I'm seeing a psychiatrist tomorrow but I still think I’m going to kill myself before the year is through...

I'm seeing a psychiatrist tomorrow but I still think I’m going to kill myself before the year is through. Toxic shame related to familial background really takes ones life outta him.

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Elaborate. Everyone in your family turned gay, or what?
Disassociate.

there is always light at the end of the tunnel user move forward keep straight and make light improvements along the way barry the toxic with posativity

Shame only exist until you realise it's just a thought, then you forgive and move on, free of that burden.
Also, if your family is treating you poorly, remember that you didn't choose your family, and that you can choose not to have anything to do with them. After a certain age, we pick our own friends, and make our own family.
Best of luck, user.

My dad is fucking a new chick practically every month and my mother is in her 5th long term relationship in 10 years. I myself am addicted to pornography, and I just want to escape this generational degeneracy, but I can't, and I am the only one that is actually aware of this garbage in my entire family, so I can't choose to be hedonistic and shallow.

Move out, cut contact.

Thank you both. God bless.
I have. It still lingers every day.

What in the fuck is Toxic Shame? You people just love creating buzz words to self diagnose don't you? Also boohoo you have family issues. Everyone does.

It's so good of you to be graceful about your experiences and how you got over your troubles.
Especially since you seem so humble and respectful to those are still too embroiled in their hangups to see beyond them.
Just like you were before you became so very wise and clear of mind.

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It's pretty fucking old.

you are gonna make it user, my family is full of alcoholics and psychopaths and i did it at 21 ama

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Did you make it through?

Yes I cut contact with my mother, father, basically everyone else but one grandma who always stood up for me and one uncle. I got my own apartment now, my own car and I am studying nursing second semester

an hero on cam faggot

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Yo it did it!! Wow user, I'm really proud of you no joke! I need to be there where you are and fix my shit!
Now you have no reason to die.
Cause that sounds like a NEW life man. Can't quit at Lev one again

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God that sounds like a satisfying turn of events. I hope something like that will be in my future as well. I just have to work hard and get help it seems.

Sounds pretty good, user.

Just make live on liveleak, like one of us last time ^^

Well done, user.

What do you expect man the answer is to cut toxic people out of your life, it's pretty simple. If you had a tumor that was killing you, would you sit and wonder "Boy what do I do about this, I should just kill myself" like get rid of the shit bro

One can't just cut family off just like that, it takes time.

Well, actually you can. When needs drive your reactions, a rather sharp cut can be necessary.
At least that's how I did it.
I'm not contesting the sentiment, it was the condescending way you said it.

Then you have a purpose to live for and work towards, ergo you won't want to kill yourself. I don't see a problem
Welcome to Cred Forums bud don't expect people to coddle you cause your life sucks or be nice to you

But I do want to kill myself because I just want to give up, so to speak.

I live with my Toxic Shame everyday user. My parents would beat the fuck out of me, scream and yell. When I did well I got no praise.

I live with it everyday and for years it robbed me of my will, and I'm just beginning to recover. I'm 28.

I do moderately well, have a girlfriend, a job making $15 a hour, a decent twitch broadcast channel that rakes in 600-1k per month, and a bustling youtube channel. I fight against the shame and depression everyday. Don't give up.

Your story sure is inspiring. Thanks for sharing.

ily user (nohomo)

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What a chad !

>Welcome to Cred Forums
So that absolves you common human decency?
Not talking about coddling, I'm talking about not being an arsehole - there's a big difference between direct honesty and just being a prick.
Anonymity doesn't excuse your behavior.

*absolves youR LACK OF commone etc...
Typing, listening to music, reading an article and trying to form sentences at the same is not recommendable.

... at the SAME time... for fucksake!
I accidentally a whole word.

You're kinda retarded bro

Oh, he fucked the prettiest girls you'd ever imagine. Now he's an unhappy loser.