How often do you think about suicide?

Dubs confirmed
Why tf are you on b though? Surely you're a little bit mental

>hay user...
>let's talk

better thean your old thred

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I just woke up. It's 8 AM. Cred Forums is fun to do when you're listening to music or an audiobook.

Fuck outta here normie

Genre tourist

How did meeting people go during the last time?
As for travel anxiety, it seems a common thing for depressed/anxious people. Not sure why myself, maybe because public transport gives you a lot of time to daydream and that combined with a bunch of strangers around you and negative thoughts about yourself isn't the best combination.

Good on ya, trying to get your license. That must be quite an achievement of itself for you.

Hmm, no not at all a problem.
Sometimes the last thing you want is advice and you really just want to freely complain. I'm not very good at judging when someone wants what.

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user, suicide is not an option.

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I don't give a shit about your opinion. What I do give a shit about is you, yet again, shitting up my thread.
Fuck off already.

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best is to just ignore him. he thrives off of attention.

>>No.820317192▶
How often do you think about suicide?
one a week
everyday
every hour
every minuet
every second
bang!

You're honestly doing a better job than my therapist and it's why I'm still here kek
I was extremely anxious when I first arrived to the course, it was just me and one other guy waiti g out the front at first and I had to force myself to say hello and stuff cos otherwise it would've been incredibly awkward. Turns out he was a cool dude and so was pretty much everyone else in the class. It was pretty small but we were all nerds so we got along pretty well, but I think id been through the rough a bit more than most of them. There was even a kid with Asperger's in the class and I didn't even know I had it at the time. I can't imagine how different things would've been if I wasn't in my early twenties when I was diagnosed properly. It might've even been worse.

you should kill yourself

What about all the people that killed themselves in the last minute?
If it's not an option, how did they make that choice.

Thank u, c

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>you should kill yourself

Which after reading this again, makes me realise it is difficult at first but it gets easier the more you do it. Im not in contact with any of those guys anymore. Actually, I speak to one occasionally but he was a bit of an asshat. Undiagnosed SOMETHING that's for sure.

Whenever I'm drunk and alone

I only really talk to people I met online now and I've been told by my sister that pretty much all of my friends are weird or losers. But it take some to know one ay, I don't often get along with people who have it easy and sugarcoat everything

ASD is really complex it seems, I don't know too much about it unfortunately but anyway it really seems like you are quite socially intelligent.
I think you'll do just fine at whatever you're going to end up doing.

It does get easier. And it gets even easier when you realize people come and go, and that's okay. Friends don't have to be lifelong friends and you already seem to have that realization.

And yeah, who cares what your sister says, right
If you have a good time with your friends, that's the most important part.

Not before you choke on my penis

How often is that?

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you should kill yourself .
Is that your goal?

Tell my why you feel that way.

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are you pro or agents op?

I am a covert OP agent

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op,,,are you pro or agents suicide?

your thred name dose not make that clear

Depends on my mood

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Thank you for your kind words tonight OP, I wish you were my fren. It seems like I've always been the one that's had to be there for everyone else when I've been going crazy myself. I'm a bit drunk, but you've restored a bit of my faith in humanity.

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Daily. I was told by a friend to get help yesterday. I think that was the push I needed to realize that something isn't right

Great to hear, user
much love for you

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FUCK YOU!
PISS DRINKER!

Where is that waste of space Raimo?

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i dont. im not 15 anymore. get help or off yourself already. both are better than what youre doing now. stop being a pussy and make a decision kid.

Way too often ngl

They haven't even said they're suicidal, if anything they've just been here for people who are. Get fucked

much less often since i started to go to the gym. Exercising helps the mentality a lot.

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true, i chose my words poorly ill give you that. let me rephrase: anyone feeling suicidal should get help or get rekt. its better to everyone involved as long as you move on - one way or the other.

what, do you like him?

I think it's an immature notion to imply that suicidal ideation is something exclusive to teens.
If someone hasn't been properly equipped to deal with the hardships of life, it's hardly their fault.
And as much as you'd like to think it, it's not as simple as "just get help", I know plenty of people who have been getting help for years and are still struggling to keep their heads up.
Mental health is not something you can just decide to improve and that's that.

Noice, how do you look now?

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Everyday as it feels like I'm in a rut. I'm trying to get into IT and work on certs but life keeps getting in the way and people are already working in the field. Debt, uncertainty, fear or being a failure is sometimes all I can think about while trying to be stoic on the outside.

Don't ignore me again.
Apologize for ignoring me.

No, I like using him.

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Maybe once a week

I hope that repressing emotions is not the only thing you do with them.
Repressing emotions only builds pressure, setting you up for an explosion or a burnout.

How do you mean "life keeps getting in the way"?

Why?

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Day OCD ASD dude still here. I feel you user.

Dat*

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we live in times where you can find help if you want to. and if you did that (and i dont mean that you had a session or two with therapist) you wouldnt been here attention whoring. never said it was easy, or fast. its just that to get better you need to want to get better and actually do something. and im pretty sure thats not the case with most people in this thread. so once again, get help or get rekt.

I see a therapist ten times a year and they almost feel like a waste of time. Maybe some are good but most aren't. They just want to get paid unlike op who is doing this not just out of boredom but the kindness of their heart. People shouldn't commit, not saying it's that easy, I get it. But if you can just hold out until you pass away it might just be worth it. You never know.

