Cred Forumsoys, it's about that time again

i have just started researching pharmacology as it is a big interest of mine and i am bit Asperger.

i believe the social part comes from the dopamine release monamine reuptake inhibition the drugs provide so it is very universal for stimulant drugs to make people feel sociable, happy and confident but these positive effects fade as your brain adjusts to the drugs effects and downregulates receptors and that is why abstaining from dopamine releasing drugs and things such as porn lead to upregulation of receptors and that is the best way IMO to enjoy life to the fullest rather than constantly needing to up the dose to regain those "positive effects" from drugs.

My understanding of butane is that it is not directly neurotoxic but it's effects on the heart that can lead to a phenomenon called "sudden sniffing death syndrome" in some people, i wouldn't recommend doing it whilst on stimulants, butane is an NMDA receptor antagonist and Positive Allosteric Modulator at the GABA receptor meaning it increases the activity of Gamma Aminobutyric Acid.

i did drugs until i was so constipated i couldn't fart anymore which basically forced me to quit, then i did some research and decided to never go back then i tossed all my weed and tobacco out, THC downregulates cannabinoid receptors

fun fact: excercise releases endogenous drugs like phenethylamine which is very much like amphetamine in fact amphetamine is sometimes called methyl phenethylamine and meth is di methyl phenethylamine, the methyl group stops it from being broken down by monamine oxidase. another drug released is anandamide which binds to the same receptors as thc, i go for a bike ride now and i get so stoned off it lol you do not need drugs to enjoy life, hopefully you make the decision to go sober whilst you are young, so many people throw their life away.

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>methylphenidate (Ritalin/Focalin) shits all over amphetamine, particularly if you crush and snort it.
Been on both for years and tried snorting both, strongly disagree. Proper amphetamine is a lot more euphoric to me and it lasts so much longer.

wow dude. that was so interesting and makes so much sense, thank you for sharing. you're probably right, the best way to live life is likely not seeking drug experiences.

i think i'm gonna keep doing these drugs tho, at least for a few years. i'm 19 and i started smoking weed at 15, i kinda feel like i have no plans to stop at least until i'm out of college. i've been getting stoned all day every day for the past month, and had been getting stoned all day every day since september before that (with christmas break in between only smoked a bit then). maybe it's an "emerging adulthood" thing or whatever.

how did you feel off the butane? what was the high like?

fuck dude, you reminded me, i need to hit the gym BAD. been gaming a little too hard over here haha

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very interesting. i'm not the guy you're replying to, but i'm the thread's OP

for me, ritalin provided a much harder "rush" than adderall does. also, bummer alert, i am barely tweaking rn and i need to go snort another line

butane was strange, i've seen posts describing full blown trips and seeing aliens but i never really tripped from it & that might be because the amphetamine was keeping me in reality and preventing me from passing out but i definetly had the "whomp whomp" sounds in my ears and some sounds such as my pc running would become more pronounced and some sounds would repeat even after they stopped, I would pinch myself and not feel pain confirming butane can work as an anesthetic.

pic related is a gif i made a while ago

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Almost 30 fag here. Why the FUCK would you do butane instead of nitrous?

are you taking it regularly?

like any drug, it takes its costs. I would say, that being on Speed every morning was way more energy-draining than giving, contrary to the initial expectation.

how many days can you go no-sleep?

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here in Australia you either have to buy it online or go to a kitchen supplies store and be questioned how you are going to use it. nitrous was also too expensive. from my research butane and nitrous are very similar if you don't die from SSD syndrome, they both cause b12 deficiencies. i think butane is also stronger, i still have never tried nitrous.

to tell the truth, i was gonna ask the same question, albeit maybe a bit more nicely lol

fucking love me some nos. i brought a few canisters along with my dispenser to college to show the boys. almost all of them are kinda scared lol. pussies

they kept telling me that it was bad for me but i don't give a fuck LOOOOL

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It has to do be better for you mentally than the other dissos, I can’t speak for the whole b12 thing...

But in terms of cognitive impairment it probably has to go

Worst damage: pcp (never tried but... it’s pcp)
Then dxm oh lawd forgetting words

Then ket... maybe a little foggy

Then nitrous... maybe feel a bit clumsy that’s it. Can’t feel any mental after effects.

Also, you probably have to combine it with weed to get that really otherworldly shit. All dissos are like this.

Dxm on its own is a fairly stable position to find ones self in.

