I'm mentally ill and I don't know what to do about it right now

I'm mentally ill and I don't know what to do about it right now
Ask me anything at all

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what mental illness?

>I'm mentally ill
like most of us here? whats your point fag

>be OP. A mentally ill fag
>Come to Cred Forums of all websites
>Post about your mental illness on Cred Forums of all boards.
>Realize you have found a home amongst all the retarded faggots in this clusterfuck of a community.

bro u have a mental illness bro really bro?

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Probably BPD

My point is I don't know what to do and want attention because I'm fucking lonely

>goes to Cred Forums to get attention because they have a mental disorder
thats the worst fucking way to deal with any kind of mental illness faggot

Yeah I'm coming back after about a year away

Yeah I know right????

Meet a therapist or specialist to diagnose you so you at least know the root cause of your problems.

Plus they'll probably give you drugs if there's something wrong with you and if not then you'll have someone to vent to.

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haha I understand user, I havent talked with people my age since highschool, and that was a long time ago.

Yes, but Cred Forums will give attention and help me not feel the crushing loneliness

I have a therapist but I can't talk to her on the drop of a dime

I'm not that bad but I have no friends in my new town

when has posting here helped anyone their "crushing loneliness" you zoomer faggot?
Not taking the piss, join a boxing, mma/muay thai gym or something if you're not disabled.

I'm gonna look at clubs and stuff, but I can't do that right at this very moment

How autistic are you irl, like do people notice you are an awkward guy or do you mostly blend in normie society

I'm just regular awkward, not like Asperger's or anything. Most people would pin me as a normie nowadays

You know this may sound gay as fuck but if you are too high inhib to do boxing/mma like the other user said, you should consider looking into normie hobbies like a cooking class or a book club, generally pleasant people and no niggers guaranteed

me too, so what?

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That's honestly more my style anyway. I am a meek man. Most might pin me as the typical liberal arts type even though I'm not really liberal

So let's talk about it

How do you talk yourself out of delusions? I know things aren't happening but my mind doesn't shut up.

Best I can manage is distracting myself from it. I haven't gotten that far in therapy

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