Brain fried from degeneracy?

Ever since I started fucking prostitutes, I just can't stop. The sex isn't even very good for me because I've been out of practice for so long but I just can't stop. I feel empty when I leave, but just for a moment when I am booking the session, I feel excited and anxious; I feel like I'm taking my fate into my own hands instead of letting civilian women decide whether or not I am worthy of their validation. At the same time, the more prostitutes I fuck, the emptier I feel inside.

Is this what it feels like to be one of those sluts with burned out oxytocin receptors? Have I finally liberated my mind from the primal urge to pair-bond by performing an ego suicide of sorts by fucking lots of hoes, or is this some kind of STD-induced delirium?

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Bro stop.

I got super drunk and fucked a whore last night she actually came to my house. Worse feeling ever.

Sad part is the sex was shit. I can get lad fine by myself I just wanted to fucking do it. Never again bro.

I was thinking of fucking a hooker this weekend but after reading how fucking mental it has made you, I'll pass.

I'll improve myself and wait for a decent girlfriend.

im in the same boat man. Its been 6 months but next time im near a brothel at night im getting one for sure. Also completely killed me inside emotionally and ive lost all urge to go out a meet a girl. Must have fucked 15 or so

just fucking stop

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inb4 ginger manlet. he's even a leaf2

its not that simple. Im too busy to go out a meet girls and the loneliness is crippling

I can't get laid by myself. I was morally opposed to it all my life, but years of celibacy have worn me down. Now I don't judge whores anymore. I feel nothing. I prefer their company than normal people because I can be boring, or weird, or nervous, and I don't have to worry about constantly being scrutinized. I don't feel like I have to impress them in the same way as regular people. I no longer have to hate myself for not living up to other people's standards; for not attracting civilian women. The loneliness-induced apathy has been replaced by an apathy of a different kind, a sort of relaxing nihilism; the sinking feeling I get in my chest from the loneliness has disappeared. I am no less alone than I was before, yet as long as I fuck whores, I feel almost energized. Today I was doubly productive at my new job. There's got to be more to this.

You can dude. I got girls coming for me and it's just how you carry yourself . Stop caring and thinking so much brother. You can do it leaf bro.

yes it is

when sleeping with prostitutes is no longer an option you will be more motivated to meet normal women

Stop at once. Find a trustworthy and intelligent wife and start a family. It's the only way you can contribute to a better world and find harmony.

Good choice.

>There's got to be more than this
By making this statement, you already know that there isn't.

You can't have it all my friend. Get a gf. Get miserable. Get jealous. Worry about her cheating on you, word about her running away with half your shit and your chlid. Average sex. If your gf didn't fuck 100 guys per week sex will be nowhere near whore sex. In my case at least it isn't and I want from te to time to get back to the whores for that raw rough sex that I like and my gf doesn't
That is life. Can't have the cake and eat it too.

Same here brother. I'm a good looking guy with more money than I can spend but I just work and expand my company. It's not even about the money anymore it's I just can't stop working. Never had a prostitute not I ever will, so it's right hand treatment for me

The reason why I went to prostitutes was because women ignore me. What am I supposed to do? Feel miserable because I can't find anyone? Or just let go and numb the pain?

Isn't paying for a prostitute illegal here? If not how do I get one?

>he only does it if it's legal

Why are Canadians so gay?

Because I'm not descended from convicts and degenerates

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I feel that way about porn OP

The last week I've been so anxious and depressed that I fap 4-5 times a day

Everything in my life is so bad right now desu

Look on backpage. That "law" is not enforced.

In fact, if you live in Toronto, we can double team a girl if you want. I know one who loves DP.

Wake up early and run outside for 5 minutes then walk for 20
Do this every day

seems pretty normal to me

I can try. I'm getting over a cold right now, but I can try in a day or two. Not bad advice I guess.

Lately I've been waking up and feeling like pic related. Been going back into bed and sleeping for 10 hours, then wasting time online.

Sounds like straight up autism, my friend. Shit buzz.

Just looked it up for my city. I see nothing but pics of 10/10 girls, too good to be true.

What do you do and do you want to hire me?

Fucked a whore in Amsterdam (after 2 years living in Netherlands), it was pretty shit.

Girl was somewhat hot but that bitch wouldn't let me do shit, had her text messages read by a voice messager, I think it was her daughter or something. I'm glad my dutch is bad.

I'll rate the experience a 3/10, could imagine it going to 7/10 with a good gfe.

I'm getting fatter by spending over 100 euros per week on takeaways and deliveries, I'm thinking about stopping this shit and getting a girl friend experience at my place twice a months

Thoughts ?

MGTOW, not even once

I fucked hookers for a couple months
Regretted it after every single session even though they were good / decent at their job

I just didn't enjoy the act of spending $ for sex. I can get sex for free demeaning as a man to fork over $ for sex

Say you worked 10 hours for $100
you give it to someone else for a decent / shitty / good 30 minutes

That sucks
That's shit value
You have nothing to show for it
And you might even get herpes even with a condom on because it's skin on skin contact
so.. no more hookers

Brotip: never believe the asian ads. I like to use escort agencies. If you know a few in your city, use those. They typically never turn down clients. Just make sure you research the girl you're interested in so that you know she provides good service.

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If anything, they are the ones who might get herpes. I have asymptomatic herpes from my mother.

Use theeroticreview.com to find out if they are legit.

No need to make an account, you can read enough of the reviews without one.

You have the internet my man, and some type of device to use it.

You are already in the top 20% of the world.

Focus on what you have, not what you don't.

It's all about perspective, understand that its a choice. Sometimes it happens to us and its awesome, but us humans were not always accustomed to this much constant awesome stimuli 24/7.

For example most of history, our feet were hardened by walking on the rough ground. In our world, most people wear shoes. Shoes are good. They protect our feet. But we realize that it is possible to gain something very good and still lose something very real. What most of us have list is the ability to walk barefoot over difficult ground.
Today, sheltered from the hardships of hunger, disease, heat, and cold, that stalked human life for centuries, some people have lost their capacity to deal with real difficulty. Growing up in a protected palace of comfort, some have lost their ability to walk through pain.