Then you innocently go and take a few tokes and bam!!! Full on chattering of multiple kinds and shit warping through different shapes and times

not regularly, no. i'm not perscribed -- i purchase various kinds off of friends.

i'm sure speed every morning is energy-draining, it makes sense to me. i always feel so tired after coming down from stims. even on them, i can feel tired when my dosage is lagging and it can get pretty heavy. especially when i'm smoking too

the longest i have stayed up so far was 3 days. kinda weak compared to some others, but i'm not ashamed of it. i just haven't actually purchased enough at one time to make it through more than 3, lmao

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I’m waking up by sitting i the shower waiting for my vyvanse to kick in, which it is. Have 8am classes and wouldn’t be able to manage them without my vyvanse. I’ve been on amphetamines nearly my entire life, since 4th grade or so. Went through a bunch but adderall was great for awhile until the generic was released and suddenly the quality went down. So I swapped to vyvanse.
Now I’m 26 and off my parent’s insurance but taking 18 credit hours so I can’t work full time. So with no insurance I’ll probably be back on adderall soon. Gonna try and get the IR script, my shrink usually just gives me what I ask for.
Note that I’m also prescribed 3mg of klonopins daily for a panic disorder, so vyvanse is the only thing keeping me awake some days. If I don’t take it I’ll sleep for 14 hours and not even realize it. Then panic over all the shit I didn’t get done.
I’m rambling aren’t I? Good ole vyvanse kicking in.

Have a pic of my gf for good measure

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isn't butane toxic to inhale tho? also isn't butane an ingredient in gasoline

so true. haven't tried pcp or ket yet, but dxm makes you retarded while nitrous makes you temporarily retarded

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I cannot watch tv on that stuff are you the same?

bro aren't you finding diminished effects from the amphetamine b/c you're off klonopin? wait nvm that's kind of a dumb question bc you said you're perscribed daily so perhaps you have never experienced amph without the presence of benzos?

it depends how you define toxic, butane sensitises the myocardium to catecloamines and that can cause sudden sniffing death in some people and taking other drugs with it increases the risk but most people can definitely get away with inhaling butane, butane is often lumped in the the "inhalants are bad and cause brain damage" toluene is proven to cause brain matter atrophy and eat away at myelin sheaths but i haven't seen any solid evidence of that with butane. brain damage can also arise from asphyxia which can also pervert the evidence

Goddamn your life sounds awesome

Hot gf and all the amphetamine you want. Do you fuck her on it?

I can’t do amphs because I’m too depressive and they basically turn me into a hedonistic shit lord. I can still fuck with molly though.

I’m planning on taking a point of that and seeing Rammstein for their US tour. Fucking flamethrowers and shit while you’re peaking how metal is that

interestingly, i am not! i sat down with the boys tn and was watching it's always sunny/regular show while tweaking without much trouble. granted, i was very, very stoned. i did, however, detect that i was talking a LOT more during the show than usual. i could tell that it was definitely getting annoying but i was just so high and geeked that my mind was going a million miles a minute and i needed to say something lol

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Also bud I would avoid pcp if I were you. Ket will do just fine... it’s a little speedy in itself it’s in own way.

But people doing pcp have done insane shit like cut their faces off in a mirror or cannabilize their girlfriends exposed lungs in the street like a zombie.

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dang, interesting. i think i'll stick with nitrous tho haha, shit's cash. super easy to get in the US, you can order a package of 300 on amazon right now and have it be delivered to your doorstep the next day or the day after, and not terribly expensive too. plus, most head shops carry them, albeit locked behind a 21y/o ID. luckily i have a fake~

have you ever had the chance to try nitrous? it sounds a bit similar to how you described butane, what with the sounds changing.

alright bro for sure haha, i'll put it on my "do not try list"

here it is so far off the top of my head:
DO NOT TRY:
- crack
- IV heroin
- IV cocaine
- meth (maybe oof why is that a maybe)
- [and now :)] pcp

don't underrate sleep. there is no shame, you don't have to prove a point. sleep builds memory. memory is what makes us different from other species. when memory dies, you die. sleep deprivation is suicide.

I hate going no-sleep but I can't deal with the coming-downs and never don't have a backup stash somewhere. A supply outage forced me to go 'clean' for 3 weeks, not too long ago. I was amazed as how much sharper my perception, thoughtfulness and emotionality became. I was able to be feel fun and be funny again. Up until that point I was so unemotional, draggy, always in a fight-or-flight king of state. Speed was like lazy-man's coffee to me. in those 3 weeks I build up a lot more memory than I 'normally' would. Yet here I am, waiting on tomorrow for my new batch to arrive.

Yes I was on only amphetamines daily for ages but I ended up getting really bad social anxiety a few years ago so they put me on klonopins. As I need the amphetamines but they also give me anxiety I found. So I take 1mg klonopin with 30mg vyvanse in the morning, then .5 about 4 hours after the initial dose when the second half of the XR is released, then .5 in the afternoon/evening as it comes down and then 1mg when it’s worn off at night to sleep. It’s a lot of chemicals but I spent my teenage years abusing benzodiazepines, opiates, amphetamines and much more, lots of research chems too. So I probably fucked my chemical balances up even more than they already were.
Ironic that I’m dependent on something I used to abuse.

meant to address u with

I have combined dxm and butane with weed but i never got this, must have been the amphetamine or too high tolerance to weed

i have never done nitrous and probably never will as my drug use is over

Bump gotta keep this thread alive

Favorite drugs

1. Weed (easily the most versatile, playful, bang for your buck

2. Mdma or ketamine (depends on if you want to vibe super hard on life or just float like an atom through existence
This is really all you need

I wish I could be one of those people that just fucks with lsd or shrooms all casual like but I’m the kind of person who would 100% get a psychotic break eventually. I’m somewhat crazy stone sober.

