How often do you think about suicide?
How often do you think about suicide?
Julian Nelson
Michael Wright
daily
Austin Myers
Never
David Cox
the word?
whenever that track comes on at the club
you got me suiicidal suiicidal blah blah
alcohols a depressant
David Fisher
dyslexic phonetic derailment psychological association schizophrenia?
never and i mind my own business and arent caught in an infinite loop of mental gymnastics to retardation to ever go beyond the real meaning of this
Kayden Walker
Don't wanna kill myself, I want someone else to kill me.
Daniel Martinez
Everyday
Ryan Evans
Daily but definitely just empty thoughts as I don't want to be a little bitch and end my life when many others struggle so much worse and still live on.
Oliver Campbell
Shut up faggot
Leo Flores
When they say, it's oveeer
What? Why?
You can never know how another person feels, you can only make an estimation based on someone's description.
You might be the person who emotionally suffers the most on the entire world.
Samuel Thomas
EVERY TIME SOMEONE REPOSTS THIS SHIT.
Eli Jones
it used to be daily
now it happens about twice a month
Isaiah Moore
Sometimes
I been making a lot of mistakes
Hudson Hill
How often is that tho?
I like this pic
How did you bring down the suicidal thoughts?
What sorta mistakes?
Levi Moore
Mistakes in everything
I look like a fucking idiot
I don't want to feel bad about it but when I remember all my mistakes I feel horrible
Jose Rogers
I want to die, but I don't have the willpower or motivation to kill myself. When I try I always end up too nervous and start doubting myself. If someone else killed me, then I'd be able to die without having to deal with the anxiety that comes with suicide, and I'd be absolved of responsibility and agency.
Nolan Russell
>How did you bring down the suicidal thoughts?
professional help and meds
Luke Gonzalez
i think about your eventual suicide all the time, ritsu poster
Jeremiah Moore
The only reason I think like this is because of myself and my own head I can't let myself live how I would like to because I never truly know what I want.
Ian Russell
>Taiga1749
No way you have that many images..
>when I remember all my mistakes I feel horrible
Do you remember your successes?
It's not too hard to jump off a building or anything, is it?
What are the doubts that go through your mind?
Are you done with therapy now?
Describe it to me, in detail please.
Eli Rivera
What is your general experience with your emotions like?
Jacob Thompson
a lot less than I did a few years ago. probably once every few weeks
Jordan Harris
I don't lie about the amount of images
And yeah, but everything feel insignificant compared in my errors, I feel worse day by day
I don't even know why to still being here
My enjoyment of life is less with the time
The only thing that really makes me happy is talking with others abd even with that I been failing to others
Dylan Garcia
>Are you done with therapy now?
no
probably i have to keep on it for a long time
either way I'm better
Nicholas Hughes
How often are you happy?
Jason Richardson
>I don't lie about the amount of images
Surely you used a scraper?
>everything feel insignificant compared in my errors
Have you tried writing down your successes?
Buy a notebook wherein you write all of the things that made you happy and all the things you're proud of. It might help combat the generally negative view you have.
When you're depressed you tend to subconsciously focus on the bad, essentially brainwashing yourself to mostly notice the bad.
By writing out and really taking time to appreciate the good, you're reversing the brainwashing.
What sorta stuff do you do with your life?
Joseph Ortiz
>What sorta stuff do you do with your life?
i'm done with my uni degree,unemployed by now but looking for something
moved back to home,learning new languages and exercising
Samuel Sanchez
I used a bulk downloader and just deleted everything non related or ugly
And that sounds nice, I'm gonna do it, that may help
Thank you user
Nicholas Jenkins
I live around fields in a rural area; tall buildings are the next state over. I could hire a taxi service, but I doubt I'd be able to go through with it once I got there.
I've tried to hang myself a couple times. I've held a loaded gun. But whenever I get to the decisive moment, my thoughts start racing, I can't focus, and my body freezes up. I just stand there for a little while, then give up and cry until I feel a little better.
I guess that I have yet to reach a point where the pain of life outweighs the fear of death, and so I keep holding on to the idea that things aren't so bad, or that they might get better. Sometimes, I wish that my life would just fall apart completely and hurt me more, to push me over the edge and give me the motivation to end it.
David Butler
sir ill have u know ive had sex over 100 times on multiple occasions with different feminines
Hunter Richardson
That sounds nice.
What are you doing on/b/?
Isn't that part of bad habits?
I knew it!
Where do you usually post these images?
What would have to change in your life for living to be worth it?
Dominic Collins
>Isn't that part of bad habits?
ye
but I'm here forever
Jaxson Ward
In the waifu thread
But i haven't posted in a while, there's some cool posters there but I'm just... Bored?, I don't know how to express it
Luis Peterson
You don't have to be
You've been doing a lot of good stuff
What's keeping you here?
