What really brought ur will to live back? Why do i keep losing motivation to do the easiest things...

What really brought ur will to live back? Why do i keep losing motivation to do the easiest things? How do i prevent myself from falling into these holes? Id really appreciate some tips from some of u niggers.

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Well it's like this and like that...

What did you use to like doing ?

getting a job

i never had good friends in highschool and was really depressed for a few months until i got my apprenticeship the next year. everyone was really welcoming, i currently have more friends (and money) than i could have ever hoped for. with a secure future once i’m qualified

Playing games, going to the gym and exploring the country w my Yamaha. I dont wanna play games anymore cause im just not able to focus since my head is filled w Problems i gotta solve. Im working out sometimes but i lost my Routine. Had an accident, my bike got trashed and i cant afford a new one.

Is it possible for you to become a park ranger somewhere ? Since you like exploring the country

I had my "dream job". It was always a really big Problem for me to find one cause i dont like most Jobs out there. Im not a lazy nigger i just dont wanna do most of that 8 hours a day. After Finding that "dream job" i had a really rough time, decided to take some time in therapy. After that break i went Back and they told that my mental health seems unstable and i can come Back in 2 years.

Not really, its more about that freedom i guess? I was in the military and i really loved it. Even tho it might not sound like it but i kinda got the same freedom i had w my bike.

Why did you leave the military ?

I dont wanna Spam. I said it already in this one :)

fair enough, i suppose i’m lucky to be mentally stable enough to keep making it there every day and not feel bad about it

Well, then you find something to do for 2 years that can keep you on the path towards your goal.

Become a fitness instructor ?

ph󠛡enib󠛡ut stopped me from being a neet, and the daily threads here about realistic dolls showed me how bright the future is going to be so I should probably stick around.

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Even tho id be fit enough its not that easy over here. I dont have the knowledge about the Body and im a little to young for it aswell (20. Birthday today wohoo.) These huge guys wouldnt take a lesson from me. Obviously i gotta find a job so im able to afford life the next 2 years. Dont know what Kind of tho. Maybe i'll just stay in therapy. This would probably fuck my resumé up on the other hand

One shouldn't fake diseases of the mind, they tend to stick with you forever.

What about studying ?

I mean thats the way it should be haha. Wish u the best for ur career my g.

Hey big Cred Forumsrother did you know?! Optimism and self reassurance when times get tough has been shown to have the same dopamine releasing properties of a casual relationship~setting small goals or just getting up to go do something spontaneously is also a good way to get yourself out of a rut just DO! Genuinely hope that everything gets better in your situation Cred Forumsro and that you can get back to being at that baseline.~

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What do u mean by saying "faking diseases of the mind". I need therapy but being in therapy for more than 6 months is nothing u wanna read in a resumé i guess. I really hate the education over here. Im surprised i survived secondary school. The only thing i would study would be medicine but thats a way too long time in school

Maybe I just misunderstood you, to me it seemed like you would prolong therapy, just for prolonging it... Sorry.

Hmmm... The only option I see here is that you bite the lemon, and do something annoying and tedious until you can get back to the military. Just find the least annoying job. Or go on welfare and have a bangin' time !

Yea theres not that much dopamine coming cause of that evil medicine i decided to take over a long time. Its getting better tho. Mr. Serotonin didnt show up in a long time aswell. At least im still getting morning wood

No problem my english sucks a little anyways haha
Yea biting the Lemon seems like the only way to go. I really dont wanna eat another fucking lemon tho. Maybe i'll just suck some money out of a go fund me and get some vacation going.
Im just scared that i'll end it if i dont find a good thing i could do in these 2 years.

Hey, you're only 20... I still haven't figured out what I want to do, and am parked with a heavy psychosis and anxiety being on welfare.

The best job I've had in my life was working night shift at a factory, that is really under rated for some reason... But the people were nice, I was allowed to be strange (as long as I didn't fuck up on the assembly line), and I got a a shitload of money out of it from bonuses.

Maybe that could be something for you ? But please, there's no reason to end it.

Night shift sounds great. Still i wont get anything cause i dont have any experience. Theres not much Jobs in my area. Most of them are taken by academic people. They are overqualified but they dont have much more choices. Of course they rather take them. My military knowledge is not worth that much in the civilian world. Im not thinking about ending it all the time, but lately theres a lot of Moments. This scares me, i dont even know why im considering it that often.

There's a saying "become the person you pretend to be when you're trying to get laid", and it's what I'm doing right now. I have taken it as a serious project to score a specific chick and the way forward seems to be to not have to pretend any more. It sounds caveman as fuck, but this is what the motivation system in males has evolved to do.

I'll Think about it. I guess the obvious things are always worth a try since they seem so obvious.