Guess self acceptance and lack of greed are the most important things to remember about drugs.

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Yeah I fuck her on it, sometimes I need to take a shot to really get fully hard if they’re still in my system though. Only problem we’ve run into is that she cums so easily, like I can fuck her for like 2-3 minutes and she will be collapsed via orgasm. Idk why that is, when we first got together she was all about fucking for long periods of time, now she can’t even handle it. So sometimes it’s genuinelt hard for me to get off before she starts getting sore, as she starts to get drier after her second orgasm.
She makes up for it by giving amazing head all the time though. And can usually get me to cum by begging (sub/dom relationship).

If anyone is interested in seeing her cum or slurp down a cock I enjoy sharing her on kik @michael011294

Or just general convo. Might be a tad slow to reply as class starts in 36 min and I’m still sitting in the shower typing things out to Cred Forums-tards lol

damn. poetry.

sounds like you could use a break again man. have you thought of doing it voluntarily?

ask yourself: what did i like better, how i felt in those past 3 weeks or how i feel when i'm on the pill? if you know the answer, you know what you need to do. as someone who does drugs all the time i guess i'm not one to talk, but sometimes truly the person we can help the most is ourself.

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Lucy is my best friend

Forgot to add another pictures, she likes to dress up.

Also loves amphetamines but a bit too much so she’s not allowed to take them anymore.

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Take a shot hmm. Now that’s a fucking plunge right there lol

In some ways you’re living my dream life of sin.

And in other ways I’m like yeah nah its fine. Comforting little blue pill of mediocrita

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fuck man as soon as you said social anxiety i was like same. i never got put on any meds tho, so i've just been figuring it out. that's fucked that you have to manage so much dosing.

as for your last sentence, and some other sentiments shared by anons in this thread: i think i'm gonna keep stims as a somewhat casual and exploratory experience unless i'm doing it for work. after college though, definitely shouldn't be doing it too often

Very nice. I tend to attract a different type of girl for sure.

I’m too hot/cold to take on anyone with that vixen type personality. It would be super hot at times but my nerves would be swinging wildly which is unattractive in a man.

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sounds like a bit of both. also, bummer. if you're ever in america and are looking to cheat on your promise to yourself, definitely try some whip-its lool

booyah caught up to the replies. time to smoke and then snort another addy lol

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>took 4mg of clonazepam
>been up almost 24hrs
it always does the opposite for me in regards to sleepiness

fucking christ man, what are you, opposite day? loool that's too weird though dude is it the drug making you stay up or are you just staying up on the drug?

just joking by the way, very interesting that it effects you that way

affects* you. fuck me, all this typing is keeping me away from the bong

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The disinhibition usually makes me more impulsive or restless. But I've read of similar sleep issues and paradoxical effects from ativan as well.

I haven’t been doing it that long but I’m wired off Coca Cola rn is there a way to test it for phent or other things that could kill me that’s fairly simple?

XR’s are extended release and not the best to get a buzz of off imo

wow, that's kinda nuts. have you tried plain old xanax? i don't feel uninhibited off it, just unanxious. plus when you smoke weed off it you get sooooo fucked it's awesome

hahaha oba ola

dip your nuts in it and you will find out ;)

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>I took stimulants to sit on my computer

I always feel really bad for people like you. Basically anyone who takes drugs besides pot so they can sit and do nothing.

fuck that was supposed to say [B]oba [B]ola

>but the [B]s were emojis

you're exactly right, and i agree. that's why i took the beads out of the pill and ground them up very finely and then alternated between snorting and swallowing doses

grinding them up basically makes them IR plus easy to snort

fuck i'm running out of images to post. here's something that i just made right now. it represents me, running out of images. and wanting to snort more adderall

if the thread dies, it's been a good one guys!!

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how about this one

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damn bro that's actually beautiful. saved

here's something i saved a while ago

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Day 5 of no sleep. Hallucinations are getting too annoying, going to have to sleep tonight I think. The hell is I use up a months supply in two weeks doing this shit, and the two weeks with nothing is painful. Yet here I am.

LOOOL

You deserve to lose all of the brain cells you will inevitably fry

Not sure of your planned method of intake, but fill balloon with the compressed nos and repeatedly inhale/exhale into the balloon. I only mention this because a friend would directly draw from the cartridge cracker. That can cause frostbite and brainstem damage.
>Huff away user

thanks user! when i have balloons, that is usually how i take them, but i also take them directly from a whipped cream dispenser, not a cracker. your friend sounds like a retard lol

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alright guys i have to go to class now... just snorted another like 20 mins ago... if the thread dies you were all glorious... until next time

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