Its just me and the dogs now, i ate some caps and had a line, im all alone, how do you feel, i want to die but i cant...

Its just me and the dogs now, i ate some caps and had a line, im all alone, how do you feel, i want to die but i cant, i need to take care of my sick g-ma and my mom love me and it would kill her if i died, how are you all doing

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lol how was that

I want to kill myself too, the fact it would destroy my mum is the only reason I can't do it.

When she dies imma off myself.

this is op i feel it
i hate this shit

Busy. I’ve got to get my kid ready for school and my wife off to work. Got the day off, but have a lot to do around the house. Sucks getting older. I remember when my day off used to be spent recovering from a night out.

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if you want to talk im here, im ok with me going out but i want to help people before i go,

Nobody goes to school.
It's a holiday

i just feel like im done man, all i try to do is to make the sad happy but im the saddest of all and i can only tell people i have never met

Dead inside, knowing I won't ever achieve anything of any significance, that just makes me angry

sorry for my bad spelling, im starting to feel like if life was a spice, it would be flower. is there any magic left

are we just sad or are we just missing something
Like what ells is there, New friend . new places . . . . why should i stay

At work munching my lunch in solitude.
Then I'll be going to the gym. Gotta lift, alone.
Then I'll go home. I'll eat something and spend some lovely quality time alone.
Maybe I'll choose a movie from Netflix,or I'll go on with Bojack Horseman serie. Probably gotta smoke a bud, get depressed and prepare for tomorrow, which will ve like 0,1% worst than today, but still the same with no gym and more joints.

I'm 33 and since November this is my life.
Thanks, Lara.

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im 30 and i feel it im a bartender in Cali,

lets try too talk each other out of ending it all. . . there has to be something worth living for. . . right?

bigfootsbeard#9864
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And why would it have to be that way.
We're just a brain with tentacles hidden in a flesh body, which unfortunately happens to feel emotions. Most of life is sorrow. When you get lucky you feel happy, and then, when happiness is over, you find yourself even more miserable, because sorrow comes back and happy memories haunt you all day and night. Your brain with nerves and the body attached to it want happiness back, but you can't provide. That's why you're sad. You're sad because you knew happiness.

Being happy will bring you more sorrow. Maybe we're better off this way.

what was the "Thing" that made you happy.
mine was when I was able to see my dad before he died.

also thinking about the times i had with him as a kid,

what was you "good" times

That is the great delusion, people always think there is something waiting for them, something good something fun, most of the time there isn't so we hang onto slightest shards of happiness, sad really

are you saying that you have, 'not once' had a lol or had a fun time in your life,? never seen a moon you thought was beautifull or saw a nice sunset?
life is shit for me but the way you are talking is like you have never had a life to start with? im on my way out and you are already giving up befor you have even seen life, even had a chance. (1) do you like to be alone? (2) why are you 'check out'

When I was toghether with my ex. She gave me a purpose, at least. My only purpose now it's family. But the kind of happiness I gather from the satisfaction in helping them out is merely a ray of light into eternal darkness.

i have been there, you are lucky to have that, im solo, after a car crash i cant spell and i can barly talk with out a stutter, i feel like a retard, the stutter has got so bat some times i taught me self sing languages, just so i had a was of communicating, 'my dad was the only one there with me.' [thank you if it was no for you I would not have thought about my dad. . . . Thank you . . . You truly saved my life to night.
I hope I could do the same, my dis is bigfootsbeard#9864 if you need to talk ill talk shit with you. but as it is to night, . . i put the gun away. . . Thank You

Where is it a holiday?