I think I get what you mean
I've looked around there a few times, most of them seem incredibly boring
The golden days off circlejerk threads have been long gone
Christian Watson
>Golden days of circlejerk
Heh, the akari thread is known for his circle jerking if you're interested
Nothing special to be honest in the thread just that
Christopher Lee
mew u got shotgun or u sitting there thinking about my exs??
MEW QUICK CUNTS IN THE LIVING ROOM
Nathan Gonzalez
Oh fuck don't mention that hellhole.
Don't even get me stated waifu threads.
Give me a can of gasoline and a match the next time they pop up.
Ryder Anderson
>What's keeping you here?
i like it here
what??
Tyler Wilson
dont have to corona-chan will do it for me
Joshua Russell
Every 48-72 hours, literally and unironically.
As in contemplate doing it.
Julian Miller
about as often as snoop dogg smokes weed
Easton Reyes
They already started, like everyday
Elijah Edwards
*elbows to the bridge of nose, knocks out unconscious, cold, quite - silent.*
*picks up shotgun*
*cocks*
Jonathan Price
OOFxx
Jordan Young
I don't know. I thought I was happy enough as a child, but as I got older I just stopped enjoying life. I can't really explain why.
Aside from depression and an anxiety disorder, my psychiatrist diagnosed me with Schizoid Personality Disorder. It's apparently a lifelong condition and will likely never get much better; I just have to live with it. From what I've read, people with SPD tend to lead unhappy, dysfunctional, unsuccessful lives, which is what I expect for myself.
I don't know if there's anything I could do to make myself happy. It just feels like this numb lifestyle will go on forever. I just don't care enough about myself to try and change things, I've lost all of what little motivation I ever had.
Jose Lopez
freak
Alexander Thomas
tell me about it when u come to in 3 hours
Samuel Long
Only when I feel alone. I dont like having conventional friends so I just hop from relationship to relationship to remedy that.
Camden Jackson
I don't really think I like it here but it distracts me from my life.
:)
Evan Cox
Why do you keep seeing your therapist if you have no hope left?
What's wrong with conventional friendships?
Kayden Sanchez
>mmmm
>this mew is happy, must continue success
>mmm this mew is concern
>must resolve and fix, so she is back to success
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Carson Kelly
I don't see a therapist or psychiatrist anymore.
It's not that I have no hope, I just don't have the motivation to act on that hope. It's barely enough to keep me from dying, but not enough to keep me motivated to really live. My current state of being is just "Not dead yet."
Dominic Peterson
?
Carter Smith
i am in physical agony help me
Liam Wilson
xx
Caleb Bennett
Multiple times a day
Ayden Hernandez
because ur aware someones reading ur subvocalisation thoughts via reverse satelite engineering measuring of them and u want attention but at same time are traumatized by that violence so u think it alot rather then live ur life as a temporary solution until the temporary problem of such is resolved then u can go back to what u were doing which is the same solution again
Hunter Wood
regularly. to be honest, what I feel is 50% this is completely shite and I will end it at some point, and 50% realises my brain is not normal.
it used to be all I think about.
Angel Martinez
ur trying to threaten via self harm but it wont work not because they are evil but because they are retarded, its even worse.
if u think they are evil ull be wrong and be in a dystopia
if u understand the truth which is they are fragile x syndrome infused 107 years retarded then ull understand its animal farm retardation and just deal with it.
Ryder Hernandez
Every fucking day for the past 10 years. It gnaws on you more and more each year.
Ethan Walker
Honestly, never. I've never been happier, we are really living in the best of times right now.
I can order a 20 foot dragon dildo in any color I desire and it come to my door in a few days.
I can watch an endless amount of content to my tastes for virtually free at my leisure.
I can learn a skill with little to no effort thanks to the mountain of resources at my fingertips.
I can play games in virtual reality with friends and family across the world and live a child like dream of escapism.
The biggest threat to me is how fat I'm getting from the endless choices of great food and booze at my disposal.
I don't live in LA or New York.
I can be a man-child by consuming D&D, Anime, and video games and still make a decent living.
Can't wait for the future.
Adam Morris
Whenever i am on Cred Forums so almost everyday. I don't want to kill myself. I don't want anyone to suffer or die.
Lincoln Phillips
sometimes. these days i find myself thinking more about homicide. i should be on antipsychotic medication right now along with SSRIs but i decided to ditch those because they are bad for you. goodbye.
Jacob Miller
if ritsu was my waifu, I would also want to suicide xD
Noah Clark
Daily
Justin Ward
daily sinc like 6 years
Joseph Stewart
Every fucking day.
Leo Bell
this
Tyler Phillips
I used to be a happy man, back then i still had my son
Its been over 2 months, i dont know how long i can last before i hang myself
Hudson Carter
Optimism killed my suicidal thoughts