Here goes, and I don't give a fuck what you think frankly you could eat a dick and die for all I care...

Here goes, and I don't give a fuck what you think frankly you could eat a dick and die for all I care. However I need to get this out.

I dream of being a biological woman, not some tranny halfbreed mutant. I want a uterus. I dont think im technically gay but I do find myself looking at dick just as often as vagina while watching porn. Idk I need help this is drivin me to want to commit suicide. Id ask for help but im quite certain nobody can relate to this unique problem.
Ive researched suicide online and the best painless method IMO is dehydration. According to the internet says the average time a person can go without hydration is 10 days. and the internet never lies right?

See you fags in hell. au revoir fuckos
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wrong. its helium. pure helium. you might have trouble finding a place to get it, and even then i think your gonna have trouble breathing it in long enough to take your infinite dirt nap. night night user.

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holy crap, it seems like I'm late to the party. Why don't you try to be yourself user ?

Love,

user.

Hope you get reborn as a female user!

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All bullshit aside why would you want to get back in the kitchen? Being a woman is a fucking downgrade. You wanna be a woman? Make yourself useful and make me a sandwich bitch.

Kill yourself freak

thtats the dream honestly

You're not gay, you sound trans. Unfortunately science isn't advanced enough to give you what you want. I'd advise against genital mutilation, even with trans women. But, eh it's their decision.

If you really want a painless death, get a hold of a nuclear warhead and detonate it while standing on it. Make sure you're no where anyone can be hurt when detonating it though!

Is that a real pic of you?

ive tried being myself for 37 years, lets just say its not working out

Get the surgery fren.
Once I heal I will be able to fuck any man I want and they will never know I was once in a man’s body

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>suicide by dehydration
I hope youre a fucking troll, holy shit
Youre gonna make a good brainless bimbo tranny

Is that you in the pic bitch?

working on it

trans woman here;
i won't reveal my identity but i want to impart some token bs on you
i never come on 4chidori, and only came here bc i wanted to see if the neets were goin crazy about the snl thing
i felt exactly what you do starting around 13. crippling dysphoria, i begged God and later Lucifer to make me a "real woman", i almost killed myself at one point, etc.
magic isn't real. you have to face reality. i told myself id stick out life and try hormones and if i couldn't pass id kill myself. and i pass! i pass as a woman, completely. i'm a successful professional (insert business here), i blend in with cis people and I'm accepted and loved. i no longer want to smash the mirror and cry and down pills and walk in front of a train.

if i were you, id reach out and get help. get the fuck off this shithole website. i stopped coming here when i was like 17, lmao. it's not good for you. find a therapist who specializes in gender stuff and talk it out.
90% of the people you're teaching out to here are NEETs, i'm just passing through.

pic is me. i hope you find happiness! deuces

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God and Lucifer are real, but magic isn't? That's where the real mental illness lies.

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Then stop trying to be yourself, try to be a slightly happier/healthier version of yourself instead. Take little steps and do whatever it takes to condition yourself with the mindset that the very act or path of self improvement can be it's own tangible reward, leading to fulfillment in life. Real talk (if you're OP) you might have gender dysphoria but man there is an evergrowing community of people who you can talk to and relate for insight. You're not alone in any case :3

Yo before you leave post some ass
For OP's health and happiness, of course

its just not an option at this point, im 37yo I just done

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Death is scary, don’t loose your fear. Die naturally.

Think of all the cool shit you can do while you are alive, do you really want to go back to the time before you were born.

Yeah, seek help. Don't kill yourself. I too am highly suicidal, but at the same time I really don't want to cease to exist.

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Do you wanna be pregnant?
I feel your pain...
I’ve been unsuccessfully trying to conceive for more than 2 years
Every month I see blood flowing down my legs I feel less of a woman than the other bitches to the point of getting disgusted by myself and my uselessness
Thinking of suicide most of the days
Not going to work anymore, avoiding my friends and family, going outside only after dark and sleeping most of the time
Unexplained infertility is slowly killing me and my relationship

>unsuccessfully trying to conceive for more than 2 years
I think its time to start facing the truth, so that you can then heal and move on with your life.

Children are insufferable little shits anyway. You're better off getting a cat. Or many, many cats.

Well they do uterus transplants to people born biologically women. So it's only a matter of time until you can have one. But they're only good for 3 years. Then you need a hysterectomy to remove it because the body rejects it.

So you're dreams are probably 20 years in the future. If the nukes don't start flying like a swarm of bees between now and then.

I’ll keep trying until my last breath
Last month I had my 1st IUI planed, but it didn’t happen in fact because I had a super ovulation with 7 mature follicles. Unfortunately they don’t perform the procedure when you have more than 4, tbh most of the problem is related to my husbands sperm motility... but I don’t look forward to change husband.

If you tie a bottle rocket to your husband's nut sack, his sperm will go much faster.

thats the thing i want to bare my own children like a woman yes