once in a while

Start an online game like old school Runescape for socialization practice

100% military boys are hot I'd love to join the military , how's the gay life?

How did you acquire PTSD?

>too calm? sure you crazy lying sack of shit
>all medicine for all conditions is the same