You don't know what you're talking about.
You've had some mild depression in your teens and you got over it by talking to a therapist for a year or so, now you think you're an expert and you believe that other people's situations are the same to yours and that they can be solved the same way.

Maybe you got bullied as a child and that genuinely sucks and can really mess with you but there are people out there who have very complex problems. People with personality disorders, people with trauma's.
For them trying hard and getting help could be not enough.
And
>if you did that you wouldnt been here attention whoring
Self improvement is not some 24/7 deal. There is leisure time in between as there should be. Constantly pushing yourself to do better is only going to burn you the fuck out.

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let me get this straight - you say i have no idea what im talking about, and then proceed to write your fantasy about who i am and what i experienced? ever heard this word: hypocrisy?
are you even trying user? damn, bad troll is just bad...

Correct me if you wish.

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i kinda make it a point not engaging with trolls, so ill leave you with your illusions of grandeur

Idk.
Few times a week?
I'm beginning to realize that it's not my problem. The world is ruined in tremendous ways and I can't possibly fix it for them. there's no way I am killing myself. I've made that promise to myself. They just want to see me dead anyways. They envy me. I'm pretty! They hate me. My dick is big!
Why kill myself when I can make others cry?
This is what they made me

No, I'm genuinely curious how far off I was.
Tell me, please.

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not having the big results just yet since i first started 3 weeks ago, but the mental relief started to become my primary source of motivation.

Every single day.
I never harm myself tho, because the reason I want to die is to stop suffering, so any kind of physical or emotional suffering I try to avoid.

Ah, I wish I could stay motivated to keep going.

People usually self-harm to distract from emotional suffering

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I feel bad for thinking about it since I have a weird feeling in my chest. Live is great, there are so many things we don't enjoy when we are in our default setting. Be good, please pray,

Well work, school, things like that. I'll come home to study a bit and try to learn something new. Then maybe I'll do something for myself. I make time to go to my gf's house or she comes to mine.

Maybe I feel like I "don't have time?" though I'll make notes to myself and obsess about doing some task. Maybe I feel like I have to do X by Y or know everything about what I want to do else my life is over.

I didn't try to repress my emotions for a while. I learned some DBT (dialectical behavioral therapy) techniques to cope but I think I've slipped up a bit.

>People usually self-harm to distract from emotional suffering
I don't want to suffer physically either.
If I had a good 12 gauge slug shotgun I would have killed myself years ago. I want to die painlessly.

Do you guys want to legitimately not want to kill yourself and feel happiness? If so, listen to my advice.

I used to be depressed too. Wanted to kill myself. But I found things that I genuinely enjoy, interests that give me some kind of fulfillment in life. And no, anime is not an interest. It is the root cause of all your bullshit.
Stop playing video games. Stop watching anime. This shit will rot your brain. And you can call me an old boomer or something, but it's true. You will never get anything you want out of life if you hold on to these crutches. Escapes from reality only mask the problems and the farther you remove yourself from reality, the harder it becomes to cope. You are just making your problem worse.

Yeah, I will at least go to a doctor, but I'm not sure I can afford a psychologist

Video games are how I keep contact with my best friends that I had to leave behind when going to uni. If I drop that, I don't think I could keep going.

If all you're doing is playing games with them, you aren't connecting with them on any real level. Try calling them on Discord and just having normal conversations and getting to know them.
1 of 2 things will happen.

1. You'll develop actual bonds with them beyond games.
2. You'll find out that you have nothing in common with them, so now you can spend your time finding true friends.

Either way is a win.

Idk, I produce and write music as a hobby. I'm pretty good. But I'd still call it an escape just as any other. I guess the difference is I actually feel proud of the end result and people enjoy it.

When I wake up and until I go to sleep

Music does not qualify as escapist because you are actively creating the art yourself.
Anything where you are taking the passive role (watching movies, watching anime, playing video games) is escapist because you aren't putting any of your own passion and creativity into it.

NIGGERS

NAGGERS

NOGGERS

Not that much recently... but a few years back oh boy

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I think about it whenever Andy sixx runs out of logs

NUGGERS

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May Pigman be with you

That is what I'm doing. These are actual friends I made when we lived in the same city. We just had to separate to go to different universities. Playing videogames is just what we happen to do while speaking

What about creating video games Boomer user-kun.

AH, I totally forgot about the thread

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I don't at all anymore. Nothing changed but my age. I came to realize if I was to kill myself I might aswell try to change the things which caused my suffering to alleviate the pain of others but this leads to homicidal idealization and internal arguments over the greater good.

go away jewcock slime
>inb4 odd ode

Veeeeeeeerry rarely. When i do, it’s more an exploration of it as a concept than considering going through with it. My time will come one day, but i’m in no hurry. Life is good... enough

Daily

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im not a juice

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*kisses ur pussy*

Everyday I dont work myself to exhaustion . I dont think I have anything to keep going for and no one to care for. I cant stand the sight of myself and I want to die. Do any of you know a good streaming site that wont get taken down immediately if you kill yourself on camera?

never

A lot, I've had a few attempts but I'm assuming most people have gotten close. I'm trying to get my shit together and I found a girl that's been really supportive even with all my crazy. So I'll just see where things go.

Empty spaces, what are we living for ?